once chan got to the dorm seungmin came out his room like a little puppy happy to see its owner which made chan smile a bit.
chan: hey how are you doing?
seungmin: eh i guess? i might hang out with soobin later! he said he wanted to talk but i don't know
chan: oh..uhmm thats nice i guess? uh by the way i kinda took an exam for you in your class.
seungmin: oh god. did you fail?!
chan: i got a 85 percent?-
seungmin: oh! thats fine! thanks again chan, i appreciate you covering for me. it was really nice of you
chan: of course, you know if you get to know me im a pretty nice person
seungmin: uh huh okay, we'll see about that oh and if soobin comes just let him in please?
chan: why not wait for him out here?
seungmin: hmm i have no idea, wanna watch tv while i wait for him to come?
chan: mm i guess?? what do you wanna watch??
seungmin: mmm a kdrama???
chan: hmm okay then
the two boys then sat on the couch together and seungmin put on one of his favorite kdramas, maybe a few minutes past while watch the drama and during an episode chan had looked over at seungmin and he was crying quietly. he got worried and confused, but he didn't say anything he just sat up and put his arm around seungmin pulling him into a hug. seungmin was confused but hugged chan back.
chan: shh seungmin..
seungmin: i-i'm sorry..this i-is so embarrassing..
he says pulling away from the hug and wiping his tears.
chan: its not embarrassing, your going through things its okay to express your feelings.
seungmin smiled a little hugging chan tighter and still crying a bit.
seungmin: your changing chan.
chan: how so?
seungmin: your being nicer..and not a self centered jerk.
chan: thank you? i think?
seungmin giggled a bit, after a few more minutes of them hugging they pulled away and kept watching the show.
chan: soobin still coming?
seungmin: i think? he's with one of his friends right now so he might come later why are you asking?
chan just shrugged before sitting back a bit and continuing watching the tv.
-with soobin and his friends.
??:so your gay is what your saying??
soobin: no! well i dont know how i feel! its complicated san.
san: how?- you like the boy or not?
soobin: i mean i do like him, im just not sure you know?
san: pause so your gonna ask him out and you dont even know how you feel?! soobin your going to play with this boys feelings right after he lost his mom literally yesterday??
soobin: not play with his feeling but more like experiment you know?, just to make sure i like guys!
san: you make no sense right now-
soobin: omg so im going to ask him out, if he says yes then ill be with him for three months by then ill know if im gay or not. its that easy
san: this is going to end badly i know it soobin
soobin: no it wont but i have to go, ill see you later
san: bye i guess.
after a few hours passed chan ended up falling asleep on the couch, seungmin saw this and right as he was gonna move over a bit so chan could lay against him there was a kock at the door so he got up and went to open it
seungmin: oh, hi soobin!!
soobin: hey, you ready?
seungmin: oh uhm yeah! let me just grab my wallet and phone real quick
soobin: alrighty
seungmin then quickly ran ans grabbed his phone and wallet, but when walking out he stopped and laid chan down correctly on the couch ans covered him with a blanket while smiling.
seungmin: be back later chan, sleep well.
seungmin then giggled and ran back to the front door opening it and smilimg at soobin again.
seungmin: ready! lets go
soobin smiled and nods as seungmin quickly slips on his shoes and walks out the door closing it behind him.
seungmin: so, what are we goin gto
do?? i need a distracted unless you want me crying every second
he says laughing a little bit, soobin nodded and grabbed seungmins hand, holding it while leaving the building, they then walked to a park that was mear the college campus.
seungmin: soo, now what?
soobin: well i needed to ask you something.
seungmin: yes?
soobin: uhmm i dont know how to put this since we just became friends and stuff
seungmin: hm??
soobin: uhmmm would you like to maybe, uh go on a date?..
seungmin: omg..soobin-
soobin: ...
seungmin then giggled a bit before hugging him tightly
seungmin: i would love to soobin.
soobin: really????!
seungmin: yes soobin, ill love to go on a date with you
soobin then hugged seungmin back tighter while smiling.
seungmin: is that all you wanted to ask?
soobin: yeah i guess, uhmm now what?
seungmin: you can take me to eat food?
soobin: sure lets go.
the two then headed to a little restaurant and after they ate soobin dropped seungmin off back at his dorm and once seungmin walked in he noticed that chan was still sleeping on the couch she he kinda smiled before walking over to him to wale him up so he can sleep in his own room.
seungmin: chan, wake up
chan: mmm shhh~
seungmin: come on wake up, go sleep in your room
chan the opened his eyes a little before rubbing his eyes and sitting up a bit
seungmin: come on get up go sleep in your room
chan: your still here?, soobin didnt come?
seungmin: he did, we talked and he took me to eat
chan: oh..thats uh nice?
he says getting up and smiling kinda awkwardly at seungmin
seungmin: yuppie! and were going on a date next weekend!
chans smile then dropped and he got kinda mad?, sad?, upset?, maybe a bit jealous..
chan: r-really?. thats uh wonderful!! i guess.
seungmin: yupppp!!! its like literally the only good thing that has happened so far!
chan then nodded a bit before heading to his bedroom not wanting to talk with seungmin anymore.
seungmin: oh- goodnight! sleep we-
before he could finish chan just closed his door locking it.
-chans pov.
soobin actually asked him out..why do i care?! i dont care! i shouldn't care..but why do i?..
i sat on my bed and laid back a bit while looking up at the ceiling.
why do i feel this way...i shouldn't fucking feel like this! i dont like seungmin! i dont like him..i cant like him..i wont like him..what if i do like him?..maybe i could like him?..maybe i do like him..fuck seungmin, i think i do like you..
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A/N
hi hi hi sorry for the late update 😭😭 i start school tmr and and broz ive been busy buying clothes and school shit 😭😭 but yes i will update again tmr maybe and sorry for any misspellings and yes thats all have a wonderful day or night
words - 1213
goodbye - v