Venge's rut took 3 days and so am I and the last day of his rut, We both got drowned by pleasure and lust that we even knotted at alam kong pagsisihan ko talaga yun.
And I have a 100 percent sure nabubuntis ako nito at hindi nga ako nagkamali. Halos murahin ko si Venge pagkatapos ang nangyari and now how can i fucking walk? Hindi ako nakapagtrabaho ng tatlong araw dahil s sakit ng balakang ko at ng hita ko punyeta talaga.
I really hated when Venge is on rut!! And now parang tangang nakangisi habang nagluluto letche tong pakshet nato!
Inis ko siyang inirapan nang tumingin siya saakin. " Tangina mo nakakairita ka!" tumawa pa siya kaya mas lalong nag init ang dugo ko sakaniya.
" Aga aga nagsusungit ka na naman."
" Tangina mo ba?"
" Joke. Hehe." Hindi ko na din mabilang kung ilang beses ko na siyang inirapan hindi ko din alam kung bakit mainit ang ang dugo ko sakniya nakakairita kasi eh!
Days passed or rather weeks passed at sumasama lalo ang pakiramdaman ko. Minsan din ay naiirita ako kapag nasa tabi ko lang si Venge kahit na tahimik siyang nagtatrabaho ay pinag iinitan ko.
Naiinis ako sakaniya kahit paghinga niya ay badtrip ako.
Ilang araw ang nagdaanan ulit at nabalitaan ko nalang ang tungkol kay Lawrence at Axl. Axl has nowhere to be found kaya kahit ayaw ni Venge na pagtrabauhin ako ay ginawa ko pa din.I atleast need to help them right?
And it didn't disappoint me. They found Axl and things got much more better na. Pinalilihian ko na din si Louis kaya laging umiiyak kapag bumibisita ako sa bahay nila.
" Dada! Tito pinched my cheek again!" Rinig kong reklamo ni Louis kay Axl kaya natawa ako dahil cute na cute ako sa bata. Maya maya na din ay dumating si Venge para sunduin ako mula sa bahay nina Lawrence hinalikan ko pa at pinisil ulit ang pisngi ni Louis kaya kumukunot ang noo nito at nakasimangot na saakin ulit.
Axl is 3 months pregnant at hindi pa gaanong malaki ang tyan niya at nakakapagbisita na din sa akin.
I'm near 4 months kaya hindi na ako masyadong nakakalabas ng bahay but one thing I observed during my stay with Venge. I don't know when did it start but Venge is somehow i mean kinda avoiding me? Late na din siyang umuuwi at maaaga pa siyang umaalis. Nakakairita man pero anong karapatan ko?
I'm just carrying his child and mated with him. Do i like him? I'm not sure, my pregnancy is acting up whenever he is near.
I see, I badly wanted his attention pero inuuna niya ang trabaho niya.Gusto ko siyang awayin gustong gusto.
The next day, Axl came at kinamusta ako. We both enjoying each other's company. Tinanong ko pa bakit hindi niya kasama si Louis ay tanging sagot nito saakin ay nasa kompanya siya ng Ama at mas gusto daw dun kesa sa mapisil ulit ang pisngi niya.
" Ayus ka lang?" Axl asked. I smiled bitterly and nodded. " I am."
" No you don't." Do I?
" That's how I look when I misses my Alpha. Coz you know in pregnancy, our cub in our tummy usualy seeks his father's presence. Maybe your child wanted to feel his father's touch."
" I..Hindi pa umuuwi si Venge last week pa."
" What? Eh laging nasa office siya ni Sin." I stayed quiet. So he's avoiding me?Paano na ako? paano na anak namin?
" Are you really okay?" He asked again hindi pa ako nakakasagot at ramdam ko na ang pagtulo ng mga luha ko.
" Hey! masama sayo na umiyak nararamdaman ni baby yan.." gusto kong matawa ng makita kong unti unti na ding umiiyak si Axl.
" Why are you crying too?"
" Hindi ko alam.Umiiyak ka eh"Axl is pregnant too that's why..
Natigil lang kaming pareho at inaya niya akong lumabas. Mas okay na din kasi ang palakad lakad kapag buntis.
We decided to walk sa mga park at nag usap ng kung ano ano at nakwento niya din kung paano sila nagsimula ni Lawrence and Believe it or not , I'm jealous. Sana ganun din si Venge saakin and after One hour of walking ay saka lang ulit kami bumalik pero natigil kaming pareho dahil nandito sa labas ng bahay ni Venge si Doktora.
" Who is she?" Axl asked me.
" The doctor who helped para bumalik ala ala ko."
" Oh? Then anong ginagawa niya dito?"
" Di ko alam." Pagsagot ko. Pareho namin siyang nilapitan.
" Doc?"
" S-shua? A-anong ginagawa mo dito?"
" Ako dapat nagtatanong niyan. What are you doing infront of Venge's house? this" I pointed at my tummy. " This father's house."
She parted her lips and just smiled before shooking her head.
" Oh. I told yoy we're acquaintance pero parang wala siya so, pasabi kay Venge nagpunta ako dito."
" Wait." Natigil siya ng magsalita si Axl sa tabi ko.
" What? " taka siyang tumingin saamin.
" May sasabihin ka ba kay Venge? Kami na magsasabi." Sometimes i didn't know what's running through Axl's mind. He play brain games with someone ng hindi mo nalalaman.
