The look on his face in the bathroom kept on haunting me. The tears in his eyes and how he looked like he was going to break. It's been haunting me ever since I saw it. Why, why do I kept hurting him like this. I love him, yet I hurt him. I want to help him, heal him and love him. But why do I keep doing it wrong.. what is he thinking? I wanna be the perfect person for him.. but how do I make it possible if I keep hurting him?! Why... I love him. I love him so much it hurts. I love him so much it scares me. I love him so much that I would sacrifice every and anything for him. Yet, I can't do anything but hurt him. I want to kiss him and hug him, protect him from everything. I want him to trust me, because, because....
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I love you, Ritsu.