3 months into my man city loan, halfways there. I've been performing well, I've been in the starting 11 the last 4 matchs.
My bond with the team is great but there is a bit of bad blood between me and Jill. Bit other than that it's great. Me chloe and Lauren are really close now. We've always been close due to England camp.
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One morning Jill, chloe and Lauren where gone out for breakfast but I already had some before they decided to go out for breakfast.
I was cleaning the house, singing my heart out to r u mine? By artic monkeys. Mimicking the guitar at some points.
I didn't hear the front door open, so I was in the living room singing and mimicking the guitar.
"Good to know we have a guitarist in the house?" Jill said
"She actually playing guitar" Lauren perks up
"Really?" Jill asks
"Ya she's really good!" Chloe says
"I'm not to be honest" I say slightly embarrassed
"What do you mean, your fucking brilliant" Lauren says
"I'm OK I guess" I say
"Do still even play it" chloe asks
"Sometimes ya" I say
"Do you have it with you?" Lauren asks
"Ya both of them but I'm definitely not going play them" I says shaking my head
"Oh come on yn for Jill she never seen you play it before" chloe asks
"Ya come on" Jill asks
"PLEASE YN" Lauren shouts getting excited
"Fine, fine" I say
I go upstairs to my room into the walk in wardrobe and get my acoustic guitar instead of my electric as it would take to long to set up.
I head downstairs into the living room where everyone was sat down waiting for me.
"I'm not playing like a whole song now I'm just going play a few melody's" I say
"Ya that's fine" chloe says
I played the melody's and was about to get up and put the guitar away when Lauren asks
"Have ever wrote your own song?"
"Ya I have but I don't knkw if I like it to be honest" I say
"Could you sing and play it for us?" She asks
"I mean ya but it's pretty boring" I say
"So just play it, wait when did you write it?" Chloe asks
"Like last month" I say
"Is it about someone?" Jill asks
"Ya it is" I say
"You have to play it now" hempo says
"Fine"
I start to play the melody of the song before singing
If I gave myself to someone else, would it hurt just a little less (whisper)
Maybe then id get some well deserved rest, (whisper)
If I gave myself to some else (whisper)
You chose to torture yourself,
Hung onto everything i left,
Let's give it a go
that what you said, or gimme something like you best
I never liked all the colours in this place,
No never like to wait.
And if I gave myself up to someone else it might just make it easier to forget what was said,
It wouldn't mean that I love you less, no youth is still on our side,
It's just no use to me this time,
If I gave myself up to someone else.
I miss these corners that we found,
There's certain streets I won't go down,
And though these rooms still make the very same sound, I'm not sure where I should sit down.
And if I gave myself up to someone else it might just make it easier to forget what was said,
It wouldn't mean that I love you less, and no youth is still on our side
It's just no use to me this time
If I gave myself up to someone else
No I never liked all the colours in this place,
No never like all the sounds the city makes,
No I never like to wait.
And if I gave myself up to someone else it might just make it easier to forget what was said,
It would not mean I love you less,
And No youth is still on our side,
It's just no use to me this time
And if I gave myself up to someone else.
If I gave myself up to someone else, would it hurt just a little less.
I stopped then looked up at the three of them. Each 1 of them had there mouths wide open.
"Fuck me yn that was so good" Jill says
"Thanks"
"Guess your not just a football player" chloe jokes
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I added the music and guitar part in because I might add something with that later on in the story and if you want the song it's if I gave myself to someone else by the coronas