Authors Note
Hey guys! Sorry I haven't updated in a while but that's because I kinda got my phone taken away so I had my other phone and when I tried to log in it wouldn't let me so after a little while later of waiting I got a laptop and so when I tried logging in on it, it let me so I thought I should put up one or two chapters to make it up to you guys. But anyways I hope you like the chapter and remember to
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Love, Ally'
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Chapter 18
I woke up just four hours later at 1am. I had a major headache. I got up and walked down stairs--or at least tried since it was so dark--To go to the kitchen. Once I got down stairs I took some medicine and walked back up stairs.
I heard a guitar and looked through my window to see Jayden playing his guitar. He was sitting on his bed not looking at me so I quietly walked out on my balcony and herd him sing.
"Hopefully,
You'll be fine without me by your side.
Hopefully,
I will too.
Times have changed,
Now I, I don't even know myself,
Do I even want too?
You can breathe,
While I, I will suffocate myself.
What is it about you?
You can breathe.
While I'm out of oxygen tonight.
What is it about you?
That leaves me breathless.
You leave me so breathless.
You leave me so breathless
And now I can't be out of sight,out of mind,out of sight of you.
Ohh.
You believe in lies,
Like the one you told yourself, with your heart out on your sleeve
Make a note,
To say it's, not over till it gone,
Is there time for you and me?
You can breathe,
While I,I will suffocate myself.
What is it about you?
You can breathe,
While I'm out of oxygen tonight.
What is it about you?
That leave me breathless
You leave me breathless,
You leave me so breathless,
And now I can't be out of sight,out of mind,out of sight of you."
He took a deep breath and closed his eyes. I smiled and started clapping. His head snapped to me and closed his eyes again and then opened them again.
"That was amazing" I said.
"Thanks" He said.
He set down his guitar and walked over to the edge of his balcony and now we were both two arms Length.
We just stared at each other before I took a deep breath.
"I'm sorry. You know for what happened today at the mall?" I said.
"Yeah that was....a show" he laughed.
"Yup" I said popping the p.
"So....Who are you going to prom with?" He asked.
"Caleb...He asked me after school" I answered. "What about you? Who's the lucky girl?"
"Nicole. Nicole is the lucky girl" He said giving me a weak smile.
"Oh" and my heart is fully broken."She is. You guys....would be a good date" I said
"Yeah"
Awkward silence
"Well...I'm gonna go to bed. I'll talk to you later?" I asked.
"Yeah...Goodnight princess" He smiled.
"Goodnight Prince Charming" I laughed.
I walked back into my room and closed the balcony doors. I ran over to my bed and flopped on my back and smiled to myself. I got in a comfortable position and fell asleep.
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I woke up to a knock from somewhere. I ignored it till it kept on knocking.
"Who shall be disturbing my sleep" I groaned.
I sleepily walked to where the knock came....My balcony?
I unlocked the doors and when I opened them I was confused.
"Jayden?"
"Hey" He said rubbing the back of his neck.
"Um what are you doing here it's like 3 am?" I said looking at the time on my alarm clock and back at him.
"Couldn't sleep" He said
"Um what am I suppose to do?" I asked.
"Sleep with me?" He asked.
"What?" I asked dumbfounded.
He sighed and grabbed my hand and pulled me inside of my room and shut my balcony doors. He pulled me over to my bed and he laid down on it.
"Come on" he said patting next to him.
"But Jayden I don't think it's a good idea" I said
"Please Summer" he whined.
"Fine" I gave in
You're going to be the death of me Jayden I thought.
I went to my door and locked it just in case. I walked back to my bed and awkwardly climbed in next to him.
"I don't bite" he laughed as he pulled me to him and his chest was touching my back. "Hard" he whispered and it sent shivers down my spine.
"Shut up" I said elbowing him and blushed.
"Night Summer" he yawned.
"Goodnight" I yawned.
I was more than half asleep when I felt Jayden kiss the top of my head.
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"Jayden get up. We're so late" I said shaking him.
"Five more minutes" he mumbled.
"Jayden Smith if you don't get up now I'm going to chop off your nuts I said crossing my arms over my chest.
"I'm up" he said getting out of bed.
He got up really fast and stepped forward and stumbled on me.
I put my hands on his chest and his went on my waist.
"Slow down" I laughed.
We looked at each other and just stared. He looked down at my lips and back at my eyes asking for permission.
"Summer" he whispered leaning down.
"Jayden" I whispered back.
Fifty shades of grey much?
His lips were on mine and those sparks and tingles went through my body again. I kissed him back and the kiss went from soft to rough and it felt so good I tangled my hands through his hair and his arms wrapped around my waist and pulled me closer. But like all good things, it had to come to an end.
"Sis get up we're late" Josh said knocking on my door.
Jayden kissed down my neck and found my sweet spot and stayed there no doubt leaving a hickey.
