Ally dropped me off and she wouldn't let me get out of the car while she couldn't get the crazy idea out of my head. We discussed and even Dinah entered in the middle. She was sleepy and she had no idea what she was talking about because she stood by my side in this argument. I didn't think she would let me do something like that. Again.
She finally let me go as I promised I wouldn't do such thing. But even after getting through my mother without her questioning why my eyes were tired and puffy because I have been crying and taking a shower to finally be in bed staring at the dark ceiling of my room, I still had that thought.
Lauren wouldn't let me alone just like the other times. We always came back at each other. I mean, that's what I think. What if she doesn't? What if she gets tired of running after me? Oh my God what I'm trying to do?! I was confused, I just thought about what those jerks said even though I believe that Lauren had changed, it still affected me and I didn't know why.
I rolled on my bed and lay face down, burying my head in my pillow. It was late but I didn't know what time it was. I wanted to sleep but I couldn't. It crossed my mind to call Lauren, but I didn't know what to say to her. She was probably mad at me. I would be angry at myself too after the shit I said to her and what I've been thinking.
I closed my eyes and tried to sleep. I tried to take my mind of everything unpleasant that happened today leaving only the good things. How everything was perfect when we got to the beach. The bonfire, our walk on the pier. How lame Lauren was when compared me with the night. I couldn't help but smile to myself recalling the moment. How I made her laugh, the sound of her laughter can honestly be the remedy for everything.
I felt my eyes get heavy and soon I couldn't fight and I fell asleep. Or I thought I did. The noise of my window being opened brutally made me open my eyes frightened. Lauren came in and closed the window carefully and only then she looked at me.
"Sorry, I didn't want to wake you." she whispered.
"What are you doing here then?" I narrowed my eyes and I tried to focus on her.
"Well, Ally told me that you were thinking of breaking up with me." she said with a half laugh. "I came here to prevent you from doing that."
Lauren came up to my bed slowly and sat down on my side.
Of course Ally would say something.
"You couldn't wait until tomorrow?" I grumbled and rolled in my bed with my back to her. "What time is it?"
If I had really slept now would be around two in the morning I think. She really has no right time to break into my room
"You want to break up with me?" she asked in a whisper.
"No, I mean..." I sighed without looking at her yet. "I just want to sleep right now."
"What do you mean then?" she insisted. "Are you serious? Why are you even—"
"I don't know, okay?" I finally turned to her side. I took my hands on my face and squeezed my eyes shut.
She switch on the lamp on my nightstand then I could see her face now. Her eyes were puffy as if she'd been crying. I mean, she did at the beach but this seemed more recent. She was apparently sleeping, or trying too because she was wearing only a shirt and sweatpants just like me.
"Are you kidding? What's wrong now?" she raised her voice.
"Lauren, shh." I scolded her. Last thing I wanted here was my mom.
"No," she ignored me. "You say you don't want them to ruin everything, but you're doing it on your own!"
I sat on my bed to look better at her. "Lauren," I said quietly.
"I don't get it," she stood up. "You still don't trust me? For God's sake! I ask you to be my fucking girlfriend, you know what that means?"
"I trust, it's just that, what if they're right?"
I didn't know what it was that a part of me believed that at some point she would back the way she was before. She didn't want a relationship after what happened with Normani. She already tried with one of those idiots and it didn't work.
What if it doesn't work with me too?
"They are not! I don't care about what they think and you shouldn't too." she said angrily.
I got up out of bed to face her and she looked at me furiously. Even with the low light of my lamp I could see her eyes burning.
"How can I ignore when they're so sure that you will get tired of me at some point? They said you always do." I hissed.
I was trying to let my voice low although it was impossible and Lauren didn't care that my mother was sleeping on the other side of the hall.
"And you think you're going to make this easier if you break up with me?" she shook her head in disbelief. "You'll just prove that they are right."
"That's not what I want to do, I just—" I took a deep breath.
"You're creating problems where there aren't any." she said, a bit more calm but I could feel that she was upset. "Everything was perfect just the way it was and you ruined it."
I ran a hand through my hair and I looked down, I could feel her eyes staring at me even though I avoided looking at her.
We stayed silent for a few seconds or minute, I don't know. Lauren sat on my bed, she held her head in her hands and I kept standing. All we heard was the sound of our breathing that was slowly settling. I chose not to say anything more about that, even though in the corner of my mind that thought remained. Not only that but the fear that no matter how much she denies, it could happen.
