This is a request from @SiriNino and @JungkookStan100 hope you love this chapter. I think outside of this, it is an important topic in the world. So please if you are struggling don't hesitate to protect yourself and call out for help, talk to people, you are not the one that did something wrong! That is what they want you to think!
I am here, ARMY is here, keep that in mind.
If he jus figured out what he was doing wrong, if he only knew why it was always him. Why was he the man staring in the mirror with trying to hold back his tears.
Arms filled with bruises, face red from the slaps, his upper body covered in bruises that were all different colours. If he only knew what he needed to change to be good enough.
It has been around two months since the new manager started, a new temporary manager for only 3 till 4 month. At least that was what they got told, but he has been here for 2 months now and it didn't feel like he was leaving any time soon.
Jungkook could still remember the first time seeing the man, he smiled kindly and welcomed him in the team. But there was something in his eyes telling him to watch out for this man, there was something he could feel was wrong. So he decided to distance himself a little further every time they met.
After the first week all the boys thought he was a nice man, doing his job. Being kind and trustworthy, positive and happy to see them every day. After that week Jungkook believed he had been wrong about that man, if he only had listened to himself.
The second week was were it all started, he was asks to come meet the manager alone, which of course wasn't that unusual as it was part of the job. He knock on the door and let himself in after the signal, fast enough the door closed and locked. Jungkook couldn't get out.
He smiled kindly at the man as he went to sit on the chair in front of the manager desk that was sitting right in front of him. For a small moment everything was quiet, before the manager opened his mouth.
"You really think you are amazing, don't you." the man said, not asking anything.
"No I.." he couldn't even finish his own sentence. The man interrupted him immediately
"Don't talk back. You are a worthless piece of shit." The manager said, Jungkooks eyes grow big, he didn't understand what was going on.
It all started with just words, words that were slowly getting the best of him.
Bad dancer
You can't sing
you call that dancing?
Maybe next time you'll get it
Amazing? You must be dreamer
You don't measure up to the others
Even a frog is better than you
Words slowly turned into more physical actions, it started with just slaps in the face when he was alone. Slowly that went to kicking him in the stomach, hitting him all over his body, sometimes with bare hands and than it turned into using object.
"You will never measure up, you are lucky that I am here to teach you. You are a disappointed for you hyungs. Do you even see how bad you are for this band? You should be lucky you aren't kicked out yet."
"Just words." Jungkooks kept whispering to himself, but it was becoming more and more. He could feel himself shutting down, not only he every one was noticing the difference in the boy.
"You better keep it between us, otherwise who knows what will happen to them." The words kept haunting him, everything came back in his dreams.
And now two months later, it was worse than before, bruises all over his body, his face red from the slap he had a minute ago before, on his arms burnmarks from cigarettes.
All the scars and sign hidden under his long sleeves that he was wearing, it was spring slowly starting to get warmer and he was still waking around in long sleeves.
It didn't go unnoticed by the others that something was wrong, but Jungkook just kept shutting them out, telling them he was fine just some personal stuff. Which he normally shared...
As the members didn't want to pressure the younger, they just told him many times that they were there for him if he was ready to talk. He always smiled and thank them before saying that he will figure it out and everything will be ok.
Nothing was ok, he looks again at himself before getting out and walking back to the studio where all of his brothers are standing and talking.
"Kook-ah, finally! Let's start." Hoseok says, everyone gets into position before he starts the music. Jungkook whole body is hurting, from all the damage the manager had done to him in the last couple month. But he was getting used to the pain, it was almost like it was something normal. Something that should be there, he knew better but his body didn't.
"You ok?" Jimin asks as they were dancing and he was standing next to the younger. Jungkook nods, but he is more out of breath than usually.
"You sure? Your breathing a little harder than normal." Jimin says, not talking to loud as he doesn't want the attention of the others.
"I think I starting to get a little cold, but I will be fine." Jungkook says as he fakes a soft cough. He really hopes that would been enough.
The dance practice continued and after that the members went back to their studios, or went home or anywhere their schedule takes them.
For Jungkook it was at his little studio today, he walks in before sitting down, he smiles softly as he looks around. He is alone, amazingly alone. He start playing with his music as, trying to figure out good lyrics with the melodoy he already has. Trying to relate it to life, as he feels like that is important.
He is totally in his own mind set as the door opens with a big slam, his manager comes walking in locking the door from the inside, staring at him.
"You really think you can hide from me?" He asks as he walks closer, Jungkook stands up and back off, trying to get as far away as possible, but he end up against the wall of his own studio. A place were no one can hear him scream or call.
This was the first time that his manager came to his studio, it was always him coming to his office of him going to the toilet. But this is his safe space.
This was his safe space...
There is something in the manager eyes, he has never seen before. It is more than just anger, Jungkook wants to disappear into the wall, trying to make it all disappear. But he can't, his heart is beating faster than before, he is even more scared than ever before.
