For Gear,
How are you? It's intense. I'm worried about you. I want to meet you. I wanna take care of you. But I can't go. You probably know why. You don't have to worry, nothing happened to me. P'Day did nothing to me. Sorry Gear. I'm sorry I made you suffer like this. I don't want to see you suffer like this again. In the past, I've been wrong, I've made the mistake of being weak, causing Day to interfere in the affairs between you and me. And now I'm making my brother feel sorry for what I did. Gear, what are we going to do? How can I get P'Day to accept you and our story? And if we both can't, what will happen between us? I can't think of anything right now. Our story is almost impossible. What should i do? Gear tell me...
Night.
A tall figure lying on the bed reads with a tense face because she knows how confused her lover is right now and if she lets things go on like this for too long her lover may decide to leave Gear to end it all troubles.
-Gus, get me a paper and a pen, Gear said to his brother Gus, who immediately ran to get them.
Gear writes a letter for Nott to deliver. The tall figure didn't think he would have to sit down and write a letter like this in an age where technology controls man's daily life. When he finished writing, Gear folded it up and immediately gave it to Nott.
-Please tell him it wasn't a big deal and I'll take care of it, Gear said, take care of him Nott.
The figure nodded slowly. Shortly after that, Fuu called. Nott had to leave Gear and Gus. He then promised Gear that the letter would surely be delivered into Night's hands.
-Gear, I'm going to see Four, Gus said to his brother and entered the next room where his loved one is recovering.
Gus knocked softly on the door.
Before he opened it, he found Four staring directly at the door. A wide smile appeared on his bruised face as soon as he saw Gus's face.
-Ah... Nong Gus just arrived. Stay and take care of Four for me, Four's sister's voice said.
-Where are you going? Gus asked before going to sit by Four's bed.
-I'm going to buy something for dinner, it won't take long, said Tree.
"Yeah, P'Tree, go," Gus said, smiling at Four's older sister as
she picked up her backpack.
-Oh really, Four, wait for one minute. Brother Wan comes to visit you, don't argue He is very worried about you know, Tree said. It makes the smile of Four to disappear instantly from now.
-Huh... he's worried about me, Four muttered.
Tree looked at Gus with a smile before leaving the room.
-Why do you say that, Four? Your brother is worried about you, Gus said.
"Well, there's only one older brother I don't want to worry about," Four said firmly before pulling Gus's hand to hold and lifting it to lightly kiss the back of his hand.
-Gus, can you go back and take care of Gear first? You can come take care of me later, Four said and Gus frowned.
"Okay, P'Tree asked me to take care of you," Gus said.
-But... I want you to go back to Gear's room first. And if anything happens, I'll have someone call you, Four said again.
Gus was still looking at Four.
-I think you let me go back to Gear's room because P'Wan is coming, right? Gus asked suddenly. Four paused.
-No, the tall figure immediately denied. Gus immediately freed himself from Four's grip.
- No, you don't have to lie, Four. I know you don't want me to date P'Wan What do you think of me? P'Wan is your brother plus I only consider him a brother if he really thinks of me like that nothing would happen because I know I won't like him like I like you Gus said .
He remained silent, but his expression was somewhat displeased that the small figure refused to do as he asked.
-Good!! If you want me to go, I will. If
you don't want me to take care of you, I won't I still take care of you. Because they are stupid but you are only as stupid as me, Gus said, his voice cracking frustration.
He's worried about the person he loves, he wants to take care of him, but when he sees that Four, he has this attitude and that's the reason why he doesn't want to take care of him, Gus doesn't want to see him all day, because Gus gets he feels offended, that his lover does not want him.
-Gus, I didn't mean that, Four hurriedly told his boyfriend.
-What this means? It's about you. I am very worried and take care of you. But you kicked me out like that, I'm leaving, Gus said in an annoyed tone before pretending to leave Four's room.
- Gus! Don't go, Four called hastily. Gus opened the door to Four's room.
-Nong Gus, said a surprised voice.
-Hello P'Wan, Gus immediately raised his hand to salute Four's older brother before turning his eyes to look at his lover who was glaring at Wan.
-Why are you in Four's room? Wan asked, looking at his younger brother. He still doesn't know if the two are dating.
- Nothing, I entered the wrong room. I'll go first, P'Wan, Gus said before walking out and closing the door.
Wan turned to look at his own brother.
-What are you looking for, Gus? Wan asked.
-You don't have to waste time, why are you here? I'm not dead yet, Four said in an annoyed tone as he tried to get out of bed until Wan had to stop him.
-Hey! Where are you going? are you going to the bathroom Wan asked.
In fact, he and Four had a serious fight, with the younger brother ending up beating Wan to his displeasure.
"I'm going to see Gus," Four said firmly.
- I'm going to rip your head off. Are you unable to speak nicely to your brother? Wan said
-Then why are you going to see Gus? You don't have to look for that Nong, Wan said again.
- Why can't I go see my wife? Four said.
Wan frowned slightly.
-Your wife? Did you say that Nong Gus is your wife? Wan asked to be sure.
