Naisha
I know this touch and cologne very well. His strong chest touches my back.
His arm tightens around my waist, he slowly nuzzles his nose against my earlobe.
" Trying to run away from me again?
Hmm " He whispers into my ear.
A shiver runs down my spine hearing his voice
" I just came here to give your file which Prof Sen gave me " I mutter meekly.
" Hmmmmm " He nuzzles more into my neck
I stiffen, his cologne and his presence is blurring my senses.
I don't want to face him at all , specially after yesternight.
" I have to go, I've important classes" I try to loosen his hold on my stomach.
But he tightens it more, pulls me closer to him, my back completely pressed against his chest.
" Don't lie, I know you don't have any classes now, you have practical classes in second half " He tucks a strand of hair behind my ear.
What the hell !!
How does this man know everything about me !!
" I have some other important works in the office " I try to slacken his hand away.
" Hmmmm " He takes a deep sniff of my hair
My breathing fastens and his delectable colgne invades my neurons.
Today he smells more enchanting, there is a slight melange of a citrus flavour to his usual woodsy fragrance.
And once again I lose myself into him.
I slacken back into him.
" Leave me " I mumble in a slow voice
" Hmmmm " He humms once again
And slowly grazes the shell of my ear with his lips.
I want to bask myself in his warmth.
To drown myself in his embrace
His palm so big that it kind of covers my entire belly, his thumb drawing incoherent circles on the side of my waist.
" Leave me please " I whisper once again lying to myself
He slowly removes his hand away and turns me to face him
I don't want to look at him at all
It is too embarrassing
He holds my chin in between his fingers and inspects my face.
I still haven't looked at him, my gaze fixed upon the floor.
He swivels his thumb over my puffed lips and I wince a bit.
" Does it hurt ? " He asks in a slow voice.
I Don't answer him
" Does it hurt ? " He inquires again , his voice raised a little
I give no response once again
He moves too closer to me and grabs my neck with his other hand
" I asked you something " He mutters , this thumb slowly moving over my lips.
" No it doesn't, I've to go " I sway his hand away
" Why are you running away, hmm" He holds my wrist in a gentle grip
I still haven't looked at his face, because I know if I do that, I won't be able to run anymore, I'm already finding it too difficult to push him away
" I've lots of work to do, you leave me alone " I try to pull my wrist away from his grip
" Oh, yeah but that's not what you said when you were grinding yourself on my lap yesterday " His deep voice booms in the room
And that's when I lift my eyes to look at him.
My chest tightens looking at his beautiful masculine face.
Why is he so handsome!
And why is my luck like this!
Out of all the men in the world I had to get a crush on him , on my Professor.
" Listen ,yesterday was a huge mistake, that would not happen ever " I utter in a strict voice.
He comes closer to me, his face looming near me, his breath fanning over my lips.
I look up at him and that's when I notice a cut on his lower lip. It's because of me.
" Sorry " I lift up my fingers to touch the cut.
I smother my fingers over his lips and he gives a tiny bite on my thumb and grazes it with his lips.
I immediately retract my fingers back.
" Sir, this is extremely unprofessional, we can't, you shouldn't do all these " I move myself away from him
He says nothing just looks at me with an expression which I can't decipher .
" I've to go now " I go forward towards the door only to be yanked back by him
" What the hell are you doing ? "
I shriek out
He pulls me closer to him by snaking his hands around my waist and running his stubbled jaw over my forehead.
" Why are you behaving like this ? " He grunts in a husky tone
" How many times , do I need to tell you, that whatever happened yesterday is a mistake, it won't be repeated ever " I don't know I'm clarifying him or myself
" It was a heat of the moment, we lost a little control, nothing else " I add.
He says nothing
An eerie silence envelopes the room
" Okay, fine, I would not trouble you anymore " He immediately leaves me, An indignant expression masking his face.
" Huuhhh ?? " I repeat with confusion
" You said that was a mistake, and both of us should stay away from each other, let it be that way " He sits on his chair and start going through his files.
