Old friend! Straw Hat (One pi...

By Jill_em

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After escaping the guards, Y/N ran to the woods where she meet two boys soon after known as Ace and Sabo, she... More

‼️disclaimers for new readers‼️
Prologue: The town where the era of pirate's began
Chapter 1: Join us, The grand line
Chapter 2: Laboon, The journey starts
Chapter 3: Whisky Peak, Bounty hunters
Chapter 4: ASVL Memories, ASL brothers
!!Story edit!! summary of her past
Chapter 5: Miss All Sunday introduction, Escorts Princess along journey ahead
extra: Charlotte Zennith/Jen Backstory, Runaway
Special chapter: Marine Corp undercover, Miss Milly
Special chapter: Usopp!? Birthday
Chapter 7: Little garden
Chapter 7.5: Search for Sister (short)
author update (⁠ʃ⁠ƪ⁠″^U^″ ) pls read I beg you.
Chapter 8: Nami sicks, need of a Doctor help
Chapter 8.5: Bonus, The Legendary Great sword
Chapter 9: Wapol?? Winter island, Drum Kingdom
chapter 10: A TALKING REINDEER!!! Tony Tony Chopper!!

Chapter 6: into Little garden, Memories

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By Jill_em

Heyyy yalll 😝 how have you been lately ehe sorry for disappearing without an update, I was over boarded with holiday that i forgot to post this. This chapter been marinated in my draft for weeks 😭😭😭 I planned to post this much earlier before the latest chapter zenith past but it will take time so I make bonus chap to hold it off. Sorry if there's many mistakes I am very rushed since next week my school will open back and the time period is full. I'm 15 now I can't believe it 😭😭 tq for reading my boring fanfic even though some of the scene are cringe you still hang on till now tysm. Also last time I forgot to upload the special chapter on valentine's day because that chapter is later after this so I cancel it ☹️.. yeah and there will be a lot flashbacks... Ok you now may back to reading!! GO GO GO!!

Author: this is before she left the storage room from previous chapter when she put the receiver down and hide the transponder in boxes hide. By cloth

Recap previous chapter

We sailed out for the next island, trying not to rush because the log pose take times for it to record the magnetic field on other island

I was storage room looking for mechanicals material for me to repair the ship mast that Luffy broken since usopp's metal he use wasn't really quite stable, I felt bad for the ship because the Captain of the ship was a careless dumbass

The only material I could find was thick metal and has sea prism nails right beside it, there's no other nails than it so I guess I have to make my own

I'm used to inventing and carpentry even though I never really repair a ship only small boats

'maybe I'll fix the mast later.. everyone is outside, I should check on them before anything on ship got broken again.'

When I step outside everyone's gaze was at me. Some look suprise and relieved. Sanji was about to give me a big hug but Nami run to me first. She whined about this island name isn't what like the name says.

She cried onto my shoulder felt bit better, Zoro groan when she worried about me when she is the one says I am not dead yet. That proceed her to hit him twice, I awkwardly smile at his condition.

Sanji got back from the floor and cooed over me telling he was glad I'm fine after math, those injuries were serious but my regeneration potion able to heal it two times faster. If they didn't change my bandage with the ones I pour the regeneration on I'll be dead as good

Usopp relieved and confused how'd I got recovered from those that quickly, I showed him that I was fine by swinging  my arms around with grin

Present-now

"This is little garden isn't it." Zoro glance at me, I just shrug at him and tilted my head to the sides a little

"You tell me" I rest my arm on the railing looking towards the tall trees

I can hear Luffy being ready to get to the island after Sanji help him pack his lunch, vivi follow behind him while Nami and usopp still complaining about the island ~giving bad vibes sort of things~

"You two surely don't like adventures ay?" My hand support holding my face, seating on upper deck while I watch them whine

Zoro was about to go in the island too but got stopped by Sanji who was asking to bring food sources. Then he started to mock Sanji which make it a competition who bring most big meat they can find.

