I switch to messages and look for a number I have not seen in ages a number I try to forget but can't cm punk I click on it and start typing yes I am aware this is not the best idea but hey I am a drunken pissed off
wrestler what else can I do
Fuck you phil for everything and you tell your little midget bitch to lay off before I rip those pigtails right outta her head
Listen Phil I know your jealous because you peaked with me but baby when you dumped me I was just getting started look at me now Phil coming back still more popular than you would have ever been if not quitting like a fucking baby but what I am trying to say is I am coming for your wife so tell her to watch her back
I hit send suddenly I feel tears streaming down my face I fucking hate that man for what he did to me he ruined my life
Flashback Lottie's pov
"Please ms take your meds" I am tearing at the walls throwing chairs and tables having another episode "No fuck that and fuck you I am not doing shit" next thing I know I am knocked out and strapped to a table when I wake up memory clouded the only thing I hear is "your not leaching off me" repeating over and over in my head from Phil I swear to god if I ever get outta here I am gonna become the biggest star ever
Present time
I am shaking a sobbing uncontrollably those memories always haunt me Phil was my everything I was so naïve back then but now nobody not even Roman will hurt me I feel hands wrap around me
"shit Lottie you alright"
I snap my head up and see jey staring at me concerned I just point towards our car through the window
jey nods helping me up and guiding me through the crowd into the car.
We get in the car and I lean my head back on the window closing my eyes
"Lottie are you okay what just happened in there"
I look up at blurry version of him from my tears
"I texted him"
he looks confused for a second until it clicks "Phil"
I just nod as he grabs my phone
"you got triggered tonight that's why you were so mad right"
he ask while unlocking my phone going to my texts slowly putting all the pieces together
"Yea I never want him to see me even a little bit weak and I know he was definitely watching"
jey is the only one to know about my life after Phil and before joining the shield so he knows what I went through
"Whew Jesus if that didn't scare him or at least shake him than I don't know what will Lottie that shit was just harsh"
I chuckle a little wiping my tears away but still breathing heavy
"well I think I should go home Roman's probably really pissed"
jey looks at the time
"shit it's almost 1am we're so fucked"
I take sips of water and rest my head back on the window before I know it I fall asleep than when I open my eyes we are at my house
"alright Lottie I would carry you inside but I don't think Joe would like that"
his family calls him Joe because that's what they always knew him by but I call him Roman because that's the name he introduced his self as
"yea he probably won't appreciate that just walk me to the door to make sure I don't bust my ass please"
he nods and walks me to the door than hugs be goodnight with a kiss on my cheek
"Night girl see you for raw"
I just put a thumbs up and walk inside our house I am greeted with our dog jet
"hey baby shh daddy's trying to sleep"
I try to get him to quite down but Roman already woke up rushing down stairs worried
"oh shit there you are Lottie I was so nervous"
I drop my heels on the floor
"sorry Roman me and jimmy got a little carried away"
he look at me and raised a eyebrow
"mm sure"
I go up to him and hug him just inhaling his sent as he brushes through my hair "everything okay baby"
"it is now just had a rough day"
he pulls away than cups my cheek
"okay well let's go to bed baby"
I nod as we walk up stairs and I get outta my outfit and just into my bra and underwear than pass out
The next morning Lottie's pov
I wake and feel the other side of the bed empty Roman must be out doing something i grab my phone and start scrolling on instagram till this pops up
@romanreginswwe:the grind never stops for the goat of the wwe 💪 #wreckeverbodyandleave
Romansisdaddy:it's not fair he's too fine
Paulheymanwwe:👏👏👏
Thereallottiewwe:be right there😋
God he was lookin fine as hell I get outta bed and brush my hair out than find a gym set to wear I chose a white shirt that hugs my curves in all the right places than some biker shorts to match Roman's gonna be foaming at the mouth but as he should for posting that and not inviting me
I grab my water and head phones and walk to the elevator and see Rey and dom in there I have always liked them they seem nice "hello Mysterios"
I greet them stepping into the elevator "morning chicka"
Dom greets back by winking than receives a smack on the back of the head from Rey I chuckle a little
"chico estúpido"
he scolds that turns to me
"Apologies lotería you know kids now a days he is harmless just stupid"
I put my hands up
"no no it's okay have a nice day you two"
