Lindsey
Lindsey: You might need to come up here and talk to Theodore because he's out of control Grandpa and he's trying to fight his friend Willie right now.
I sent Grandpa that last text just in case I needed help getting Theodore off of Willie before I practically ran out of the school. "Move. Move. Move," I said as I pushed my way through the crowd of kids outside the school.
I can't believe Theodore would run out of detention and fight Willie after I told him not to. Actually, I can believe it. He doesn't listen to a thing I say and if he got his ass beat then that's punishment enough. But if he didn't get hurt, I'm definitely gonna tell Mama and Daddy about him. I've been covering up his mistakes for too long and it's about time he got a reality check and come out of this spoiled lifestyle Mama and Daddy got him living.
My eyes widened once I saw Willie and a few other guys standing over Theodore and Aubrey just kicking them in their stomachs. Theodore's irritating and annoying and rude beyond belief but he doesn't deserve to be beat up like this, neither does Aubrey. I pushed my way through the last set of kids who were standing in the front and I was amazed at how much blood was on the ground, but most of it was coming out of Willie. I'm just confused though. I thought this was supposed to be between Willie and Theodore, not Willie, Theodore, Aubrey and some other gang members who looked like they knew Willie.
"Oh my God, Theodore!"
Those guys were just kicking his stomach in but I wasn't gonna let them hurt him even Theodore annoys me. I took a deep breath before shoving the guy off of him. He toppled over into the crowd behind him. He was trying to get up but I was determined to move faster and get Theodore and Aubrey out of here before these guys tried to attack me. I reached down to pull up Theodore but one of the guys pushed me down on the ground and climbed on top of me as if he was really gonna hit me.
"Get off of me!" I yelled.
He chuckled. "Nah, see you're the little bitch that pushed me. But just like I stomped them kids in, I'mma do the same to you. You ain't have no business messing around over here with grown men but I'mma teach you a lesson."
I scrunched up my face. "What? You're gonna leave me laying on the ground bleeding too? Get the hell up off of me." I rolled over trying to get from under him but he was sitting on top of me and he was huge. He had to have at least a hundred more pounds on him compared to me but I wasn't gonna let weight effect my safety. I scooted from under him and tried crawling away from him but he grabbed me by my legs and drug me back towards him. I screamed as my legs scraped up against the concrete and probably tore a layer of my skin.
"Aye, you need to chill!" I heard a few people yelling from the crowd.
It's good they're saying something to him but why won't they jump in and break this fight up before the entire school ends up fighting today? The man still drug me towards him but that's when I kicked my leg out and kicked him right in the mouth. His whole body fell back as soon as my foot came in contact with his mouth and blood started gushing everywhere. I knew I had a few seconds to try to get to Theodore before this man came back for me, so I crawled over to him and tried pushing the guys off of him he was fighting with.
Using all of my strength, I pulled my body up off of the ground and stood face to face with one of the guys that was taking turns stomping Theodore and Aubrey. I drew my arm back and punched him in his face. He stumbled back a bit and so did I. I looked down at my knuckles that were red and gushing blood. "Shit." I didn't think that punch would hurt that much but I must have hit his teeth or something to make my knuckles bleed.
My body tensed up as soon as I felt a hand on my shoulder. I knew it was the big guy that I kicked in the mouth ready for round two, so I quickly turned around and just swung my fist but Grandpa caught it. "Aye, you need to chill out with all that hitting baby girl," he told me before turning around to the crowd. "The show is over! All y'all mother fuckers need to take y'all asses home!"
"Who is this old dude?" I heard somebody ask before the crowd got loud trying to find out who Grandpa was and why he was trying to break up the fight.
Grandpa pushed me to the side before pulling out his Desert Eagle out the back of his shorts. People in the crowd started to back up as soon as they saw Grandpa pull out his gun and point it towards the crowd as if he was gonna shoot. "I'm King mother fuckers. Now, I told y'all little bastards that this show was over. Get the hell out of here."
I ducked as soon as I saw Grandpa point his gun up in the air before shooting off a round of bullets but people in the crowd started screaming and running and cowering with fear as soon as the sound of gun fire started ringing out. I looked back at all the guys who had beat up Theodore and Aubrey and saw Marcus, Willie's Grandpa, holding the three of them and Willie.
"You all right baby girl?" Grandpa asked as he eyed my scraped up knees.
I nodded my head before slinging my arms around him. "Yes. How'd you get here so quick Grandpa?"
"I was in the neighborhood. The streets been talking baby and I heard it was supposed to be a gang fight up here today after school. I just didn't think my dumb ass grandson would be involved in it."
"I'm not a dumb ass," Theodore groaned as he pulled himself off of the ground and helped Aubrey up too. "William's dumb ass was talking mad shit about me being weak, he was talking about Lindsey had some big ol' titties and he was talking shit about Tee Tee being a hoe. I been letting shit with him slide for too long and I'm sick and tired of his ass."