"O-okay!" I yelled."Oh god J-Jayden" I breathed.
"I missed you" he whispered huskily in my ear then started kissing my neck again.
"J-Jayden please. S-Stop" I stuttered.
"We both know....You don't want me....To stop" he said in between kisses.
Did I want him to stop? No. Did I miss this? Hell yeah. But he needed to stop before we get caught.
"Jayden please before w- Oh god!" I said.
He started kissing my chest and under my chin. It felt so good!
"We what?" He said not stopping.
"G-Get caught" why couldn't I just push him away?
Cause you don't want too My subconscious said.
"Sis open your door" Josh said wiggling my bedroom door.
"So help me Jayden please stop" I begged.
"I don't want to" he whimpered.
He finally looked up at me and I saw sadness in his eyes.
"Summer" Josh said.
"Please...Go" I said pleading in my eyes.
"Okay fine...But we will continue this" he said pecking my lips.
He quickly and quietly walked out of my balcony doors.
I walked to my door and poked my head out.
"Sorry was on the phone" I lied.
"Hurry" he demanded.
"Okay hang on" I said.
I closed the door and quickly changed.
We will continue this.
Well that's one this that won't be happening today.
I quickly got changed into a dress that went to my mid-thigh the top half was white then then other half was a pretty green. It flowed perfectly and it hugged my curves right. I curled my hair into bouncy curls and put foundation and mascara and eyeliner on. I put on a ring and put a green bow in my hair that matched the color on the dress and some white flats.
I grabbed my phone and bag and ran down stairs.
"Bye daddy!" I yelled walking out the door.
Right when I walked out I stumbled into a strong chest.
"Oh god I'm s- Jayden" I said looking up at him.
He laughed and checked me out. "You look smoking today" he said cupping my neck with one hand and the other on my waist.
He started leaning down to kiss me when I pushed him.
"Stop" I glared at him
"What's wrong princess?" He asked chuckling and smirking.
"Leave me alone" I said walking towards my car.
Where's your brother when you need him?
"Come on! You know you don't want that. I don't want that!" He shouted after me.
"Fuck off!" I yelled and got in my car.
I rested my elbows on my steering wheel and my hands on my face.
Don't cry. Don't cry Summer! I told myself.
I looked up and saw Jayden leaning on my house back against me and he was pounding the brick wall with the side of his fist.
I started my car and backed up and drove off to school.
When I got to school straight away people started looking at me and then talking.
Great! More gossip!
I parked my car and almost got ran over by a motorcycle. Jayden's motorcycle.
He parked it and looked at me and I rolled my eyes. He just smirked.
"You!" I heard a high pitched voice.
I snapped my head to where it came from and came walking, or should I say limping, Nicole. She was holding her stomach and her minions were making sure she didn't fall.
"What now, Nicole?" I asked rolling my eyes.
"Thanks to you my stomach has a bruise" she said glaring at me.
"Then don't piss me off" I said glaring back at her.
"You know what? You're just jealous. Jayden dumped your sorry ass and came to me like I told you! You're worthless, and pathetic. Ha you're still a virgin" she laughed.
"I'm still a virgin cause I'm not a slut who goes to every guy. Plus I'm worthless and pathetic? I can beat your sorry ass any day. You might have Jayden wrapped around your finger cause you can give him the best thing in a night and I can't. But I will have something you will never learn to have. Love. I am strong, I can help people when in need. I don't hurt people emotionally. Physically? Yes. I don't have to have a boyfriend. But Jayden" I paused looking at him and he was already looking at me. "Jayden is the best thing that happened to me. He protected me and he didn't hurt me. He cared about me. Yes, he can be a badass bad boy who doesn't care about anything. But he cares about his family and I know that. He will do anything for his little sister. Even though he can be a bit rude, but he still cares! His mom. He might not say it but I know he loves her. I know how to love and you don't, Nicole. He may have hurt me but I still care and like him. So please leave me the fuck alone before I do more damage to you" I growled the last part.
Everyone just stared at me then started clapping? Nicole stomped off angrily with her minions by her. I looked around a looked at Jayden when I met his gaze. He turned around and started walking off with his head down and his hands stuffed in his pocket.
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Today was a total nightmare!
Everywhere I went people kept on smiling at me. It's not bad but it what was about what happened this morning.
I almost died at practice. Just kidding but I almost fell off of a pyramid.
Abby won't talk to me and I haven't seen Jayden. I talked to Caleb but that was it.
Driving home was longer than it usually is.
Finally after what felt like ages I got home and just sat in my drive way for a little.
Josh went and hung out with the gang. Dad went to work and little one went to daycare and wouldn't be picked up by my dad till around 7.
I got out of my car and walked to my front door and unlocked it. Walking in, I threw my bag on the floor and walked up stairs. When I got to my room I collapsed on my bed and got warm and fell fast asleep.