Four smiled slightly, though his mouth was still cracked.
- Well, yes, we both meet. If you don't believe me, ask Gus, Four continued to mock his brother. A smile left Wan's mouth.
"Hey, don't worry, I'll ask Gus for sure, but you, I think you can go back and lay down well on the bed," Wan said.
-But, I'm going to find Gus, confirmed Four.
-Four you bastard, you were wrong again. Sit and talk to me first, Wan said
-What are you talking about? Four asked.
-I want to know if you had an affair with someone, so he beat you, Wan asked in a serious tone.
Four held a slight grudge for his brother's offense.
"Gear's wife's brother," Four said nonchalantly. Wan frowned slightly.
-So my parents already know? Four asked thoughtfully.
- I don't know, I didn't tell them. I just said that you were close to your midterms, so you had to stay at Gear's house to study. That's why they didn't ask too much, Wan said, because he knows that no matter how bad or rebellious his brother is little, he doesn't want his parents to have to worry about his actions. Four breathed a sigh of relief.
-Night... you can go down and eat. Our friends Fuu and Nott are also waiting for dinner, Day said to the younger brother who was looking over the balcony.
- I'm not hungry, answered Night calmly.
-But our friends were willing to come. In addition, Fuu also bought all our favorite things. We don't want them to feel bad, do we? Day repeated.
Night slowly moved from where he was sitting.
- Well, then, Night will come down, said the small figure again, before going to the bathroom.
Day looked at his younger brother with a tense face, but agreed to go down first. Soon Night came down with a sad expression on her face.
-Night, Nott immediately called his friend. Night walked slowly towards Nott.
-Night, I bought a lot of rice today. Let's eat too, Fuu said, Night nodded slightly, looking at his own brother without saying a word.
Day got up and took him (the rice) to the kitchen.
-Nott, what's wrong? Night asked quietly as she followed her brother and Fuu into the kitchen.
- We'll talk later, Nott whispered back.
-What's wrong, Nong Nott? Fuu asked as she turned to see Nott whispering something to Night.
-No, I just asked Night if he slept. I can see his eyes are swollen, Nott lied.
-That's right, red eyes, Fuu said when he saw Night's eyes which were really red and swollen.
-You can eat now, Day said softly.
So they all sat down at the dining room table. Nott and Fuu enthusiastically served food to Night the entire time they ate, but Night was only able to eat a few bites.
He sat down and played with the rice in his own plate, his eyes indifferent. Day glanced at his little brother before letting out a huge sigh of relief.
Night was still looking up. The tall figure rises from the table with his own bowl of rice.
Night and Nott were startled when Day threw his own plate in the sink and stormed out of the kitchen in frustration. Fuu himself looked at his friend and let out a sigh. Tears began to flow again as Night's small figure saw his brother's expression.
-Don't think too much, Night. Ai' Day is stressed. He doesn't want to see Night like this, Fuu said.
-Huh...P'Fuu...I'm so bad, aren't I? Does this lead to P Day being let down again and again? Night sighed.
Nott also put his spoon down because he couldn't eat either.
- No, you're not bad. You just made a mistake, but you can start over. I want Night to understand Day. Night you know he has a bad temper in front of you but behind your back
did he also sit down and cry? it hurts too much more than you, Fuu said.
-Phi, I think Night should have understood better why he behaved like that. Night and Day are brothers and they only have each other, right? In the lives of Night and Day, only his brother remains. Day was always father, Night's mother. And brother. Day is willing to do anything just for Night.
- Don't say anything... Night, if you don't want to eat, drink some milk and go up to the room first. I'll finish collecting here and bring it to you, Nott interrupted when he saw his friend's expression.
- Then Nott can take the milk to Night. I'll stay here, Fuu said quietly. Nott looked at Fuu thoughtfully, but the tall figure nodded. Nott immediately led Night into the bedroom.
"Oh Night, this is from P'Gear," Nott said, handing the letter to Night. The small figure immediately grabbed it and opened it to read.
For Night
Nothing much happened to me, Night, just a little bruise, you don't have to worry and don't be sad that I hurt myself like this for you, even if it hurts more, I'll accept it, I don't want you to think too much. I know you are confused between me and your brother. I don't want you and your brother to have conflicts with someone like me, you don't have to worry. I will make your brother accept me and be willing to look at me. Wait for me. I will deal with this as soon as possible. And all things will end well on both sides. We have to keep link.
I beg you, stop crying. tear yours hurt me more, I have to smile. Prepare to face obstacles with me. I love you Night, you I love very much Gear.
Night stood up, read the letter and the tears started to flow. Until Nott himself couldn't help feeling sorry for him
-Nott, Gear didn't have too many problems, right? Night asked his friend, his voice shaking.
-Hm, nothing much happened to him. Just a few bruises, that's all, Nott said, as Gear suggested. Night smiled through tears of relief.
-Oh Night, do you want to go to school tomorrow? Nott asked.
"I don't know, I'll have to ask P'Day first," Night said in a whisper
-Then phi Fuu and I will speak for you. You missed two days of school, Nott said.
