Me and katie have been getting on really well now. I'm still sharing a house but I'm also sharing a bed now with her rather than sleeping in the spare room, but I much prefer Katie's bed with Katie I won't lie. Me and katie we are actually going out, we aren't girlfriends, I suppose we're friends with benefits but more than benefits, but still friends. We've had a few arguments and fights but we got through them.
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I got a call from Jonas lastnight telling me to come into the training ground today. We don't have training today so I'm quite nervous.
"I'm going to head to the training ground now, see you later" I say to katie
"Bye, smell you later!" She jokes
"Fuck you" I say
"OK but later" she winks
"Your a dickhead" I say leaving the house
I'm just after pulling up to the training ground now. I take a deep breath before getting out of my car. I make my way to Jonas' office, praying its nothing bad.
"Hey y/n! Come in and have a seat" he said welcoming me
"Hey Jonas, how are you?"
"I'm good and yourself" he asks
"Nervous" I say
"No need to be" he reassures me
"Well let's just get to it" he adds
"Ok"
"So yn, I know you wont want to hear this but..." he pauses" were putting you on loan" he adds
"O-oh" I stutter
"I'm sorry it's just for the best, your not getting enough game time here and we know you should. Your a great player yn that's why we want you to go on loan to prove everyone you are a great player" he perks up
"Ya I see" I say
"Where am I going" I add
"Man city" he replies
"OK" I take a deep breath
"How long" I add
"The rest of the season" he says
"So 6 months" I pause "not as long as I thight it would be so that's a relief" I add
"I'm sorry yn, I really am. I judt want you to prove everyone wrong, and to prove me right... to prove that you are the best player in the wsl even the champions league" he spits out
"Thanks Jonas... I will be coming back right?" I ask
"Of course you are, I want you here. And no one on this team wants to play against you and I don't either. Especially when we can be playing with you"
"Thanks again Jonas"
"No problem yn and again I'm sorry" he says
"It's OK I get it" I reply
"Your free to leave" he says
I get up out the chair, thank Jonas and leave to my car.
I get into my car, close the door then let the tears flow. I can't help it leaving the club if my dreams, and the best players in the world. Not only am I leaving the club of my dreams, I'm leaving the girl of my dreams.
I take a deep breath to compose myself then began to drive back home.
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And I get out the car, before I go into the house I take another deep breath to composed myself for when I tell katie
"Katie?" I shout as I open the door
"Ya?" She replies from the kitchen
"I got some news..." I pause as I make my way to the kitchen
"Good or bad?" She asks
"You'll have to sit down I think" I say
"OK? I'm guessing it's bad" she says with worry in her voice
Katie sits down on the island counter, looking at me wanting to know what the bad news is.
"OK so..." I pause and take a deep breath "I'm going on...a-a loan" I eventually add
"What?" Katie speaks up
"Ya" I say with tears in my eyes
"No no no no that not right? That's not right at all! What is Jonas thinking!" She says getting frustrated
"Katie calm down" I say
"No I won't calm down yn!" She raises her voice
"Katie it's not my fault I'm going on a loan, so stop getting mad at Me!" I shout at her
"I know its not your fault!" She groans with frustration "I-I just d-dont understand why j-jonas would put you on loan" she stutters with tears forming in her eyes
"Oh, katie. It's going to be OK, your going to be ok" I reassure her
"I won't be ok. I can't be ok" she says
"Why?" I ask
"Because you wont be here yn" she says
I just go up and hug her, she let's the tears flow. We stay like that for a while
"Where are you going" she asks
"Man city"
"Atleast you'll still be in the wsl and we can still see eachother outside of thw wsl too" she says
"Ya that's a good thing" I say
"When do you leave" she asks
"In 2 days" I say
"Oh that's sooner than I thought" she adds
"I know katie" I pull her back into a hug" I know" I add