Dude, I had the best and worst experience of my life yesterday... Don't do drugs kids XD
The gif obviously has nothing to do with the chapter, it just made me laugh really hard
I love you guys :)
Tbh I said I was going to start writing 'Come Find Us' in December but I got so fucking excited and ditched that idea so if you're wondering it's in full swing...
Dudeeeesssss Untitled by Knuckle Puck is the most beautiful song like that song gets me in my feelings, so I put it above if you want to listen to it, I won't be offended if you hate it and turn it off or don't listen to it at all.
So as you know, I live out my fantasies through my characters in my stories so in this Brogan talks about a tattoo she wants with 'The 1975' lyrics, it's not the tattoo I want but I also want a tattoo with 'The 1975' lyrics XD
42. I Fucking Love You So Much.
"Alright, I've taken you mini golfing, to eat, and we walked around the mall, now I have to get you home" I say to Logan, he sighs and nods his head.
"Okay" He states sadly, and part of me thinks I'm going to give in, but I stand my ground as we walk to my truck. Brogan helps him into the truck while I climb into the drivers seat. When Brogan gets in, she grabs my hand and laces our fingers together. I kiss the back of her hand and she smiles lightly, and I drive to Logan's house.
"Austin?" Logan says quietly.
"Yes?"
"Can we hang out again soon? Please" He says, and I look at him through my mirror seeing him playing with his fingers, a pout on his face. I frown seeing him upset over this, and nod my head.
"Of course Bud, you're my little man" I chuckle and he looks up his face brightening.
"Yay!" He cheers, just as I pull into his driveway. He sighs quietly, and Brogan gets out to help him out my truck and he walks with her to the front door, and I follow them. I open the door and walk in, Brogan and Logan following.
"Austin!" My Aunt Lisa smiles, hugging me "There's my baby" She picks Logan up.
"Hi mommy" He hugs her.
"Hi, I'm Lisa" She holds her hand out to Brogan.
"I'm Brogan, it's lovely to meet you"
"She's my girlfriend" I cut in, wrapping my arm around her waist.
"Oh?" Aunt Lisa smirks, and I laugh.
"Mhmm" I hum, looking at Brogan her face bright red "But anyways, we have to go. I'm scared the boys messed up my house" I lie with a chuckle and she nods.
"Alright, well thank you for taking him, and it was great meeting you" She smiles at Brogan.
"Thanks, you too" She nods, and I lead her out. We get into my truck, the both of us silent. We pull up to my house, and the both of us get out and walk into my house, none of the guys here.
Brogan walks over to me putting her hands on my shoulders. She smiles at me, and I return it, putting my hands on her waist. We involuntarily sway back and forth, and I pull her closer to me, her head resting on my shoulder, I rub her back lightly, and she sighs pressing her lips to my neck.
"I fucking love you so much" She whispers into my neck, and I chuckle.
"I love you so much more baby" I kiss her temple, and she pulls her face out of my neck to kiss my lips gently. I run my fingers through her hair, pulling out her hair tie so it falls down her shoulders. When she pulls away she looks at me through her eyelashes a lazy smile on her lips.
"You want to know something?" She asks, resting her head back on my shoulder.
"Anything baby"
"You're my world, and I couldn't nor do I want to live in a world without you" She whispers into my neck, a sniffle following.
"Baby, what's going on?"
"Nothing" She shakes her head.
"Brogan, don't lie to me" I sigh, pulling away to cup her face in my hands, her cheeks are covered in her tears and I wipe them away with my thumbs "Baby girl, please tell me why you're upset. I don't like seeing you cry"
"It's nothing I promise, I'm fine"
"Brogan, I don't believe you. Why can't you just tell me?" I huff, my anger rising.
"Because nothings wrong" She grits.
"Then why the hell are you crying?"
"I don't know! Like honestly I have no idea! I just feel like I'm going to lose you someday and I don't want to because I love you so much it physically hurts me and I don't want to feel that way but I do!" She yells and I sigh as she breaks out into a sigh. I wrap my arms around her, letting her cry into my shoulder.
"Baby, you won't lose me. I love you so fucking much it's crazy and I want nothing more than to be with you forever do you understand that?" I whisper, feeling her nod into my shoulder "I'm yours, forever okay?"
"Okay" She shakily responds, and I pick her up, her legs wrapped around my waist. I carry her downstairs to my room, sitting her down on my bed. I walk between her legs, and kiss her forehead, lacing my fingers through hers, she traces the tattoos on my chest, close to the waistband of my boxers and back up, a small sigh leaving her mouth.
"I want one" She whispers.
"Why?"
"I don't know" She shrugs.
"If you want to do it to piss your mom off absolutely not" I say sternly and she huffs.
"But Austin" She whines.
"I'm not trying to get your mom to hate me"
"But I actually want one, not to piss my mom off, like I really want one" She pouts, I kiss her bottom lip gently, and fights a smile making me grin wide.
"I'll think about taking you to get one, what would you want?"
"I want like an anchor, that's also a music note, and I want it to say 'I'd be an anchor, but I'm scared you'd drown' its from a The 1975 song" She explains "I want it either, here" She pats her thigh "Or on the top of my back"
"Okay but what happens when you end up hating The 1975?" I ask, and she gasps dramatically.
"How could anyone hate The 1975?"
"Shut up" I chuckle, pushing her back "Go to bed" I throw the blanket over her and she giggles pushing it off.
"Maybe I don't wanna" She laughs, pulling me down next to her.
"But you have to" I whisper, kissing her lips, then nose, then cheeks.
"But I don't wanna"
"But if you do, we can cuddle all night" I bite her neck, and she squeals pushing my head away from her.
"You just bit me!" She says with wide eyes.
"Yeah and I'll do it again too" I tease, winking at her.
"No, please don't" She fakes fear.
"Too late" I gently bite her shoulder and she laughs, pushing my head away again. Our laughter dies down, and she curls her body into mine, the two of us seeming to fit together perfectly. I wrap my arm around her and kiss her forehead, and she sighs in content.
"I like being around you" She admits "You make me happy"
"You make me really happy too" I kiss her lips slowly, savoring every moment "Goodnight Baby girl"
"Goodnight" She whispers back, and in what seems like seconds, she's fallen asleep with her head on my chest and her arms around me.
The only place she should ever be, is in my arms.
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Hi!
I started writing this at like 6 and I got distracted a lot by looking for gifs and shit
Love, Bad_Boy_Hemmo