I needed to get my thoughts together.
I needed to explain myself to Adrian. But I didn't know how to.
I wish I could tell someone about what has happened in the past week, but nobody would understand.
I turned off the tv and put the food away, then walked to my bedroom.
I was kind of expecting to see a note on my window or Shawn standing there, but there was nothing. No sign of any human in my room.
I sat down at my desk and looked at the note with all of the opposites written on the back.
My mind started racing, and I gathered all the notes I got.
The first three were from Adrian. The last two, I don't know who they were from.
Was it Adrian? Did Adrian tell me that he won't hurt me? Because if he did, he just lied to me, because he shoved me.
"Why the fuck is this happening to me?!" I shouted, slamming my hands on my desk.
The next thing I knew, I was crying. Tears running down my face. A week ago, nobody knew who I was. I was living a normal life. I had my best friend Sierra and nothing to do with Shawn Mendes. Now, it's like I am someone completely different.
My ex is having the bad boy stalk me, the bad boy is threatening me, I went to my first party, everyone at school knows my name, I had my first kiss, I got drunk for the first time.
Everything has changed all because of Adrian. He did all of this.
I screamed in anger and punched my desk again.
"Shit!" I screamed.
I started crying like the loud annoying cry that little kids do when throwing a tantrum. I put my head down on my desk and cried into my hands.
I don't know how long I stayed there, but I was interrupted by a loud knock on my door.
"Gab?" Sierra asked, opening my door.
I looked up at her and I'm sure I looked like shit. She looked into my eyes and I saw her facial expression change.
"Oh, sweetie," she said, taking my head in her hands and pulling me into a hug.
I couldn't stop crying from then on. It was like my eyes were the Niagara Falls.
After a while, she pulled away from the hug and looked at me.
"Do you want to tell me what happened?" she asked, walking over to my bed and sitting down.
I took a deep breath and looked her in the eyes.
"Shawn Mendes. Adrian. That's what happened," I said.
I told her about what happened, leaving out how Shawn and I slept together.
I could see it in her eyes that she felt bad.
"I'm sorry, Gabby," Sierra said, almost whispered.
"I just came to see if you were okay after last night," she said, folding her hands together.
"I'm fine," I said.
"Obviously not. Gabby, if anything else happens, you tell me. Promise?"
I nodded my head and sniffled. Sierra got up and left.
I looked at my clock and it said that it was 12:30. I still had like five hours until my mom came home.
I decided to get some sleep, and stop thinking about this mess.
The last thing I thought was, I need to get back at Adrian.