My interest was pique and surely I won't be bored waiting for Luffy to came back or waiting for the log pose to reset. Although I have an vivre card that was pointing at alabasta because of Jen business there "Hey seems fun, I want to join" I jump out from the deck to between the two boys

I raise my arm pointing one finger to them repeatedly
"I'll be your judge on who's got the biggest catch! Who ever got the best one will be the winner~ And you'll get a reward of course" I wink at them. Well that sure make Sanji jumped around crazy. While zoro had scrunched-visible confusion expression on him after I say that.

"What prize?"

I smiled, tilt head a little with my palm on my left cheek.

"Anything you wish, money, weapon, food" Nami ears perk up at the first mention. And her neck snapped to turn to us. She just listen to us from the ship without stepping out of the ships deck

Sanji and Zoro right clicked those thinking pose. Sanji face turn weird drool face. Zoro had smirk

"Alright I agree, since you know that arm-store owner you probably know good qualities of swords."

"Ahah of course, I'm a weaponsmith after all" soft mocking giggle out my mouth which make Zoro rolled his eyes

"Ehehe~ y/n~Chwann~ can I have alternate prize?"

I turn to Sanji "Sure what is your request?"

"hehehe can I have you as my da~Date?" He swoon around me while asking that strange request

"Aww you're a sweet boy~" I held his cheek, I guess he got to happy that his body is limp

Zoro just groan and walk away opposite our direction "Uh Zoro that's direction is to the other side not to jungle" I sweat dropped and point to the right place. Zoro turn his head a bit to the trees, like he's avoiding my words now start to walk slow to the jungle

Sanji roll his eyesight from zoro, putting back his cigarette in his lip. "Tsk, damn marimo can't even see the jungle infront own eyes when it's literally big ones, I bet I'll be the one to find better catch than yours"

He stopped for a mile seconds "You will be drop dead when I find it first." then quickly waddle away in quick motion to the jungle.

I giggle when I saw him walk away like that, it's like watching a duck but green ones. "aww look at him go. He look adorable"

Sanji groaned when I said that, he took my hand looking at me with a charming look on his face possible as he can. "Well m'lady do you except my request?"

"Oh dear me, why of course!~ who wouldn't like to go on a date with a charming noble men? I'd like to~"

y/n have three types men she likes that is basically asl. Sure you can have more types because girlies can~ but daddy shanks will not be available in this wattpad 💀 he's basically our father figure here love but sure y'all can go after other daddies~ and bit hint for WCI arc.. Jen will be there at tea party and y/n interaction with the second son♡ IDK WHY I'M GIVING SPOILERS BUT HEY AT LEAST IT'S NOT A DEATH HARM

"AAAH!~~Y/N~CHWAN LOVES ME!!!~"

He dance like jelly. Which make no sense. Anyway I smile awkwardly and just walk to the jungle while he was following behind like a dog.

My thoughts was starting to flowing again, about Alabasta, a princess being in a secret organisations that runs by a warlord, also Hina and smoker being involved. Lastly about my Milly clone on loose doing something suspicious. And that blackbeard guy whom i now realised is from the Whitebeard pirate.

All the thought in my head without knowing I was stressed and my face was showing it, Sanji now walk normally beside him but take notice of my expression changing.

He take my hand and hold it tight, I was released by the disrupting thoughts, this men help me calm down in a gentle way. I smiled and he smile back too.

"A lady is always beautiful when they smile most of time, it shows that you are strong mentally and physically. You're one lovely lady that my eyes laid upon, so don't worry about anything else as long I'm here m'lady" those words hit me in the heart, I almost let out a tear drop. That words almost familiar as Sabo and Ace.

Flashbacks sounds
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12 years ago
Ace=8
Sabo=8
Vely=7
Luffy=5

I was seating on a rock in woods waiting ace and Sabo to came back from stealing the money's from people at port or grew terminal streets. Then I saw a boy in the woods arguing at a old men Infront of him I only see the boy because he was facing towards my direction. I watch from afar. I went back to the rock and ace Sabo was there looking for me with worried face

At this time it was only nine months I known them but we're already close like small friends group. I was happy that they found me stranded back then it was cold night where ace and sabo found me lay almost lifeless. They helped me from starving and shelter me. Sabo is the one that recommend to help me. He always tell stories about outside world, while ace just lock himself away. He still cold to me but always there too, I was confused about emotion and forgot about how life outside the house.

