i didn't know how much i missed you until i was choking back tears in your embrace
"i missed you so much"
who knew i could wish for past tense this much now
if i could choose to live in any moment forever, i'd choose that one without a second thought
relief had flooded my veins and it was then i knew what true bliss felt like
but now i'm stuck with self-pity and a weak mindset that i can be strong on my own
i'm back where i started and you won't be coming to save me now