What !!
Is he insane !!
Or he's trying to make me insane !
" But, I was -- " He doesn't let me complete my sentence
" Miss Roy, I guess you have some work, you should complete it " He doesn't even look at me while working on his papers
Is he bipolar!
Maybe he is turning me into a bipolar !
I stand there fidgeting with my fingers, on one hand I want him closer to me on the other hand I want to stay from him for the sake of my own sanity.
" Hacchhhhiiiiiiiiiiiiii" I suddenly sneeze out.
Looks like the rain of yesterday has marked it's effect.
I start going through my bag to take out my tissue.
And immediately he is in front of me offering his handkerchief.
" Thanks " I take it from him and rub my nose.
" Hacchhhiiiiiiiii " I sneeze once again.
He moves closer to me and puts the back of his palm over my forehead checking my temperature.
His other hand runs over my cheek and I lean myself into his touch
His big rough palm feels so good against my skin
" You are sick , do you have fever? " He asks softly his thumb circling my jaw.
" No, I'm okay " I separate myself from his touch.
He sighs out and moves back to his seat and starts working again.
If I stay in this room with him for a little longer, I'll definitely lose my mind.
I leave his room and go to the canteen.
" You said you would not come " Kirti is as usual stuffing her mouth with random foods
" Yes, but then I thought, what will I do at home, so it's better I complete all the classes " I slouch on the chair.
" Who's that ? " She points towards the hanky in my hand
" That's mine " I immediately put in inside my bag.
" You use men's handkerchief? " She eyes me suspiciously
" Yes, I do, stop sexualising a piece of cloth " I shift my gaze from her and order myself a milkshake
" You seem different today, everything okay ? " She wiggles her eyebrows once again
" What different? Stop staring at me and focus on your food " I sneer back at her
" Offoo, your mood seems to be off today " She retorts back
" I'm fine " I take a sip from my drink
" What's up babydolls , I'm ordering paneer sandwich " Megha joins us in the table.
" why are you so late ? " Kirti pouts at her.
" Prof Lahiri was torturing us with organic chemistry practicals " She scrunches her nose.
Both of them keeps on chatting about their classes and assignments but my mind drifts back to someone else.
I am suddenly having this urge to storm into his room and pull his hair.
How coldly he behaved with me !!
Just because I told him to leave me, he immediately left me !!
But isn't that the right thing to do !
He didn't force himself on me !
And as soon as I told him No. He retracted himself !
Have I gone completely crazy that I'm annoyed over his chivalrous attitude !
What did I want, to force himself on me!
Am I irked over the fact that he respected my choice and consent !
I think I need therapy, this man is damaging my brain.
" Naisha, Naisha what's wrong with you ? " Megha jerks my shoulders
And I immediately jostle out of my loop of psychotic thoughts.
" Where are you lost ? " She looks at me with confusion
" I was thinking about the assignments of particle physics " I smile sheepishly at her.
" I'm telling you she's hidi --- " Before kirti can complete her sentence
" Hello pretty ladies " A masculine voice interrupts us.
I look up to find a boy of our age beaming up at us.
" Can I sit here ? " He drags the chair and settles himself beside kirti.
" What was the point of asking if you didn't even let us answer " Kirti rolls her eyes.
" Hello , I'm Harsh, Mathematics department, Masters final year " He smiles too wide at us.
" Hi, We're from Physics, She's from Chemistry , all of us masters first year " Kirti clarifies on behalf of all of us
" Ohh wow. Lovely. The whole PCM dept. is here " He says excitedly
" Hi, I'm Megha, She's Kirti and she's N-- "
" Naisha, I know " Harsh completes her sentence looking at me.
" How do you know ? " Kirti whips her head towards him
" I know her, I mean one of my hostel mate is in her class he told " He explains sheepishly.
" So, tell me how are classes going? All good ? " He inquires in a way as if he's the head of the university.
