Lisa POV
"What?!"
{Oh my, this is so embarrassing. She already saw me almost naked}
I was so surprised that I dropped my hands on my side, and it exposed my body to Jennie.
I'm not wearing a bra yet, but it's a good thing I brought undies, and I already wear it inside my robe.
I immediately covered my body and asked her,
"I-I mean, are you serious, Jennie?"
She was still in shock, looking at my body, but blinked two times when I asked her. Then she said.
"YES! I-I mean. Yes, I want to."
{Why so sudden Jen?}
It made my eyes half-lided as I went to sit next to her, and I asked,
"Why do you want to be my surrogate, Jennie?"
Then she answered,
"I love.."
It excites me, hearing that to her, but she paused for a while, and it frustrates me the longer it takes for her to answer, so I repeat her answer,
"You love.. what Jennie?"
{Oh, please say that you love me too, Jennie. Right here and now. I will carry you to church so I can marry you today. Nini}
The name surprised me
{Nini? Where did that come from? It's cute, though, and it fits her cuteness}
Then she repeatedly replied,
"I love to help you, Lisa. You helped me before, and now I want to help you."
I just said,
"Ohh. I get it now."
It disappoints me, but somehow, deep inside, it makes me happy
{At least my dream of Jennie to be the mother of my child will come true. It's just that it's not because of love but because I helped her before.}
She's just returning the favor.
{If she's just returning the favor, wouldn't it be so much for her, bearing my child?}
Jennie POV
I really love Lisa, and I want her to be happy.
I know having a baby will make her happy, and I want to give it to her.
I want to be the mother of her children, too. I want to feel her baby inside of me and share our baby.
Now that I'm sure I love her, I don't want anyone else to conceive her baby that she's been wanting to have.
Because it would definitely make me jealous, seeing her taking care of another person carrying her baby.
I want to feel her care. I want her to take care of me once I conceive our child.
I never thought I would want to have a baby as early as now and out of wedlock. But feeling the loss of those three little angels broke my heart as if they were my children.
And now that I know I love Lisa and she really wanted to have a baby, I want to be the one to give it to her.
I don't want her to choose a surrogate again to bear her child.
I had never loved like this before. I have loved Taehyung, but it never comes to me to give my all to him like I do now to Lisa.
Call it crazy but I am really crazy in love with this duckie. So, without hesitation, I ask her. I just hope she will let me.
Lisa POV
"Are you sure you want to be my surrogate Jennie?"
I ask her again, and she smiles while nodding.
{I would be a total idiot if I would let this chance go by. And she is so cute with her gummy smile. I could watch her smile the whole time}
But then she suddenly asked me,
"Lisa, why didn't you offer me becoming a surrogate when I needed money?
{It's because I love you, and I don't want to force you, Nini.}
But instead, I said,
"In surrogates, I don't need to have a connection. I can just have my baby with her, and then we can part ways that make my baby is only mine. But you are different, you are my friend. Why would I want to lose connection with you?"
She just nodded, I paused because I thought I saw a bit of sadness in her eyes but in a while smile again, then I continued,
"I guess I just want an instant, mommy, Jennie."
She was so confused when she looked at me and said,
"Oh, are you hungry now? I will call Mr. Won to ask the maids to prepare you some ramyeon then. What is it that you like, chicken or beef?"
{Omo she got it all wrong, she thought of an instant noodle. Omg! I love her innocence}
She was about to stand up, but I held her arms to stop her. I just chuckled and explained,
"I mean an instant Mommy not a mami-- a surrogate mother to conceive my child."
An O forms on her lips, she again sits, and nods. Then I continued explaining,
"I plan this for my future family. Should I find the love of my life, and if she's willing, that baby will be our prized possession. But since I can't have Her 'yet,' at least, I have my baby with me. So Jen, are you really willing?"
{To be the mother of my child and be my wife? But I guess I'm already late to your heart. But at least I can have my baby with you}
I saw her gummy smile again and said,
"Yes Lisa, I'm really willing to be your instant, mommy."
Jennie POV
{Your instant mommy for now, Lisa. But I will make sure you will love me and I will be forever the mother of your children. Your babies will be our babies. They will be our prized possession. You will never let me go.}
Then I heard her ask,
"Jennie, how about your boyfriend or soon to be husband? Won't he be angry that you will have a baby that isn't his?"
I smiled at her, and I told her,
"I have no boyfriend, Lisa."
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A/N
Sorry, guys. I'm still sleepy. I didn't copy and paste it completely. ✌️💗