Why are we stuck worrying about our looks.
Why do we have to be skinny and perfect just to please you.
Why do we have to have big boobs and a big ass just to get your attention.
You may say personality is key but when we are alone all you want
Is a perfect me.
And I can't give you that.
I'll spend hours over the toilet and
Not eating but
That's not good enough for you.
And now you've created a monster who's addicted to the scale.
Watching the pounds go down
Until I can't work anymore.
Are you happy now that I'm sick and weak but have the skinnest body you've seen?
I hope so. I changed for you.
And only you.
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By Clarkiemonstr
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