" Yes, all good " Kirti huffs in an exasperated tone.
" Good, good, if you have any problem, let me know " He pats on the table
" What will you do knowing , you are not even from our department " Kirti rolls her eyes.
" Yes, but I'm your senior , we are always there to help " He declares proudly .
I'm honestly least interested in this whole awkward conversation going on
Right now I want to crawl back to my bed and sleep to clear the thoughts out of my brain
" Okay , bye, I have classes, see you all later " Harsh retires himself
" He's good looking, you can try Megha " Kirti winks at her.
" Yes, he seemed to be a nice guy " Megha blushes a little
They keep on talking about him constantly.
" Can you guys stop , I mean you two are hopeless, you behave like this over every guy you meet ? " I shrug my shoulders at them
" That's kind of true " Kirti mumbles and Both of them duck down their heads with Embarassment.
We chat for a few more moments and finish our food.
" Okay wait for me after the classes bye " Megha moves towards her classroom,
Me and kirti go to our Optics Lab room
It's a dark room with practically no lights, just a faint laser beaming at the end of the room packed with apparatus.
My migraine pain accelerates due to the utter darkness, accompanied by the cough and cold which have intensified more now.
" You okay ? You are constantly sneezing " Kirti whispers near my ear.
" Hmm Hmm " I nod and start jotting down the data
Somehow I finish the class, and as soon as I come out of the black lab room ,the bright sunlight hits my eyes and intensifies the headache.
" Uhhhh, I hate this optics lab " I grunt pinching my forehead.
" Me too, let's go towards the main gate and wait for Megha there " Kirti tugs my head and drags me with her
We wait for a minutes and Megha pops out with an exhausted face
" I'm thinking of dropping out of the course " She makes a crying face
" Same bro, I can't take this pressure of labs anymore " Kirti fake cries on her shoulder.
" I don't know about others, but Bhai sa will kill me if I leave my studies in between " Megha shakes her head hopelessly.
"Ohh by the way , today Kamil chacha is not there , he has taken the car for some servicing, let's take the rickshaw or auto " Megha huffs out.
As soon as we are about to take an auto, a car halts in front of us.
The windows slide down and I see it's HIM.
" Come inside, I'll drop you all " he opens the door.
" But Bhai sa , you never go back home so early , is there any emergency today? " Megha asks while fastening her seat belt.
She sits at the front seat beside him, Me and Kirti at the back.
" I've some work that way " He mutters and starts the car.
The whole ride is silent, nobody is talking except Kirti sometimes whispering incomplete sentences in my ear.
" Hacchhhhiiiiii " My sneeze breaks the silence of the car.
He adjusts the mirror and those stormy eyes glare back at me .
Our eyes meet through the glass and butterflies swivel through my belly.
My sneezing continues and I keep on mumbling strings of sorries to them.
He is constantly gaping at me through the mirror. The heat of his gaze is igniting flames of scorching desires through me.
The events of yesterday night storms inside my mind,
The way he kissed me, devoured me.
The way he ravished my body
The way he made me ride his thigh .
The way he grinded me on his lap
The way he rubbed me on his groin
The way he licked, sucked and nibbled every corner of me.
The way he made my body dance to the blissful tunes of pleasure
The way he did dirty talk and then whispered sweet nothings into my ear
The way my body is adorned with his marks of desire
My heart skips a beat looking at him through the glass.
I sneeze again and utter a sorry to them.
" Will you come inside now Bhai Sa?" Megha's voice makes me look at her
Ohh we reached home already. I haven't even noticed.
" Later " He mumbles
Does this man ever speak more than one word syllable ever !
As soon as I get out of the car.
" Get inside the car " He orders looking at me.
Both Kirti and Megha gives each other confusing looks.
" I said ,get inside the car Miss Roy" His tone stern and unwavering.
" I'm taking her to the doctor, she doesn't seem well " He tells Megha and opens the door for me.
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