*lunch with tony*
me: sooo-
t: ???
me: we have sat in an awkward silence for like 8 minutes.
t: 7.
me: still.
t: how goes the capsicle/ nat drama?
me: ugh anything else-
t: ok I upgraded your suit last night.
me: oo what we got?
t: tracker, parachute, longer charge on blasters, more pockets for knives and magazines.
me: thanks.
t: course.
t&me: ...
me: steve is finally backing off- we talked this morning and agreed just friends
t: but-
me: add passive aggressive comment about how he will wait for a little while longer.
t: joy.
me: mhm- and idk what nat is thinking.
t: ...
me:???
t: she loves you y/n- she never stopped and i don't think she will.
me: don't say that.
t: well-
me: seriously no. ur wrong.
t: ...Rhodes wanted to know if you would be ok with seeing him rn
me: ofc
my phone: *shield alert*
me: *reading* fuck. fury is down.
t: go.
*I pack a backpack and call nat, we go to the hospital together*
me: *shocked and silent*
me: ...is he going to make it?
s: ...idk
nat: *to cap* tell me about the shooter
c: fast, strong had a metal arm
nat: Balistics?
Hill: blah blah blah
me: ...
Hill: missed you stark.
me: *try to smile back*
machines: *beeping violently as fury flatlines*
nat: don't do this to me
dr: time of death 1:03
me: ...I- I will be in the car *voice breaking*
*a few moments later*
nat: *walking up to the car* you like hubba bubba?
me: ???
nat: I will explain in a minute just come on.
*another few moments later*
my phone: *alert*
me: *reading* steve rodgers enemy of the state?
*little bit later*
me: *blows the bubble gum behind him while nat waits in the car*
steve: *pushes me against wall*
me: yk my memory is still fuzzy on a lot but i feel like this was a popular position.
S: what did you do with it?
me: it's safe- now where did you get it?
S: ...
me: Fury gave it to you huh?
S: ...
me: Steve—
S: we should go somewhere safer.
*in car*
me: *to nat* got anything?
n: the second i try to do anything it's gonna send SHIELD our way.
me: yayyy
n: not to mention we can't exactly go back to HQ rn.
me: double yayyy
cap: I think ik a place we can stay.
nat: and ik a place we can decrypt this.
*we get to the mall*
cap: *goes to get out*
me: No. you stay, lay low. you are the one everyone is looking for- they don't know we are involved yet, so they won't be looking for us.
cap: yes because hydra would never want one of their most important powered assets back- y/n you are just as in danger as me.
nat: cap you have the survival instinct of a lemming, at least y/n has undercover training. she knows how to blend in and I will be there—
cap: ...
me: sorry- we will be right back.
cap: be careful.
*we get in, nat starts, guy comes up to us*
guy: You guys got everything you're looking for?
nat: yep just looking for honeymoon destinations—
me: *christ nat* we got engaged a few months ago
guy: oh congrats, where are you guys headed?
me: New Jersey. She's got lots of family down there to meet 😬
guy: nice.anyway let me know if you need anything.
nat: thanks!
nat: *typing* alr found it. now we have— five minutes before they're onto us.
me: Some days I wish i had a normal life—
nat: yeah yeah- if you want to keep your life i suggest we get moving.
me: nieneinenene. *starts walking*
*we get to the escalator and see the agents*
nat: kiss me.
me: nat.
nat: public displays of affection make people very uncomfortable- especially these homophobic cunts
me: *kisses her*
n: *kisses me*
agent: *passes*
nat: ;) alr let's go.
*we get out and back into the car*
S: you get it?
nat: yep.
me: some WW2 boot camp- looks long condemned on the outside...
S: where?
me: new jersey
*we get to sam's*
steve: ik ik but we really need a place
nat: everyone we know is trying to kill us
me: *snorts* dramatic much?
nat: well- not really.
me: *rolls eyes*
sam: alr come in.
nat and I: *walk right in*
cap: *pauses and there is a lot of tension between sam and him*
me: OMG steve really? you slept with the only friend whose house we can stay at?
nat: he's one night stand when y/n went missing?
me: oh come on 🙄
cap & sam: *red*
cap: in my defense- how many civilian friends do you two have.
me: *flips him off* sam, dear, you don't have to let him stay— he will be fine, we however are lovely house guests.
sam: *sighs* In my defense we were really drunk.
me: nah he's pretty good you don't have to fake it but— what he just never reached out?
sam: DIDN'T EVEN STAY FOR BREAKFAST
me: Damn. *looks at cap and shakes head* that's just fucking disrespectful .
*I go take a shower*
nat: *walks into the bathroom*
me: whacha doing?
nat: I don't want to deal with them- i want to shower... might as well conserve water *steps into shower with me, making fierce eye contact *
me: *blushes* uh-
*imagine whatever you want*
me: *on the guest bed, drying my hair*
nat: *drying hair walking out of the bathroom*
Sam: *walk in* I made breakfast- I thought y/n was taking a shower.
me: *blushes*
nat: *smirks evilly*
sam: yk- I will ask later.
*we go eat breakfast, ffw thru the whole base camp shit*
*fighting Winter Soldier*
Hydra Agent: *gun to the back of my head* missed you y/n.
me: Fuck yourself. *uses powers to cause gun to collapse into itself*
Agent: Come on- You know you don't belong with them. we will get you back.
Me: No! *uses powers to pin him to a wall- with twice his body weight on his chest* You people broke me— now i get to return the favor.
Agent: one way or anot-
me: *Kills him*
Nat: *shooting WS's goggles* y/n, love, little help?
me: *turns around to go over to her*
*ffw, I get shot in the shoulder instead of nat, in the van*
me: *abt to pass out*
Hill: *does her thing* that thing was squeezing my brain
me: god I love you.
Hill: missed you too, you should really come ba-
me: shoulder first- job pitch second.
*we get to the secret base*
*I get rushed off for med after seeing- and cursing out- fury.*
Me: *half- drunk bc that was my anesthesia of choice, getting fixed*
nat: *walks in* so what happened out there?
me: I don't really know- think i got shot *sarcastically*
nat: That agent really got under your skin.
me: ...
nat: I know you don't like to talk about Hydra- but if it is going to impact this mission.
me: Don't fucking lecture me on how to do my job nat. I don't want to hear it from you—
nat: Is this going to be too personal?
me: cause it's not for Steve?
nat: y/n.
me: ...
nat: ...
me: he was one of the daytime guards- he made my life hell— Gave me that scar on my back cause 'i wasn't moving quickly enough' *voice breaks*, uhm ya-
nat: honey-
me: he just kept saying that I would end up back there one way or another and- I can't. I can't nat. It- *crying now*
nat: shit. *just holds me*
I am going to be honest i have zero motivation for the angst and everything rn so we are majorly time skipping. CW never happened bc we all signed the accords (bucky and I trauma bond and become besties tho) bruce disappeared on a different mission and still ended up in Ragnarock—
Peggy died. Nat, Tony, and I sat in the back with nano masks- we didn't want the paps coming and taking attention away from peggy. Nat stayed with me that night and we just kinda ate takeout and watched tv in silence- i cried a lot, and thanked her, and fell asleep on her, the next day Nat went alone to do the Black Widow thing idfk why she just wanted to sort her own probs-Clint wasn't even invited but when she came back she asked me to be her gf officially and ya*