Am I Able To Feel? [An Undert...

By Xx_BlueEcho_xX

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I don't know how many of you man will know this but we made an Undertale story a long time ago. it was our th... More

Blue Light
Prologue: Starting Over
Chapter 1: The Underground
Chapter 3: Sans and Papyrus
Chapter 4: Battle, Dates And Training.
Chapter 5: Waterfall
Chapter 6: The Man Who Speaks In Hands
Chapter 7: Battle With Undyne
Chapter 8: The Mettaton Show
Chapter 9: Spider Dance
Chapter 10: Attack Of The Killer Robot
Chapter 11: Chara
Chapter 12: The End?
Chapter 13: Asriel Dreemurr
Chapter 14: The Cyborg With A Heart
Chapter 15: A Time Of Peace
Chapter 16: Lost Identity
Chapter 17: Return To The Underground
Chapter 18: The Amalgamate Fusion
Blue's Updated BIO
Chapter 19: A Normal Lifestyle
Chapter 20: A New Threat
Chapter 21: History Of The Wizard Council
Chapter 22: Bete Noire
Chapter 23: The Lightvale Family
Chapter 24: Her Choice

Chapter 2: Toriel's House

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Blue: Hmm, do you want to hear a joke?

Napstablook: Okay.....

Chara: Where is he going with this?

Frisk: Just wait

Blue: Did you hear about the guy who tried to shoot a ghost? He Mist.

Chara:......Oh my God! No!

Frisk: Hahaha, good one Blue!

Blue: Thank you, I have been practicing

Napstablook: Oh uhh....thank you, that was really funny

Blue: You're welcome, you don't need to be sad. This is what you are going through, not who you are

Napstablook: Thank you Blue, I'll move now

The kind ghost moves from the path but then realises he can fly, he thanks us more time and leaves. Once he was gone, we continue on our way to Toriel's House.

Frisk: You know Blue, that's the most you have talked with someone that isn't me

Blue: I feel like I could understand him

Frisk: Well you both seem to be similar. You both don't talk as much and prefer to be on the quieter side.

Blue: You're right

Chara: Should've killed him

Frisk: No Chara, I don't want to kill.....just yet

Chara: Oh so you're planning to kill? Good, I'll make sure that the dumbass comedian gets it, then his brother, then Undyne and anyone else who I want to kill!

Me and Frisk were still in the ruins, apparently we were close to Toriel's house, I was now convinced that Frisk has been here before and I want to know why and how. Frisk won't tell me so I will just have to wait, I wondered why she didn't want to tell me yet, she was really hesitant.

Frisk: Oh look! A spider shop!

Blue: Spiders? And they are selling food?

Spider: Hello humans! Would you like to buy some spider croissants? Or a Spider Donut?

Frisk: No thank you, we are fine

Blue: Sure

Spider: Excellent! Our queen will be happy about this!

Blue: You have a queen?

Spider: Yes, the Spider Queen sent us spiders out to sell our wonderful goods so that we can make money for her and the rest of us!

Blue: Interesting......

I look at the spider donut and for some reason, I felt something tell me that it was safe to eat so I pay for it and walked back on the main path.

Frisk: You bought it?

Blue: Of course, It's edible right?

Frisk: Yes but, I thought you wouldn't consider it, especially when hearing it is called a Spider Donut

Blue: Yes but I had a feeling that it was edible, I don't know what or who told me, but I can't help but trust it

Frisk: Oh, okay, well if you're fine with it, then let's continue

Blue: Right.

I eat the spider donut and follow Frisk as we edge closer to Toriel's house, eventually we found her house. It seemed out of place due to it being in a place like the ruins, it was a nice looking place and honestly looked better than what the other kids described their houses as.

Frisk opens the door and we walk inside the main living room, we turn left to see Toriel coming out of the kitchen with a tray full of pie in her hands.

Toriel: Oh! You're both back, and just time, the pie is done but you might want to wait a bit, it's quite hot

Blue: I never tried pie before

Frisk: Trust me, it's nice.
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Frisk's POV
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We sat down at the table and had Toriel's famous butterscotch pie, Blue really liked it and complimented Toriel who was happy and told him that he can have more.

While they were talking, I quickly slipped a piece of pie to Chara who ate it, I was still surprised that she can touch and eat, even while she is a ghost.

Chara: Are we going to kill Toriel?

Frisk: No, no we are not

Chara:.....Good

Frisk: You still love her right?

Chara: Of course, but everyone else? They will die and so will your friend

Frisk: I-I can't let you do that Chara

Chara: We will see about that Frisk

After we finished, Toriel recommended us to go to bed, seeing as how we were tired, however, it was just an assumption because I was only a little bit tired while Blue seems to never really get tired, it was so strange.