I was mistreated and forced to act like a noble, they call me slave-child and at that moment i can't bear to tell them about that, I keep silent until Ace tell me about freedom. Finally I open up a little and got back my heart to feel emotion, but the secret still shut in.

Luffy:7 Vely:9 Sabo:10 ace:10

months later where ace and Sabo turn 10 and I was 9, Ace told me and sabo about his old men sent a boy to his old babysitter. This is two days after he met luffy

"Your grandpa sure is lazy to take care of another child! Ahaha!" Sabo laugh and ace was annoyed about that, I look at them with no reaction at all

"Why is that so bad having a brother" i put my hand on my chest, it feels hurt when I mention the word brother.

"It's like having a baby that cry all night!! And I'll tell you that brat is lousy!" He huff loudly, his foot was stepping on the ground quickly.

"Is sabo not like your brother?" My head tilt.

Y/n have flat tone at this time she have no persona and act neutrally like kid that is boring. but later she'll develop persona and act more mature than ace and sabo

Ace look at me, he smile then pat my head "you two are my friends, I see you two just that ok. You small girl be grateful that you have big bro here!"

I feel bit annoyed by that. Like he was mocking me. I held his wrist "boy we're just 1 year apart. And don't do me like that.

"Ah alright, you're so sweet if you smile more"

"Why so"

"Come on now, vely"

"Shut up musty boy"

"Tch. can you stop with the nicknames? That doesn't have meaning"

"What vely even means."

"Beautiful shorty that need to smile so no one will run away from her" he lean over to my side and I pinch his cheeks

"Very charming but not same as sabo's"

"oi. you hurt me twice mentally and physically."

I giggled, his eyes rolled "it suits you. But I really hate you when you attack me like that."

"You started first."

"I do but I don't do physical attack. Tch I was complement you I tried to be nice at last and you give me that harsh attitude, tsk your lost."

Sabo was checking on their money they stolen in the tree. While the two of us still argue politely

"Okay everything is cleared! Time for our lunchtime!" He slide down the tree. And I catch him when he almost fell.

"Eheh sorry Veldy! Thanks for the save, now let's go hunt I'm hungry that my stomach growled loud!"

Ace look at us after picking up his weapon pipe. "Hmm I can just steal food from dadan place because last week I brought extra deer at their place. We might need to sneak in so we don't get caught."

"Why sneak in when they know you?"

"You remember that boy I told you? He is a lousy one. I need to get rid of him if he found out I was there. Two days ago he tried to follow me but it's easy to lost him at sight"

"You're crude for that." I complained giving judgemental look at him

"So what? If you empathy him then go with him, you'll understand what I mean."

"Well fine I'll go find that poor boy then."

"Can you two stop arguing.. we really need to find food right now." Sabo's stomach just growled loudly. And his face radiant red.

"For a second I thought you were about to poop there Sabo" ace step away so do I

"Hey! Shut your mouth!"

I roll my eyes walking away from the two.

"I'll go to that place myself, I never meet dadan that ace told story about. Why he dislike them so much?"

I watch over the window and that boy had an straw hat. I was shocked to see him again for the fourth time

"That is the boy name Luffy? Why do he have shanks hat?"

this time she already meet Luffy infront herself but she never introduced herself, and luffy never get her name.

Another flashback~

Shanks: red hair pirates

"Utaaa! Have you seen makino?"

"Oh it's you again loser boy! What do you want from shanks again?"

"I said makino idiot!"

"I know! But I know that is an excuse to see him!"

"No it's not!!"

I walk past them with my hood on, I glance at the boy and he look familiar to the one I saw last year. They were arguing and I went inside the bar and a red hair men with a straw hat was seating there.

I was here for drinks to bring to ace and Sabo. I have bit money that ace give me to boy for them and myself.

That makino they were talking about came from the back door with juices box that I ordered from last time.

I put the money on counter and that red hair men look at me amused

"Didn't expect to see a young lad buying a box of juice in a adult bar. Tell me child, where are you from and why are you wearing a robe looking suspicious?"

He smiled but his eyes were sharp on me. That make me tense, I took the box and went for the door but the kids outside were on their competition and the crew gather around that it block the exit

I was awkwardly standing beside him. He look down on me and hold his laugh

"Huhuhu kids."

