Ever just had a moment where all you could do was stop and watch the whole world revolve around you? Where it felt like time was slowing down and you couldn't move? Like you were stuck? I know to be honest with you, I have and this only started occurring when I met him. And I know what you are thinking. He left me broken and alone and he is the reason that I feel like time is going slow and everything had stopped because he left and I crashed and to be honest with you, in a way, you would be right but in another way you have the complete wrong idea. Honestly, I loved and still love the boy that left me broken and to be honest with you I don't know where I would be without him today. He taught me so much more about myself and he taught me how to draw strength from my weakness and taught me how to survive even if he slipped away which he did. Honestly, as I think about it now, a part of me wants to discover a way to turn back time in order to change it all but to be honest, I know it won't happen and I know that I am stuck with this. This is my story and how a boy by the name of Kian Robert Lawley changed and became the person I loved and learnt from.