THIS IS ME TRYING
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I've been having a hard time adjusting
I had the shiniest wheels, now they're rusting
I didn't know if you'd care if I came back
I have a lot of regrets about that
Pulled the car off the road to the lookout
Could've followed my fears all the way down
And maybe I don't quite know what to say
But I'm here in your doorway
I just wanted you to know
That this is me trying
I just wanted you to know
That this is me trying
They told me all of my cages were mental
So I got wasted like all my potential
And my words shoot to kill when I'm mad
I have a lot of regrets about that
I was so ahead of the curve, the curve became a sphere
Fell behind on my classmates, and I ended up here
Pouring out my heart to a stranger
But I didn't pour the whiskey
I just wanted you to know
That this is me trying
I just wanted you to know
That this is me trying
At least I'm trying
And it's hard to be at a party when I feel like an open wound
It's hard to be anywhere these days when all I want is you
You're a flashback in a film reel on the one screen in my town
And I just wanted you to know
That this is me trying
(And maybe I don't quite know what to say)
I just wanted you to know
That this is me trying
At least I'm trying
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Cast
Octavia Rogers
Ginny Garder
Nathaniel Jacott/Carello
Castiel Veilmont
Lysandre Ainsworth
Rosalya de Meilhan
Ambre Jacott
Kentin Lerhay
Armin/Alexy Keenan
Et tous les autres...
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Playlist
all-american bitch | olivia rodrigo
i don't get angry when i'm pissed, i'm the eternal optimist, i scream inside to deal with it like, "ah", like "ah" (oh my fucking god)
welcome to my life | simple plan
to be on the edge of breakin' down, and no one's there to save you, no, you don't know what it's like
rewrite the stars | the greatest showman
say you were made to be mine, nothing could keep us apart, you'd be the one i was meant to find, it's up to you, and it's up to me, no one can say what we get to be
miss america and the heartbreak prince | taylor swift
don't be afraid, i've taken my beating, i've shared what i've made, i'm strong on the surface, not all the way througt, i've never been perfect, but neither have you
seventeen | marina
well you don't know fuck about my family
the kids aren't alright | the offsprings
when we were young the future was so bright, the old neighborhood was so alive and every kid on the whole damn street was gonna make it big and not be beat, now the neighborhood's cracked and torn, the kids are grown up, but their lives are worn, how can one little street swallow so many lives ?
boyfriend | dove cameron
i could be a better boyfriend than him, i could do the shit that he never did, up all night, i won't quit, thinking i'm gonna steal you from him, i could be such a gentleman, plus all my clothes would fit
another love | tom odell
if somebody hurts you i wanna fight, but my hands been broken once, too many times, so i'll ise my voice, i'll be so damn rude, words, they always win, but i know i'll lose
teenagers | my chemical romance
if you're troubled and hurt, what you got under your shirt will make them pau for the things that they did
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AVERTISSEMENT
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