"Excuse me? Sir you are one to talk. That girl is your child isn't she? Tell her to get out of my way"

"Shh don't be so harsh kiddo, I'm no harm. Tell me about yourself? Your looks is familiar"

"You're a stranger. No."

"AhHa so cold, I'm shanks the captain of this crew, and that kid is my daughter uta our singer. And that boy Luffy is from here but suddenly gotten attached to us. You?"

"I.dont.want.to.be.involved with you people"

"Ahaha wow feisty kid. Okay calm down, and let's have a small talk"

"No"
"Alright then. Maybe next time ?" -shanks

"There will be no next time" -vely

"Ahaha kid you can tell me if there's anything else I'll be open."

"Why are you bothering me?"

"Oh nothing, you look familiar to Benn daughter that's all.." -shanks

"I don't have a father."

"Ops my bad my bad. You from here then?"

"I am. So bye"

"Hey kid I can help you pay more juice if you want"

"Okay" -vely
"Woah that fast?" -shanks

"Can't refuse to that offer" -vely

"You night easy to fool by kidnapper.."

"No I am fully aware. And you're nice so."

"Well damn you on for money only. And you just a kid." -shanks

'she still the same as before, greedy child'" shanks thought to himself and giggle

"I'm 9. Don't call me like I'm a toddler"

"You're same age as my daughter! What an coincidence!"

"Maybe next time talk, my friends is waiting for me"

"Oh Welp okay!"

"Bos who's that kid they look suspicious in a robe!"
The green one call roux ig butt in as I walk away from sight

Second view

"Beck, that's her. Are you not gonna speak up?"

"No.. she'll hate me"

"Ahaha if you keep being silent she'll hate you more!"

"Shut up."

"Hey this is advise from your captain that took good care of his own daughter for 9 years."

"Well she's your so call little sister."

"Yeah ..about that...I miss y/n too, she's supposed to be 14 now. Your daughte.. my sister the reason I'm good at taking care of my little little girl"

"Your crap, you mostly sing to her."

"At least I was there for her, and your daughter prefers me and my ex captain over you those 10 years ago remember?."

"Damn two father argument between vice cap and captain" the braided hair says, his name is yasopp

"You are the one that forces me to join."

"I didn't I just beg, but your wife...Big sis tell you so, and she's scary as always so i have to make you join"

"Captain, don't talk about this. You will get karma. And please don't make me remember those bitter memories."

"Ahahah!! Karma? Yeah right won't happen! Egahahah!" He laugh as he slam his palms to the counter

"Say all you want. But she is already matured mindset. You knew that already Captain"

"At this time she supposed to be 14 right?" The on with scar on his face speak up, the doctor I must say.

"Yeah.. and her brother is 12. If she's here... Where could Arnold be.."

"Well your wife.. Marigold was rumoured to be dead and probably the both of them got taken by the marines." The green one reply

"They must be alive somewhere."

"So we better get off this island to find them? Is that what you want Beck?"

"I don't want to force you cap."

"Haha I'm light hearted today! We can go anytime whenever you're ready"

"It's been six years. What the chances they still out there"

"Jeez you sound sad don't be man! Cheer up let's drink! Or listen to my daughter singing!"

"You're so carefree.."

The bar door slam open and a boy with pouty face stomp over to the men's

"Shanks! Shanks! Uta cheated on the last round!! She gave me a glass of milk again!!"

"What! It's not cheating! It's to help you eat those meat!"

"LIAR! YOU DID THAT ON PURPOSE!!"

"NO I DIDN'T!!"

"okay okay kids stop that, my ear will burst into pieces.."

"Shanks tell him to shut up!"

"Shanks tell her to stop being a cheater!"

"Ahaha okay okay calm down, hey Uta, we have a upset crew fellow here so we want to cheer him up"

"Gasp! You want me to sing?? Oh shanks you like me better than this loser Aww!" She hugged him from side and he pat her

"Beck, any request?"

"Might be stupid but I do."

"Ah go on tell her the request"

"Miss Uta, can you sing a song about a girl stranded in island and their family drifted apart?..(my daughter velvet.. stranded here alone while her mother brother no where to be found and im here do nothing to help I cannot tell her yet.)"

