The kids fell asleep in our arms.
I looked at Simon.
He was looking down at me.
"Go to sleep. I'm fine."
"No you're not."
"Yes I am."
"Then go to sleep." He said and I snuggled up to him.
I fell asleep and woke up a few times.
Every time, a different nightmare.
My dad, Konig, death of a loved one, the sex ring, being trapped under that building where 141 left me for dead.
I shivered as I finally decided not to try and sleep anymore.
I went downstairs and started to watch tv.
"Tweet?"
I looked over at Budge.
She was wearing a blue button up pj shirt with yellow stars and a matching nightcap.
She yawned and walked up my leg to sit next to me.
"Sup, baby? Did I wake you?"
She nodded and rested her head on my knee.
I readjusted her little hat and she fell back asleep.
I stared at the screen but wasn't paying attention.
I felt a hand on my shoulder.
Not again...
Fuck off Konig...
I felt lips kiss my cheek.
"I'm going to punch you if you don't fuck out of my life forever."
"...What?"
I jumped and looked behind me where Simon stood.
"Oh... sorry I thought you were someone else..."
"Why works someone else be in our house? Are you talking about our kids?"
My eyes widened.
"No! Of course not!"
"Then who?"
I stared at him.
Then I turned back around to the tv.
"Shh, this is my favorite part."
"Babe, that's a commercial on pets in need."
"I have dark humor?"
Simon walked around the couch, grabbed Budge, and tossed her over his shoulder.
"Fuck!" She squawked.
"Hey!" I gasped and Simon pinned me to the couch.
"It's 4:06. We souls be asleep with our children." He muttered into my ear abs rubbed my hip.
"I can't sleep." I sighed.
"Mmm."
MDNI
His hands crept up and his thumb gently rubbed my nipple.
I closed my eyes and let out a shaky breath.
He kissed my neck and I began to grind on his thigh.
"Oh brother..." I heard Budge grumbling as she flew away.
Soon he was inside me and was kissing me to keep me quiet.
I opened my eyes and saw Konig smiling down at me.
"No!" I pushed Simon away and he pulled out.
"What!? Did I hurt you!?" Simon crashed my face and I pushed him off.
"I'm sorry, I can't." I grabbed my clothes and locked mussels in the bathroom.
Why does this keep happening!?
What is wrong with me!?
I need to stop this.
I need to find a way to stop seeing, hearing and feeling him.
We're not safe until he's dead.
"Oh, my little pet. Even in death, I'd be here with you!"
"Shut up... Shut up!" I whispered.
"Love? Are you okay?"
"Yeah... go to sleep."
"Can you come out here please?"
"I'm fine in here."
"You're not okay, hun. I'm worried about you."
"I'm FINE!"
"Okay... come out when you're ready. I'll be here,"