We head into the replica bedroom of Chara's and lie down on our separate beds, Blue just sat on his bed but turned his head towards me.

Blue: Frisk

Frisk: Yes Blue?

Blue: We have time to ourselves, tell me what's going on

Frisk: I-I...

Chara: What are you going to do Frisk? Lie to him and destroy his trust......or reveal everything about the resets, timelines....and all of the murders you have committed

Oh how I wished that Blue didn't fall down with me, I-I don't know what to do.......

Frisk: Blue....I-I can't tell you

Blue: Why not?

Frisk: I-It's all too confusing, you won't understand it

Blue: Frisk.......

Frisk: B-But I promise that I will explain everything somewhere down the line!

Blue: Can you not explain one part of it now?

Frisk: N-No.....

Blue: Okay

Blue lies down on his bed and closes his eyes, he doesn't fall asleep straight away because he isn't tired but after a few minutes, I could hear his quiet snores.

Chara: I'm surprised that he didn't push you and just accepted that you would tell him later

Frisk: He has always been like that, he acts concerned despite not showing it and doesn't really feel any betrayal

Chara:.....Where did you find this boy?

Frisk: He lives at the Orphanage, he has been there since he was 16 but we don't know what life was like for him before that

Chara: Are you saying he forgot?

Frisk: I'm not sure, he doesn't know and so do the caretakers. That's why I promised that I would do my best to help him regain his memories

Chara: Huh, well I'll admit that you're a good friend. With that personality, I'm surprised anyone would be his friend

Frisk: I'm not sure why he is like that, it's so strange, he can't feel emotion or understand it.

Chara: Well he is interesting so I guess I'll keep him alive for now, but when I decide he has to die, I'll make sure that he dies

Frisk: C-Can't we keep him alive?

Chara: Please, we will just rest after this run, won't we? Rinse and repeat

Frisk: I-I know but....I can't just kill my best friend.

Chara: And here I thought we were best friends
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Blue's POV
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I had woken up from my nap at Toriel's house, time past a lot since our walk in the ruins. I wondered how the caretakers back at the orphanage would think, would they be worried?

They would, wouldn't they? They did care about me so naturally they would panic and start to look for me.

So many positive emotions that I'm yet to understand....why was I made this way? Who were my parents? Did they not teach me these things the same way Frisk has currently been doing?

Or have they actually taught me and I lost my memory, forgetting how to feel....

If that is the case, where are my parents? Did they decide to abandon me.....or are they dead?

Frisk: Blue!

Blue: Yes Frisk?

Frisk: Oh good, you were spacing out again

Blue: Ah, sorry

Frisk: It's okay! Come on, we have to leave now

Blue: Why?

Frisk: We need to move on to the next section of the Underground

Blue: Oh, we should tell Toriel then, right?

Frisk: Y-Yes.....

I was confused on why Frisk flinched for a moment but ignored it, we left our room and went to find Toriel. She was in the room on the left, sitting on a chair with a book in her hand.

Toriel: Hello my children, how are you today?

Frisk: We're good, we just want to ask where the exit is. We need to move on

Toriel: O-Oh are you sure? How about you listen to this story about snails? Snails are fascinating creatures

Blue: You're not wrong

Frisk: Toriel.....please, we have to move on, we need to go back to the surface

Toriel: U-Umm....excuse me for a moment.

Toriel gets up and walks towards the stairs that led to her basement, Frisk urged me to follow quickly and proclaimed that Toriel will destroy the doors that will lead us to the next section of the Underground.

I was confused on why Toriel didn't want us to let go, it means that she was worried about the journey ahead.

But why.....there has to be a specific reason......and Frisk knew what that reason was. We managed to catch up to Toriel as she begins to slowly walk down the hallway underneath her house.

Frisk: Toriel?

Toriel: You wish to know how to return home, ahead of us lies the end of the Ruins. A one way exit to the rest of the Underground, I'm going to destroy it

Blue: But why?

Toriel: No one will be able to leave again, so be good children and go upstairs

She walks ahead and we catch up to her, then she stops again.

Toriel: Every time a child falls down, they meet the same fate. I have seen it again and again, they come and then they leave the ruins....then they are killed.

Blue: There were more before us?

Toriel: Yes, and their souls were taken by King Asgore. He....will kill you

Blue: King Asgore?

Frisk: The king of the monsters

Blue: We will deal with that problem when we get there

Toriel: I am only trying to protect you, do you understand? Now go to your room

She walks ahead and we follow her until we reach the exit of the ruins.