"Well I'm sick and tired of you too my nigga. You a bitch," Willie yelled as he tried to escape his grandfather's grip but his grandfather was holding on to him for dear life.
"You a bitch nigga," Theodore retorted. "Any nigga that's gon' throw milk on somebody in the middle of the lunch room, pretend to be the victim in a fight so you won't get suspended and then bring up yo' Grandpa's goons 'cause you can't fight for yo'self is a bitch."
"You was the one laid out on the ground getting his ass beat."
"Nah, you woulda been laid out on the ground if yo' groupies ain't show up and jump us," Aubrey jumped in.
"Aubrey," I sighed. "Just let it go."
He sighed. "I'mma let it go for you baby," he smiled even though he had blood dripping out of his nose. "How about you come back to my crib with me and take care of my wounds?"
I scrunched up my face. "No thank you, I'll pass."
"Alight. But the least you can do is give me a hug." Aubrey walked up to me and tried wrapped his arms around me but Grandpa pushed him back.
"Ain't no hugging around here kid. You ain't about to cop a feel on my baby girl, so just run along," Grandpa demanded.
That shut Aubrey down quick. He scurried on away from us as soon as Grandpa shut his ass down. Maybe I need to have Grandpa up here a lot more often since he's the only person that seems t know how to get Aubrey to leave me alone. Normally, it would take a lot to get Aubrey to leave me alone but not with Grandpa around.
"And I can't believe y'all old ass niggas would come up here and beat up some high school kids. I told y'all before y'all gon' get arrested doing that with y'all's 50 year old asses. Y'all need to head back to headquarters," Marcus told his goons, "and tell MJ that Marcus said to keep y'all in the basement. And y'all better not try to skip town either. I got Skip driving my truck, so get in and he'll take y'all back."
Marcus let go of the three guys before they all walked off towards the parking lot where a black Escalade sat waiting on their arrival.
"Y'all two are some stupid mother fuckers," Grandpa shook his head as he looked back and forth between Willie and Theodore.
"How? I ain't even do shit!" Willie yelled.
Theodore scrunched up his face. "You started this shit."
"And we about to end it," Marcus replied. "How y'all gon' fight each other and y'all supposed to be family?"
"We ain't family," Willie and Theodore both mugged each other.
"Nah, we ain't talking about play family. We talking about real family. Y'all some idiots, I swear," Grandpa laughed. "Y'all need to check up on y'all's family trees 'cause they merge. Y'all know y'all cousins, right?"
"This little bitch ain't my cousin," Willie turned his nose up at Theodore.
Marcus smacked him upside the head. "Watch yo language boy. I swear y'all two are dumb. Y'all's grandmother's are sisters."
I scrunched up my face. "Since when?" I asked.
Grandpa turned to me, sighing. "Since always. We just never got around to saying anything since the two of y'all were already so close. We just didn't say anything about it. We thought y'all would stay cool not fight like a couple of bitches."
Marcus nodded his head. "Now, this ain't the way family's supposed to do each other. Y'all two bitches need to hug and work it out or just keep it moving 'cause we too old to be coming up here everyday to break up fights."
"Speak for yourself," Grandpa replied. "I'll keep breaking up fights with these two sons of bitches until they understand that family is always supposed to have each other's back. No matter how hard shit gets, you always supposed to be able to count on your family to be there for each other. Y'all ain't supposed to be fighting like this. Marcus and I used to go at it all the time but we set that shit to the side."
"Only 'cause y'all was making money together," Theodore replied. "If it wasn't for that, then y'all wouldn't be cool. Y'all would still hate each other. Money changes people."
Grandpa tightened his grip around Theodore's collar and pulled him close. "And an ass whoopin' changes people too. Keep talking to me like you lost your mind boy and I'mma have you laid out here on this ground."
"A'ight, my bad," Theodore sighed.
"So, what are we gonna do about these two idiots King?" Marcus asked.
"I don't know whatchu doin' with Willie but Theodore's coming to the church with me to get some anointing before I give him a good old fashioned ass kicking and then I'll send him back home to his parents for the same thing to happen."
"But I think these two idiots need to hash out their differences like men," Marcus replied.
"They aren't men. They're a couple of bitches fighting over some petty shit. Y'all like the same girl or something?"
"I think he likes my girlfriend," Theodore spoke up.
"Don't nobody want that hoe ass trick," Willie spat. "You think everybody wants her but she's just a hoe and you too blind to even see that my nigga."
"She ain't no hoe. At least my Mama ain't walk out on me. She was probably hoeing around on your stupid ass Dad. He probably still in jail getting ass fucked by some big niggas," Theodore laughed.
Willie lunged at Theodore but Marcus held him back. I knew Willie was sensitive about the situation with his parents, that's why I don't know why Theodore always felt the need to throw that around in arguments. Willie can't help that his Mom walked out on them but he really can't help the fact that his Dad was in jail for a few months. That's not Willie's fault so Theodore shouldn't throw something like that around in his face when they're supposed to be friends.