"I don't want to lose you." I said quietly.
Lauren got out of bed and came close to me. "Babe, you won't." she whispered.
She gently cupped my face and made me look at her. Just the thought that she might go made my heart ache in my chest.
"Nobody knows me better than myself, and I know what I want." she assured me.
Lauren pressed her lips gently against mine. "And I want you." she whispered in my lips. "You're the only one that matters to me."
She spoke so strongly that made me forget all this madness for a moment. I wanted to forget, I didn't want to deal with them. They couldn't ruin my time here with her if they were far from us, and it was that thought I kept focused.
I crashed my lips against hers again, kissing her deeply. That was enough, here and now. It was all I had to worry about. In how much the touch of her lips made me feel good. Or her hands that wandered to my neck and pulled me even closer to her. Lauren deepened the kiss, our lips moving calmly and I would spend the whole world time kissing her without getting tired.
Lauren gently brought me back to bed, laying her body over mine and joining our lips again. I quickly laced my fingers in her hair, kissing her hungrily. She set between my legs, her hands easily wandering down my thighs to my waist, her nails making my body shiver with simple touch.
Her fingers wandered further up, they were cold but I could feel my skin warm underneath them. Lauren smiled happy against my lips when she found no barriers between her hand and my breast. I kept her mouth busy with mine as her hand massaged my breast tortuously slowly making escape a whine between my lips.
I slid my hands down her back and grabbed her shirt but Lauren pulled away immediately to look at me.
"What are you doing?" she asked breathlessly.
"Taking off your shirt." I smiled.
"Why?" Lauren frowned and I smiled even more.
"Um, I just—" I laughed nervously. God, that was embarrassing.
"Oh," Lauren realized. I shook my head, I could feel my cheeks grow warm.
I was taken by the moment actually, but I was confident with myself now. And not only that, I wanted her too.
I was slowly surrendering to her and it became obvious in recent weeks. I can't ignore the way she makes me feel, or even ignore how she does. All in Lauren was inviting and the more you ignore most everything gets worse.
"Are you sure?" she raised an eyebrow. "I mean, you don't have to do this, I was just teasing you all this time, I didn't mean to press you or something."
"I do." I muttered. Even if my voice came out in a whisper, I never spoke with such certainty. Lauren didn't seem surprised, her face relaxed and her lips curled into a smile.
"Okay." she whispered and I nodded. I pulled her lips back to mine in a gentle kiss, which soon became deeply again, but then Lauren broke the kiss again.
"Camz, are you sure?" she asked uncertain what made me giggle.
"Well, if you ask me that every time I will consider changing my mind." I joked and she rolled her eyes.
"Lo, I'm serious." I looked directly into her eyes to make her understand that I really was. I traced my thumb at her bottom lip, immediately wanting them back on mine.
"Fine, but if you change your mind just say it and I'll stop." she insisted.
"Can we switch roles now? I kind of prefer it when your hands are under my shirt and I'm the only one complaining about it." I joked nervously.
I stroked her neck, Lauren laughed playfully and I could see her cheeks blush. The light barely lit up her face but she was simply beautiful.
"It shouldn't be, you know, easy for you? I mean, you've done before." I whispered but a little uncomfortable.
It wasn't necessarily about who she had done before but because she was experienced and I don't. I had no idea what I was getting myself into and it made me even more anxious that she was acting so worried. I won't lie, I like it when she acts the opposite way, she just drives me crazy and messes with my head.
Lauren looked at me confused and gave a half laugh.
"What? That's not what I'm worried about." she shook her head. "This actually doesn't even matter. You're the only thing that matters to me, I told you."
She murmured, her voice was serious but soft.
"So you're worried about me?" I furrowed.
"I mean, yeah. You're not like any of these people, Camz." Lauren seemed to read my mind. "You're more than that and I want it to be perfect."
I couldn't help the silly grin on my face. Lauren smiled genuinely keeping her eyes fixed on mine.
Why the hell I was thinking about breaking up with her?! She did nothing but prove that she was there with me. And it would stay that way.
"It's already perfect if will be with you." I smiled at her, brushing her cheek gently. Lauren chuckled and I hit on her shoulder with a pout. "Don't ruin my moment here."
"Okay, sorry." she smiled looking at me.
