stupid love feeling

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How two people never get together, what's the reason, misunderstanding, misfortune, depicts through chats of... More

Wow! Its so wonderful
I NEVER HIDE
proposal not accepted
wonderful
truth unbearable :'(
truth unbearable 2
once gone is gone
Hello
LETTERS
kaash k main hawa hoti.
#SUNSHINE #U & #ME
Hey!
PeRfEcT
Thanx
It Hurts.
Extras
Feeling
Hate to b loved by others.
Today 7th jan
another page from diary
Hold On
Diary page
Letters
letters continue
Letters II
Letters III
letters IV
letters V
letters VI
lettes VII
letters VIII
letters IX
heya!
last

accept reality

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‪Zyan‬: hi
Lara: Helo
‪Zyan‬: hi
Lara: How's scarlet
‪Zyan‬: thik hai
‪Zyan‬: ghar pe
Lara: N u?
Lara: Tu ghar p ni h
‪Zyan‬: thik hu bbsr ja raha hu
‪Zyan‬: nhi
Lara: Oh!
Lara: Acha
‪Zyan‬: kuch kaam se bbsr ja raha hu
Lara: Tujh se humari pls ek request
‪Zyan‬: bol mujhe pata hai
Lara: Kya pata hai
‪Zyan‬: tu nhi bolegi tab bhi mai janta hu
‪Zyan‬: scarlet ke sath aane bol rahi hogi
Lara: Re pagle wo to tera n scarlet ka matter hai
‪Zyan‬: fir
Lara: Waise aisa karega to Mjhe bahut Acha lagega
Lara: Pls scarlet ko scarlet ki tarah dekh
Lara: Usmein Mjhe mat dhoond
‪Zyan‬: the problem is I cant forget you
‪Zyan‬: tum samjho ya na samjho
Lara: Main samajhti hun, lekinZyan
Lara: LekinZyan
‪Zyan‬: baat raha scarlet ki teri baatein yaad hai khush rakhta hu usko
‪Zyan‬: i always think tum agar life me hoti sayd sabkuch perfect hota
Lara: Aisa ni haiZyan
‪Zyan‬: kabhi mujhe koi problem nahi hota
Lara: Koi b perfect ni hota
Lara: Mere saath kya pata
Lara: Aur b problems hoti
‪Zyan‬: jitna mai tumhe janta hu samajhta hu sayd perfect life hota
‪Zyan‬: woh toh mera baat samajhti nahi hai
‪Zyan‬: agar mai kuch bolta hu bas roti hai
Lara: Roti isliye hai
Lara: Kyunki tujhe Lagta hai
Lara: Tu use samjh raha hai
Lara: Khus rakh raha hai
Lara: Bt nahi
Lara: Tu use nahi samajh raha
‪Zyan‬: yar ab mai usko kuch nahi bolta jo bhi baat hoti hai ander hi rakhta hu
Lara: Bs tu apne mann se soch ra hai k tu khud sacrifices kar k.
Lara: Use khus rakh ra hai
‪Zyan‬: koshish karta hu usko samajhne ki but i always get she is not perfect wife not mother
Lara: Yaar
Lara: Koi perfect ni hota
Lara: Tu b to Usk liye perfect nahi
Lara: Guys
Lara: Apna nazariya change karo
‪Zyan‬: i agree but things can be change jab mai badal sakta hun tere liye why not she
Lara: Dekh abi b
Lara: Mere liye
Lara: Who m I in ur life
Lara: 0
Lara: Nothing
Lara: Yaar
Lara: Change ho
Lara: Uske liye
Lara: Samajh tu kahan Galti kar ra hai
‪Zyan‬: thats your thinking mere liye tum kya ho tum kabhi nahi samjhogi
Lara: Main samajhti hun
Lara: But m requesting u kuch
Lara: I do agree
Lara: Tune shayad Jitna pyar kiya hai
‪Zyan‬: i am trying to change but i cant forget you
Lara: Utne koi hi kare
Lara: But
Lara: Jitna pain tune diya hai
Lara: Utna aur koi de b ni sakta
Lara: Ye b reality hai
‪Zyan‬: you never talked to me
Lara: Wo time, moment chala gaya.