Grandpa slapped Theodore upside the head. "Hey! I been told you to stop talking like you lost yo damn mind boy."
"I haven't lost my mind. I'm perfectly sane Grandpa," Theodore replied.
"Look nigga, I don't care if you are my grandson. Keep talking to me sideways and watch how fast I'll pull this trigger."
My eyes widened once I saw Grandpa pointing his gun to Theodore's back but that's exactly what Theodore needed. He needed some tough love because obviously he wasn't getting it when everybody was trying to be rational with him. I'm glad I told Grandpa what happened because I know none of us would have been able to get to Theodore like he can.
"I'll give you a call later once I get things situated with him," Marcus told Grandpa. "And then we can see what we gon' do with them after that."
"Sounds like a plan," Grandpa said, giving Marcus dap before he and Willie walked off.
I turned to Grandpa, sighing. "So, what now Grandpa?"
"I'm taking his dumb ass back to the church with me and you're gonna come with me too."
"Why?" I asked.
"'Cause I need a ride back. Marcus and I been out handling business all day and we rode together in one of his cars, damn. I'm getting old baby girl," he said as we began walking to my car. "I ain't know I had to have a reason for my baby girl to drive me to church."
I smiled. "Of course not Grandpa. I'll be glad to take you back to the church," I replied, just stroking his ego.
"Cool but I'mma need the keys. I wanna drive."
"My car?" I asked.
"Hell yeah even though it's technically my car."
"I'm paying the note on it every month."
He chuckled. "With what job? You get money from your parents but who put them through college and made them successful? None other than yours truly, so without me none of y'all would be where y'all at today so it's technically my car. If you really wanna be honest."
I smacked my lips as I placed my keys in his hand. "Yeah, alright Grandpa."
We all climbed into my car, with Grandpa driving, me sitting in the passenger seat and Theodore laid back on the backseat. By the look on his face I could tell he was upset but he needs somebody like Grandpa to knock him off this high horse he thinks he's on. Aside from me, Grandpa's the only other person that can see past Theodore's bullshit but Grandpa actually checks Theodore and puts him in his place.
I looked down at my phone as soon as I heard it ding twice. I smiled. It was a notification from Instagram saying Andre liked the picture I posted earlier and commented on it. I was really missing Andre these days. I'm a little upset about the things I said to him this weekend. Part of me said it because I was angry that that Chanel girl tried talking to be sideways but then another part of me is just envious of Chanel and their situation. My jealousy was talking and I said some things I really didn't mean to say. I just wish he was here so I could talk to him in person because texting everything I feel or saying it over the phone just wouldn't feel right. I need to say this face to face. I guess I'll just have to wait until this summer when he comes back in town.
Butterflies immediately started filling up my stomach when I saw that he commented the heart eyes emoji on my picture. Now, I really wish he was still in town. I clicked on his name and went to his page so I could like one of his pictures and comment on it. I clicked on the first picture and was just about to like it when I saw his location was at the church. I scrunched up my face. That's weird. He was supposed to go back to Atlanta yesterday. Why would he be at the church when he's supposed to be at school across the country?
I double tapped the picture before commenting the heart eyes emoji, too. I was about to get off of Instagram but part of me wanted to know what he was doing in Los Angeles still. I sighed. I'm gonna hate myself for running back to him but I needed to know what's going on, and I miss him. So, I slid into his DM's and sent him a message, but it wasn't on no thirsty shit though. I made the message as dry as possible.
Lindsey: Hey
I sat back in my seat and waited for him to respond but he never did. I kept checking my phone the entire ride over to the church but after checking for a half hour, I just gave up. Maybe he's more upset with me than I thought he was. Shit. Why do I always push the people who care away? Andre's been there with me through everything but I just pushed him away like he didn't mean shit to me.
I slowly followed behind Grandpa and Theodore as we walked up tot he church. Grandpa and Theodore left me since Grandpa claimed Theodore needed more attention than I did. He took Theodore straight up to the alter where the pastor, a couple of deacons and other church mothers were to help Theodore repent and pray for forgiveness. I took a seat in the back of the sanctuary and just waited on Grandpa and Theodore since I didn't have anything else to do. I sulked against the pew just thinking of Andre and how bad he must be feeling because of something stupid I said.
I swear I jumped when I heard my phone ding. I quickly pulled it out of my pocket but slightly frowned when I saw it was just a text from Stephen asking to meet up sometime for dinner. I just shook my head before locking my phone back. Stephen and I aren't together. Even though I said I'd be his girlfriend this morning, I did some thinking throughout the day and told him he'd have to come correct before trying to be together. The way he asked me was so immature but it was more embarrassing since it was in front of loud-mouth Theodore. It didn't feel special. It felt awkward since Theodore was just staring at us the entire time.