"You have no idea how much I like you. I almost ruined things again but I don't think I would last a day away from you." I muttered, drawing circles with my thumb on her cheek. Lauren watched me intensely.
"Promise me you'll never get away from me? Not even when I think you should or if I say it's for the best and all this crap, I'll definitely be wrong. Don't let me do it, please?"
She smiled widely, making me smile too and she pressed her lips against mine firmly.
"I'm not going anywhere. I promise." Lauren whispered honestly.
I didn't know how she was determined to endure me acting as earlier but I liked that she didn't give up on me. On us.
"Okay," I smiled, entwining my fingers in her hair, pulling her closer gently.
"Okay." she laughed softly and brought her lips back to mine.
I smiled, kissing her slowly while wrapping my arms around her neck and holding her tightly. Lauren's hands slid to my thighs, pressing firmly causing me a whine, which made her smile between the kiss.
"So you prefer when my hands are under your shirt huh?" she whispered and looked at me with a smirk.
She brushed her fingertips through my waist and sliding underneath my shirt. I pulled my bottom lip between my teeth as she watched me and raised an eyebrow.
Lauren kissed me again, leaving traces of soft kisses up to my neck. She brushed her lips against my skin and eagerly sucked my neck. She bit my earlobe lightly sending shivers through my body.
I gasped, clutching my hand on the back of her neck. She brought her lips back to mine. I deepened the kiss, my tongue easily sliding through her mouth, causing me to let out a low moan as our tongues collided. She pressed her body against mine as I wrapped my legs around her waist. I quickly came back with my hands to the previous position and grabbed her shirt, this time pulling up as she helped me get out of her body.
Lauren's hands slid back under my shirt, causing the same slide with her hand as they reached higher. She stopped working on my neck only to pull my shirt over my head, which didn't work out because got stuck on my chin when she did.
"Oh my God, I'm sorry!" she said startled.
"Jesus," I laughed softly and finished get completely out of my head.
Lauren laughed and caressed my face, giving a soft kiss on my lips. "Sorry babe."
"It's okay," I assured with a smile.
She returned with her lips on my neck, she bit down hard but soothing with her tongue. I moaned softly and she smiled pleased against my skin. She moved her mouth distributing kisses to my collarbone and down the valley between my breasts.
"You're so perfect." Lauren whispered against my skin while making her way down to my stomach and I was increasingly tense, although her lips against my skin were making me crazy.
She wandered with her fingers over my stomach to my shorts and then looked hungry at me. Her green eyes burned with desire, leaving me hypnotized and for a moment I felt my body relax under her touch as she slid down my shorts, I lifted my hips to facilitate for her taking them, off completely.
I bit my lower lip nervously and she smirked at me, tracing her fingers over my leg, my heart was racing and only got worse when she began distributing open mouthed kisses on my inner thigh. She was such a tease but it all was just turning me on even more and she knew it what she was doing because my leg jerked when her lips were close to my to my center and I felt her smile against my skin.
"Such a tease," I breathed and let out a moan as she bit my thigh, her hand holding firmly there when she gave a hickey.
"I thought you liked babe." she whispered maliciously, returning to hover over me and join our lips again in a desperately kiss.
She slid her thigh between my legs, pressing it firmly my center. I held her shoulders tightly as she repeated the move at a slow pace. She broke the kiss, pulling my lower lip between her teeth and sucking greedily.
"Lauren," I moaned against her lips, her leg making more pressure over fabric of my underwear.
"I love when you moan my name," she whispered lingering her lips on mine, her hand taking place on my breast and squeezing tightly. "But you need to be quiet."
"Hmm, okay." I mumbled but it wasn't so easy to keep quiet about what she was doing.
She kissed my lips once again lingering through my jaw to my neck, drew her lips through my collarbone down to my chest, replacing her hand in my breast with her mouth.
"Oh God." I said with a groan as she bit and sucked, using her tongue to soothe the skin. She smiled before repeating the same treatment with the other breast and I held firm at the back of her neck for support.
"Shh." she whispered, distributing kisses down my stomach again.
"If she didn't hear you screaming minutes ago," I breathed. "She definitely will not listen to me."
I looked down at her and she only shrugged lightly. "You're probably right." Lauren said with a smirk as she positioned herself between my legs and knelt on the bed.
