•Matteo Rossi•
(with a little bit of mature content. NOT all the way, just a tiny bit)
It took me a while to register what Aria had said to me, 'like when Laura was growing up and I would always take care of her. No one else would want to take care of us so I did it for her'. When I did come to terms with it, I couldn't get it out of my head. What did she mean no one would want to take care of them? What about their mother? I just met her yesterday and she seemed genuinely concerned at Aria's illness.
And what about their father? Aria has never mentioned him. To be fair, before yesterday, we had spoken maybe 4-5 times and she had not mentioned either of her parents. As of now, it feels weird asking and even if I did, I don't want to pry and force her to tell me anything.
I'm not just scared about how I will treat her, I am also scared of how she will treat me. I know she said she wants someone who is sweet, caring, and genuinely loves her, and I know I care for her, but I don't know if I can love her. I have only ever pursued someone romantically one time and she cheated on me. And we were not far enough into knowing each other for me to love her. But ever since then, a question which has constantly been in my mind is if I am even capable of loving. I have never let myself get close to anyone or had the opportunity to, but now I do and I do not even know if I can.
She also told me that she is 'too broken' for the future she wanted, as well as saying that she thought we were moving too fast. I do not particularly agree with that, but if she wants to go slow then we will. But as for being 'too broken', what did she mean by that? How many boyfriends has she had in the past? And how had she been treated by them? Or how had she been towards them? I was going to figure it all out one day, but for now I just wanted to experience this feeling that Alessandro described as having a crush. That is such a stupid name for it.
As for my track record, I know she deserves better than someone who doesn't know how to love. But if she wants better, then I will become better. I will become her idea of perfection even if everyone else thinks I am the farthest thing from it. For her. It's not like people think I am anything close to perfect even now.
Before now, I have always thought of feelings to be useless but now I see why they hold so much power. More than what I have.
People fear me because they know I hold power. As of now, everyone just knows me as the CEO and company owner of La Società Rossi. Even Interpol knows me as that, they have no clue who I actually am. My file is completely different from the mafia file. Everyone thinks I am the nice guy who gives and gives to everyone, but they also know I can take anything I want, and demolish their lives within an instant. That is why I am feared. Which is why it is so weird to me that Aria never seemed that way towards me. I assume she knows who I falsely am and the power I hold but her behavior so far has shown the opposite. That I am just some random guy with money.
I like that though. She doesn't know the reputation I hold, she can get to know me with no one else's judgment. She can form her own opinions and I can be myself without having to talk about business. But I have to be careful around her and not let anything slip about the true nature of my business.
I do not like that I am withholding the truth, but it is a lie for the better. So that we can live peacefully without any of that getting in the way.
At least that is what I am telling myself.
Her cat is laying down next to her sleeping, but it wakes up and crawls over to me, using my wrist as a pillow. From the same hand that is still holding Aria's.
I heard the door open so I looked up and I saw mamma walking in with a basket. "Where is she?" she asks as she looks around the room, analyzing the situation. "Is that her?"
"Yes, mamma but she is asleep. How did you know we were here?" I ask.
She sighs. "Well I came to visit you and I was told there was someone in your office, so I went up there and only found Alessandro. He told me you were here with your girlfriend because she is sick, so I thought I would bring something over." she explains, making me sigh. Alessandro needs to learn to keep his fucking mouth shut.
"She just feel asleep not long ago because Dr. Moretti gave her more medicine. Can you come back later?" I ask and she nods, smiling at me.
"Of course." she leaves the basket and begins to walk out. "She is beautiful, figlio." she says before walking out and closing the door.
I look back over to Aria, seeing her sleeping so peacefully. "I know." I mumble to myself, admiring her.
She is so beautiful.
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After a 2 hour nap, which allowed me to answer some emails, I feel Aria starting to wake up, so I look over to her. Her hand leaves mine and she rubs her eyes with it.
"Good morning, melodia." I attempt to say sarcastically as it is already past noon, but my Italian accent messes up some of the letters. She chuckles for a bit before sitting up and picking up the sleeping kitten off of my arm.