I just wish Stephen hadn't jumped into us being together so quickly. I mean, we've only gone out on one date. We've talked on the phone a couple times and we text but it isn't anything serious. It caught me off guard today when he asked me to be his girlfriend. I just got nervous and said yes but I really didn't mean it, and he knows that now. I want to know him more before we jump into this and I don't like titles on my relationship. If we're only messing with each other then we know what's going on. We don't need a title to tell us what we already know. It should just be implied.
And even though I want Stephen to ask me in a more mature way, I don't even know if I'll be able to say yes. The entire time he was asking me, I just kept thinking about Andre and how he'd feel if I was to be with Stephen. I don't wanna hurt Andre even more than I already have.
"Lindsey. I haven't seen you in awhile."
I looked up at Pastor Harrington, Andre's Dad, and smiled. "Hey Pastor Harrington. I just haven't had a lot of time to stop by lately with school but I read my Bible every day," I replied, even though I barely read my Bible anymore. I lost all hope on God when the Luther situation happened. The entire time I was tied up in Luther's bed, I prayed and prayed that Luther wouldn't do anything to hurt me but he assaulted me instead. My prayers weren't answered, so I don't read my Bible anymore. None of my prayers will come true no ways, so what's the point?
He smiled. "I'm sure you are. You know, Andre's in the my office. I know he'll be upset if I told you this but he's been talking about you ever since he got back. Why don't you go in there and see what he's doing?"
He didn't have to tell em twice. I quickly stood up and made my way back to his office so I could talk to Andre. I lightly tapped on the door and heard him yell, "Come in" before I walked in. His back was turned to the door while he counted the money from the tithes and offerings yesterday during service. I closed the door behind myself before sneaking up behind him and covering his eyes with my hands.
"Guess who?" I smiled.
He chuckled. "I already know."
"Well tell me who I am."
He smiled. "Well, I might not be sure. You gotta do something so I can make sure I know who it is."
I leaned over and quickly kissed his cheek. "That good?"
He shook his head. "Nah."
I took my hands off of his eyes before hugging him tightly from behind. I placed my head in the crook of his neck and began kissing his neck. I missed Andre so much but I needed him more than anything. I needed his silliness, his caring attitude and his love but I really needed the protectiveness I always felt when I was around him. "I missed you," I said as I kissed on his neck that smelled just like Gucci's Guilty cologne, "and I'm sorry about everything I said."
He turned his head to the side, pushing me off of him. "You sure?"
I grabbed his head and pulled him back to me. "Yes. I wouldn't lie to you."
"But you lying to your boyfriend. You kissing and hugging all over me but you got a boyfriend."
I scrunched up my face. "Boyfriend? You know I haven't dated in years Andre. What are you even talking about?"
"I randomly got a text today from your brother. He put me on game about you and some nigga named Mr. Curry. Who the hell is that?"
I sighed. "He's the guy I went on a date with a few weeks ago but that's it. He asked me to be his girlfriend but I told him he needed to ask me like a grown man and not like some little kid. I don't have a boyfriend Andre and I would have told you I had one but I wouldn't have been kissing and hugging all over you if I had a boyfriend. You know that," I pushed him.
He sighed. "Whatever. So, you feelin' dude or what?"
I shrugged my shoulders. "I don't know. I'm just kinda confused lately."
"You been confused a lot lately," he scoffed, making me scrunch up my face.
"What's up with the pissy attitude?"
"You came here and apologized but you still telling me about niggas. I don't care about some nigga named Mr. Curry, Lindsey. I can't even believe you considerin' being with some nigga like that. Theodore told me y'all work together. I know where you work, so if you even think about playing me with that nigga, just know I'mma come up to that school and beat his ass. That's on some real shit man."
He tried to turn away from me but I grabbed his face and turned it so it was facing mine. "Gimmie a kiss."
He frowned. "Nah. Stop it."
He tried pulling his head out of my hands but I just held him still and slowly pecked his lips but I made sure my tongue brushed up against his top lip, the way that turns him on. I was about to pull away from him when he grabbed the back of my head and pulled me back to him. I knew that would make him loosen up, it always makes a guy loosen up when you're demanding. I learned that back when I was in high school. It always worked on John, Jordan and practically every other guy I was ever with and wanted something from. All you have to do is be demanding, hold your ground and do the one thing that turns him on the most. That's the way I used to manipulate guys but I didn't want to manipulate Andre. I actually care about him unlike those other guys.
I had been standing in front of Andre's legs but he decided to take control. He stood up from his seat before laying me back on his Dad's desk, right on top of all the church money. He pushed his tongue in between my mouth and I did the same to him as I wrapped my arms around his neck. His hands let go of my face and found home on my thighs. He lifted both of my thighs up, causing my skirt to roll up to my waist but he didn't care and neither did I. I wrapped my legs around his waist and pulled him as close to me as I could. All I wanted to feel was his body on mine. I just wanted to get that spark I always get when I'm around him but it wasn't a spark this time. It was like a channel of electricity exploded between our bodies but his manhood was practically begging my v*gina to suffocate him in its warmth.
