Maddy's pov
I rolled over in bed trying to block out the glare coming from the sun shinning brightly into my master bedroom but it was an epic fail because I have windows on both sides of the room. Frustrated, I pulled the covers back and let my feet hit the icy cold hard wood floors. The cool morning air caused my body to shiver. I looked around the room for any trace of Carlos but came up short. I screamed out feeling so stupid for letting him get to me last night. Ugh, I just couldn't help myself everything he did to me felt so right that was the most amazing experience of my life. I only received head from one other person and it didn't compare in the slightest. That man was truly blessed with his tongue. I walked into my adjoining bathroom to handle my daily hygiene. After brushing my teeth and what not I turned on the shower to take a well needed bath. While showering tears began to cloud my vision.I couldn't believe Carlos just left me like that. I thought he was different but I should have known he would be like all the other men I have encountered. After having my little pity party I finally washed my body thoroughly then stepped out of the shower. I grabbed one of my many plush towels and wrapped it securely around my body. Since I do not have to work today then i'm going to have lunch with Ciarra. I'm not going to let Carlos ruin my day; I don't need him. I walked back into my bedroom. I went straight for the underwear drawer. I put on my all back lace bra and panties. After I put my under garments on I went to my walk in closet to find something to wear for the day. I decided on something simple. A pink maxi skirt with a white v-neck shirt and my blue jean bikers jacket. I also grabbed my gold MK sandals. Walking back into my bedroom i almost had a heart attack when I seen Carlos sitting casually on my bed with bags from Ihop. I tried to cover my exposed skin but it was pointless.
" Good morning babygirl" He said with a goofy smirk on his face. Ugh this man just know what to do to make my knees weak.
" Good morning Carlos" I repiled back softly as I began to put my clothes on. I just sat there and watched me intently. It was a bit intimidating but I would never tell him that. His ego does not need another boost.
" I thought you might be hungry, so I went to grab us some breakfast. I also went home to shower and what not; that's what took me so long to get back here in case you were wondering were I went."
He said still watching me.
" I didn't care if you stayed or left." I said lying through my teeth.
" Or really?" He said with an arched brow.
" Yes, really. You are not my man, you do not have to tell me your whereabouts."
I said sitting my jacket on the chair I had in the corner. Since it looks like i'm not going anywhere any time soon. I joined him on the bed and began eating my breakfast.
" hmmm, You could have fooled me" He said.
" And what is that suppose to mean." I retorted with a slight attitude.
" It means you are full of shit. Ever since you seen me last night you have been trying to act all hard; like you don't give a fuck bout' nun. When blind eyes can you have undeniable feelings for me. When you walked out of that closet your eyes were puffy as hell and still are because you cried when you realized I wasn't here this morning when you woke up.You can say you don't care all you want , but I know you and I know that's a lie. You love me just like I love you."
He said grabbing my chin and lifting my head so I can look into his beautiful orbs.
" Y-yyyou love me?" I questioned in a shaky voice.
" Madison, I've been in love with you since I met you. I know it may sound crazy but I mean that shit. You are nothing like the other women I have dealt with. All they want from is my money. You are different. You have your own, your independent, and beautiful. You don't need a man to make you feel like your accomplished but I know you dream of it. Just like I dream of having a woman who loves me for me and not what I can do for them; when I look at you I see the love in your eyes madison. I know you have been hurt but I promise you I'm nothing like those young niggahs you are use to messing with. I'm ready to love you. I want you and only you if you are willing to give me the chance."
Carlos said in all one breath. At this point I was in tears. He removed the food off of the bed and brought me into him. I wanted to open up and tell him how I felt but my words were caught in my throat.
" Madison, baby-girl please say something." Carlos whispered in my ear softly as he held me.
" I'm scared" I managed to choke out.
" I know baby, I'm scared to. This is my first time ever having feelings like this for anyone other than family and that's really big for me. Lets take the leap of faith together and see where it takes us. Will you be mine Madison?"
He said soothingly into my hair as he continued to hold onto me for dear life. As though he was afraid to let go or something.
" okay "
" okay " he repeated back.
" Yes, I'll be with you. But if you hurt me i'll kill you." I said looking into his eyes.
He laughed me off but I was dead ass. I do not have time for another heartbreak.
" I got you baby-girl, you don't ever have to worry about me breaking your pretty little heart." He said then he kissed me with so much force it took my breath away.
mmmmm I could get use to this I thought to myself.
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After Carlos left my home I was on an all time high. It was a little after 2 so I called up Ciarra so we could go get something to eat since I didn't get to eat my breakfast. I did in fact get something else ate though if you know what I mean.
" Ciarraaaaaaaaaaaaa" I sang into the phone.
" Girl, why the hell you so happy? " she questioned.
" don't worry about it. Get dressed i'm coming to get you and tee-tee fat baby we're going to lunch"
" Are you asking or telling me." She replied smartly.
" Telling and you better be ready when I get there. Ill be there 30 minutes." I retorted before hanging up the phone not giving her a chance to say something else smart.
I took another shower and slipped on a pink maxi dress with white MK sandals. I put on light make-up and did my hair in a top knot bun. I put on my essential jewelry necklace, bracelet from Carlos and a pair of pearl earrings. After I was finished with these task I was ready to jet. I grabbed my tan MK bag , keys and my shades then headed down the stairs and out the door.
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" Girl yo lil ass think i'm stupid don't you?" Ciarra accused as we sat across from each other at cheddar's their food is amazing and its cheap you can't beat that.
" What are you talking about Ciarra?" I asked playing dumb. I knew exactly what she was referring to but it's fun to get her riled up.
" Bitch don't sit there like you don't have that " I got the good D glow". She said
" Ugh, omg Ciarra do you really have to be so loud?" I questioned.
" Yes, now tel me what happened with you and Carlos. I know something happened because that spark in your eyes at the mention of his name gave you away. Now spill the tea." She ordered.
" Okay, fine we didn't have missionary sex but he did give me some bomb ass head. bitch, I almost died." I told her.
She squealed in her seat.
" I knew he would get to your stubborn ass, so what else happened? She interrogated.
I went on telling her about last night's and this morning's events. She was more excited about this then me.
" But I didn't tell him i'm still a virgin and I kind feel bad." I confessed to Ciarra.
" Girl don't feel bad, yeah you should have told him but you were caught in the moment. As long as you tell soon then everything should be okay. I doubt he would be mad if anything that's a win for him not too many women are still walking around here with their virginity" She Ciarra said.
" You're right I'll tell him soon, I don't want any secrets between us. I can really see a future with him. I been in love with this man since high-school." I confessed.
" Awwwwwwwww, best friend i'm so happy for you, you deserve to be happy after all the no goods you have been with. I think Carlos is the right one for you." she said
" I hope so , I can't take another heartbreak."
" and you won't"
I really hope Ciarra is right Carlos is a wonderful man but you can never be to sure these days. Only time will tell.
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Hey boos , sorry for the delayed update but here it is. Last week for me was hectic test and one of my high-school classmates was murdered & we were actually attending the same college, we were suppose to graduate together but everything doesn't always go as planned ! I wasn't in the mood to update.
- things are getting interesting between carlos and maddy
- They are finally a couple yasssssssssssssssss haven't yall been waiting for that ? I have lol
- comment and vote !!!
- Mikeyta
R.I.P Maraiah ( pic of her in mm)