My beautiful Yeshe. My beloved Buddha, how I love you. Always will. I woke up and your were still asleep. So I decided to tease your ear lobe playfully until you walk up. You slowly woke up slowly knowing it was me it was me. You turned around and kissed my mouth. I explored your frail body as we kissed and you tantrically massaged me from behind as away exploring me. The massaging got me excited and we coupled. I was so excited that I had my way with you as we kissed passionately. Al the warmth and blood rushed to my womanhood as I rode you. You sat up so I wouldn't have bend down to kiss you, I gently teased your mouth with my tongue until you opened.... allowing your tounges to meet and dance with each other. I Was sensual with the kissing. And I grinned my hips against your flesh even though you inside of me. "What do you have on your bosom," you asked whrmen reached into my gown and pulled out the red prayer flag. "Red, it means long life...you hoping to live a long life with me?" " I wanted to spend entirnity with you, even though you mature in age" I said softly and held the red prayer flag in my hand. I kissed it then I kissed you. "You know I might not be around for along time as you hope," you said sadly. A tear welled up in your eye. "But I will always love you young nebo." we pressed our bodies against together, held hands and kissed. Some how Poppy got out of her room and saw us expressing our love for each other. How she snuck out without her care taker knowing was beyoung me. "Some one has invaded our room, so I will put the flower back in her room," I said kissing you. I put Poppy back in to her room but she screamed and cried for me. So I read the scriptures to her hoping to calm her down. As I returned to you I had to throw up in the hallway and clean it up. That wasn't the only odditie that I noticed. My bleeding stopped again. I was with our second child. I came back and told you about the news. We kissed embraced. You were overjoyed at the news
I just wanted to to write my problems way and write away was bad! How could I saw that I was formerly criminal and was in love with a rogue TSA agent! So I will must up another writen courage and tried to tell him everything!
My dearest Lama Yeshe. Went to the poppy fields after I gave Poppy my milk. It was still moonlit because the moon was still full and everything had a ghostly glow. When we arrived it was a bit cool in the air but I was depending on you to keep me warm. We kissed, our lips and tounges met. Our tounges danced as if the it were an exotic dance. Those are the best kisses. As you kissed me you undressed me kissing my body at the same time. You get between my legs and you then kissed and massaged my womanhood...your tounge did it's own dance while inside kissing and massaging. I hugged your head close to my inner body as you kissed my womanhood. I looked at the moon and thought it looked like you. I felt you kiss my chakras from the bottom up all the while stroking and petting your shaved head. At this time I felt you enter me....making love to me. Embracing me as if I was leaving. I held you and kissed you. "I promise that as we get reborn, I will find you," you whispered and kissed me deeply. "And our love will continue." "I hope so...." I said with a tear in my eye dropping on my cheek. We got dressed and left before it got too cold. We walked hand in hand back to our home. Were we continued the love making. We had to sneak into the house so not to wake up the care taker and Poppy. When we got to our room we had tantric sex. All the while we kissed. I grinned my hips against your length witch was inside me. We did this in the moonlight until the morning. I just hope your promise comes true.