I'll never see them again,
Why hasn't this sunk in my brain?
Time flew by so fast.
And now here I am reminiscing about the past.
The road ahead is so long,
I thought the old me was dead and gone.
But I guess I was wrong.
Thought I wouldn't miss them, the life I left behind..
How could I have been so blind?
I don't want to repeat the same mistake again,
It's so painful down memory lane.
Got to move on,that phase is over and done.
It's got to be this way,
If i want to stay sane.
It's like I've locked something up,
And lost the key.
I feel like I've forgotten how to be me.
Making friends and losing them over and over again,
I've had enough.
Yet, why do I feel this pain?
Overtaking all senses,
It's driving me insane.
Vision's blurring,clouded lenses.
It's warm, I can feel the rain.
Author's Note: I think the poem is self-explanatory. :)