My mums have been acting weird they have been fighting a lot. mom has been staying with auntie shebahn for the past 2 days and auntie Caitlin has been over a lot.
I have ask mama what has happened but she won't tell me. I'm not ruesha and Katie's biological daughter. i was at the arsenal u10s program and Katie had an interest in me because I was a good player apparently. I was put up for adoption when I was 3 days old but the adoption never went through and I was placed in foster care.
I'm now 17 and I play in the arsenal senior team I play as a striker and defender .I'm currently sitting on a chair I new what my mama wanted to tell me but I didn't want it to be true. I was snapped out my thoughts by mama talking " Lilly I need to tell you something because you need to know ... me and ru" I know what's about to come out her mouth.
it was like slow motion " we have decided to break up " I just stair at her " did you cheat on her with Caitlin " a look of guilt goes over her face " I-I " . I get up and walk out of the room a few of the girls where standing there Caitlin been one of them she reaches out to stop me from going the rest of the girls look confused " get the fuck off me why the fuck did you do it " I get out of her grip and go to the car. and drive off I drive to the London city lionesses trying ground i park I can see everyone on the pitch they are in practice. I sit for 10 minutes then get out and go in they know me because I've been there before.
I knock on the door to see if anyone is in there when I don't get an answer I go out to the pitch the boss see me I stand off to the side she comes and stands next to me. she looks at me with sad eyes telling me she know why I'm hear " hey ... sorry I don't know why I'm hear to be honest "
" it's all good I guess you know now "
I look at the players on the pitch " what I'm I meant to do I can't look at them with out feeling betrayed she was my aunt ".
Time skip 3 weeks later
not a lot has happened except the fact that I've stoped talking to everyone. I'm now staying with Viv Beth and sometimes mom but mostly Viv and Beth. I don't want to be at arsenal anymore so I've decided to have a meeting with the managers and other's people to see what I can do to get out of here even if that means I have to go to the USA I want to get out of here I need to.
It's like I'm suffocating staying here
After the meeting ( I can't be bothered to write it )
So that was eventful for the first part of the meeting. they did want to let me go be in the end after I said I would quit football they have decided to lone me out to Gotham it's a team in the USA .
I don't really want to leave mom and to be honest I don't really want to leave mama but i need a new start a fresh slat. I want to go and be able to breathe maybe mom with follow me to the USA I don't think mama would and to be honest I haven't talked to mama I'm still angry at her but she's still my mama and I still love her.
It's been 3 week since we made the deal with Gotham. I have still yet to tell anyone I need to tell them because in 2 days it's the end of the season. then it's the World Cup so I need to tell them today but I don't know how to tell them.
I'm sitting on the pitch a bunch of the girls next to me they are all talking about the next game. the World Cup and the new signings that will happen Leah was talking about people transferring and everybody was saying who they thought would go where.
I say in a hushed tone " I'm going to Gotham " I guess it wasn't quite and Beth said loudly " your moving to Gotham !"
So been a long time sorry about that I have had writers block for a bit do you all want a part 2 what do you want to see next remember eat drink water and get some sleep until next time bye