I'm sure I wasn't the only one feeling this way though. Andre was purposely rubbing up against my box with his erection. I tightened my legs around his waist, just trying to pull him as close to me as I could but he surprised me when he reached down and started rubbing against my pearl. His pace was slow at first but then he plunged his face right into me.
"Ohhh Andre," I moaned as I arched my back.
I haven't had anybody do this to me in years. I must have forgot how good this felt because this was absolutely amazing. I propped my legs up on the edge of the desk, spreading them as wide as I could for him so he could continue to slurp on my juices. I grabbed the back of his head and pushed his face further into me once I felt my climax building up. This feeling was bringing up memories. Not bad ones, but good memories of my high school years. I just wish I had focused my time on Andre back then instead of getting involved with the wrong crowd.
Andre licked down to my hole and stuck his tongue inside before wiggling it around. My legs immediately closed around his head when he did that. "Oh shit," I whispered, just watching as he continued wiggling his tongue in my hole while he tried pushing my legs back.
"You love me Lindsey?" he asked, still plunging his tongue deep off in my hole.
I took a deep breath when he took his tongue out of me. "Andre," I moaned. Since my eyes were closed tightly, I felt around for him, trying to shove his head back inside of me.
"Do you love me?" he asked again, still just teasing me.
"And--"
He pulled his tongue out of me. "Huh?"
I grabbed the back of his head and pushed his face into me. "Yesss," I slurred.
He licked back up to my pearl and sucked on it before going back to my hole. He shoved his tongue deep into my hole before pulling out again. "Yes, what?" he asked.
"I-I love you."
He chuckled but went back down to tend to my lower region. By now, I was on the verge of cumming, mainly because of all that teasing he was doing. He roughly sucked on my pearl while his fingers worked their way inside of my tight hole. "Who do you love? Say my name," he continuously demanded as he sped up his pace.
I bit down hard on my lip and squeezed my legs shut but he pushed them open. My breathing was becoming uneven and my legs were starting to shake, so I knew I was about to reach my peak any second now. Andre took the cake and finally made me cum as soon as he started nibbling on my pearl. "Yes! Yes! I love you Andre, so much baby," I moaned as I watched him lick me clean.
When he came up from under me, he was smiling from ear to ear but he dove right back in for my lips. His lips were wet and shiny from my wetness but I didn't care. I just licked his lips and cleaned my residue off of him. "You mean it Lindsey?" he asked, lifting up.
I nodded my head, still trying to catch my breath. "Yes, I love you Andre."
"Fasho?"
"Yes," I pecked his lips. "Can I come to the hotel tonight?"
He smiled. "Actually, I took a semester off to regroup so my Dad set me up in this nice penthouse apartment while I'm here. He's still trying to get me to come back but I'll text you the address later."
I nodded my head. "Alright. Will you make love to me tonight?"
He nodded his head. "Yeah," he replied. "Now go get yourself cleaned up before anybody comes in here. I'll clean up the desk."
I sat up straight but there was money stuck to my sweaty back. I peeled the bills off of my back before climbed off of the desk and straightening out my skirt and panties. I grabbed my purse off of the floor and slid out of Pastor Harrington's office so nobody could see me. I walked straight out of the sanctuary so I could get to the bathroom before anybody can smell the sex on me. I knocked on the bathroom door and waited but thankfully nobody came out. I walked into the single bathroom and locked the door behind myself.
I pulled my Summer's Eve cleansing wipes out of my purse and cleaned myself up before pulling out my bathing wipes. I ran the wipes across my underarms before applying deodorant on top of it. I spritzed my body down with perfume and checked myself out in the mirror. I took a deep breath. I can't believe I just did that in church and with Andre. I didn't ever think Andre and I would ever do anything with each other. I thought we'd just continue to friend zone each other until we get old and die but I'm definitely not complaining. I can't remember any guy making me some that quickly just from giving me head.
I walked out of the church bathroom and went straight back to Pastor Harrington's office. Pastor Harrington was inside talking to Andre, so I just walked up to Grandpa who was still at the alter with Theodore. I tapped his shoulder. "Can I get my car keys back? I need to go somewhere."
"Where you goin' baby girl?"
"Me and Andre are hanging out," I replied, trying to give him as few details as possible.
"Where?"
I shrugged my shoulders. "I don't know. We might get some food," I lied, knowing full well we weren't going anywhere but straight back to his new apartment. I didn't want to go out to eat anyways. I just wanted to be with Andre right now.
"Alright. Don't be tryna do nothing else baby girl. I'mma have both my eyes on you and Andre," he said as he pulled my car keys out of his pocket and handed them to me.
I nodded my head. "Alright Grandpa."
I turned and was just about to walk back to Pastor Harrington's office when Theodore called me. "Lindsey, please don't leave me here. Take me back home. I can't stay here with Grandpa," he tried whispering but I knew Grandpa heard him.
