In my room I don't know what to do. I can't even imagine my crush and soulmate before was with me a minute ago. He's really indeed like what he was before nothing even small things that change.
That night I couldn't even sleep.My mind has a lot of questions that sink in . That's what he still likes me?Is he really waiting for me? Why did he kiss me ? Did he really miss me? A lot of questions in my mind but I can't answer it by myself.
In the morning.
Time to pack up all my things then I took a bath then changed a comfortable outfit. I eat breakfast with my friends because in the afternoon it's time to leave and go back to Bangkok. While doing some things in my room somebody knocked on my room then I opened it.
"Louis?,why are you here?"I'm feel so shy and my face turn pink like a tulips flower
"Can we talk for a minute James? please I have something to talk to you"he please me
I open the door to him indicating that he is welcome to come in . We sat down on sofa and he is the one who start the conversation
" James ,look!! Last night, I'm feel so sorry about that . Sorry if I can't control myself. I feel like I don't wanna waste any time playing with it . Sorry if I take advantage of you because you are being drunk . I really missing you for many years so I didn't think carefully. But I think that's not reasonable to kiss you I really respect you so much ,please forgive me . Give me a chance. I will prove to you that I'm not playing with you ..I will stand in what I told you last night " he explained
I don't dare to interrupt while he is explaining. I take a deep breath then I hold his hand.
" It's ok I understand you, and I forgive you na" then I smiled at him. He smile back to me .
If you think about why I forgive him so easily, because he is not the one who made a mistake last night. Me also, I also respond to his kiss that I can't even control myself from kissing him. But I push him because I'm so embarrassed.
Yes,like what I said I really wanted to go to our meeting place that time but my mother didn't allow me to go . She even locked me at my room till the morning comes . Then I received the news that he is on his way to the airport.
How can I go there I don't even have any money and my phone was confiscated by my parents. Days pass turn to months, then a years I don't have any contact to him. A lot in my mind playing an imaginary scenery like what if she found a new lover ?
Why doesn't try to talk to me,when I'm with his friends talking to him ? I thought he changed that he doesn't like me anymore and doesn't talk to me because I leave him in the air.
Time to go .
After our conversation I say goodbye to him
"I hope we can see each other again" I said with a sweet smile
" Don't worry I will follow you and find you where ever you are " he responded
I turn my gaze into another corner.'" stop saying that I'm already blushing na"' in my thoughts .
After many years I met him again, and forget about that I am heartbroken from P'net . My first love is finally back to me .
On my way ,I'm so sleepy because like what I said before that I can't sleep because of what happened last night. But suddenly my phone received a message.
" I will never let you go again and I will do anything for you and I will make you happy " he texted me
I don't know what to do,what would I respond to him?
I just sent him a 🥰 sticker. I don't know how to explain my feelings.
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Its Monday!! back to reality .
I walked into the office then I felt so weird like why is anyone looking at me so strange.
I just went straight to the conference room. When I open the door all eyes on me .So I can't handle it na , i asked them .
" Whats wrong with you guys ?hey why you looks so strange at me? I asked them because I'm so confused.
But why p' net looks at me so serious did I do wrong? I don't know even. Then p' aof went in
"Oh your here na James! did you know that you went viral this morning on social media?"p'aof said in a serious tone
"Huh? Viral for what?" I ask and I'm so tense because I felt weird because P'net eyes on me like he wants to swallow me.
"James don't be so tense, actually I understand you.Then guest what ,you received a lot of positive feedback and comments from netizens "p'aof said
"P' I don't know what are you trying to say "
" Hey James relax , someone posted your pictures with a guy while both of you were hugging and kissing at the bay area" p 'ker explain
I widen my eyes and my ears turn red . Whose that people? Why did he/she captured us? Is this bad to my career? I don't know if I can't open my mouth to explain.
"It's ok James we understand you but please next time do it on private place . You have to take care of your career. I don't have any objection about that or I don't have any problem with that as long as it makes you happy." I'm happy to what p'aof advise. I smiled at him the suddenly
"But that's not appropriate!! How could you do that ? Huh!!! Let me tell you this James ,we need to do what our fans demand so don't flirt again with that guy" we all shock on what P'net told
" Hey bro,let him be ! Why you blocking him he is not even your boyfriend"p' max burst his lough
"Yeah bro, why is he not allowed? why you even have your own partner?well just support him like what he did to support you "p'zee
" What will our fans says about this?"Net continued questioning me
I don't dare to talk because I'm so embarrassed and afraid on the way net looking at me.
" Don't worry net,as for your fans they are happy for Nong to have a romantic relationship,like what they accept your relationship with your partner." P'ker explain
"How did you know that he's not playing with you James? Or is he want to used you?" Net in aggressive
"Hey!!! Shot your mouth " Yim scolded net
" I'm just concerned about Nong "net added
"We get it that you are just concerned but can you please calm down net. Don't worry about that because that guy was kind and he is P'James first crush and his classmates during elementary to secondary days. Well if aunty gives him permission that time,they will be officially boyfriends" Yim talks a lot so I pinch him.
