Jungkook's POV:-
Leading Si Jun into the garden, I felt a mix of excitement and nervousness swirling inside me. I had planned something special, something that celebrated our love in a way that felt true to us. As we stepped into the garden, Si Jun's eyes were closed, unaware of the surprise I had in store for her.
"Open your eyes now," I said softly, anticipation building in my chest. Si Jun obeyed, and her gasp of delight as the lights illuminated the garden made my heart soar. Seeing her shocked yet satisfied expression filled me with happiness.
"How's it?" I asked, unable to hide my smile as I watched her take in the scene before her. She nodded, and though she looked away, I could tell she was enjoying it.
But there was one more surprise, one more gift to give her. I handed her a bag, my heart pounding as she opened it, revealing the gown inside.
"Wear it," I urged gently, my voice filled with hope. Si Jun's sudden breathlessness made me realize she was nervous, probably overthinking things again.
I couldn't help but wonder why she always seemed to overthink everything. Did she not realize how beautiful she was, inside and out? I wished she could see herself the way I saw her, perfect in every way.
"Don't worry, Si Jun. It's just a gown, not lingerie," I reassured her with a chuckle, hoping to ease her nerves. Her embarrassed blush only made me smile more, finding her shyness endearing.
As she retreated to change, I waited with bated breath, eager to see her in the gown. When she emerged, my breath caught in my throat at the sight of her beauty. She looked down, her cheeks flushed with shyness, but I couldn't take my eyes off her.
"Beautiful," I whispered, barely able to contain my admiration. Si Jun blushed even deeper, her response only making her more adorable in my eyes.
"Jungkook," she said softly, her voice trembling with emotion.
I blinked, realizing I had been lost in my thoughts. Meeting her gaze, I felt a surge of love for her.
"Yes," I replied, my voice filled with warmth.
Si Jun smiled shyly, her eyes shining with happiness.
"What happened?" she asked, her curiosity piqued.
"You're just beautiful," I confessed, my heart swelling with love for her.
Si Jun's blush deepened, but I couldn't resist reaching for her hand, silently asking for permission to hold it.
"May I?" I asked softly, my gaze never leaving hers.
Si Jun nodded, her heart pounding with excitement as I took her hand, leading her into the garden and into the next chapter of our love story.
I guided Si Jun towards the beautifully adorned chair in the garden, feeling a rush of excitement as I watched her nervously glance around. Helping her settle into the chair, I took a seat opposite her, my heart pounding with anticipation.
"Do you want to eat something?" I asked softly, hoping to ease her nerves. Si Jun shook her head, her eyes darting around the garden.
I nodded in understanding, not wanting to push her out of her comfort zone. Instead, I reached out and gently took her hand in mine, feeling the warmth of her touch send a surge of affection through me.
"Would you like to dance?" I asked, a hint of excitement in my voice. Si Jun's eyes widened in surprise. Standing up, I held out my hand to her, silently inviting her to join me. Si Jun hesitated for a moment before placing her hand in mine, her touch sending a jolt of electricity through me.
As the soft music played in the background, I pulled Si Jun into my arms, feeling the warmth of her body against mine. We moved together in perfect harmony, our steps synchronized as if we had been dancing together for years.
As we twirled and swayed beneath the twinkling lights of the garden, I couldn't help but marvel at the beauty of the moment. At that moment, surrounded by the beauty of the garden and the warmth of Si Jun's presence, I knew that I was exactly where I was meant to be.
And as we danced together beneath the stars, I silently promised myself that I would cherish every moment with Si Jun, for she was truly the love of my life.
As the music swirled around us, and our dance continued under the stars, I couldn't help but feel overwhelmed by the emotions swirling inside me. With each step, each movement, I felt my love for Si Jun growing stronger, until I couldn't contain it any longer.
Stopping our dance for a moment, I cupped Si Jun's face in my hands, my heart pounding with nervousness and anticipation. Leaning in close, I whispered those three words that had been on the tip of my tongue for so long.