Toriel: Why must you continue? You're safer here

Frisk: W-We need to go Toriel, we need to go back home

Blue: We have to

Toriel: You want to leave so badly? Hmph, you are just like the others. There is only one solution to this. Prove yourself, prove to me you are both strong enough to survive.

I was confused until Toriel summoned fire balls around her, me and Frisk got ready to dodge as she sent them towards us. When it was our turn, well really Frisk's turn, she went for the mercy option, confusing Toriel

Toriel: What are you doing?

Frisk: Sparing you!

Toriel: Attack or run away!

Frisk: No! We don't want to fight you! Right Blue?

Blue: This....seems wrong, to fight, is to either cause conflict or to learn. I do not want to fight

Toriel: What are you proving this way? 

Blue: I would rather learn but not through the means of fighting.

Toriel: Fight me or leave!

Frisk: We won't!

We continue to dodge her attacks but at times, I would take damage, Frisk wouldn't because she dodged flawlessly.

Frisk: Are you okay?

Blue: I'm....fine

Toriel: I know you want to go home, but.....but please.....go upstairs now.

Frisk: We won't! We don't want to fight so please just let us go past!

Toriel: Why are you making this so difficult?

Blue: It doesn't have to, you can just let us go

Toriel: Please, go upstairs!

Toriel sends a fire blast at Frisk but she didn't react quick enough so I got in the way and put my hands up. No matter what, I didn't close my eyes and awaited the fire to touch me......but it never did.

I felt something change in me and then a Shield.....formed in front of me.....coming out of my right hand.

What? How did I get this? Where did it come from? Was I always able to do this?

Blue: What.....is this?

Frisk: I-I don't know! Blue that looks amazing! When could you do this?!

Blue: I....don't know....Toriel?

Toriel: Oh my, I have never seen anything like this....it could be magic but I'm not sure

Blue: It's....strange.....but magic? It can't be possible

Toriel: It is possible, humans are capable of doing magic. Do you know who your parents are?

Blue: No, I never knew them, so I don't know if they are able to do this

Toriel: Then that could mean you had this locked deep within you and now it had decided to awaken

Blue: Intersting.....

Toriel: You don't seem shocked Blue

Blue: I.....don't know how to feel shocked

Toriel: What?

Frisk: It's a long story, but we don't have time for that, can you please let us go?

Toriel: [Sighs] Pathetic, is it not? I cannot save even a single child. No, I understand, you two would just be unhappy trapped down here. The Ruins are very small once you get used to them. It would not be right for you to grow up in a place like this. My expectations... My loneliness... My fear.....For you, my children... I will put them aside.

Frisk: Thank you Toriel

Toriel: If you truly wish to leave the Ruins, I will not stop you. However, when you leave, please do not come back. I hope you understand.

Frisk: We....we do

Blue: If that is what you want

Toriel: Goodbye, my children

I didn't know how to get rid of the shield coming out of my hand so I calmed myself and relaxed. That's when the shield went back into me, it was strange.....to have this ability inside of me.

Somehow I can just conjure up a Shield from my right hand, something about it felt wrong, but....maybe this can help me with my past.....who knows?

I follow Frisk as we walked past Toriel, Frisk gives her a big hug which Toriel returned. I just stood there, unsure on what to do, Toriel decided to act on my behalf and brought me into a warm hug.

It felt......nice, I didn't know what there was to understand but I accepted the hug, when it was done, we went to the exit. Standing there....well more like in the ground, was Flowey.

Flowey: Wow, you two actually spared her this time around, I'm surprised

Blue: Wait, you're talking as if this happened before....

Frisk: Ignore him Blue

Flowey: Woah woah woah, are you going to keep your friend in the dark? Frisk? What kind of friend are you?

Frisk: Don't lecture me on how to be a friend Flowey, you have no place to talk!

Flowey: Oh so we are going there, are we? Watch your back Frisk, and Blue? Don't believe everything Miss Goody Two Shoes tells you

I decided to ignore the aggressive flower as we walked past him, but something tells me that what he said.....had meaning.....

But should I really trust a flower....and not my friend? That would be ridiculous of me, I am a loyal friend and I will remain loyal until the end.

Frisk tries to push the doors to the next part of the Underground and I help her with not much difficulty. We walk through and found ourselves at a forest.....a snowy forest?

Now that is strange, how did snow get in here?

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So what did you think about my OC's magic?

Or is it really magic? And something else instead?

Or am I just trolling?

=)

Don't worry, everything will make sense in the future, when exactly? Well I don't know.....actually I do, I have gone ahead and planned a certain Chapter with the truth on my powers.

And you may or may not be surprised......I hope you are, otherwise the build up will be ruined XD

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