Grandpa turned and looked back to see if anybody was looking at him before he slapped Theodore against the back of his head. "Shut yo stupid mouth up boy. You better be glad I bought you to church instead of my crib. I woulda kicked yo ass nigga. See, I was tryna give you the benefit of the doubt but I see you too stupid for that. Just wait 'til I take you back to my crib. Me and Sincere gon' have a fun time beating some sense into you."
Theodore smacked his lips before he got back down on his knees and continued praying for forgiveness. I quickly turned around and tried my hardest not to bust out laughing at Theodore on his hands and knees and how he begged for me not to leave him here with Grandpa. He should have thought about that before he started fighting with Willie. He should have listened to me about fighting. Now, he's gonna spend his entire afternoon with Grandpa.
By the time I got back to Pastor Harrington's office, Pastor Harrington was gone, Andre has finished counting the money and was now waiting on me. Andre reached out for my hand as soon as he saw me and we walked out of the church together. I had butterflies in the pit of my stomach just from walking with him but the butterflies were really getting crazy the closer and closer we got to his apartment.
I don't know why I was so nervous about having sex with Andre. Maybe it's because I haven't had sex in years and wouldn't know how it would feel but I'm just super nervous. I know Andre won't hurt me but sometimes I start to remember when Luther assaulted me and I'm tired of that happening. I just want to be able to live my life without the constant fear of somebody trying to force themselves on me. I just want to feel comfortable and protected, but with Andre, I am. Outside of my family, he's the only guy I'm comfortable around.
Andre pulled up behind a set of apartments that I had been to this weekend when I was apartment hunting. If these are the apartments I remember, these apartments were beautiful, especially the penthouse. Andre and I silently walked, hand in hand, inside of the apartment complex and over to the elevator that would go straight up to the penthouse. I leaned up against the side of the elevator watching as we passed each floor while Andre stood across from me on the other side just staring at me, making me even more nervous than I was before.
I slightly turned to him, afraid he'd see me blushing. "What?"
He smiled. "Come here."
I took a deep breath as I made my way over to him, nervous and scared as hell. I thought he would try something slick but he just wrapped his arms around me from behind and held me close to him. The elevator stopped seconds later and opened up the to penthouse apartment that I was looking at this weekend. I got a call from the woman who showed me this apartment and she told me a lot of people were looking at it and I'd have to make my decision soon but I didn't think Andre would be the person to buy it.
I smiled as we walked out into the apartment that overlooked Los Angeles. The view was beautiful right now since the sun was setting but I'm sure it's even more beautiful at night when it's dark and all of the lights in the city are lit up. "You know, I looked at this same apartment this weekend," I said as he led me over tot he huge windows that overlooked the city. "How come you didn't tell me you were buying this?"
"I made a quick decision. I didn't plan on staying here and just taking online classes for a few months and my Dad is paying the rent on this. I can't afford all this," he laughed. "But for real, since I'mma be here for a few months and since you moving out your dorm and been looking for a spot to stay at, I was thinking maybe me and you could share all of this."
I sighed. "Andre, I don't know. How would we pay for all of this?"
"Look, I know we both broke right now but my Dad will pay the rent. He said he didn't want me coming back home, so this is his only option. Come on, I know you not gon' turn this down especially since it's free."
"I do like free," I laughed. "But I couldn't take your Dad's money like this, especially when I can just get it from my parents. And I'm gonna have a job in the fall. You should get a job," I suggested as I pulled my heels off of my feet.
"I got a job," he smiled, making me smack my lips.
"What job?" Andre knows full well he works right alongside Tommy from Martin; nowhere. Andre does not have a job.
"School."
I rolled my eyes. "Yeah, right. In order for it to be a job, you have to be making money."
"I'mma make some money over the summer."
"Doing what?"
"An internship in Pasadena. It's only $20 an hour," he shrugged.
"So? It's a start. Yeah, it's not much but just think of how much you'll be making once you get out of school. You'll be making well over a hundred grand, close to two hundred grand, so it'll all pay off in the end. You just gotta stick with this Andre and you'll be good. You know, I can always help you study," I said, making him smile.
"Oh, for real?"
I nodded my head. "And we can start tomorrow."
"A'ight, that's cool."
"But I have something else I want you to study," I said as I placed his hands into mine and pulled him closer to me.
"What?"
"Me," I smiled.
He chuckled. "I figured you'd say that but get naked."
I scrunched up my face. "Right here? In front of the window?"
He nodded his head as he plopped down on the couch that was sitting in front of the window. "Yup, get naked right here, right now. I want you right here on the couch and up against the window," he laughed.
He didn't have to tell me twice. I unbuttoned my shirt and tossed it down on the ground. Just the way he watched me undress for him was turning me on and it made me move faster because all I wanted was him right now. I was dripping wet and still craving for more after what we did at the church. I was halfway through undressing when I stopped and looked at him. All I had on was my bra and panties and he was just sitting here fully clothed.
"You gonna take your close off too?" I asked.
"Nah, I'mma let you do it once you finished."