I walk out and into the gym it's pretty bear expect for Roman and charlotte we nod to each other than I catch Roman's eye I just wave at him that rack my weights up to do my squat I put 140 up for my warm up and start doing reps at 10 5times
I am getting close to the end of my rep when I feel Roman still starting at
me I smirk and turn my head over to Roman than walk up to the tread mill and start running on it working on my cardio I am sure my ass and boobs are jiggling because next thing I know Roman is texting me telling me to get off the machine
Roman💋:get the fuck off the machine
Lottie:why what's wrong
Roman:💋:Lottie get the fuck off and go to our room or else it's gonna be worse for you
I know I should listen but him talking like this is getting me excited I was feeling extra bratty
Lottie:make me
Roman💋: your such a fucking brat
I turn my head over at him and look back but next thing I know I am ripped off the machine and he is turning it off than grabbing my water and towel all while I am carried in the other hand I look over and see charlotte laughing I just shake my head he walk us to the elevator and he puts me down than turns me around and pins me to the wall
"you think that was funny Lottie"
I bit my lip
"just a little" he smirks than starts kissing me and sucking on my neck than he finds the one spot that makes me go crazy
"mm Roman stop what if somebody walks in"
he smirks down at me
"you wanted to dress and act like such a slut down at the gym I am suprised you care"
"Your the one who went down without me"
I playfully push Roman back but he just grabs my hands and pins them to the wall kissing me again until the door opens and hear a child's voice
"Ew ew ew do that is your room"
I push Roman off and look and see it's aj
"What punk doesn't kiss you like that must be embarrassed"
I bump her with my shoulder on the way out wiping my lip
"No I am just not a slut"
"hard to be a slut when you look 12"
I snap back as the door closes
"baby you are so hot when your mad"
Roman throws me into the room and onto the bed
"See I don't think I like this gym outfit"
I frown "what you dont like it"
he shakes his head
"no I like it but it shows off what is mine way to much"
I giggle than the next thing you know he rips my outfit off
god he is so hot I get flipped on my back and he grabs my ass than lowers himself too my pussy
"mm I just wanna taste you"
he starts eating me out
"ohh Roman fuck"
I just feel him vibrate against me "
"mmm fuck I am gonna cum"
"I should make h beg for being such a slut down at the gym"
"Roman please" my body shakes with need
"Fine cum for me slut" that's all I hear and my orgasm crashes
"I fucking love you"
I giggle than get off Roman and go and take a shower and get ready for the day I wear a white crop top with cargo pants and a grey and black jacket
I walk out of the shower and Roman is on the phone so I stay quiet and just scroll on my phone but than there is a knock on the door I get up and walk over to the door "who is it" I look through the peep hole and see the twins there
"usos" they chant like they do in the ring god they are so goofy
I open the door and let them in
Roman hangs up with phone and greets them
"what's up uce"
jey and jimmy grab the pizzia they brought with them then I see Naomi and liv behind them "heyy guys"
I smile and hug them
"hey girl we're going to the mall and we wanted to know if you wanted to join"
I look back at Roman too see if he's good with it
"it's fine baby go have fun but here take this"
he grabs his wallet and hands me his card "no I have my own money ro"
I really didn't need his money truth is I had a few brand deals coming in that would be more than enough
"Jesus can I not take care of my girl take the card Lottie"
I just accept it knowing there is no way he would let me go with out it
"Your a pain in my ass Roman"
he just laughs
"love you too text me when you are on your way home"
I just nod than say bye to jimmy and jey than we head to the elevator "so what mall are we going too"
We're all back in Tampa Florida right now beofore we drive to Orlando for raw and payback
"mm i don't know the name of it but it's the one with the laser tag inside" Naomi answer
"Ohh that one I love than one it has the best shop for ring gear"
liv exclaims jumping around the elevator "that sounds amazing I need inspo for my new character but also I kinda wanted to get a little somthing for Roman"
I say while wiggling my eyebrows
Naomi rolls her eyes
"girl you nasty but yea we got you"
I laugh Naomi has always been conservative in public but when we just us in private she the nastyest out of all of us
The elevator door opens and we get into the Uber we ordered
At the mall
"Oh look it's the shop"
we have been here for a 1 hour and liv keeps dragging us shop after shop I love liv but she is so hyper
"The ring gear one" she just nods than runs into the store
"liv wait your too short to be running off we will lose you" Naomi jokes.
