An hour later I'm sprawled across my bed.
Ugh. I'm bored! Tonight is gonna be so boring.
And I can't even text Walker.
Old texts I guess.
y/n: walker do you wanna go see the stars?
walka (COOKIE MONSTERS VERSION 😻): shit sorry I just hopped out of the shower if I go outside I will literally freeze 😔
walka (COOKIE MONSTERS VERSION 😻): Sorryyyy
y/n: ALL GOOD ILL SEND YOU A PICTURE‼️
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walka (COOKIE MONSTERS VERSION 😻): Holy shit they look so nice dude
y/n: IKR 🔥🔥
y/n: when I grow up I'm gonna live somewhere where you can always see the stars away from other people
walka (COOKIE MONSTERS VERSION 😻): i would wanna live in an urban area because you're around people, and your kids could probably have someone to play with and stuff
walka (COOKIE MONSTERS VERSION 😻): But on the other hand it would be really cool to live in an area where you're not really close to anyone and you could see the stars so I really don't know
y/n: oh I didn't think about how that would effect kids
walka (COOKIE MONSTERS VERSION 😻): well I mean it depends if you want them ig
y/n: I think so
walka (COOKIE MONSTERS VERSION 😻): same
Next conversation!
walka (COOKIE MONSTERS VERSION 😻): do you still wanna talk after my shower or do you need to go to bed
I mean I'm down
walka (COOKIE MONSTERS VERSION 😻):I wanna make sure you get enough sleep though
y/n:I'll be fine I'll take a shower too
walka (COOKIE MONSTERS VERSION 😻):perfect
y/n: perfect
I miss that. We talked non stop except when we had to go to the bathroom or shower or had a family thing.
Okay I genuinely am having a hard time with this.
I see the goodnight texts and throw my phone to the side. Ugh!
Damn it, I can't do this.
I walk out of my room and over to his. I knock on the door.
Nothing.
"Walker, I know you're in there."
The door swings open.
"Y/n, I already told you we can't do this anymore."
"Do what?! Do what?! What can't we do?!"
"We can't hang out anymore."
"Why not? We can. Just not around other pe-" he cuts me off.
"We can't be here y/n!" He tries to close the door but I just push my way inside the room.
He backs up and I close the door behind me.
"Y/n, go back. Leave. I need you to leave or-" my turn to cut him off.
"Or what Walker? Or you'll tell me-" I make air quotes "we cant hand out anymore because you get sexualized y/n " is stop them. "again?! Because it happens even without you and I don't care! you can't stop me from being here."
"Go back to your room. I can't have you here."
"Why not Walker? What are you so afraid of?!"
"Damnit y/n, enough!" He throws his hands up into the air and I trip backwards. I know he wasn't going to hit me or anything but I still flinched and then tripped.
I land on my butt with my hands behind me. My hairs in my face but I can still see him. The look in his eyes has gone from annoyed to upset. Whatever trance he was under has broken.
"Are you okay?" He reaches out a hand.
I stand up by myself. "I'm fine."
I turn and walk out, closing the door behind me.