She started to pull down my underwear slowly and looked at me questioningly. I nodded slightly, God there is no way I would stop her now and how she smiled maliciously after completely taking the piece down my legs made my whole body heat up even more.
This intimate moment was just ours and I wanted to enjoy the most and leave any nervousness behind. There was no need for it anyway since I was comfortable with her. And it was the same way around. She was careful, checking me out sometimes and I showed her that it was okay.
Lauren's nails scratched lightly my waist while her other hand slipped through my inner thigh. She brought her lips to my skin and bit there again harshly. I moaned again, this time she didn't care, just smirked as she moved her hand down between my legs, sliding her fingers through slowly.
I threw my head back on the pillow as she began tracing her fingers lazily through my center. "Fuck," I tried to suppress a moan and covered my mouth with my hand.
She smiled against my skin, torturously grazing her teeth through my tight as she used her thumb to rub my clit and I let out a muffled groan, my body shuddering beneath her touch.
I met her eyes briefly while she traced kisses all over my body until she finds my lips, kissing me deeply while her hand pressed into the bed supporting her body and increased the pace of her movements with the other. I held tight to the back of her neck as her fingers went down and slid gently inside me. I broke the kiss, moaning loudly against her lips unable to contain myself.
"Camz quiet." she whispered and looked at me. "You okay?"
I gasped and pulled her lips back to mine in response, kissing her softly. She began to move her fingers in slow motion first, then increasing her pace sending a wave of heat all over my body.
My head sank back on the pillow and she brought her lips to my exposed neck and sucked hard, my nails scratched her neck and she moaned softly against my skin.
"Fuck--" I had my voice caught in my throat as she curled her fingers, making my body writhe underneath hers.
I buried my face in her neck trying to muffle the moans that left my mouth while she kept a rhythm as a wave of pleasure invaded my body.
I ran with my hands on her back for support, my nails marking her skin as she moaned with me. Lauren's husky voice in my ear sent a shiver down my spine as my body shuddered underneath her.
I don't think I could explain in words what she made me feel, or the pleasure she had given me, I never felt something like this before. I kept holding her close as she slowed the pace of her fingers, her touch still making my head spin.
Lauren's body collapsed next to mine, but still keeping close with her arm around my waist. I took a hand to my chest that was still rising and falling erratically due to my heavy breathing. I took a deep breath, she placed a kiss on my cheek and I could feel her lips curl into a smile.
"Are you okay?" she asked, her lips lingering on my cheek. I still kept my eyes closed but I couldn't suppress a smile.
"I will take that as a yes." she said with a soft laugh.
"Shut up." I shook my head, covering my face with my hands.
I felt my cheeks heating up and laughed softly. Lauren lay on her side in bed, supporting her body on one elbow, I took my hands out of my face to look at her.
"Why?" she asked playfully, her fingers drawing circles in my stomach. "I said nothing like how good I made you feel or something like that."
"You're an idiot." I giggled.
"I'm your idiot." she smiled and leaned over capturing my lips, kissing them gently.
I wrapped my arm around her waist and lay on my side too, deepening the kiss slowly. Her hands wandered through my back up to my neck and squeezed gently.
I slid my hand from her waist to her thigh and held firmly, pulling her closer and she wrapped her leg around my waist.
Lauren sucked my lower lip and held it between her teeth giving me goosebumps, I could feel my body heating up again with that. I pressed her thigh harder, shortening any trace of space between us and she moaned softly against my mouth.
"Camz.." she moaned again, pressing her leg around me bringing our bodies even closer and that's when I noticed that my thigh was between her legs, every time I pulled her so close I increased the friction between her legs causing her to moan even more.
And I liked that sound. It was really exciting that husky voice she had, only motivated me to continue but Lauren suddenly broke the kiss.
"Wait." she panted and rolled over me, repositioning between my legs again. She took a deep breathe.
"What is it?" I asked uncertainty. Did I do something wrong? "Sorry..."
"What? No, no, it's just that you don't have to, you know--"
She smiled slightly and brushed a strand of my hair and put it behind my ear.
"Why not?" I frowned. "It looked like you were enjoying it."
I smirked and raised an eyebrow. Lauren rolled her eyes playfully. I joined our lips again, sliding my hands through her back up to her bra and once again she stopped me.
"What are you doing?" she chuckled against my lips.
"Finishing what I started."