His breathing is becoming more heavy, he tries to make himself as small as possible. Going to the ground, his head hiding against his chest. Hoping that nothing will happen to him.
He didn't even blink as the first kick was made, making him fall over. The man is stronger than usually, he just pushes the boy over with just one kick. Jungkook is now laying on the ground, still trying to make himself so small as possible but the man just doesn't hold back. He keeps on kicking, he lowers himself to the ground and in now on top of Jungkook. Pushing Jungkooks arm to the ground, holding them there as he looks at the boy.
"You are worthless." He says as he let go of one arm to hit him in the face with his fist. Jungkook is crying, the pain is to much. The man takes out a lighter out of his pocket, normally he also take a cigarette but now he doesn't.
Jungkook tries to get away, tries to get the man of him but the man is to heavy and he is to weak. The man is still on top of him, hitting him again and again before pinning down his arms again as he takes the sleeve and pulls in down so he can see Jungkooks skin.
"Nobody will save you, you are nothing."
"No one would even care if your hurt."
"you all by yourself, you think they are your friends? Your brothers? No you are nothing to them."
The man keeps talking and hitting him at the same time, Jungkook vision started to blur and he was crying and screaming in pain, trying to get the attention of just someone. But he knew no one could here him.
"Please stop." Jungkook was crying, still trying to get free but the man was putting his lighter with the fire against Jungkook skin making him scream in pain. He hold the fire there as he slowly goes down. His arm, leaving a burn mark between all the other marks and bruises.
"Please stop." Jungkook was begging the man to stop, he couldn't see anymore, his whole body was in pain and the man was just looking more and more angry with every second.
Before Jungkook knew it he was seeing nothing more than black spot as everything around him disappeared.
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"Kook?" a soft voice was coming through the silences, Jungkook was trying to open his eyes, but he could feel how his face and eyes were swollen and it was hard for him to open. But he reconised the voice of his youngest hyung.
"Tae?" he spoke soft as starts to move his hand, trying to find the boy hands. Taehyung took his hand letting him know he was there. Someone else took his other hand, for a moment Jungkook was scared.
Second later he realized that the soft hands belong to the oldest.
"Who did this?" Hoseok asks, Jungkook slowly opens his eyes as far as he could he could see the members now. Not as clearly as normal but he was happy to see them. He didn't even realise that he was starting to cry.
"Kook-ah, it's ok." This was Yoongi, his voice filled with worry.
"He will hurt you." Jungkook spoke, crying now more heavily. His body started to hurt, breathing was painfull.
"Take it easy." Namjoon says soft as he was sitting on the egde of the hospital bed. "Shh."
It took a minute or 5 before Jungkook was good enough to talk again.
"Who will hurt us?" Namjoon asks softly.
"He will hurt you if I tell."
"No he won't."
"It is all my fault, I should have done better."
Nobody spoke after hearing those words.
"I am sorry, I am useless and I understand that you want me to leave now."
"Are you crazy? Leave?" Jimin was in shock and you could hear it in his voice.
"You did nothing wrong, why are you sorry." Taehyung says, not asking but still hoping for an answer.
"He told me to do better, I desvered this." Jungkook says looking at his members. "Once I get out I will pack up my stuff."
"No you won't." Yoongi says angry.
"Yoongi-hyung is right, you are not going anywhere." Hoseok says.
"Who did this to you, don't be afraid. He won't hurt us." Namjoon says.
Jungkook didn't say anything he just was looking at them.
"It's ok. This will not happen again. We are here, we are not letting it happen again. We should have seen it all before. The doctor says some marks are a month old." Jin says.
"Who did it and when did it start?" Jimin asks.
"The manager." Jungkook says quietly.
"Please speak louder." Jin says.
"The manager." Jungkook says this time louder than before.
Nobody was saying anything just looking at the younger, all slightly crying at the sight of him laying there in a hospital bed with a broken rib, bruises and burns all over his body.
"He told us he found you in your studio like this, why would he." Taehyung says.
"No how could he." Yoongi says.
"I deserved it." Jungkook says.
"NO!"
"NO!"
The members are all saying that word.
"You are amazing, you are not useless. Without you there is no BTS, without you we are nothing than a group of guys walking around on this earth." Hoseok starts.
"I don't know what he had told you, but nobody can give you the feeling of feeling useless. You are so much more." Namjoon says.
"I couldn't imagine being the youngest, to much pressure." Taehyung says joking a bit making the room a little more happy.
The days that followed, Jungkook was recovering, because of his body he still couldn't do much He needed the time off. He had told his brothers everything about everything.
The manager is now sitting in jail as there was enough evidence to connect him to the crime and his DNA was all over Jungkook. Jungkook slowly got better, he still needed three month to fully recover but he was doing fine. He would never keep this from anyone every again.
I am sorry for not uploading more, please give me time to write more request! they are coming I just have been really busy laterly and life hasn't been that easy so please understand that it will come but taking it time.