Night nodded, before Nott left Night's room to find Fuu to talk to Day about Night's school work.
-Who said he was going to Four's room? Then why are you frowning? Gear asked as he saw his brother open the door to the room.
- I'm frustrated, idiot. I don't know what to say, Gus said angrily before hitting the couch hard.
-Ahhh... cried out, small figure of pain in the back channel.
If he walks or does something easy, he won't feel pain, but here Gus sat down and hit him with all his might, so he jerked instantly.
-Huh, well deserved, said Gear.
-I will say it again and again. You and your friend have the same personality, Gus the older brother also told him. Also, his hand was gently caressing her buttocks.
-Why did he argue with you? Gear asked.
- Well, it's stupid. They won't let me see P'Wan. Say P'Wan likes me. So he doesn't want me anywhere near his brother, Gus told Gear irritably.
-P'Wan? Gear asked back.
-Yes, answered Gus.
Gear looked at his little brother in bewilderment and laughed in his heart because he didn't think he would like Gus as a boyfriend.
*Cock Cack Cack*
The door to Gear's room rings. Before Wan's large tall figure entered, smiling with a fruit basket.
-Hello, P'Wan
Gear waved his hand at his friend's brother. Gus immediately went to get the fruit basket.
The sound of the door to Gear's room opened and Four's body entered.
-Four bastard! Who kicked you out of the room? why don't you lie down Gus suddenly yelled as the tall figure slowly entered. Wan smiled and laughed at his brother's condition.
"Well, I came to see you," Four said as he looked at his brother.
Gus looked back and forth between Four and Wan, knowing the purpose of the tall figure.
-Where the hell are you going? Gus said.
-Then why can't I come to this room? Four asked Gus looked at his boyfriend before walking away, ignoring Four who slowly walked over and sat down on the couch.
Wan turned to continue talking to Gear.
-Are you mad, idiot? Four asked the small figure sitting next to him.
Gus didn't care, he went back to get a magazine and opened it to read. But Four reached down and pulled it out of his hand, Gus turned to look at Four, wide eyed.
-Why are not you answering? Four asked.
-Then why are you asking? You should know, Gus replied.
"Well, I'm jealous," Four said again.
"But it doesn't make sense, Four," said Gus.
- The reason is that I'm jealous of you, Four quickly answered.
--What's up with you two? Gear asked.
Wan walked over to both of them, reached out and gently stroked Gus's head.
-What Four told you, Nong Gus, tell me. I'll take care of that, Wan said with a smile.
Four immediately pushed his brother's hand off his lover's head.
-You are only allowed to talk to him, your hands must not touch him, said Four shortly.
-Four! Gus turned to look at his lover.
-Why do you want my brother to touch your body so much? Well, if you want to hug and touch him, that's fine. I don't care anymore. I have no reason. I am an idiot. Who will be as good as my big brother? Yeah, you know, let Wan hit me Gus, Four said, before standing up.
- Then why are you shouting at Nong Gus, Four? Wan scolded
-Wow, talking to you is giving me a headache, Gus shouted, causing Gear and Wan to immediately turn around.
-What about you two?
- Well, I'm like that, why not? No, you don't have to say much about me. I'm not in your way, Four said nonchalantly.
At first, he intended to reconcile with his lover, but he can't help but think about it too much and become jealous.
-Where are you going, Four? Gus asked hurriedly as he saw his boyfriend trying to get out of Gear's room.
-I'm going to sleep. I'm the one who's hurt. Oh, and I don't need anyone to take care of me at all, I can take care of myself. Tell P'Tree to go back, you shouldn't come to see me. I don't want no one to take care of me, Four continued to shout before opening the door to the room.
Gus looked at him with a worried look on his face.
Gus let out a sigh
--Is it usually like this P'Wan? Gus turned to ask Wan.
-Gus, you have to understand, he is the youngest child in the house. So he is like that. When all the brothers and sisters get together, he is prouder, Wan said.
-Dude, you can go back to being a kid, Gear said jokingly about his friend.
-So where are you going now P'Wan? Gus asked.
-I think I'll have to go home. I don't want to see that idiot right now. I'll hit him, Wan said.
-Oh yeah, I'll walk you to the front of the room then, Gus said before leaving Gear's room.
Leaving, the two stood in front of Gear's special camera.
-Uh... P' Wan, Gus said to his brother
to his lover.
-What happened? Wan replied.
-Uh... Wan, you know, right? Why is Foyr like this? Gus asked. Wan smiled slightly.
- I know, why wouldn't I know? You and he fought about it, Wan said. Gus was a bit still.
-Uh... and P'Wan... Uh... Gus didn't know how to start asking because he was afraid of the tall figure in front of him.
-You're going to ask me if I have any opinions about us, like Four said, right? Wan asked. Gus was a little embarrassed but nodded slowly.
-If I tell you that I think so? What are you going to say? Wan replied. Gus immediately looked in shock at the person in front of him.
-P...P' Wan, Gus said Wan's name awkwardly.
-Hahahahahahahaha, Wan's laughter sounded, but not very loud.