"Hey you talking a lot" I whisper to Yim
Net didn't dare to talk after hearing that.
"That's what we called destiny " nunew talks so sweet
" Yeah after a long years of longing to each other you both met and I hope this time you continue your Love story " nat teasing me
When I glance at my p' I felt like he is not comfortable so I spoke
" Guys stop teasing me na "
I don't want to tell them that me and Louis had no relation between us, with this days . I don't want to tell them because what if they judge me that why I am kissing a guy that I don't have any official relationship with.
In our break time I went to the restroom but someone grab me and lock the door. He hold me tightly and his eyes and gaze was burn on fire.
"Hey p' what are you doing? can you please let me go you hurting me" I please him with trembling voice
"Why did you kiss that guy? 😤 You didn't think about me so you fucking kissing him back while some people watching you.. what a shame "he said
I slapped him hard
"How dare you talk to me like that.. who are you to say what will I do on my life ? Can you focus on your lover rather than thinking what's happening to my life. Mind your own business net " I'm about to cry but I tried to hold my tears so badly.
" And why you care about me this is my life . Like what you always said I am just your SCREEN PARTNER AND LITTLE BROTHER so stop acting that your my boyfriend, don't be so possessive ,I'm not yours." I left him hanging.
Net POV
When I saw it on my fyp
"BREAKING NEWS: JAMES AND GUY HUGGING AND KISSING AT THE BAY AREA "
I can't help myself to stalk all the social media. Yes it's viral all-over. Who is this guy? Why they kissing? Shit my mind blowing up right now .
I can't help ny self but to ask and I don't know that suddenly I felt like I'm aggressive towards him . Yes ! I think I'm weird after I heard it from Yim, that he is nong first love. And are they in a real relationship --doing kissing and hugging each other at the public place . I want to heard it from Nong thats why I comfront him . I can't control myself and I don't even know what I do to nong I feel like he is afraid of what I act like. And yeah he's right I have no right to question him and to care about his personal matters. But I hate my feelings, and all of them like that man even if they don't know who really he was.
After he left me I went to my place and simply looking at Nong he doesn't dare to look at me . The tension was getting worse after a man went inside and had a big bouquet of Daisy Flowers. I widen my eyes and I can't breathe normally when he called nong's name
"James "he said
Then Nong looked at the man behind him then smiled sweetly ,Im feel so irritated.
"James , Louis come to see you 'p'aof smile at James
"He introduced himself to me a minute ago so I really think he is the guy " p 'aof teasing James
"Why are you here ? "James ask that man
" Well I missed you , this bouquet is yours. Did you like it?"he asked
"Of course!! And thank you " he answered
Then the two of them went inside at the p'aof office." What did they do there huh? Why are they taking so long ?" I talk myself
After a half an hour inside they finally out . I shocked when I saw that boy holding at James waist, like what the fuck is he doing. I'm so distracted by them, they very sweet infront of me . They are killing me.
After I witnessed' their sweetness I went to my car and scolded myself
"My God net what are you doing ? Why you acting like that ? Am I jealous but why?"
I don't know what to say and do, jealousy eating me inside. But why ? I'm just his friend and I have my gf . Right I have a girlfriend.
I texted my girlfriend to hung out with me at that bar tonight but she refused because she was busy. She needed to finish her project because the deadline for that was coming near.
" Hey let's drink to night my treat" I texted on GC . Were p'max ,p'zee and tutor are the members in that GC.
They agree with my treat so
"Let's meet there I will be waiting for you,just come on Time"
I went home and take a nap . I heard my phone rang because of the alarm. I pick my outfit then take a bath . After preparing myself I went inside my car and drove fast .
After I arrive a minute pass they finally arrived. We're talking until the tutor's topic makes me burning in jealousy.
"Hey did you know that P'James boyfriend was damn rich and successful business man. I heard it from Yim that he and p'james are dating during their highschool days but aunty didn't like and allow p' to have a romantic relationship. They want p' to focus on study. When they are about to talk about their official relationship,aunty Lock P'James at his room and confiscate his phone. That's why they didn't met in their meeting place sadly p' received a news that his lover was left going abroad '. " Tutor storytelling made me irritated
"Why are you talking about them?"I asked
"Well it's a beautiful love story. Imagine after many years they meet each other again and they continue their story. And what a perfect timing when he came back James is also single like they really meant for each other " p'max on his fantasize
"That's Destiny!!" P'zee says
"They were be a perfect couple,damn a successful business man who Inlove with a famous actor,. Wow it's look like a movie but they are the real life version " he continued
"Think about it it's all about time . Look !!when they are young time separate them but now time takes place to meet them again "tutor in his excitement to talk
"Hey can you please stop talking other people love life ,it's so did disgusting " in irritated tone
I think they know that I'm not in good mood that why they changed the topic. After 4 hrs we were heading to each other, I was on my way home but something got my attention so I stopped.