Beam felt like the world stopped for a moment. The slender foot that stepped on the stairs stopped to turn around with a grim expression.
The young man went into his room and closed the door, locking it to collapse and sit at the end of the bed. Her parents and sister's words still echoed in her head.
- Are Phi Kan and Phi Bee getting married? Beam said softly. He felt a dull pain in his heart. The brain is completely numb.
-So when Phi Kan said that when we got back he had to deal with everything, it was about marrying Phi Bee, Beam was still thinking and processing.
Although his brain was confused, thin and trembling hands gripped the phone. Beam still hasn't called Kan to tell him he's arrived. With trembling eyes and hesitation I look at my mobile phone. I wanted to call him and ask him..
Beam's phone was still off, so he slowly put the phone down on the bed. His eyes began to warm, but the young man raised his head trying to hold back the tears. The small figure lowered herself onto the bed to curl up and support her knees.
Beam's entire body trembled until he finally couldn't control it. Tears flowed like a broken dam.
-Huh... Huh... Huh... Huh... Huh... shouted Beam. No words came out of the little mouth. The young man cried until he vomited. All he could do was stand up. Beam cried for a long time. I take the phone and turn it on. Text messages sound, but Beam doesn't
pasha. The young man immediately called.
(-Beam) Belle's voice echoes.
-... Phi Belle... help Beam... huh....... please help Beam, the young man cried and told Belle.
(-Beam!! What happened? Why are you crying? Did someone do something to you?
Tell me!! Where are you now? Oh Beam...) Belle asked a series of questions because she was very worried about Beam.
-Huh... Huh... Beam is home... Huh... Beam wants to go see Belle...hek... said Beam. At that moment, the young man needs the greatest mental dependence before seeing his own sister. But, Beam now knows he can no longer trust Phi Kan. Because now it's about
about Bee's sister Beam.
(-Calm down Beam, I'm going to pick you up I'm bringing you to my house okay?) Belle said, at least Beam wanted to be by her side right now.
-Huh... don't be too late... huh... mom and dad won't sleep yet... huh... Beam doesn't want to know... you know... huh... what Beam is kid who was used...huh," Beam said in a voice that wouldn't stop crying.
(-What is it? What happened? When Beam is ready, call me. I'm coming to get you, okay?) Belle said.
-Huh...huh...Phi Belle has to come get Beam...hek...come soon, Beam said again. Belle replied after hanging up.
After talking to Belle, Beam immediately hung up. The young man sat down and hugged his knees, his head bowed crying.
There was a sound at Beam's door, which made the young man slightly startled.
-Beam... Did you fall asleep? I have something I'd like to talk to you about, came Bee's voice. Beam hurriedly covered her mouth to stop herself from crying. Bee was calling Beam for a moment.
- I guess you already went to bed... well, I'll tell you tomorrow, he murmured once at the bedroom door. Beam heard his sister leave his bedroom door.
Beam waited for everyone to go to bed, intending to call Belle to come get him. But before he called, Beam heard the sound of a car parked in front of the villa.
The young man opened the curtain secretly, he knew it was Kan's car. Beam shivered slightly and saw his sister walk out and open the nearest door for Kan to enter.
The two stood up and spoke without Beam hearing them. Then Bee looked up and listened. Then Bee looked left and right to lead Kan to the side of the house where there is a table. Why must Phi Bee and Phi Kan do this in secret? But Beam didn't want to know
nothing.
The young man called Belle and made an appointment for her to pick him up in front of the village within 20 meters.
Beam packed some supplies and clothes in a small bag, thinking he was going to sleep at Belle's for a while. She will then find a way to lie to her parents about why she doesn't want to come home. Beam can't face his own sister. His feelings of guilt towards his older sister
they were overwhelming.
Beam slowly left the room. He knew that if he sneaked around the other side of the house, the trees could block the street lights and no one would see him. Bee and Kan were on the other side of the house. And they couldn't see either. Beam opened the door slightly but couldn't go to the other side, Beam stopped when he heard something.
Coup!
The sound Beam was sure of was the sound of someone being slapped. It came from the part where Bee and Kan were talking. Beam decided to take a look out of concern for both of them.