Lara: Aisa ni hai
Lara: I have tried
‪Zyan‬: hamesha mera baat kyu sunti thi
Lara: But shayad tu utna mature ni tha us time
Lara: Bachpana tha thjme
Lara: Apni hi baat manvane ka
‪Zyan‬: aur secondly i have changed today aur sayd tab bhi badal jata
Lara: Main Kisi ko b third chance ni deti
Lara: U kno it
‪Zyan‬: aisa kuch bhi nahi hai Larai was very serious about u
Lara: But tjhe to pata ni kitna samajhane ki koshish ki
Lara: NaiZyan
Lara: U were
Lara: But same time
Lara: Tu Mjhe mere nazariya se kabi b ni samajh paya
‪Zyan‬: the problem is I loved you very much itna ki tumpe saq karne laga
Lara: I know
‪Zyan‬: tumhare nazariye se bhi socha but kash us time tum mere nazariye se sochti
Lara: Maine wahan b try kiya
Lara: Tere nazariye se b socha thaZyan
Lara: But tu
Lara: Hadien par kar chuka tha
Lara: Tujh p vishwas karna
Lara: Bahut mushkil ho gaya thst
Lara: Ths
‪Zyan‬: i know yar but baat karne se sab thik hojata
Lara: Samjhana b mushkil ho gaya tha
Lara: Samajhti thi isliye Maine tere saath bahut bardash kiya hai,
Lara: Nahi to main Kisi ki b ni sunti
‪Zyan‬: Mai kya tumse shadi nahi karta??
‪Zyan‬: think once
Lara: Agar meri Galti na ho
‪Zyan‬: i know you
Lara:Zyan just remember, when I told u "Zyan m pregnant ". U take it very casually n said koi ni max mein abortion kara denge don't worry
Lara: Ur words
Lara: They just broke me
Lara: I was like hell
Lara: Main Kisk saath sapne dekhne lagi
Lara: Ise jise apni Zimmedarion ka koi khayal ni
‪Zyan‬: I agree but think mere paas us samay koi bhi job tha
Lara:Zyan
Lara:Zyan
Lara:Zyan
Lara: M an independent woman
‪Zyan‬: i agree
Lara: What do u think
Lara: U'll answer
Lara: Me like this
Lara: N I'll still
‪Zyan‬: tum bhi toh keh sakti thi you want to marry
Lara: Respect u
Lara: Marry u
Lara: Oh! Pls
Lara: I better do
Lara: What I did
‪Zyan‬: mere end se socho pls
Lara: Left u
Lara: At that point
Lara: In that situation
‪Zyan‬: for that particullar time
Lara: I cant
Lara: U want to have sex
Lara: Us time p ni socha k
Lara: Consequences kya honge
‪Zyan‬: i completely understand but discussion makes life easier
Lara: Tab to bas maze lene hain
‪Zyan‬: nahi
Lara: But jab responsibilities
Lara: Ai
‪Zyan‬: ek min ruk
Lara: To aap abi kuch karte ni ho
Lara: Fuck off yaar
‪Zyan‬: yaad karo pura situation jis din tera pregnancy aaya tha ki tum uske baad kuch boli
‪Zyan‬: kuch nahi boli
Lara: Being a girl
‪Zyan‬: mai hi bola tha
‪Zyan‬: why this
Lara: What do u expect
‪Zyan‬: sex karte samay why 2
‪Zyan‬: mere hisaab se tumhe bhi bolna chahiye
‪Zyan‬:Zyan tere liye kuch bhi karta
‪Zyan‬: us din bhi aur aaj bhi
‪Zyan‬: all is misundeestanding
Lara: Tune Mjhe bs wahin to ni samjha
‪Zyan‬: chal manta hu yeh sab mai tujhe aur john koh lekar saq karta tha
‪Zyan‬: tera answer uska yes q tha
Lara: Cause tune Mjhe itna frustrate kar diya tha
Lara: K I just want to get away from u
‪Zyan‬: i can understand this
‪Zyan‬: yar you coulld have said straight marry me
Lara: Thanx for misunderstanding
Lara: Me
Lara: Agar Maine ye bolna hi Hota na
Lara: Ya bola hota
Lara: To shayad aaj b main ghut ghut k ji ri hoti
Lara: Sari batien boli ni jatiZyan
Lara: Jab aap kisi ko apni life mein importance dete ho to
‪Zyan‬: i agree tum correct ho
Lara: Pehle uski khamosiya
Lara: Samajhte ho
Lara: Hmesha nahi
Lara: But jahan zaroori hai
Lara: Wahan
‪Zyan‬: yar mmaine socha tum pregancy koh lekar pareshan ho as i dont have any job ag that time and neither you isliye
‪Zyan‬: bola bhi isi angle se
Zyan‬: aur koi matlab nahi tha yara
Zyan‬: i loved you a lot
Lara: ToZyan
Lara: It was a sign of
Lara: Only non responsiblity
Lara: Let me tell u
Zyan‬: but at the end it was my angle tum bhi sahi ho
Lara: What I ve
Lara: Expected
‪Zyan‬: kya
Lara: Tu bol sakta.
