"where my good girls at?" she speaks into her microphone and looks at the crowd. it was the last night in london then we were off to Seattle for her last shows. the crowd went wild when she said that. then she sang all the good girls go to hell jumping around like crazy.
"i love you london!" and with that being said she walked off of the stage.
waiting in the greenroom for her was claudia, maggie and i and we we greeted her with a cake with 'congratulations' written on it. "thank youu" billie said in her baby voice and pulled me into a side hug. i smiled and took a slice from maggie and sat on the couch like i always do. "you guys did fantastic!" maggie said giving her daughter a hug. "thank you very much mama" billie said and gave her mom a kiss on her cheek. she then took a seat down next to me and handed me some water. "thank you!" i said and took a sip. she then took it from me and drank some as well.
"we have to get going, i have something i want to show you" billie said to me and got up. "mom were leaving, ill see you guys in the morning before we leave!" she said and i said goodbye to everyone being pulled by billie. "arent you going to get into not so sweaty clothes bil?" i laughed when she looked down and realized she hand changed "oh shit, yeah hold on mamas" she said and walked into her greenroom once more to grab her bag. she changed and finally, we walked out of the building with tons of screaming fans cheering her name. she signed a few peoples items and took pictures before we walked to the car i rented.
"soo how do you feel?" we were sitting in the car and billie was the one driving this time. "dude that show was so good" she said excitedly. "yeah, but i got one thing to say" i said in a serious tone. "your good girl is right here" i said, billie laughed out loud and took my hand into hers. "so where are we going?" i said and billie didnt say anything. she plugged her phone into the aux and played her music singing along.
when we arrived to our destination, billie checked in at the front and pulled me to the area where we were. she put hands over my eyes and lead me.
"okay baby, you ready?" she said and i nodded and giggled. she took her hands off my eyes and i gasped. i instantly turned around and embraced billie into a tight hug. we were standing on a dock next to the lake with an overview of all the lights. there was a dinner table and many flowers and a white cloth on the table. i began to feel so loved in the moment.
but i also felt bad about myself. i never do anything like this for billie.
"stop, i know what youre thinking. forget about it. and lets go sit" she said and held my hand pulling out the chair for me. i thanked her and sat down across from her. "thank you for coming on tour with me" she said and held both my hands from across the table. "its been an experience. thank you for inviting me" i said making her smile. i was genuinely so happy being with her and getting to have these little moments like this.
billie and i ate our food and chatted about all things coming and highlights of this tour so far. it was a lot of fun. just as i was about to get up so we can leave, billie pulled my hands down and sat me back in my chair "what?- billie were leaving are we not?" i asked looking up at her confused. "one moment" she said and walked away leaving me alone. i went onto my phone and took pictures of everything.
billies pov
i was doing it. i was scared. actually no i wasnt i was just being a big fucking baby. "yeah i have the thing for billie. oconnell" i said to the worker emphasizing the thing. they started to move everything to y/n and she sat there looking confused.
i walked back over to our table and i stood beside her. "just watch. don't talk" i said and planted a kiss on her lips.
i sat in the chair infront of her, right in front of the projector that was set up by our table.
i began to sing I wanna Be Yours by Artic monkeys while playing my ukelele. here i go i sighed.
y/n pov
as billie started to sing, the projector started to play as well. i just thought it was just a backdrop thing while she sang. but i thought wrong. playing on the projector was tons and tons of videos taken of me and billie. i put my hand over my mouth and started to cry. it was beautiful. there was photos from the day we first met, to us sleeping together, to the photos of us kissing just a slideshow of us being us.
once she finished singing she turned around looking at the projector just like me and there was words displayed on the screen
'will you be my girlfriend'
she then pulled flowers from behind the projector and handed them to me. i jumped up and embraced her in a tight hug. "will you?" she said with a sly smile. "of course i will!" i said and gave her another hug.
on our way back to the hotel, billie held my hand the whole way and would kiss me at every red light.
when we walked to our room, opening the door was standing maggie, finneas, claudia, sophia, zoe, patrick and even laura. all over the room was balloons and flower petals. the balloons read 'congratulations' i laughed at the cute gesture and billie also looked very surprised. "you guys did this for us?" billie asked and pulled me into her side.
"all for you too!" maggie said and looked at the two of us. "so is it official?" finneas said hopefully. i looked over at billie who nodded her head intertwining our fingers. everyone cheered and gave us hugs. just then sophia walked over to me. "what the hell are you doing here bro?" i said squeezing her. "i couldnt miss my sister getting asked out now could i?" she said and ruffled my hair. "youre acting like we got engaged" i joked and she huffed and went back over to zoe.
for the rest of the night we all partied it up and had a lot of fun before billie got tired, kicking everyone out we laid on our bed cuddling like always. "sooooo, girlfriend" billie said laughing. "i know i cant believe it" i said and looked at the ring on my hand. "you know one day ma, there will be an engagement ring on that finger" she said pointing to my ring finger. i kissed her lips and laid my head on her chest.