-Why did Phi Kan do this to him?... How did Phi Kan do this to Bee? His sister's voice said, making Beam stop on his feet and listen.
-I'm sorry Bee, I was wrong,
-Phi Kan, you know when Bee trusted Phi Kan? But Phi hurt Bee's little brother, why did you hurt Beam? The sister's words caused Beam's heart to break into piecesAnd beat violently.
Bee saying that meant Kan had to tell Bee the whole story for sure.
-Nong, that's why I came to confess to you, that's why I came to confess everything to Bee... I know Bee is very angry with me. I was also a fool to let bad thoughts control me to the point of doing something so bad to Beam, Kan said again. Beam felt pain in his chest.
All the stories that Kan made were due to a sudden mood, Beam thought in his heart with pain, because he thought that Kan had nothing to do with Beam.
That it was all because of his impulsive temper.
-So what will Bee do? Kan made Bee very disappointed. I expected a lot from Kan, but you let Bee down in the end, Bee said, making Beam understand that his older sister must love and have high hopes for Kan.
-Beam is sorry, Phi Bee, Beam is sorry, the young man could only apologize in his heart.
-Then why did you come here to talk about our wedding? Khan's voice said. Making Beam unable to listen.
The young man immediately turned his back on them and walked away with tears streaming from his eyes. Beam stifled a sob and immediately ran out of the house. Beam used Kan's parked car as cover to walk back to the front of the city.
The young man turned to look at his house again.
-Phi Bee loves Phi Kan... Phi Bee... I wish you all a happy life, Beam sorry dad, sorry mom... Beam made this decision. Beam really can not fight with
Phi Bee's face, Beam muttered softly. Before hurrying to the front of the village. Arriving at the entrance to the city, Beam looked for Belle, but could not find her.
-Beam, this way, a voice calls out. When Beam turned to look, he was stunned, getting goosebumps when he saw a family car with the body of another person sitting there smoking and looking at Beam.
"Ph...Phi Day," Beam said softly before Belle ran to Beam and led him to the car.
-Get in the car, we have things to talk about, Day said softly.
When Beam and Belle got into the car, Day immediately drove off.
And now the truth follows, will it surprise you or did you expect it?
Back to Kan and Bee.
-Yes, Bee would like to talk to Phi Kan about this as well. Bee thinks this is going to be a big problem now, Bee said in a stressed tone.
- Does Bee know? Kan asked
--Yes, I know, Phi's parents don't know when they talked to my parents. Phi Kan, how are we going to handle this? Phi Kan asked Bee to help him and Bee helped him... Huh... yes Bee, I know by helping Phi Kan making Phi Kan take a chance on his brother Bee. Bee would never have helped Phi Kan, Bee said in an angry tone.
-I'm sorry, Kan said again.
-Hey, excuse me now, what can be done? Phi Kan... Bee actually asks. Why did Phi Kan bully Bee's brother? Even though Bee promised Phi Kan to help him get closer to Beam, Bee asked him suspiciously.
Bee and Kan have a close relationship to some extent. Their parents knew each other well, one day Kan came to secretly tell Bee that he likes Beam, to which Bee didn't care that Kan likes Beam. But Kan didn't know if Beam liked men or not. So he asked Bee to pretend to be his girlfriend to find a way to approach Beam and see if Beam would be interested in men. At the time, Kan didn't really know that Beam had a secret crush on Kan.
-At the time, I was just thinking about how to make Beam my own. But when I found out that Beam liked me too, I was very happy, so happy that I was afraid, because I could see that Graf liked Beam and was trying to score points with Beam like you said. Evil has mastered me. Selfishness made me do bad things to Beam. I was afraid that Beam would be weak and accept Graf one day. Although I liked Beam, Graf had more time around Beam. So if Beam changed its mind about me, what was I going to do? So I found a way to bind Beam so that he was only mine, Kan, who was sitting on the chair, confessed in a lethargic tone.
-Phi Kan, you are very retarded, did you know? Kan didn't trust Bee's little brother at all. In fact, Bee didn't know that Beam secretly liked Kan. But, Bee knows that Beam is not greedy.
-He changes his mind very quickly. Phi Kan, however, things, more than before. You know... Bee doesn't know what to say to Phi Kan anymore Bee whined in frustration.