"Yes, it's good morning, carino." She says, trying to correct me, but she messes up on the same parts I did. "Cazzo." she mumbles under her breath, making me laugh.
"How do you feel?" I ask her.
She shrugs before placing the kitten on her lap and twisting herself to pop her back. "A lot better." she yawns. I switch beds to be closer to her and I can see her facial expression change, but not in a bad way.
I laid down facing her and she did the same to me. We just laid there staring at each other, I was admiring her once more. Her light brown eyes, her rosey cheeks and pink lips, she's just so gorgeous.
"Melodia?" I called out for her.
"Mhm?" she hums and I scoot closer to her, bringing her closer to me by pulling her waist. My eyes lingered across her face, landing on her lips once more.
"Can I kiss you?" I blurted out. She seemed to be in a daze. She was staring at my lips as if they were her main distraction. She nodded softly at me, so my hand which was previously on her waist made its way up and I grabbed her by the throat, pulling her in.
Her lips met mine in the most intoxicating kiss and I couldn't hold back. I went in for another, and then another, and before I knew it, my tongue was inside her mouth and we were both fighting for air, but we could not let go.
My hand went from her throat to her hair, holding her to me. I felt her hand go down and rub over my crotch, starting to move around. I started to get hard and moaned into her mouth but then reminded myself we're in a hospital and she's technically still sick.
I reluctantly let go of her to find her eyes slowly opening, looking into mine. "You're still sick, melodia. We can't do this now and you shouldn't start something you can't finish."
She rolled her eyes at me with a small smile. "Technically I can finish it now, you just don't want to let me." she replied. I could see the smug smile tugging at her lips and I wanted to kiss her again.
"Because you're sick." I reminded her and she giggled.
"I may have been throwing up for the last two days, but my hands still work perfectly fine. Also, you were just making out with me two seconds ago, so I don't think you have any problems with my mouth being on you." She whispered to me as if there were someone else in the room and then she giggled. This girl is going to be the death of me.
I still think we shouldn't, especially if she doesn't feel like it. Just four hours ago, she was throwing up and had a fever. She probably still feels sick. "My mom or my siblings or even your sister could walk in at any moment." I told her.
"Then we can go into the restroom. If they walk in, we can just say I felt sick again so we were in there. It already started and you're not good at hiding it at all." She gestured down to where you could see the bulge in my sweatpants and I groaned. She wasn't wrong.
"Alright but you asked for it." I said, picking her up of the bed after getting up.
She giggled. "Actually, you're the one that asked to kiss me." And I kissed her to shut her up. She giggled once more into the kiss and cupped my cheek.
I set her down on the floor once we reached the bathroom and she immediately reached into my sweatpants. I groaned as she gripped my cock in her hand and began stroking. I leaned down, beginning to place kisses all over her face and neck, then staying focused on one spot, leaving a mark on her.
A mark that every time she looked in the mirror, would remind her of me.
She began stroking faster, placing a kiss on my cheek as I focused on her neck. I whimpered into her ear as she gripped me with one hand and began pulling my sweatpants down with the other, my underwear following.
After I left another mark on her, she very slowly got on her knees in front of me. She looked at my cock one last time before taking me in her mouth. I groaned loudly before putting my hands in her hair, making a ponytail out of it. "Fuck, just like that." I groaned. She moaned around me as she began bobbing her head up and down.
She licked the tip, both of her hands taking care of what her mouth couldn't. I looked down at her to see her already looking up at me. We made eye contact and that made my thoughts to wild. Her eyes were filled with tears as she had me in her mouth, going up and down on me. Her tongue would occasionally move around, circling and teasing the tip.
I was moaning consistently as she moaned around me. I thrust my hips forward as I hit the back of her throat. Her hands gripped me and I couldn't help but whimper.
I needed to come as soon as possible. "Fuck melodia. Fuck, fuck." I mumbled, over and over, not being able to say anything else. I was twitching inside her mouth and I knew she could tell I was close.