Koi baat ni neha.
It's ok.
Jo b hai Jaise b situation hm dono saath hain. N ye third member b saath hoga.
Main kuch na kuch, Jaisa b ho Chota mota kaam dhund lungi.
Tere gharwalon se b baat kar lunga.
Lara: But what u did
Lara: Is a non matured thing
‪Zyan‬: i agree but ek bar mere angle se soch kar dekh kya mai galat tha
Lara:Zyan
Lara: Mere liye to galat hi tha
‪Zyan‬: i got first job tum jab life se chali gayi tab 15k
‪Zyan‬: 2l package
‪Zyan‬: ha i agree
‪Zyan‬: but mujhe lagta tha tum bolegi
Lara: U never understand me at that point
Lara: Kyunki as I've told u
Lara: Wo tera Galti ni
Lara: Umar ka Galti
Lara: Tha
‪Zyan‬: tum ghar me jakar  didi aur kusum ke sath mere bare me baat karti thi y not me
Lara: Kyunki tu nahi samajhta
Lara: Mostly batien mazaak mein hi uda deta tha
Lara: I tried to understand u as much as I can, but limits bahut zada hi cross ho gai thi
‪Zyan‬: i agree but tum ek bar bhi seriously life koh lekar baat ki
‪Zyan‬: kiZyan i want to marry you
Lara:Zyan kitni baar bolu
‪Zyan‬: ek baat bolu
Lara: U never understand me
Lara: At that point
Lara: I never say.things
Lara: Directly
‪Zyan‬: mai tab bhi samjha tha aur aj bhi samajhta hu
Lara: Y I've told u
Lara: Ma pregnancy
‪Zyan‬: i have changed myself
Lara: It's just
Lara: A way
Lara: To say
Lara: That only
Lara: But what u did
Lara: Is bilkul opposite
Lara: Han bol kya bol ra tha
‪Zyan‬: ek baat bolu i did gone to your home after that incident got inffo about John
‪Zyan‬: isliye saqqq
‪Zyan‬: bas yeh clear hota shraight shaddi kar leta
‪Zyan‬: but everything got ruined step by step
Lara: Oh!
Lara:Zyan
‪Zyan‬: mai kuch samajh hi nahi pata
Lara: Clear
Lara:
Lara: Pls
Lara: Bas
Lara: Wahin
‪Zyan‬: jo tumhara dost tha usko bola toh woh phone record kar liya
Lara: Tumhara rashta alag
Lara: N.mera alag
‪Zyan‬: tumhare aur kusum koh lekar bakwaas kiya karta
Lara: Tune kabi agar mere words samajhe hote
Lara: To shayad in Sabki zarurat hi na padi hoti
‪Zyan‬: yar tujhe aaj bhi lagta hai sari galti meri hai
Lara: Nahi
Lara: Galti
Lara: Umar ki hai
‪Zyan‬: yaar hamlog jada mile nahi the tab
‪Zyan‬: mai toh apna point rakha
‪Zyan‬: tumhe bhi bolna chahiye tha
‪Zyan‬: mai tumhare ghaar bhi gaya tha uske baad
‪Zyan‬: tumahri mummy boli John ke bare mei
‪Zyan‬: which broke me into 1000 pieces
‪Zyan‬: jaha pyar waha saq toh hoga hi
‪Zyan‬: mai tumhe bahut jada chahta tha tab
‪Zyan‬: but ab samajh gaya if you love someone let her go
‪Zyan‬: give her space
‪Zyan‬: Discussions make life easier
‪Zyan‬: so gayi
Lara: Nai
‪Zyan‬: yar tumse pehle all was attraction
‪Zyan‬: nothing else
‪Zyan‬: mere paas baat karne koh kuch hota nahi tha isliye mai bakwaas karta tha
‪Zyan‬: teresa Anima Ekka ke bare mei
‪Zyan‬: kabhi jijaji ke behen ke bare mei
‪Zyan‬: but all was just attraction
‪Zyan‬: love toh karna tumse sikha
‪Zyan‬: but nafrat mei bhi jina muskil tha socha shaddi kar lunga toh dosti kar logi
Lara:Zyan
Lara: Yahan b
Lara: Mjhe apne Tarike se soch k shaadi ki
‪Zyan‬: but really aj aise lagta tumhe thikse jann nahi paya
Lara: Tum pata hai
Lara: Sahi kaha
Lara: Sab Tumne apne Tarike se socha