I pushed my panties down my smooth legs and unhooked my bra, letting it fall to the floor. For some reason, my nerves went away when I started undressing. I know that's weird, especially considering the fact that he's staring at me, but it makes me even more confident in what's about to go down if I'm not even nervous to be naked in front of him. I strutted over to him and got down on my knees so I could undress him. I pulled off his shoes and socks before untying his sweatpants. I slid his sweatpants off and over his erection that was standing at full attention before I pulled his t-shirt over his head. I pulled off his boxers and went straight in for his manhood.
Now, it's really been a minute since I gave any guy head but I know what I'm doing in this department. I grabbed his manhood and just started slurping all over him. I was fast back in high school and I'd always do this. Back then, I considered all the times I gave head to a guy to be practice for the real thing so I guess this is the real thing. I'm serious about Andre, unlike those other guys, so it really means something to me if I do this right for him. And it's only right since he made me cum in less than ten minutes. Plus, I know all these other girls he's been messing with can't do anything for him like I can.
Andre is a solid nine inches when he's erect, so I couldn't take his entire manhood down. I could only go halfway when I tried to put all of him inside of my mouth. From the tip of his head to the bottom of his balls, I liked and sucked all over his long member until his veins were starting to show on his manhood. I sat up a little and started taking as much as I could of him in my mouth. I tried going deeper than halfway but I started gagging.
"Shit," he moaned. "You doin' good Linds."
I smiled as I went back down on him and tried to take in as much of him as I could. I took a deep breath and just slid my mouth down his shaft. As my mouth went down, it seemed like he just got longer and longer but I finally hit the base of his manhood. Just the sound of my choking and gagging up against his manhood was enough to nut inside of my mouth.
"Damn," he groaned as he watched me swallow his kids.
Andre flipped us over and had me laid out on the couch. He reached over to grab his wallet off of the coffee table and when he did, I knew exactly what he was getting out of it. A condom. I spread my legs wide since I knew he would probably spread them. I watched as he tore the package open and then slid the condom over his manhood before getting back up on the couch with me. He climbed up on top of me and started easing himself into me.
Surprisingly, it didn't take that long to loosen me up. I thought having sex again after seven years would be like losing my virginity again. I thought it would hurt and be painful but this felt amazing. I wrapped my arms around Andre's neck and just let him take care of me for the rest of the evening while we broke in his new apartment on the living room couch, leaned up against the window that overlooked the city, in the shower, in his bed and even across the kitchen counters.
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It was going on two in the morning by the time Andre and I finished making love and it felt amazing. He was in the shower now and I was just laying in his bed and some of his clothes listening to TV but I was more focused on my phone. Stephen had been blowing me up all day about trying to go on a date but since I've been with Andre, I just haven't had the time to respond back to him. I looked over at the bathroom door. I'm sure Andre won't be out anytime soon. I pressed call and put my phone up to my ear.
"You finally called me back," he chuckled.
I smiled. "Sorry. I just got caught up with something important. You know, I would have called you back sooner."
"I know and it's fine. I was thinking, maybe we could grab a bite to eat tomorrow night. It doesn't have to be anything fancy or expensive."
"Like McDonald's?" I asked, making the both of us laugh.
"Nah, nothing like McDonald's."
"You know, I can eat and there's nothing wrong with McDonald's, just as long as you don't get me anything on the Dollar Menu."
He chuckled. "It's up to you Lindsey. Is that where you wanna go?"
"No but if you're trying to do some not so fancy and inexpensive, where we could still have fun, then we should go to Fuddruckers. The food is so good and they have the best hamburgers. And they have a bar, so we could get some drinks too."
"Alright, that sounds cool. We can just ride over there from work and grab some drinks right in time for happy hour."
I laughed. "Right. We'll need it after tomorrow."
"Oh, rough first day?"
I sighed as I laid back against the pillow that smelled exactly like Andre. "Don't even get me started. I had to give so many kids detentions today, Theodore got into this huge fight after school with one of his friends, I had to watch those bad kids in detention and they wouldn't leave me alone during lunch. You wee there. You saw how they just kept knocking on the door because they left something or needed help with something."
He chuckled. "The first day is always hard but trust me it gets better as the school year goes on and you'll eventually get the hang of things. I learned the detention thing the hard way when I first started student teaching there. I didn't know the student teachers had to watch the kids in detention. That was the worst week of my student teaching. I think that's why most of the kids hate me now because I put them in detention all the time when they were freshmen and sophomores," he said, making me laugh. "But for real, just don't do the detention thing while you're a student teacher. Save yourself the stress and just come to me about it so you won't have to watch over them in detention."
I smiled. "Alright, I'll be sure to do that next time," I replied but my heart almost stopped when I heard the bathroom door open up. I looked tot he side and watched as Andre walked out, so I hurried and tried to get off of the phone with Stephen. "But look, it's really late and I need to get to bed. I'll see you tomorrow at the school."
"A'ight, good night gorgeous and don't forget about our date tomorrow night or the camping trip on Saturday."