She pulled me out of her mouth for a second and said one word. "Come." And that was all I needed. She quickly wrapped her lips around me again and let her hands keep going. I released into her mouth with a loud groan. Still on her knees, she looked up at me, right in my eyes, and smiled as she swallowed everything.
I picked her up off the ground, shoving her against the wall and then sitting her on the counter, my lips automatically finding hers. She moaned into my mouth and then my lips went down her neck, leaving a third mark. I don't know if it's possible, but her skin looks even prettier with my marks all over it.
I fixed my clothes, my mouth never leaving her, and then I grabbed her. Pulled her all the way to me so she couldn't move. I reached between her thighs and began rubbing slowly. She let out a small huff of air, followed by a moan. I bit her neck in a particularly sensitive area as my hands reached into her pajama pants.
"Let's pull these down melodia. Wouldn't want to get them dirty." I whispered into her ear before pulling back a bit to pull them down. She was in a daze. Her mouth was slightly open and her hands were gripping my arms. I lifted her off the counter, pulling her pants and underwear down to her ankles before placing her back. I grabbed her thighs that had previously been touching and spreading them as far as I could.
My mouth found its way back to her neck as my fingers found their way down. My thumb found her clit and began rubbing in small but quick circles. She was already wet which made it even easier. She was breathing heavy and squirming in my arms. My middle and ring fingers found their way to her entrance and went in. Her hands were around my neck, her fingernails digging into my skin.
I slowly thrusted my fingers in and out of her, making her beg for more. "Please.." she whimpered.
"Please what, melodia? Use your words, la mia ragazza perfetta. Tell me what you want." I say. (my perfect girl).
She whimpered and gripped my arm, letting out a loud moan before saying a "You. Please. Faster." I chuckled at her request.
"I have something better." I whispered to her. I curled my fingers inside of her, finding her g-spot easily. She let out a small scream as I kept my fingers like that, but circled them around a little bit, starting to thrust again but teasing that same spot while my thumb stayed on her clit.
Her head was thrown back as my nose and mouth explored the exposed skin on her neck. I bit a small spot and then licked over it, all the way up to her mouth, then plunging my tongue in. With my other hand, I brought her head back up as she began kissing me back.
She was so wet before I even started, her walls were clenching around my fingers and a few seconds later, without warning, she was coming on my fingers. I was not stopping until I was fully sure she was done. "That's it, ragazza bella. Come for me." I groaned into her ear. (beautiful girl)
She let her head fall forward and I nibbled on her neck, before pulling my fingers out of her. I lifted her chin up and let her watch as I put them in my mouth, tasting her.
I found a towel and used it to clean her properly, and then stood her up and fixed her clothes only to find another mess beneath her. "Look at that, melodia. Needy girl, you made a mess all over the counter." I said, lifting her chin so she could look at me. She blushed profusely and I chuckled at her. Who is this shy girl and where is the talkative one who was begging for me a few minutes ago, always seeming so outspoken? "Go lay down again, melodia. I will clean this up and I will be out soon to lay down with you." I instructed and she nodded before placing a small kiss on my cheek and going back out to the room.
After cleaning up, I went back out with her to find her taking pictures of her and her cat on my phone. I laid down next to her, only to be the next victim in her photography spree. "You're pretty." she tells me with a soft smile on her face.
"Oh yeah? You think so?" I ask and she nods.
"Mhm. Your eyes and your dimples. I don't know a lot of people with pretty green eyes like that." she says. I hum in response and pull her close to me, her warmth feeling necessary for any kind of comfort.
"Let me take you on a date, melodia." I blurt out and she smiles.
"Was the head that good?" she asks, a mischievous smile on her face. I laugh with her and pull her closer, placing a kiss at the top of her head.
I sigh before replying. "You have no idea. But that is not what this is about. I really like you, Aria. And I want to get to know you better." she blushes again and let's her arms wrap around my neck.
"I really like you too." she says.
"So date?" I ask and she nods.
She is so beautiful.
•••••
that was not planned like at all but i don't think anyone's gonna be complaining about it 🤷♀️ so i hope you enjoyed that hospital smut.
bye bye
~elle 🌸