Lara: Ki aisa hoga to waisa
Lara: Wahi samajhane ki koshish kar ri hun
Lara: Wahi tu scarlet k saath b kar ra hai
Lara: Tujhe lag ra hai
Lara: Tu use bahut khush rakh ra hai
Lara: But wo internaly kitna hurt ho ri hai
Lara: U don't know
‪Zyan‬: mai kya karu
‪Zyan‬: seriously yara wife khana nahi deti hai subah mai kuch nahi bolta hu
‪Zyan‬: uska mobile touch nahi karta hun
Lara: Yaar ye issue har husband wife ka hai
‪Zyan‬: uska personal space usko pura deta hu
Lara: Even meri mom dad ka b
Lara: Yeh ek dusre se share karo k
Lara: Kya chahiye kya nahi
‪Zyan‬: actually yara i am trying to make her happy
Lara: U r trying in ur way
‪Zyan‬: dimag me tum rehti ho kya karu bolu Lara bann jao
‪Zyan‬: Lara bann jao
Lara: Try in her way
Lara: Bahut badi
‪Zyan‬: ha woh bhi try kiya
Lara: Zindagi ki bahut badi sabse badi
Lara: Galti karta hai
Lara: Aisa bol k
Lara: She has her own entity
‪Zyan‬: bola tha ek din samjhaya tha but 3 4 din thik again fir se sab kuch galat salat
Lara: Han to
‪Zyan‬: 3 din ka basi paneer deti hai mujhe khane mei
Lara: Zindgi bhar saath rehna hai
Lara: Fir samjha
‪Zyan‬: ghar pe rahegi sikhegi kuch din
Lara: NahiZyan
Lara: Sikhegi tere saath
Lara: Dono mil k age bado
Lara: Aise nahi
Lara: scarlet ko
‪Zyan‬: mere sath kuch nahi sikhegi
Lara: Yehi to teri galat soch hai
‪Zyan‬: mai utna ghar ke kaam pe dhyan nahi de pata hun
‪Zyan‬: sach bolu
Lara: Han to
Lara: Net surfing kyun
Lara: Hai
Lara: Dono saath baith k dekho
Lara: Sikho
‪Zyan‬: yeh sab ke chalte baby sufer karta hai
Lara: Pehle to ek dusre ki respect karna sikho
‪Zyan‬: mai kuch bolta hun toh baap re uska gussa tere se bajut jada hai yara
‪Zyan‬: usko samjhana toh its just impossible
‪Zyan‬: mai usko samajhta hu but woh muhe nahi samajhti
‪Zyan‬: sach bol diya sara usko tere bare mei
Lara:Zyan wo samajhti hai
Lara: Isliye saath hai
‪Zyan‬: i did not hide anything
Lara: Nahi to kab ka chod deti
‪Zyan‬: kash chod de yar
‪Zyan‬: maine toh uska account khol diya
‪Zyan‬: usme paise dal duna 1 lakh bolunga udao
‪Zyan‬: i need loneliness
‪Zyan‬: teri yaadeion bahut hai life chal jayega
‪Zyan‬: pata nahi kya karti hai delhi mei noamundi aati hai toh delhi jane koh pareshan
‪Zyan‬: mujhe toh lagta hai mai scarlet koh completely janta hi nahi hu
‪Zyan‬: chup chup kar papa mummy se baat karti hai
‪Zyan‬: woh ajib hai
‪Zyan‬: shaddi na karta toh suicide ka dhamki
‪Zyan‬: aur socha kar leta hu Laraki friendship milegi aur Laracomfortably ji payegi
‪Zyan‬: but dosti chodo tujhe toh aj bhi sayd mujhse problem hai
Lara: Because
Lara: Tu aj bhi
Lara: Responsibility se bhaag ra hai
‪Zyan‬: yar tu bas bol
‪Zyan‬: nahi yara nahi bhag raha hu
Lara: Yes
‪Zyan‬: scarlet koh new delhi wapas lane ka koi faida nahi hai
Lara: To tu b mat a
Lara: Dono wahin ruk jao
‪Zyan‬: sikhegi waha thoda tab na baby koh ghar koh sambhal payegi
‪Zyan‬: mera kaam hai
‪Zyan‬: 23rd koh 10k ka customers hai
‪Zyan‬: yeh uska first baby hai samajh
‪Zyan‬: aadya toh noamundi mei hi hai start se hi
Lara: Aisa tune use bola
Lara: Bataya
Lara: Baat ki
‪Zyan‬: karunga
‪Zyan‬: kal subah
Lara: Hah!