I undid her bra and she looked at me with narrowed eyes.
"I took off your shirt and now I will take the rest of your clothes." I smiled while taking off her bra completely and she didn't protest this time.
She surrendered and I smiled victorious. I held firm to the back of her neck shortening the space between us once again. I didn't hesitate to let her deepen the kiss. She pressed her body against mine, making me moan softly against her mouth.
I grabbed the hem of her pants, pulling down as far as my hands reached. I growled impatient and Lauren smiled, pulling away from me just enough to take out the last pieces of clothing of her body.
Meanwhile I had a glimpse of her half-naked body and God she was beautiful. I mean, I had seen before, but this close was even better.
"Happy?" she whispered amused after taking back her position and pecking my lips.
"Very happy." I said maliciously with a smirk.
I held her close, just having her naked body pressed against mine left me breathless. And I took advantage of it. I slid the tips of my fingers down her spine, gently scratching her skin. Her body shivered underneath mine. I gave a little smile and held to her ass with both my hands, she bit her lower lip and smirked, bringing her lips to my neck where she bit down hard.
She slid her leg between mine once again, I gasped at the contact, was even better with no barriers between us, and involuntarily bucked my hips toward her. Lauren moaned in my ear, my thigh at the same time causing pressure between her own legs as she moved slowly.
I couldn't help myself, I bit my lip hard to muffle the moans though it was useless because I couldn't hold them just as Lauren. She increased her pace, the friction of her movements causing pleasure for both of us.
"Fuck, Camz--" Lauren moaned, resting her forehead on mine.
I laced my fingers in her hair, bringing her lips to mine immediately. I kissed them fiercely and almost desperately. I moaned against her mouth, our lips moving in sync and only parted when air was needed.
I slide my hands down her back again to her waist and in one quick motion I rolled with her in bed, reversing our positions. Lauren looked at me surprised but expectantly. I smiled at her, mimicking her previous position and picking up her speed just after. This was so good and see how she writhed beneath me was even more exciting.
"You're so fucking hot," she breathed, her eyes landed on mine for a second before joining our lips again.
I cupped her breast, squeezing and massaging just as she did before with me. They were so soft and definitely bigger than mine, but it was still good to hold and squeeze, especially when this caused her to moan louder as she placed her hand on mine and squeezed harder.
It didn't take long and we were so close to the edge and couldn't hold it anymore, I could feel my body shuddering while that familiar heat wave broke into my body completely once again this time even more intense.
"Laur," I moaned against her lips, holding her gaze as long as possible before close my eyes in pleasure, pressing harder my hips against hers one more time.
Her body writhed underneath mine again as she let out a loud moan but I tried to shut her gently with a quick kiss, my lips lingering against hers for a moment.
She pulled me closer, holding me tightly with her arms around my body. I relaxed my body over hers, completely exhausted as I laid my head on her chest. I could hear her heart beat irregularly just as mine was, our panting breaths that gradually were returning to normal and that's all that filled the silence of the room.
She caressed my back with her fingertips and caused me a slight shiver. I played with the tip of her hair that was over her shoulder, curling among my fingers. I closed my eyes but I wasn't sleepy. The caress she did was very good though, we stayed like that for a while.
I raised my head to look at her. She was staring at the ceiling and took a few seconds to notice me.
"Hi." she smiled warmly.
"Hi." I smiled back. Her smile was contagious.
I supported my elbows on my bed and moved my body over hers to have a better look at her. Lauren leaned over and kissed my lips softly.
"Don't you have to go?" I asked and she stared at me.
"You're kicking me out? God, I feel so used right now." she said with disappointment.
"No! That's not what--"
"I think you set all this confusion only to go to bed with me." she continued with her false performance. "How stupid I was to think you loved me, oh my God. I would wait until our wedding but you can't keep your dirty hands away from my innocent body! Oh no, I feel betrayed--"
"Shut up! You're so idiot!"
I chuckled, hitting her shoulder. She couldn't hold and laughed too, then pouted. I rolled my eyes annoyed.
"I meant that it was for you to stay." I clarified anyway.
"Of course I'll stay." she smiled widely. "You will wake me up with kisses and give me breakfast in bed."
"Sorry but if you're waiting for this it's better if go." I tried not to laugh and Lauren looked at me in disbelief.