"I love you," I said, my voice barely a whisper as I gazed into her eyes, searching for a hint of reciprocation.
As I leaned in to kiss Si Jun, her hand on my chest stopped me in my tracks, leaving me bewildered and unsure of her intentions. Her confession that she didn't want to kiss me hit me like a punch to the gut, and I couldn't help but feel a pang of hurt.
"Why did you stop me?" I asked, my voice barely above a whisper, my heart heavy with disappointment.
Si Jun's hesitant response only added to my confusion, but before she could elaborate, I couldn't hold back the question burning on my mind any longer.
"Then why did you kiss me in the washroom?" I blurted out, the words slipping out before I could stop them.
Si Jun's cheeks flushed crimson with embarrassment, her eyes darting away from mine as she struggled to find an explanation. But as she stammered, I couldn't shake the feeling that something wasn't adding up.
"I... I didn't kiss you," she finally managed to say, her voice shaky with uncertainty.
I couldn't help but chuckle at her feeble attempt to deny the undeniable. "Really? I kissed you? Stop lying, Si Jun," I said, unable to contain my amusement at her blatant fib.
But as her gaze met mine, I saw something flicker in her eyes – fear, uncertainty, and something else, something I couldn't quite put my finger on. It was then that I realized the truth.
"You kissed me because you have feelings for me," I said softly, my voice filled with understanding. "That's why you didn't say no when I told you that I love you."
Si Jun's eyes widened in surprise, her lips parting in shock at my revelation. But as the truth hung in the air between us, I felt a sense of relief wash over me.
As I cupped Si Jun's face in my hands, I could feel the warmth of her skin beneath my fingertips. Looking into her eyes, I could see the turmoil swirling within her, but I was determined to make her see the truth.
"I know you love me," I said softly, my voice filled with certainty. "I know you do."
Leaning in, I pressed my lips against hers, pouring all of my love and longing into the kiss. And for a moment, it felt like time stood still as Si Jun melted into my embrace, her touch sending shivers down my spine.
But then, just as suddenly as the kiss had begun, Si Jun pushed me away, her words like a dagger to my heart.
"I don't. I don't love you, Jungkook. I can't," she said, her voice trembling with emotion.
I felt a wave of disbelief wash over me as I watched her tears spill down her cheeks. Why couldn't she see what was right in front of her?
"Why can't you?" I asked, my voice cracking with emotion as I took a step towards her.
Si Jun looked down, her tears falling faster now as she struggled to find the words to explain her pain. And then, with a heavy heart, she confessed the truth that had been weighing on her soul.
"I'm going to be Taehyung's wife soon," she said, her voice barely a whisper. "That's why I can't love you."
As her words sank in, a cold realization washed over me, leaving me feeling numb and broken. I had been living in a dream, hoping against hope that Si Jun would choose me, but now, faced with the harsh reality of her impending marriage, I couldn't deny the truth any longer.
Tears welled up in my eyes as I looked into Si Jun's tear-streaked face, knowing that our love was doomed from the start. And as we stood there in the garden, our hearts breaking with the weight of our unspoken feelings, I knew that some wounds would never fully heal.
As I watched Si Jun walk away, each step she took felt like a dagger through my heart. The reality of losing her, of knowing that the only person I had ever truly loved was slipping away from me, was tearing my soul apart.
I stood there, rooted to the spot, unable to move as the weight of her absence settled over me like a heavy blanket. The garden that had once felt so magical now seemed cold and empty, a stark reminder of the love we had shared and lost.
My mind raced with a thousand questions, each one more painful than the last. Why couldn't she see how much I loved her? Why did fate have to be so cruel, tearing us apart just when we had found each other?
As I stood there, lost in my thoughts, a sense of despair washed over me, threatening to engulf me completely. I knew that no matter how hard I tried to forget her, to move on with my life, a part of me would always belong to Si Jun.
And as I watched her disappear into the distance, my heart shattered into a million pieces, knowing that I had lost the only person who had ever truly mattered to me.
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