-at the kims house.
once the three got to the kims house chan helped seungmin out the car and into the house, as chan was helping seungmin upstairs to the bathroom mr kim said he was going to be making something to eat, chan said okay and finished helping seungmin up to the rest room, once there chan slowly placed him down on the toilet
chan: you take a shower, ill wait in your room okay?
seungmin just nodded as chan kissed his forehead and left the bathroom closing the door leaving seungmin in there.
seungmins pov-
once chan left i got up and stood in front of the mirror. i felt disgusting, nasty, dirty. fucking awful. i could have fought him off. but i let him. i fucking let him, i broke down crying as i took my clothes off. everything hurt. my body, my face, just everything. once i got in the shower i cried harder as the water hit my body. i wanted to die on the spot, i washed my hair first then started washing my body. i scrubbed and scrubbed my whole body. i still felt his hand touching me all over. i hated it. so much. i scrubbed and scrubbed none stop.
end of seungmins pov-
seungmin kept washing his body, over and over again. afterwards he just sat down crying and crying as the water hit him, he still felt soobins hands on him. he kept thinking about it. about how soobin forced himself in him, how he didn't listen to seungmins cries as he begged him to stop. How he forced seungmin to do things he never wanted to do. after a while seungmin got out the shower and wrapped himself in a towel, he headed to his room only to see chan sleeping on his bed which made him smile a little, he quickly got changed into sweatpants and a hoodie before going over and sitting down next to chan sorta tearing up.
seungmin whispering: im sorry..i-im so sorry..i ruined everything..everything you had planned just went to waste because of what happened..im so sorry chan.
he wiped his tears a bit before kissing chan softly, which woke chan up.
chan whispering: you didn't ruin anything my love.
seungmin: y-yes i did..we were supposed to go out later..b-but-
chan sat up and pulled seungmin into a hug
chan: shh seungmin, you didn't ruin anything. we can still do our date..we dont even have to go out.
seungmin: h-how
chan: well, i can go out and buy all your favorite snacks, and after we can watch a movie here love, it'll be the same things as if we were to go out
seungmin: but it wouldn't be the real thing..i-it'll probably be boring for you.
he said getting up and sitting on the floor a bit holding his knees to his chest.
seungmin: i-im sorry.
chan: for what min?.
seungmin: everything..i shouldn't have let him do that to me..i shouldn't have fucking agreed to talk with him!..its my fault!. its all my fucking fault!
he says breaking down crying, chan quickly got down and hugging seungmin tightly.
chan: no its not seungmin. its not your fault okay?.
seungmin: it is!..i-i fucking let h-him!..I-ITS MY F-FAULT EVERYTHING IS!!.
he said crying harder and basically having a panic attack.
chan: c-calm down min!. its not your fucking fault okay? do you understand me?
seungmin: n-no! it is! c-chan i let him! i-i he f-forced himself! i-i didnt want to! h-he-
chan: h-hey calm down okay? listen to me okay seungm-
seungmin: n-n-no! its my fault c-chan! h-he i-i let him!..h-he touched me. and d-did things chan..i-i didnt want it. i didnt want to..i-i promise you..y-you have to believe me..i-i didnt want him..i didnt want i-it.
chan then wiped seungmins tears while nodding a bit, his heart broke seeing seungmin like this. it broke him completely.
chan: i believe you baby, ill always believe you. i know. i know you didnt want to do anything with him okay?. i know you didnt. and im so so sorry i wasnt there to p-protect you. i should have came sooner. and i-im so so so deeply sorry about what he did to you. and i promise. i fucking promise. i will make him pay for what he did to you because you didn't deserve any of it okay love?. but right now i need you to be strong okay? as strong as you can be. i promise im never leaving your side again okay?. i promise you love.
he said kissing seungmins forehead and wiping his tears again. seungmin just cried and cried holding onto chan.
seungmin: i-i hated it. i hate h-him chan!..
chan: i know baby..i know.
seungmin: h-hes said he just wanted to talk!..i-i didn't know he was gonna do that!..or else i wouldn't have went with him..im so sorry chan.
chan: shhh, its okay..you didn't do anything wrong my love.
seungmin: i-i dont want to see him again..p-please dont leave me. p-please.
chan: dont worry love..he wont come near you again. ill make sure of it, i promise.
after a while seungmin eventually calmed down and fell asleep, chan told mr kim that he would be back and that he needed something from his apartment but he didnt go to his apartment. he calling minho instead.
minho: hey chan, how's seungmin??
chan: horrible. hes blaming himself because of what that asshole did to him.
minho: really?
chan: yes. did you find out his dorm tho?
minho: yeah, skipped my last class to find it. those ass cops aint do shit! didnt even take him in!
chan: im going to the campus right now, meet me by the entrance with hyunjin changbin and mina, remember dont tell anyone okay.
minho: you got it, bye see you right now
chan: bye.
chan then hung his phone up and headed to the campus, after maybe a 10 minute walk he was there and he saw the group waiting for him.
mina: hows he?..
chan: okay for now, hes sleeping.
hyunjin: so how much time we got before seungmin wakes up and notices your gone?
chan: maybe 30? 45ish minutes?
changbin: alright lets go now then
chan: remember the plan, you guys wait outside while me and minho go in alright?
mina: yup!
changbin nodded and so did hyunjin, the five then left to soobins dorm, once there mina knocked on the door and he answered.
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omg whatttt??? another cliffhanger??? what is chan and minho gonna do to soobin 😧😧😧😧 ik this seems rushed it very much is so yes but anyways have an amazing day or night next chapter im working on rnnnn!!!!! sorry for any misspellings or yes.
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