I suppressed a smile and rolled off her to bed. The cold mattress made my body shiver and I regretted it instantly. She mumbled something I didn't understand and sat on the bed.
"I was kidding!" I said quickly. "I'll do it, please don't go." I sat on the bed and pulled my blanket to cover me as she remained with her back to me.
"I know." she looked at me over her shoulder and chuckled. "I'll just get something to drink."
"What? No! What if my mother sees you walking naked around the house?"
She grabbed a shirt on the floor and dressed quickly. She got out of bed and looked at me. It was my the 1975 shirt. "Relax, she'll only see me half naked."
Lauren winked at me and went towards the door. "This isn't covering anything. I can see your ass!" I hissed.
"Enjoy the view then." she looked back at me with a smirk.
"Are you crazy? Come back here!" I whispered but I wanted to scream. She lost her mind!
Lauren ignored me and opened the door carefully, taking a look outside before opening completely and leave the room. Oh my God, we're screwed. My mom will get out of bed because she can't sleep and will go to the kitchen to get some water too and will find Lauren downstairs. She'll freak out; she will think it's a thief, but will only be Lauren, and worse, a half-naked Lauren.
I mean, this could happen, right?
She was okay with us being together but it was just that what we talked. She didn't even know about the nights that Lauren slept here and much less on this particular night. Well, she didn't need know about tonight. Unless she finds out for herself with a little help of Lauren downstairs.
I was about to go after her when I heard something fall. My heart skipped a beat. I didn't recognize the sound, but whatever it is was loud enough to get to my room. What the hell was she doing down there?
"That's it, I'll kill her if my mother kill us!" I whispered to myself and got out of bed.
I wrapped the blanket around my body and got up but when I went to the door Lauren came through it and I suppress a scream with my hand. She was holding two glasses of water and nearly dropped when she saw me, then she chuckled.
"I'm going to kill you!" I hissed and she just rolled her eyes.
She closed the door with her foot and laughed softly as the door slammed and made a noise. She got to be kidding me! I shot her a glare and she shrugged innocently.
"What? Here babe, drink water. Will help you to calm down." she giggled and handed me the glass.
Lauren walked back to bed and I followed her, I let my glass on the nightstand before I turn to her.
"What the hell happened down there?" I asked with a slight tone of anger.
"What do you mean?" she frowned.
She drank the water and I waited impatient, then she crossed the bed quickly to put her glass next to mine and went back to her side on the bed.
"Come here," she lay down and patted the place on her side.
I went back to bed and covered us with the blanket again but I remained sitting on the bed while she settled beside me completely unconcerned about what I was talking about.
I swear to God I'm going to punch her.
"I mean that noise. Something fell and if my mother heard that--"
"Wait, what? I didn't hear anything." Lauren looked at me confused.
I was even more confused. How come she didn't hear anything if was her who did that?
"Lauren," I sighed, rubbing my temples. She was just messing with me, of course. And it was late, everything was fine now so I just let it go.
"Just listen to me when I ask you not to leave the fucking room." I told her and lay on the bed with my back to her.
She wrapped her arm around my waist and pulled me closer. I wasn't tired before but now I was and would probably sleep the minute I blinked my eyes.
"But I'm serious, I didn't drop anything." Lauren giggled.
"Yeah, whatever you say." I muttered.
"Aren't you worried that it's a ghost or something?"
"No, because it was you." I whispered, I couldn't keep my eyes open for too long. Why can't she just sleep too?
"It wasn't me." she said quietly.
I opened my eyes. She is just kidding, right? There is no way that's true and I know what I heard.
"That's not true." I turned to look at her scared.
"Well, then you're hearing things." she shrugged with a half-smile.
"That is so not funny." I hissed.
Yes, I believe in ghosts and I'm scared as fuck. My mother used to tell me when I was little that they are not bad and will not hurt me. And there are no fucking ghosts here.
"I think it is." she giggled. "What if they're watching us now?"
"Lauren, stop." I looked around the room. Only the light of my lamp and the Moon that illuminated there. Still I felt goosebumps.
"What's wrong? Don't be afraid, maybe it's just Casper." she chuckled. "But sorry to disappoint you, it was just me."
"Ugh, I hate you!" I pinched her waist and she whimpered.
"Ouch!" she giggled. "It's so fun to mess with you. You should have seen your face. Looked like you saw a ghost."