"Oh sure but that sound boring, what about her waiting for them to comeback??? That is better or they reunite!"

"Any choice"

"Okay then! Prepare for your ears that about to hear future idol!"

Everyone seat around and she began to sing. While Vel came back to give the boxes she heard singing.

She close her ear because it was loud, she walk in to see the people inside were sleeping.

"What happened? Just ago there was singing."

"I should steal their treasures.. they're pirate after all.. and sabo ace want to be a pirate too. They need money so this pirate probably have many treasures.. okay I'll steal them.."

"Marigold.." i stopped when I heard a black hair men mumbles that. It was my mother's name.

"How.. probably just something else." I walk away from the bar and take my bag to stuff their treasures.

Only one bag is enough because I don't have strength to carry 156000 pounds. (Later on she be able to)

Back to asl flash back

"That boy.. he sure is loud that time when they argue. But I meet him together with uta two times.. last time I only speak with uta and he was with shanks. When I was with shanks he with uta. So maybe this will be my first real encounter with him"

I sneak in and saw bunch meat in his hands. I grab it from his hands and bring handful of them

"Ace I'm back"

"Where did you get that?"

"Veldy.. you stole from that place ace forbidden you?"

"Yeah."

"VELY!"

"I KNOW. He didn't woke up when I did."

"Oh yeah he's stupid."

"You're harsh. That boy look sweet.. even though last time I never really talk to him that much but he's good"

"You meet him before?"

"Yeah before he got that hat and became a rubber"

"Hat? That straw hat?"

"Uhm. Yeah. Anyway let's eat, I'm concerned for sabo's stomach"

"HEY-"

"HAHAH sorry blondie~"

End flashback.. wow that's a long flashback in a flashback 😓

Y/n remember who's shanks and Beckman was but keep it silent. She tried to not remember them especially beck but for shanks she missed him dearly

Wait nothing related to what Sanji said 💀 except for first paragraph. The whole flashback was unnecessary 😰

Here to make sure y'all don't forget 😭

Recap

He take my hand and hold it tight, I was released by the disrupting thoughts, this men help me calm down in a gentle way. I smiled and he smile back too.

"A lady is always beautiful when they smile most of time, it shows that you are strong mentally and physically. You're one lovely lady that my eyes laid upon, so don't worry about anything else as long I'm here m'lady" those words hit me in the heart, I almost let out a tear drop

I didn't realise that I was mumbling about how kind he is and how he similar to Sabo

Sanji blink awkwardly and quite confused by my random mumbles

"Y/N-Cwhan? You spaced out again.. like at whisky peak"

"Oh!!! My bad!~ my dear.. I was on deep thoughts.."

"It's okay a beautiful lady like you always have things to think about! Like when you about to get married to me!~"

"Ahaha... You're so easy to seduce by women that fast.."

"My? All women shall be treated like goddess! And I'm seeing one right now!"

"Haha ok, but you aren't forgetting the competition you have with that greeny right?"

"OH OF COURSE! NO! BECAUSE I WON'T LET HIM WIN!!" Just like that he was fired up

I giggle at his adorable motivation. But then we heard kind of scream. I look to Sanji. "Did you?"

"It's like I hear Nami chwan scream for me"

"What."

"I think I heard that right y/n cwhan.."

"Sanji-kun you are way to delusional."

He grab my waist and carry me.

"Huh?" I look behind and a T-rex was chasing us. I used to encounter scary things but T-rex only dinosaur I haven't meet yet

I held Sanji tight, feeling safe in his arms. Even though I do just fine myself.
I feel blood drip from his chin. His nose was bleeding but he had stoic face while running from the t-rex

"Sanji-kun your nose.."

"I'm fine. Just hold me tight like that"

"...Nuh uh I can sense that devious pleased face under that face."

"Y/N-Chwan please."

"I will sue you..but alright..."

After while we at wall with no where to ran. He still carry me but he look at the t-rex. He lift his foot and kick the t-rex head down to the ground.

"Damn he... Use leg.. incredible.."

"Wow sanji-kun you're amazing"

"W- WAA?~ Y/N-CWHAN SAYS SHE LOVES ME!~" He dance around like tornado while still carrying me right now.