Lara:Zyan
Lara: Tu sirf
‪Zyan‬: reservation se pehle
Lara: Logo k liye b apne Jaisa hi soch leta hai
Lara: Ye baat to
Lara: Tujhe
‪Zyan‬: Lara believe me girls ka decision kàbi bhi badal sakta hai isliye time pe hi puchunga
Lara: Delhi mein reh k usse discuss karni chahiye thi
Lara: Fir wahi
Lara: Apna hi perception
‪Zyan‬: example tumhara
Lara: Han
‪Zyan‬: hehe
Lara: Wahi bol ri hun
‪Zyan‬: usko samjhaya tha
‪Zyan‬: but kabhi alag kabhi alg baat karti hai
Lara: Tera khud ka hi hai
‪Zyan‬: kabhi bolti hai chale jana
‪Zyan‬: kabhi mai bhi jaungi
Lara: Sun
‪Zyan‬: bol
Lara: Uski baaton ko jo bolti hai
Lara: Wo nahi
Lara: Usk piche ka Matlab samajh
Lara: N pls
Lara: Requesting u
Lara: Usmein Mjhe mat dhund
Lara: Kabhi khus ni rahega
Lara: Kabhi ni
Lara: M gone
Lara: Yaad hun
Lara: Yaad hi Rehne de
Lara: Reality banane ki koshish na kar
Lara: Yaar
Lara: Tujhe agar
Lara: Roz roz koi yahi bole k
Lara: Tu to bilkul b Usk Jaisa ni hai
Lara: Tujhe kuch ni ata
Lara: Compare hi karta rahe
Lara: Kya fir b tu us insaan k saath rahega
Lara: Pyar karega
‪Zyan‬: mai usko kabhi kabhar bolta hu hamesha nahi
Lara: It doesn't matter
‪Zyan‬: nahi
Lara: Bolta to hai
Lara: Chahe ek baar hi Kyun ni
Lara: Han toZyan samajh
Lara: Itne k baad bhi
Lara: She loves u
‪Zyan‬: lekin thik hi toh bolta hun
Lara: Re yaar
‪Zyan‬: khak
Lara:Zyan
‪Zyan‬: jhutha pyar
Lara: U were a duffer
Lara: N rahega
Lara: Tujhe pyaar ki ehmiat
Lara: Pata hi ni hai
Lara: Yaar
‪Zyan‬: acha soch ek baar
Lara: Pyar k naam p tujhe bas Ehsan karna hai
‪Zyan‬: kal puchunga agar nahi boli toh kya karunga
Lara: Ehsan karega
‪Zyan‬: toh yes samajhunga
Lara: Aur kuch ni
‪Zyan‬: he bahgwan
‪Zyan‬: ab tu bhadak gaayi
Lara: Han to
‪Zyan‬: seriously mai nahi samajh pata hun usko
Lara: Tu baatien hi aisi karta hai
‪Zyan‬: yar mai simplicity me jita hu
‪Zyan‬: CID wala brain games mujhse nahi hota hai
‪Zyan‬: chal ek kaam karta hun kal ka conversation record karke tujhe whatsapp kar dunga tu analize karke result bata diyo
‪Zyan‬: yehi best hoga
Lara: Ahan!
Lara: Uski zarurat nahi
Lara: Request hai
Lara: Apni conversation se Mjhe durr rakh
Lara: Mera naam mat le
‪Zyan‬: mat kar request commmand kar
Lara: Mjhe situation mein mat assume kar
‪Zyan‬: conversation me naam nahi lunga bas puchunga usko
Lara: Arey budhu
Lara: M not saying
Lara: Kal ki conversation se k liye
Lara: Hmesha k liye
Lara: Mjhe dono apni life se nikalo
‪Zyan‬: kill me
Lara: Conversation Mein
Lara:Zyan
Lara: M requesting u
Lara: Tu scarlet ko kabi ni samajh payega
‪Zyan‬: yaar tum at the end yeh q bolti ho
‪Zyan‬: aur qa samjhu
Lara: Kyunki tu meri yahi baat ni manta
Lara: Jis din maan jaega
Lara: Bolna chod dungi
‪Zyan‬: jo bolegi wahi samjhunga situation ke hisaab se sochta hu
‪Zyan‬: yar mai samajhta hun
‪Zyan‬: usko abhi yaha 1 month rehna chahiye
‪Zyan‬: baki ignore it tu bol mai le aaunga
Lara: Mjhe mystery banana hai Tum dono ko apni life ki
Lara: Specially tujhe
Lara: I know
Lara: Tere liye hard hai
Lara: But
Lara: Bahut bahut zaroori hai
‪Zyan‬: yar mai daily subah tera pic dekhtta hu
Lara: Choda hoga
Lara: Chodna hoga
Lara: Sab kuch
Lara: Mujhse juda
Lara: Sabkuch