"You're so idiot, ugh, my God." I grumbled and turned to my side again. I quickly reached the lamp and turned off the light.
"Aw babe, don't pout." she whispered on the back of my neck, hugging me closer.
"Go to sleep." I yawned, sliding my hand up to hers that was around my waist. "Or I will kick you out."
"You wouldn't... I'm naked." she giggled.
"You're not. You're wearing my shirt." I mumbled.
"Well, I don't know if you can feel but I'm half naked." she said with a grin and rubbed her thigh on mine from behind. "It's hot here or it's just you, babe?"
"Oh my God, Lauren go to sleep!" I chuckled, squeezing her hand tight.
"I don't want to." she muttered.
She kissed my neck softly, lingering her lips there and then traced kisses to my shoulder and repeated this a few more times. If I wasn't sleepy, this would cause a different reaction and probably we wouldn't sleep tonight at all.
"But I do. Goodnight." I yawned again, closing my eyes shut.
"Goodnight Camila."
In fact I wouldn't mind if she keep talking because I could feel my body relax and slowing couldn't pay attention to her anymore. And she talked. A lot, but all I could hear was whispers but yet the sound of her voice that was so good to hear though. I don't remember when I passed out but I'm sure it didn't take so long.
--
I opened my eyes lazily and blinked a few times, the room was clear and it was morning. Actually I just wanted to keep them closed for the rest of the day and stay in bed. I knew it wouldn't happen without my mom argue with me the entire morning. I groaned and rolled on my bed and smiled instantly to see who was lying on my side.
Lauren slept peacefully. She lay on her stomach and had her face supported in her crossed arms on the pillow. My eyes widened to see that she was naked. I mean, completely. Apparently I got the blanket all for me during the night. I was probably blushing and it was good she wasn't seeing me now.
I lay on my side on the mattress carefully not to wake her. I supported my body on one elbow and looked at her, completely still. I should probably cover her, right, I should. But I just admired her. Oh my God I'll go to hell. Wait, I hope not. I'm just looking and this can't hurt, right? Not to mention that I wouldn't do that if she was awake.
She was so beautiful. I couldn't help but check her, I mean, she had a nice ass. Oh God I just sounded like her. In fact, she was my girlfriend so I could do that. But it would be hidden, of course. She would probably make fun of me if I say this out loud.
I frowned when my eyes fell on her back. Visible red scratches marked her pale skin up and down. I didn't thought it would be so bad. Actually I wasn't thinking about that at the time. She will kill me when she sees this.
"Oh God," I breathed and made a face. I did that!
"You're checking on me and this is the face that you do?" she mumbled and I almost jumped.
"What? No! I wasn't... that's not what... I mean, my face, that's not why--" I looked away embarrassed and she chuckled.
"Of course I believe in you. You clarified very well." she smirked and closed her eyes again still sleepy. "You can look, I don't mind."
I rolled my eyes playfully, but I didn't do it. Instead I watched her sleep. Again. She literally was talking to me about five seconds ago and now I could hear her deep breathing.
It was nice watching her sleep. So harmless and peaceful. Yeah, I could basically do this all day and I don't doubt that she would sleep all day if she could.
If we could. My God, the school! And my mother. What time was it?!
I got my phone on the nightstand and was already six o'clock. What was strange because I didn't hear the alarm. An hour ago! Even stranger my mother, who didn't invade my room before and if she does... Oh my God.
"Lauren." I called her gently. She didn't even budge.
"Come on, you have to go. And now I mean it." I tried again and she turned her face in the opposite direction. She was serious right now? I started getting even more impatient.
"Laur, I know you're awake." I pinched her shoulder lightly and she growled. "I'm serious!"
"I like it when you call me that." she whispered but didn't look at me. "Do it again?"
"Lauren, please. You should go, now." I sighed.
She squirmed on bed, unnecessarily since she didn't move at all and was still avoiding me. My God, what a fucking baby and I hate this.
"I don't want to go." she whimpered.
"But you have to go, do you have any idea of what might happen if my mother shows up and--"
I was cut off by two knocks on the door. My whole body froze. Why I had to say that?! I swallowed hard when the door opened soon after.
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a/n: I'm sorry it took years to update. I struggled with this chapter and I had no creativity and had a fcking block in my mind, and even fought wattpad with this stupid site update. Anyway, here it is, I hope you like it. Sorry if have something wrong, I barely read twice :\