I hug his shoulder tighter so I don't fall off of him. He was so overwhelmed by that complement.

'what a woman pleaser'

"Sanji-kun, we should head back because I don't think only our crew in this island too."

"Huh? Of course my lady is sharp at things!~"

"Ahah...ok now you can let me down, I don't feel safe if you keep spinning around while carrying me. Both of us will get dizzy."

"Ah yes of course my lady!"

After he help me to stand up I can sense someone or rather few people presences not the giants but other than the giants. Four people. They have purple aura across the tree.

Short explanation
Y/N observation haki is different from basic haki, she can smell and see aura of people from miles away but not far enough. It's first stage haki power level that she learnt herself. And can lock target location like tracking by their smell of aura colours.

"Sanji-kun. You should head back to merry maybe no one is guarding it. I will look for others"

"W- what? But my lady I have to be by your side what if another monster tries to attack you?"

My hand cover my mouth as I giggle hearty. He tilted his head genuinely concerned about the idea of splitting up

"Oh deary Sanji-kun, a women can protect herself at pinch. If the situation do turned bad I might call my charming prince to the rescue here" I caress his chin as I give him a tender peck on cheek

He gasped loudly looking like he about to burst out of joy. He happily grab the t-rex and went back to the ship's direction. Glad he know where the ship is. (Totally not mocking greeny)

After a while I lost his sight, I grab my bag rummages my things to find something.

Finally for almost six minutes I found what I was looking for, sea prism bomb. That I created specifically for my power that only I can activate the bomb powder to blow up and also I can arrange the mass of the explosion

"You already sent your underlyings to assassinates us huh Crocodile.. I will make sure to take your organisation down and have you arrested then send you to impel down. Jenny must be at alabasta port by now. I need to find a white transponder so one will suspect." I was thinking on how to get rid of the people that might be somewhere in the island.

"At this time the giant supposed to be clashing. I didn't hear another after the two ones earlier. Something is wrong. It must be the assassin's doings."

Grab my bag and head to the forest deeper. I was bit concerned about others especially Luffy. But he might be fine, since he got that crazy stamina like Grandpa garp

By that thoughts make me nervous, remembered how two years ago when I was about to get promoted he took my 'milly' as his pupil since he was interested how newbie like I am could have known about haki.

flashback

"Miss Milly! You're good at observation! AHAHHA! You reminded me of a girl my grandsons used to talk about!"

"I'm sure I'm not. and sir please do train me seriously, you can't be soft on a women. You don't need to underestimate me just because I'm a newbie"

"AHAHAH! Yeah sure you're alot like Velvet! But more mature! Do all young women this day act like this?"

"That is crude of you"

"My my! My apologies for the rude behaviour then ojou-sama! You're so precious! I wish my grandsons can be like you! Something to be proud of!"

"I'm nothing to be proud of sir."

"Okay okay Milly, my apology. I was ecstatic that there was someone that reminded me of my grandchild even though she is just my grandson friend!"

"Why do you think she precious?"

"Ace told me about her and I want to help her and maybe train her. She had exactly same reaction as you sometimes"

"Oh.."

"Welp that aside let's back to arnament training!"

"I know how to use it I just don't like feel like using it"

"What! But what if you encounter a logia users?"

"My bombs still can effect them if I was sneaky enough to set it on them"

"Ahaha well I'll just train you then! No arguments. But you can use it when you want only then"

"Fine. Basic arnament haki"

"Great that's the spirit!"

Back to y/n

After trying not to cringe at how he train me I felt something warm on my feet. I look down and a melted wax was splattered on the grass and dirts

I became cautious of my surroundings. Observing the surroundings, and once I look up I saw a big wax look like face candle. What was happening?

My head peek through the trees and saw Luffy usopp karoo fighting a girls and mens. I look at the candle and was quite surprised to see Vivi and Nami almost turn to wax. Zoro was expected make a classic pose. He is so iconic here

"What the hell is happening."

I face palmed at this turn of events. Seems like I was bit late to the scene. Also the giants were there too that took me by suprise.

'oh that's bad. Even the giants is down. I gotta think of something to distract those and help the three others on candle wax first.'

To be continued

Stay tuned next week or next two week'

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