Lara: Aise ni k kahin save kar k rakh diya
Lara: Nahi
Lara: Delete
Lara: Me
Lara: From your present life
Lara: Let it b a past gone memory
‪Zyan‬: kaha kaha se delete karu
Lara: Dono is topic p ek baar discuss karo
Lara: Karna hoga
Lara: Tujhe
‪Zyan‬: dimag se kaise nikalu
Lara: Nikalna hoga tujhe
‪Zyan‬: yaar nahi ho payega mujhse
Lara: Ek baar scarlet se puch
‪Zyan‬: kill me
Lara: Use kitna bura Lagta ho
Lara: Han
Lara: Aur tu jo use har pal Marta hai
‪Zyan‬: chandni chown me 5000 ka gun milta hai
Lara: Mera naam lele k
Lara: Uska kya
‪Zyan‬: nahi yara tu toh mere andar hai
‪Zyan‬: har pal nahi
Lara:Zyan
Lara: Har pal
Lara: Tu kya jane
‪Zyan‬: galat matlab nikal rahi ho
Lara: Tujhe to
Lara: Ehsas b bi
‪Zyan‬: scarlet ko pucho agar woh tujhe galat samajhti toh baat hi q karti
Lara: Dear
Lara: Ek ladki
Lara: Jo apko pyaar karti ho
Lara: Use agar Aise word sunne ko mile to
Lara: Kitna hi andar ghutti
Lara: Har pal Marti hai
Lara: Tujhe
Lara: Ni pata
‪Zyan‬: nahi yara usko pata hai i cant love anyone after you
Lara: Han to badal na
Lara: Kahan badla
Lara: Tu
Lara: Usk liye
Lara: Tune kuch ni kiya
‪Zyan‬: nahi use pata hai i will never cheat her
Lara: Ye cheating se badtar hai
Lara:Zyan
‪Zyan‬: kuch bolta nahi hu danta nahi hu
Lara: Sachi
Lara: Bolun
Lara: It's like
‪Zyan‬: bol
Lara: Live hell
‪Zyan‬: ignore it yar
‪Zyan‬: life toh 3 log ka barbaad hona hi tha
‪Zyan‬: discussions agar hota kahi sayd sachcha pyar hota
‪Zyan‬: dil se
‪Zyan‬: jo ladka aj tak tera papa ka naam tujhe nahi bhul paya, tere sath bita hua ek pal nahi bhul paya....tujhe yeh sab like lagta hai bas
Lara:Zyan
Lara: Read conversation dhyan se
Lara: Tu kabhi b dhyan se sunta ni
Lara: Na hi samajhta
Lara: Tera mera understanding point bahut alag hai
‪Zyan‬: nahi yar understanding point nahi bus se travel kar raha hu isliye thik se padha nahi
Lara: <Media omitted>
‪Zyan‬: believe me truely she is happy
Lara: Dekh Mjhe aaj laga tjhe samajhayu
Shayad kuch samajh aye.
Request thi Tjh se k
K Mjhe life se nikalo
Lara: Fir dono life jio
Lara: Baki age Mjhe tujhse koi baat ni karni
Lara: Samajhega
Lara: To Mjhe Acha lagega
‪Zyan‬: hehe
Lara: Nahi Baki teri life
Lara: Hell hi bana k jina hai
Lara: To teri marzi
‪Zyan‬: dekh tu pehle bhi galat matlab nikalti thi aur aaj bhi
Lara: M Noone to stop u
Lara: Chod Jaane de
Lara: Pehle b main hi galat
Lara: Thi
Lara: N shayad aaj bhi Galti ki
‪Zyan‬: baki mai tujhe pareshan karna hi chod chuka hun
Lara: Tujhe samajha k
‪Zyan‬: nahi
‪Zyan‬: yar
‪Zyan‬: misunderstanding
‪Zyan‬: scarlet meri responsibility hai where you have seen how much I am reponsible
Lara: U r
‪Zyan‬: scarlet khush hai ask her
Lara: Lekin
Lara: Nahi
‪Zyan‬: usko maine koi problem nahi de raha hu
Lara: Ho saktiZyan
‪Zyan‬: nahi hoga yadeein karne se problem nahi hoti dear
Lara: Main use agar apni jagah rakhun
Lara: To pata ni
Lara: Kya kar baithun
Lara: Hats off to her
‪Zyan‬: nahi yar she loved me a lot
‪Zyan‬: i am very truthful to her
Lara: To ye pain kyun deta hai
‪Zyan‬: yeh pain nahi hai
Lara: Usk liye hai
‪Zyan‬: its my point of view
Lara: Change kar
Lara: Apna point of view
‪Zyan‬: thats your point of view