I smiled eve harder. "I won't forget. Bye Steph."
I hurried and ended the call as Andre plopped down on the bed behind me, fully dressed in a beater and shorts. "Steph better be a girl's name. Who you talking to this late at night besides a booty call? This is booty call hours Lindsey, we both know that. And you meeting this girl at the school too? I didn't know you could bring your relationships to where you worked, and especially not at a high school. Since when were you a lesbian? Is that why you never slept with me?"
I couldn't help but laugh at all of his assumptions. If I was a lesbian, he'd know it. I wouldn't have made love to him for the past few hours if I was a lesbian and I wouldn't be laid up in this bed with him, pretending to be a lesbian. Even if I was a lesbian, I would have jumped to the opportunity of sleeping with him. Andre's sexy.
"What'chu laughing for Lindsey? I'm serious," he said, even though I could hear he was trying to keep from laughing too. He knew he sounded crazy too.
I wiped my face, trying to keep from laughing too as I turned over and laid on my side next to him. I wrapped my arm around him and placed my hand on top of his as I began tracing the tattoo of a cross he had on his forearm. "Andre, you sound crazy baby. Like, really crazy. Steph is actually Stephen and he's a guy."
"The guy you been seeing?"
I shook my head. "No. I saw him once. We had dinner one time but we're not seeing each other Andre. I called him back because he called me earlier."
He scrunched up his face. "Why that nigga even got your number though? How do you even know him? And why is he calling you so late?" he asked.
"That's the same guy that's Theodore's teacher. He thought I was Mama. We exchanged numbers for Theodore and we just started talking to each other after he found out I wasn't my Mama. I told you this already Andre. We're just friends. And he called me because he wanted to see how Theodore was doing after the fight."
"You sure he wasn't looking for a booty call or something 'cause he had you smiling mad hard Lindsey."
I slapped his arm before I busted out laughing. "Shut up Andre! I'm not a booty call and he didn't call for that. I called him back this late. It was my fault we talked so late and for your information, Stephen and I work together. He's just my colleague, so he's nothing to be concerned about. And lastly, I'm not a lesbian."
He turned to me with a smirk on his face. "How are you so sure about that?"
"Because I'm not. I wouldn't be laying up in this bed with you if I was a lesbian, damn. Now, tell me you love me."
He chuckled. "You know I do."
"I know but I just wanna be sure. Say it to my face."
He smiled. "You know I love you Lindsey. Now, tell me you love me," he mocked me.
"I love you Andre."
"Now was that so hard for you to say? I been knowing you for years Lindsey, since we were kids growing up in the church. I always thought you were fine but you never gave anybody the time of day so I didn't waste my time. And after all of these years, I finally got you where I want you. You finally admitted that you loved me after all these years. What took you so long?" he asked.
"I just wasn't sure if I knew what love was Andre, especially after what happened to me when I was in high school. I finally realized I loved you after that little incident with your little hoe Chanel. I realized I wasn't mad because she was cussing me out and calling me all kinds of names. I was mad because she had the man I thought I didn't love. I was pissed and I was furious because I love you Andre. It took me a long time and an evil bitch to realize it but I mean every word I say when I love you. And I'll move in with you too."
He smiled. "A'ight. I need you to put your touch on things around here and make it more homey."
I laughed. "We can start this weekend but can I ask you something?"
"What's up?"
"Do you think we're moving too fast? I mean, admitting we love each other, making love and talk about moving in on the same day. Do you think we're taking things a little too fast Andre?"
He shrugged his shoulders. "A little but it's not like we don't know each other. We been knowing each other for years, so moving in is just like moving in with a childhood friend. I been telling you that I loved you and I knew you loved me too, you just never wanted to say it. And making love, that was nice," he smiled, making me smile too.
"Whatever you say," I replied, laying down on my back so I could go to sleep. "Can we go to bed now? I have to get up in three hours so I can go back to my dorm and get ready for work."
"How you gon' function on three hours of sleep?"
"I'll get hiked up on coffee all day. I'll be fine. Go to sleep." I reached over and turned the lights off on him.
He laughed as he pulled me closer to him and kissed my cheek. "I'll shut up now but good night beautiful."
I'm glad the light was on so he couldn't see me blushing but I did smile. "Good night sexy. I love you."
"I love you too."
Andre kissed my cheek before the two of us drifted off to sleep. Well, he drifted off to sleep but I just stayed up with a smile on my face. I was too happy to go to sleep. This is the protection and comfort I've wanted to feel for so many years. It's just crazy I didn't ever tell Andre that I loved him back, because I feel like we've gotten closer just over the past few hours. I closed my eyes and was just about to go to sleep when Andre's phone started ringing.
I slightly turned around and waited for Andre to get up and answer it but he stayed asleep. I reached over him and grabbed his phone off of the dresser. I was just about to press answer but I couldn't. Why was Andre talking to the guy that would have assaulted me if Theodore didn't stop him. How did Andre know Sean?
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