-Bee not only said it, Bee also slapped me, Kan tried to calm Bee's anger.
"It's very little compared to what Phi Kan did to Bee's little brother," Bee said harshly. Kan was silent for a moment. Kan didn't tell him everything to Bee.
Kan only told him that he raped Beam and forced him to have sex with him all the time. But, I didn't count any part where it hurt Beam's body or mind. Kan admits to being a violent person and very jealous when it comes to Beam. Because he was jealous he lost control.
-So...going on that journey, what was the progress? Bee couldn't help but ask.
-Phi and Beam talked enough to reconcile. But not really. I actually wanted to go back and clear everything up, confess to Bee about Beam's abuse. Then I'll talk to mom and dad about it. And then to tell Beam, All about it. Kan explained his purpose. Bee shook her head. frustrated.
-Phi kan is 27 years old, but he thinks like a child, Bee said sarcastically, but Kan was not angry.
-In conclusion, everything is a mess. Graf already knows about Phi Kan and Beam. Phi Kan's parents knew about it before Phi Kan came to confess to Bee. The cycle turns like this. Bee is also unlucky. I claim that it breaks. With Phi Kan after Phi Kan returns from taking Beam on a trip, Bee complained.
-So what should we do now? Bee asked when she saw that Kan had already confessed. And Bee probably can't go back and fix anything. Bee also blames herself for putting her baby brother through such things.
- I say that first we must oppose the wedding, answered Kan
-That's what Bee had told her parents, that Bee is not getting married, but I didn't know that you would think so too. Tomorrow Phi Kan's parents should come talk to Bee's parents again, Bee said
- So, we'll talk to them tomorrow. By the way, does Beam know about marriage? Kan asked thoughtfully.
-I shouldn't know. My mother told me when I got home, I went to the bedroom. After a while Bee went to call him, but got no answer. I think he was tired, Bee replied
Sigh
- I told him when he gets home, to call me and tell me. Why is he so stubborn? Kan asked with a groan. -Do you still dare to tell my brother that he is stubborn? You don't think Beam would
do they sound? Agh, how annoying!
he could be tired and exhausted and forgot to te
-Would you like me to come to Beam? Kan asked -No... Let's talk better tomorrow, Bee said and Kan could understand.
-So, tomorrow I'm coming to pick up Beam to go to school. Bee, talk to Beam for me, Kan said. Bee
he gave the tall figure an angry look before nodding seriously.
"Bee apologizes for slapping Phi Kan," Bee said helplessly. Kan smiled slightly before nodding. Bee went to send Kan to the car.
-Phi Kan, didn't you tell Bee that he closed the door? said Bee, as she walked over to the fence gate and found it open.
- Yes, I closed it. Uh... Or not? Kan wasn't sure, as he was only thinking about Beam.
-Let's do it, we'll meet tomorrow. Let's help each other solve the problem, said Bee
-Yes, I'm leaving, Kan said before going to the car and leaving. Bee also went back to her room.
-Beam, huk...sorry, Phi Day...huk Beam has been crying non-stop since Day took him to Belle's house and sat him down in the house to talk. Beam agreed to tell Day everything again after Belle relayed it to him earlier.
-I said it many times. If there's something wrong with you, you should tell me, look, you were so sad after all, Day said firmly.
-Calm down Day. Beam I'm so sorry about that. Besides, you still haven't recovered, are you, you have a gunshot wound, Belle asked, Beam's round, tear filled eyes widening.
-Phi Day... huk... you got shot... hmm... why? Beam, who knew nothing, so he asked
- It's about Brick. What are we going to do tomorrow anyway? Shouldn't you go to school tomorrow? Day asked in an annoyed tone.
-Beam... huk... Beam, he doesn't know... Huk... Beam wants to give up Phi Kan... Huk... but Phi Bee still sees Phi Kan's face like this. Hmm.. Beam can't help it. And if Phi kan marries Phi Bee...huk...Beam...he still doesn't know what face he is making...huk...Beam was very confused at that moment. He doesn't know how to make up his mind, and now Day and Belle are familiar with the subject.
