Nothing left to lose:A luis c...

By atrueprimadonna

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Sequel To El Que se enamora pierde, Lynn is 19 living in London with her band. After they reached stardom the... More

Where are you now that I need you?
Late night sex, smoking cigarettes
Gave it all up for a 'better man' beat me down but on the ground I stand
It hurts to hear your name, when I haven't seen you in so long
You swore you'd never hit them, never do anything to hurt them
Theres a million reasons why I should give you up
I wanna be an Idle Teen.
He's so tall and handsome as hell. He's so bad, but he does it so well
Kiss me again underneath the moonlight
Here we are and you're to drunk to hear a word I say
I can't drown my demons they know how to swim
And I'm back for the first time since then
Outloud someone's calling my name, and it sounds like you
I don't mean to be a bother, But have you seen this girl?
I'm afriad you'll runaway if I tell you what I wanted to tell you
Self destruction is such a pretty little thing
I bet sometimes you wonder about me
I wish I could touch you again, I wish I could still call you friend.
His hands are in my hair, his clothes are in my room
This is no modern fairy tale
Wedding plans
Dont say yes, runaway now
'Cause I've done some things that I can't speak
No one has to know what we do
Secrets dont sleep till theyre took to the grave
I feel indigo, how about you?
Love is not a victory march.
I wont let nobody hurt, wont let no one break your heart
They are hunters, we are the foxes.
She's mine, you stay away from her its not her time
I wont let nobody hurt you
I hope you're the end of my story

I miss your tan skin, your sweet smile, so good to me so right

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By atrueprimadonna

I placed the note in my pocket and walked out.

I got into the car and drove around town.

"What would've happened if I hadn't gone away" I said as I arrived at the motel.

I walked into the front office and booked that room. I grabbed my guitar before walking into the room.

"And you went away, I miss you" I sang and strummed the guitar,"But you went away.How dare you? I miss you.They say I'll be okay, But I'm not going to ever get over you" I sang.

"This is good" I said and wrote them down.

"I wish I knew where you were just so that I knew what had become of your life" I said and sat on the bed.

In this room I had given Luis my all.

My thoughts were interrupted by my phone buzzing.

Mika: where are you?

Me: San Diego

Mika: the billboard awards are on Saturday in Miami

Me:I'll be there tomorrow, where are you staying

Mika: I don't know yet, I haven't gotten there yet

Me:when you get there let me know, has Mitchell gotten there yet?

Mika:no, he's getting there Friday morning

Me: all right I'll see you there in there morning

I locked my phone and laid on the bed.

Maybe its time for me to move o, but I need to see him one last time, that's the closure I need to move on. Just one last time.

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Song used as title: back to December- Taylor Swift

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