"billie?" i was laying on her shoulder playing with her blonde hair that has grown so long in the past few weeks. "yes baby?" she said. god say that again.
"are you happy?" i asked. i was overthinking a lot, but i wanted to make sure she was truly okay. she sat up and faced me "what do you mean? of course im happy" she said taking her hands into my own. "i just dont want you to feel forced, you know?" billie and i hung out everyday all day. and when we weren't, that just meant she was performing or doing interviews. "i am genuinly so happy. better then before. you know how that was. im truly happy now. all because of you" she said and kissed my forhead. "now stop overthinking and lets go to sleep" i did as told and got ready for bed.
happily sighing.
i had a girlfriend.
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today was the last day of the WHEN WE ALL FALL ASLEEP WHERE DO WE GO tour. everyone was hyped and ready and so beyond excited. i was dressed in a black cropped tank top, a pink black and grey sweater along with pink pants and my black and pink Air Forces to match billies outfit for tonight. she was going to be wearing a black and white striped long sleeve with a pink and white designed shirt over it.
"you ready for this?" i asked billie as she got back from soundcheck. "hell yeah im pumped" she said and wiggled around. she sat down beside me and we played uno for a little bit before it got boring. "want to play skip bo?" i asked billie and she started laughing "who the fuck plays skip bo you old lady" she said and laughed out loud. i laughed with her but i seriously wanted to play.
"were going to go find out seats now, have such a good show my love" claudia told finneas and i gave billie a kiss and hug goodbye before walking out with claudia. a ton of billies friends were here to watch her perform along with my sister and also que. i knew about the whole que situation and i wanted absolutely nothing to do with him... im not sure who even invited him but i was here for my girl not for his bullshit.
"why the fuck is his ass here" my sister said outload making claudia and i chuckle. i put my hands over her mouth to shut her up and ques head turned. we all looked away and burst out laughing before changing the topic to something else. again, im nont sure who put him in the VIP box with us but oh well i guess. Claudia and i had something special planned for billie and finneas for after the show which meant we had to leave early.
about 25 minutes later, billie and her bright blonde hair came onto the stage making the arena shake with screams. i myself was also screaming. i am so proud of her. shes come so far from not wanting to do shows at all to only wanting to do shows.
before billie sang everything i wanted, she sat down on her little stool and began to talk like she usually did. "i just want to thank everyone for being on this tour and coming along with me and watching some random girl perform songs for you. a whole bunch of my friends and family and even my gir- my closest friend is here too" billie said laughing as she almost said girlfriend. "i want to just say a thank you to y/n. shes in that crowd somewhere- oh i see her hi angel- anyway you guys might all have a person who help you with anything and everything and shes that for me. and you too zoe i see your face. love you both" she said. making me and zoe embrace each other and wave to billie and the fans.
wait.. love you?
"cmon y/n we got to go and set up" claudia whispered to me, i realized billie had 6 more songs left which would be about 30 minutes to set up the greenroom for finneas and billie. claudia ran to the car to get all of the items while i went and got all of the decorations i had waiting inside one of the rooms in the arena.
about 15 minutes left before the two came into the greenroom, we had basically everything done. claudia and i put balloons and decorations all over the room and maggie made billie and finneas a cake last night. they didnt know anything about what was happening so we were excited to share it with them. we placed all of the fruit and food on the tables and waited for them to come in.
just as i was about to go and try to listen and see how much longer they had, the door flew open to see a smiley billie and a excited finneas. "surprise!" i said as billie ran to me and hugged me spinning me in the air. i saw that finneas and claudia were kissing and i smiled and took a photo. "you did all this for me ma" she said and grabbed some grapes. "yes! you deserve it"i told her and grabbed some fruit as well. "i looked for you in the crowds before i left the stage but i didnt see you i got bummed out" she said and laughed a bit. "where the fuck my brush at tho?" she said looking around the greenroom.
i handed her mine since hers was gone and she brushed the tangles out of her hair.
once the 'party' was settled down, billie and her family along with claudia and i of course went out to dinner to finish the celebration.
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billieeilish: this tour has been magical. thank you prettyyy baby!
siennagracee: omg billie i love you @billieeilish
sophiaaaa: youre a blessing sissy
claudiasuleski: ummm hello gorgina
maggiembaird: love you!
billieeeee: omg to be billies friendssss
billiemylove: omg wait yall see that theyre matching?
justinbieber: cuteness
finneas: my sister loves you
billieeilish: stfu finneas i know where you live.
i laughed at all of the comments and likes i was getting and turned to see billie who was looking at me smiling as well. "what?" i said as i put my phone down. "i am just so lucky and content with how everything in my life is going" she said and pulled my face down to kiss me
"oh my god i cant wait to get the fuck home" billie said and we burst out laughing and went to sleep.
the next morning we made out way to the airport to fly back home to LA
now its time for real life to start.
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AHHHH theyre finally going home to be a real couple!!!