billies pov
i was laying in bed. thinking about y/n. i didnt know her. she was so pretty. i thought about her all the time. she is slowly becoming a person i always wanted to talk to. i felt bad. i poured all of my sadness onto her. and now i think shes sad. the other day she asked me why i didnt follow her on insta. and thats because i have a feeling once she figures out im 'billie eilish' shes going to treat me differently or leak our messages or something. im scared
"just tell her" finneas broke me out of my thoughts and i just stared at the roof "shes going to think i am crazy" i did not want to do anything to tell her. finneas knew i was sad and he didnt treat me different but i didnt want to make her uncomfortable "just see what shes doing and go meet up with her or something" finneas was going to make me mad. im not going to meet a stranger "i saw her on a run the other day. and i thought she was so pretty. shes going to think im a creep" this overthinking is making my head hurt
before i knew it my phone was being unlocked by my brother and he was typing away
pretty girl
billie: hey, sorry i been MIA. just been thinking crazy. i didnt follow you for a reason, and that was because i didn't want you to know who i was. im scared once you know youre going to treat me differently.
pretty girl: girl
pretty girl: i dont care who you are. im not going to change anything. youre a human just like me
billie: so if i told you i was billie eilish you wouldnt treat me differently
pretty girl: no, only because i know youre not billie eilish lol
billie: wanna see this selfie i took earlier?
pretty girl: umm suree !
pretty girl: oh shit
pretty girl: youre really billie eilish?
billie: yeah...
read 7:42 pm
"fucking finneas"i yelled as i saw she left me on seen for an hour. i knew she wouldnt wanna help a random celebrity like me