Beam is still inexperienced in
the subject of love and how it gets hurt. That's why he doesn't have much knowledge on the matter, even if someone tells Beam to make up or give up. Beam definitely can't do it, and most importantly, Beam's mood at the time, he can't stand alone.
-Phi Belle, come talk to me. As for you, go wash your face, Day said, before Beam got up and tearfully went to the bathroom. Belle went out to talk to Day in front of the house.
-What's going on Day? Belle asked, Day took a cigarette and lit it to think about it.
"Belle... I think I'll take Beam to stay with me for a while," Day said.
-What about his studies, Beam's parents, how are we going to manage? Belle asked worriedly.
- I'll take care of it. As Beam said, Beam still can't cheer up if he still sees that guy's face, Day said in a calm voice.
-Day, won't Beam's education be affected? Belle couldn't help but worry about Beam's studies.
-Trust me, Phi Belle. Beam is like a real sibling. I won't affect my little brother's future, Day said before finishing his cigarette and throwing it away.
-I'll tell Beam too. Belle, I'll be right back, Day said as he walked to the car.
-Where are you going? Belle asked worriedly. Day smiled slightly.
-I'm going to the gym, was all he said before getting into the car. Belle frowned in confusion.
-Phi Belle...Phi Day, where is she going? Beam's husky voice asked as he heard Day's car pull away. So he went to ask Belle.
-I don't know, come on, let's go back home, Belle invited Beam into the house to rest and wait for Day to come back.
Kan, who left Beam's house, drove to his best friend's Audi and told him the whole story before returning to his house. But Kan had to slow his car down when he saw a familiar face leaning against a car that was parked in front of the fence.
-What are you doing here? Kan asked.
-Let's talk, Day said quietly, then got into the car and then drove to the end of the village, where there is a public park for the villagers that is now completely dark and silent. Kan also drove. When they got there, both Day and Kan got out of the car.
-What the? Kan approached Day and asked. Day put a smile on his face.
- Huh, a laugh was heard in his throat. FUCK!
Day's fists slammed into Kan's face. Making the tall figure sway back.
-But what are you doing?! Kan asked.
-Ask yourself, idiot! Day yelled at Kan before lunging again, this time Kan fought back as well as he wouldn't stand still with anyone hitting him so easily.
Day is smaller than Kan, but he beats him with agility and experience. This caused both to fight equally, the two punching each other until they were crawling across the grass.
-You bastard! Whore! Bang!
The sound of the two struggling and gasping came intermittently. Day was in pain from the gunshot wound. But he didn't want to stop fighting the person in front of him.
Now both their faces were full of blood, neither thought of using any weapon, although both were near the cars. Kan fell to the ground and this gave Day an opportunity to stomp on Kan's stomach until he bent over in pain.
-¡Uf!
Kan felt a knot all over his stomach, he couldn't get up. The moment he fell, he lost. Day lowered his arm, Kan felt a slight pain in his right arm. Day carelessly wiped the blood from the corner of his mouth with the back of his hand.
"I hope you know why I'm stepping on your feet," Day said firmly. Kan looked at Day.
-Beam, Kan said shortly.
-YES! You hurt my Nong. You have to suffer twice as much. I remind you, stop messing with Beam, Day stood up and pointed at Kan.
-Just a little... Beam belongs to me. What are you doing here? Kan let out a snort as he sat on the ground gasping for air as he couldn't get up due to the pain in his stomach.
Coup!
Day used his legs to brace himself against Kan's chest, causing the other side to fall onto his stomach.
-Do you still have the face to say this?!! You made Nong cry, you made him sad! Day shouted.
- I love Beam!! Kan said loudly, Making Day freeze a little.
-Huh, you said you love Beam?.... Are you sure you really love Beam? Day asked.
-Yes, I love Beam... you don't know about this shit and you hit me! Kan said. Day smiled slightly.
-If you really love Beam, that's fine. It will be easier for me to decide what to do, Day said, but Kan still didn't understand.
-What are you going to do? Kan asked, Day crouched in front of Kan..
-I will make you suffer for love. Just like Beam did. And if you really love him, you have to go through those times alone, Day said before standing up. Kan's eyebrows drew together.
-What do you mean? Kan asked curiously.