‪Zyan‬: ask her
‪Zyan‬: please
‪Zyan‬: tum apne aap q decide kar rahi ho
Lara:Zyan
‪Zyan‬: Larayou are like a benchmark to me
Lara: Main ek ladki hun
‪Zyan‬: isliye tera maggi ka tarif karta hu
Lara: Usi Tarike se, experience se bata ri hun
‪Zyan‬: tera yaad aata hai
‪Zyan‬: i understand
Lara: Mat ane de
‪Zyan‬: scarlet alag hai sabse alag
Lara: Yahin to tu haar maan ra hai
Lara: Tujhe meri yaadon se ladna hai
‪Zyan‬: She loves me the way I do
‪Zyan‬: kya karu yara nahi ho pa raha hai
Lara: scarlet ki help le
Lara: Usse baat kar
‪Zyan‬: meri yaadon mei woh malviya nagar visit kiye mandir
Lara: Ye sab block kar de
Lara: Mat ane de
Lara: In yaadon ko
Lara: Jab b aisa ho
Lara: Tab scarlet se baat kar
‪Zyan‬: i dont know things can b change or not but mere death mei hi sayd yeh sab khatam hoga
Lara: Usko yaad kar
‪Zyan‬: yeh mai already kar hi raha hu
Lara:Zyan , bs ek request karni thi kar di
‪Zyan‬: abtak isliye tumhe disturb nahi karta hu
‪Zyan‬: yar tu command kar
‪Zyan‬: request mat kar
‪Zyan‬: jo ho sakta karunga
Lara: Ho sake to meri yaadon ko ek sapne ki tarah bhul ja
Lara: N scarlet k saath khush reh
‪Zyan‬: tu bata bhul sakti hai
Lara: Main bhul chuki hun
‪Zyan‬: you know things are impossible
Lara:Zyan bahut pehle
‪Zyan‬: nahi
Lara: Han
‪Zyan‬: matlab mai church me poora raat tha yeh baat tumhe yaad nahi
Lara: Main Teri yaadon ko
Lara: Already replace kar chuki
‪Zyan‬: kaun sa church gaya tha tumhare sath yeh bhi yaad nahi
Lara: All that is of no matter for me
Lara: Ab mere paas kisi aur k Yaadien hain
‪Zyan‬: maine bhi scarlet ke sath select city walk gaya but woh kya khayi kuch bhi yaad nahi but tab ka sara baat mujhe aaj tak yaad rehta hai
Lara: Mujhe tere saath bitaya koi b lamha yaad nahi
‪Zyan‬: tune toh mujhe pschcyo bhi bola tha
Lara: Sab Diven ki yaadon ne jagah le li hai
‪Zyan‬: acha hai
‪Zyan‬: i am happy
‪Zyan‬: khush raho
‪Zyan‬: mai bhi khush hu
Lara: Han to jo bol ri hun
Lara: Wo b kar le
‪Zyan‬: karunga time de koshish karunga
Lara:
Lara: Ab I'll block u again
‪Zyan‬: karo na karo koi fark nahi padta ab
Lara: I hope jo baatien shayad pehle clear ni thi
Lara: Ya jinka Ans tujhe chahiye tha
Lara: Wo b mil gaya hoga
‪Zyan‬: yeh sab misunderstanding hai
‪Zyan‬: mera point of view aur tera point alag alag hai
‪Zyan‬: bas
Lara:
‪Zyan‬: but what about the time spent together
Lara: Bola to sahi
Lara: Sab, sari Yaadien Diven ki yaadon ne replace kar di
‪Zyan‬: woh sab real love tha tera bhi aur mera bhi
Lara: Han tha
Lara: M accepting
Lara: But it was
‪Zyan‬: tere liye na kash meri life mei scarlet replacemnt kar pati
Lara: Wo to tere upar hai
‪Zyan‬: usi pal koh yaad karo
Lara: scarlet k upar nahi
Lara: Tu hi ni chahta
‪Zyan‬: wait 2 min
‪Zyan‬: so long journey
‪Zyan‬: in bus
Lara: Pahunch gaya ghar
‪Zyan‬: nahi aaj BBSR pahuchunga
‪Zyan‬: raat koh niklunga yaha se kal subah ghar
‪Zyan‬: 21st ka tatkal ticket yahi se karunga
Lara: Chal thik hai
Lara: Bye
Lara: Take care
Lara: scarlet ka dhyan rakhna
‪Zyan‬: ek baat puchna tha
Lara: Han puch
‪Zyan‬: tum shaddi kab karogi
Lara: 3 se 4 saal mein
‪Zyan‬: ok
‪Zyan‬: itne din kya understanding ke liye
Lara:
Lara: Maze le ra hai kya
‪Zyan‬: nahi
Lara: I don't want to marry abi, n na hi wo
‪Zyan‬: seriously tum shaddi kar loh
Lara: To v have decided
Lara: Ghar mein baat Karwa denge
Lara: But shaadi abi ni
‪Zyan‬: is baat koh tum dono decide kiye, mere time mei y i should only assume
Lara: Dear cause
Lara: He didn't did
Lara: What u did
Lara: He is more mature for all this
Lara: He understands all this
‪Zyan‬: tum nahi samjhegi
Lara: He know kya karna hai kya nahi
‪Zyan‬: mai woh kiya isliye mera tumhara pyar alag hai na
‪Zyan‬: shaddi ke baad jab woh sab kisi husband aur wife ke bich hota hai woh sab tab kya wife jindagi bhar mu me tala laga legi
‪Zyan‬: tumko bolna chahiye
‪Zyan‬: yeh sab age problem nahi hai
Lara: Yahin to soch galat ho jati hai
Lara: I have told u
Lara: I have cried
Lara: I cried all night
Lara: But u didn't cared
Lara: Aisa ni hai k hmare beech wo sab ni hua,
Hua h but
‪Zyan‬: jab ghar gaye tab toh bol deti
‪Zyan‬: bahar bol deti
Lara: But that point he stopped
‪Zyan‬: you were normal
‪Zyan‬: i thought all it was a joke
Lara: Wo tujhe laga
Lara: K I was Normal
Lara: I wasn't
Lara: I was broken inside out
Lara: Mera pehla pyaar
Lara: N wo b Aise
Lara: I seriously want to do something
Lara: Shayad main suicide kar b leti
‪Zyan‬: Larasocho koi ladka tumko itna chahta hai jo janta hai tum pregnant ho tab bhi tumhare ghar jata hai tumko kya llagta hai q jata hoga socho
‪Zyan‬: i loved a lot neha
‪Zyan‬: seriously aj tum galat hi sochti ho
‪Zyan‬: love dil se hota hai dimag se nahi
‪Zyan‬: aaj bhi mai tumhara request nahi command samajhta hu
‪Zyan‬: lastly scarlet ka agar mann karega delhi jane ka mai kya kisi ka baap nahi usko rokega noamundi mei
Lara: Maine pehle b kaha tha agar tu aisa karega to Mjhe bahut Acha lagega
Lara: But meri req kuch aur hai
‪Zyan‬: tumse hi sikhe isliye scarlet koh samajhta hu space deta hu uska baat sunta hun
‪Zyan‬: mujhse jitna hoga mai karunga but tu please shaadi karle
‪Zyan‬: Diven se
‪Zyan‬: ya kisi se
‪Zyan‬: teri marji
Lara: Don't worry karungi
Lara: But meri request
Lara: Usk liye to tune kuch Kaha hi ni
‪Zyan‬: jitne hoga karunga yaar
Lara:
Lara: Thnx
‪Zyan‬: tu mere dil dimag har jagah hai
Lara: Pls
Lara: Koshish kar
‪Zyan‬: itna asan nahi hai yar
Lara: I know
‪Zyan‬: karunga
Lara: Ni hoga
‪Zyan‬: fir bhi nahi bhul paya toh
Lara: But dhire dhire try kar
‪Zyan‬: nahi ho paya toh tatoo karwalunga
Lara:
Lara: Chal
Lara: Thanx
Lara: Ab baat ni karenge
‪Zyan‬: Enjoy
Lara: U too
‪Zyan‬: Bye
Lara: Bye
‪Zyan‬: Take Care
Lara:
Lara: Han bol
‪Zyan‬: kya chal raha hai??
Lara:
Lara: Kya haiZyan
‪Zyan‬: scarlet koh chodkar aana hi pada
‪Zyan‬: majburi
‪Zyan‬: papa ka decision
Lara: Ur life
Lara: Do wat ever
Lara: Y u telling me
‪Zyan‬: bas yuhi
‪Zyan‬: y are you being so rude all the time
‪Zyan‬: normally bhi baat kar sakti ho na
Lara: Mjhe baat ni karni hai
Lara: Pls
Lara: Jo bola tha karo
Lara: Ni karna marzi
Lara: But mjhse baat mat karo
‪Zyan‬: sab kuch itna asan nhi hota
‪Zyan‬: ok nahi karunga
‪Zyan‬: khus raho tum
Lara: Thanq
‪Zyan‬: tumhara hi hamesha chala hai pehle bhi aur aaj bhi

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