" Ah no. Ako na magsasabi." She answered and leave the house.
Gabi na ulit ng makauwi si Venge. It's a good thing na na nachambahan niya ako sa kusina na nagtitimpla ng gatas.
" thirsty?"
" Obviously." I rolled my eyes. Kitang kitang gusto kong uminom ng gatas magtatanong pa siya. I heard him chuckled and went behind my back bago ako yakapin.
" I miss your scent." He whispered at dinampian ng halik ang exposed shoulder ko. I glared at him bago umirap at uminom nalang ng gatas.
" Did someone came here while I'm gone?"
" Meron yung doktora tsaka sinamahan ako ni Axl maghapon bakit?"
" Nothing. " I heard him took a deep sigh bago ko maramdaman ang paghaplos niya sa umbok na tyan ko.
" The child is growing." Ramdam ko ang pagngiti niya sa balikat ko kaya hinayaan ko nalang siya.
" Bitaw. Inaantok na ako."
" Fine.."
" Tsaka maligo ka angbaho mo" Pag irap ko sakaniya bago tumaas sa kwarto at sinara ang pintuan rinig ko ang pagbukas nun ,sumunod pala agad siya.
Hindi ko na siya kinibo at ilang minuto lang ay ramdam ko na ang paglubog ng kama.
I felt his arms wrapping around me at bumababa iyun sa tyan ko. He's drawing circles and i relaxed.
Maybe Axl what said earlier is true.
" Good night, Shu." I felt his lips pressed against my forehead bago siya tuluyang humiga yakap yakap ako.
I couldn't understand. Ang weird ng nararamdaman ko maybe because of pregnancy hormones.
The other days and months came and I just realized how i really felt whenever Venge is around.
I don't know how to say it or explain how ,when or what. And all I know is , I can finaly admit it to myself that I like Venge.
Pero wala akong lakas loob para sabihin yun sakaniya. I don't know if he likes me too or what. Mixed signals, Venge never told me those three words whenever we're doing the deed.
Ang palagi niyang sinasabi ay sakaniya lang dapat ako,All his, his omega and his mate. He keep repeating same words until we both feel satisfied because sometimes I'm craving for him nag iinit ang katawan ko at kailangan ko siya.
I was on my way home when I saw a unfamiliar black parked infront of Venge house. Kasama ko si Axl nagtaka pa ito bago ako sinamahan sa loob ng bahay. He stayed at the sala kaya dumiretso ako sa taas para kunin ang folder na hindi ko pa pala naibibigay kay Lawrence kaya si Axl nalang ang nagdala. Axl gave birth early. May isang buwan na pala siya bago ako nabuntis ni Venge.
I stopped at the midway when I saw doktora sa taas na parang hinihintay ako.
" Dok—" I couldn't finished my word when she slapped me.
" Bitch! Mang aagaw! Venge is my alpha! He's mine! Mang aagaw ka!" She screamed. I lost for words. What?
" What ?" Hinawakan ko ang pisngi ko na sinampal niya at kunot noo ko sitang tinignan.
" Dahil sa Tanginang batang nasa sinapupunan mo na yan! Venge refused to see me! We'll it's better na mawala yan kesa tuluyan na akong kalimutan ni Venge. And oh. I'm also carrying his child." She said. Akma niya akong itutulak ng naitulak ko pa siya kaya bumagsak siya sa sahig pero agad din siyang nakatayo at inabot ang buhok ko at hinila yun.
Napahawak ako sa tyan ko at naghahanap ng pwedeng mahawakan dahil maling pag atras ko lang ay mahuhulog ako sa hagdan.
" Bitch! bitch!" I gained my strength and finding a gap so that i could push her. No.
I'd rather kill you that to let you kill my child. "
" Sharmaine!" It's Venge voice. I didn't push her but she pushed me. I didn't know what happened. Naging mabilis ang pangyayari dahil ramdam ko ang paggulong ko sa hagdan.
" OH MY GOD! SHU!!!"
" FUCK! "
" FUCK YOU! VENGE FUCK YOU!" I heard Axl's cursing.
" Fuck You! You actually chosing to save her than chosing to save your omega and your child?! Tangina mo!"
" Ahh! masakit! Venge masakit!" My vision started to blurr but all i can see is blood. A blood. And everything went black.
..
And with just that. When I woke up I'm expecting Venge was there but si Axl lang. Axl felt sorry and crying tellung me how sorry he is.
" Why?" Then the doctor came and announced that my child didn't make it. My baby died. Shishi Died. Because of Venge and that doctor.
" The other twin died and the other one survived but... it's critical. "
It didn't sink in at first bago ako umiyak at nagmakaawa kay Axl. I begged Axl to help me to get away from here to leave. I begged him ,beg him and beg for more.
I begged him to fake all the records that the twins died. I know it feels so wrong sa side ni Axl but I couldn't think straight.
With the help of Axl and Khirro. I manage to get out of here. I manage to leave the Philippines with my daughter.
Her twin didn't survive but I will treasure my daughter kahit mas pinili ni Venge ang doktor na yun. That sly fucking bitch!
This time I'll fucos on my own. Forget my feelings at ilaan ko nalang lahat sa anak ko. Me and my daughter, Nue.