See like I said too hyper we walk into the store and start browsing around I see a few outfits but nothing major I think I will stick to what I had in mind liv on the other hand though bought 4 new outfits
"Here I thought you were all original sandra is going to kill you" I joke
But for real Sandra is so serious about only her doing our ring gear
"Lottie not lying I Rember when me and Cameron got our ring gear from somebody else and she was maddd"
"Oh I Remember that, that was when I was in the sheild"
Naomi looks my way sad "Oh I am so sorry I forgot"
Sure I am still hurt by the end of the sheild but it's been awhile plus I am excited to be a single wrestler
"it's fine Naomi it's been years I am over it I just don't like Seth"
Liv crumbles her face up "ew don't even say that name I don't know what Becky is thinking"
"Right she is so sweet and to be with somebody like that is a shame" liv reply's
"Ant that right" we keep walking and I spot victors secret
"oh can we go in" Naomi and liv gesture inside
"liv stay by us don't need them thinking you a child"
Naomi jokes but liv just crosses her arms and pouts "and that's why"
I add on than walk off the find the thing I wanted to get for roman i look at a few things but than somthing catches my eye is a black strap with see through flowers on it
"Ladies what do we think of this one" I turn around and show them
"girll be careful he might get your ass pregnant in that one"
Naomi jokes while liv is behind her rubbing her hands across her body turned around pretending to be my and Roman
"okay okay you can stop now liv I am convinced"
we check out of there and walk back to our cars
Back at the hotel
We are walking down the hallway back to my room when suddenly jimmy comes out fuming
"babe let's go" jimmy tells Naomi while he is walking by us
What the fuck it's his problem he didn't even say hi
"well see ya girls" Naomi runs after Jimmy to see what happened
"I feel like I should go to seems like a family matter" liv shrinks
"yea your right thank you for today I will see you on raw okay by babe"
now let's go see what the fuck just happened I barge into the hotel room and find Roman at the head of the table and jey on the side of the table Roman looks frustrated and jey looks just very distraught
They all snap there heads to me
"What the fuck is going on joe"
Roman looks at me confused
"why are you always assuming i did something wrong I am your fiance not him" I step closer in the room
"Did I every say that no I ask what the fuck happened"
I clench my fist and they start turning white "well uce I did what we talked about I tried to join the bloodline but these morals he got going on just not right"
jey says getting out of his chair morals what the hell does jey mean
"oh my fucking god for the last time Josh it's acting"
"No putting Poeple out of careers is not acting Joe"
out of careers what the hell
"Joe what is he talking about"
Roman shoots his head to look up at me
"I will be ending Bryan career at payback but it was already planned upon and he said he was done wrestling it's just a story like write off"
"So than what's the big deal jey"
I question and step towards him
"look Lottie it's not my place but I am sorry I gotta go"
jey storms out of the room
"Well there goes my fun night"
Roman raises his eyebrow in question
"I can't tell you it will just have to be a surprise from now on"
Roman sighs than goes over to the bed
"it's been a long night come lay down"
I obey and go lay down next to him next thing we know the exhaustion takes over.