-You'll find out soon enough, Day said before walking to the car and driving off, while Kan lay down on the grass in the night garden for a while.
Then slowly, he forced himself to stand up and drag his body to drive back home. But Kan is exhausted, he was thinking of opening the door and asking for help, but he rested in the car for a while because of the pain in his arm and stomach.
Kan heard the sound of a motorcycle coming, but he didn't care because he thought that people from the city were probably going in and out even though it was very late.
A/N:- He kind of deserved his beating Kan. Although Day is bad and he also did the same thing, he couldn't help but beat Kan, You noticed Day's thinking a mafia thinking not for nothing he was one of favorite children of Kamol.
A little spoiler: Now Day is also serving his punishment of not being near the person he loves.
-Hey!! cried a surprised voice.
-The sound of knocking on Kan's car window made him slowly open his eyes and look at the mirror on his side.
-Hey! What happens? Open the door, Phi, Graf's voice called.
-Phi Kan, can you hear us? the voice of the tall figure beside Graf's body spoke again. Kan took a deep breath, then the tall figure next to Graf's body spoke again. Kan then reached out to open the door.
Suddenly!
Kan fell through the car door causing Joe and Graf to immediately pick him up.
-Hey Joe, why is my brother like this? Graf asked in shock.
-How could I know? I was with you, Joe said.
-I think you'd better take your brother home first. I'll take him. He closed the car door and parked the motorcycle in front of the house.
The driver right now will make your mom and dad notice, Joe said, so Graf shut the car off and pushed Joe's motorcycle toward the house. Joe supports Kan, spinning from left to right.
-What are you waiting for? Graf asked impatiently.
-Where should I take your brother? I've never been to your house, Joe said.
"Okay... Follow me," Graf said thoughtfully before helping lead his brother to Kan's private home.
As angry as Kan was, seeing his brother in that state made him completely forget about everything. Joe and Graf put Kan to sleep on the couch.
-Damn it Joe.... My brother is full of blood. What to do, what to do? Graf seemed to panic as he shook Joe's arm, asking for opinions.
-Graf, calm down. Joe gently shook his shoulder to remind him. Graf looked at Joe with trembling eyes.
- I'm fine, comes his hoarse voice.
- Isn't that crazy? Should I take my brother to the hospital, Joe? Graf turned to his brother, then turned to ask Joe's opinion again.
-Seeing from the outside, Phi Kan has none
major injuries. Looks like he was more of an argument. Go get a towel and put water in a basin. We need to clean up the blood first, Joe predicted as he had been hit hard enough to see how bad Kan's condition was.
- Yes, he is very bruised. If he bleeds profusely we should take him to the doctor. Graf was still uneasy. Joe brought his hand to his face before whispering in Graf's ear.
-Damn it Joe, I can do it! Graf hurried to find a towel, as Joe said. Joe turned to look.
-What are you looking at? I will die because of your cries, Kan said. -Phi Kan, seriously, where did you fight a dog? Joe asked curiously.
-You don't need to know everything, but how did you end up with Graf? Kan couldn't help but ask
-He has been at my house since late afternoon. So I brought him back because he came to see me, Joe said.
-Here he is! Graf's voice was heard. With a container that brought water and two towels.
-First I'll clean the blood off you, It's just a wound. Do you have a first aid kit? Joe asked again
- It's in the drawer under the TV, Kan said. Graf hurried to pick him up. Joe and Graf clean up Kan's bloodstains and remove his clothes. Kan allows the two boys to do it. Kan looked at Graf.
-What are you looking at? Graf asked dryly. But, his hand gently wiped the blood from the blows on Kan's arm.
-You're not mad at me anymore, right?
Kan asked bluntly. Graf froze a bit before looking at Joe who sat cleaning Kan's wound with an unmoving expression on his face.
-I'm angry...but what can I do...let you die? Graf asked annoyed. He informed Kan that Graf must have discovered something and calmed down a bit.
-Eh, let me die? Where is the dog you went to? Where is he now? You almost cried when you saw my condition, Kan pretended to joke with his brother.
Joe secretly chuckled at this.
-Why the hell are you laughing, Joe? Next time, I'll leave you lying in the car to die.