The next morning___
I was wide awake..widee..I couldn't close my eyes and sleep..even though the bed is dammn soft..
I couldn't sleep after what I learnt last night..Dean is obsessed with me..and he seems dangerous..
I felt like if I closed my eyes for even a minute..he will come inside and I don't know..rape me? Or kill me?
This is really bad..
How could Adonis do this to me?
Doesn't he even care for me atleast?
I was even tired of thinking of him..
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The sun was already up when I finally stood up from the bed..
I stretched my arms...and with that there was a knock on the door..
My heart skipped a beat..
"Wh..who is there?" I asked slowly..
"A servant" the small voice said..
Servant?
"Okay..come in" I said..going over to open the locked door..
Yeah..I locked it up..
And the girl entered..her head lowered..
"Good morning Madam" she said..
"Madam?..please call me Selena" I said with a small smile..
"I'm not allowed" she said..her head still lowered..
"I...I just.." I started but was cut short by a voice..
"That's how we do here..Good morning sweetheart" Dean said with a smile..
Sweetheart?..
"Ohh" I managed to say..
How can they behave like this?
Weird..
"Morning" i replied to his greeting with a forced smile..
He walked over and hugged me..I hugged him back..
Then he placed a kiss on my cheek..his hands still on my waist..
I gave him a forced smile..
"She is here to get you ready..how would you love that?" He asked..his hands still on my waist..
"Erm..." I started uncomfortably..
"I don't like it.."I said with a slight chuckle..I saw a quick dark glint in his eyes...
"I mean..I have my hands and legs..so I will be okay..thank you by the way" I said...cupping his cheek
He gave a slight smile..
Yeah..i hated doing that..but I can't afford him to have a..I don't know..an episode?..like he did last night..
"Or you want me to get you ready?" He asked his eyes on my lips..
Never!
I gave an uneasy chuckle..
"No..I wouldn't want to trouble you" I said..moving away from his tight grip on my waist..
"Okayyy..I want to apologise.." He started and with that the servant excused herself..
"I'm sorry about last night..it was not my intention to hurt you Selena..please forgive me" he said with his same convincing eyes..
Yeah..rightt
"It's fine..I forgive you" I said..
"Thank you.." He said moving closer to me..
Ohh not again..
"I won't force you to do anything.. I will wait for you to get used to me..for you to..." He trailed off
Love him?
"Anyway..come down for breakfast when you are ready okay?" He said..
"Yeah..sure"
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I got dressed in a black tank top and a Jean bumshort..
Yeah..I know
How can I wear something like this in a house of a potential psycho..who is obsessed with me?
It was the only decent clothing here..and since it was summer..the sun was hot..
I reached the dinning room..
Dean was seated having a cigarette..
He was looking at a document..and the head tattoo guy was there also..
He looked up..hearing my footsteps..
He gwacked at me..for what seems like an eternity..before giving me a smirk..
Yeah..not the greatest choice of clothing..
He turned off his cigar..and gave the document to the head tattoo..while I had a seat at the far end of the table..
I can't risk anything..
He seems addicted to cigarette..
"Why are you seating there?..come closer" he asked..
"I..erm.." I had no argument..so I just stood up and sat closer to him..
"Good..what would you like to have?" He asked..
"Erm..pancakes I guess" I said..and with that a maid served it..
I started eating..and he stared at me
And kept staring..and staring
I could shrink..
Then a phone rang..cutting his attention away from me..
Ohh thank God..
"Boss..you have a phone call" the head tattoo guy said..
And it was like deja vu..
I swear..I have seen him somewhere..
"Ohh.." Dean said..and collected his phone..he stood up and excused himself..
I was still thinking about the head tattoo guy..
"Erm..excuse me..have we met before?" I asked him..he glanced over to me..
And smirked.
"I knew you would remember..the name is jaguar" he said..
"Humm..okayy"i still couldn't grasp where I met him..
"How is my old boss?" He asked..
Old boss?..
Ohhh..right
I met him in hawaii two years ago..Adonis's bodyguard..
But why is he working here now?
"Why are you working with Dean now?"
"Hmm..Machavelli is strong..one of the best..but not the best" he stated..
I couldn't help but give a slight chuckle..
"So..Dean is the best?" I asked amused
"Of course not..he just have something I wanted badly..dear Selena" he said..
"You betrayed Adonis..didn't you?" I asked.
"Betrayed is a strong word..I simply left" he said..and I felt so disgusted by him..
"And what did you want badly?"I asked..
"You are a part of it..but Machavelli wouldn't let me have what I actually deserve..and Dean would" he said
I'm a part of it?
"What does it have to do with me?"
He chuckled..
"Both of them are after you..and none of them have told you..then who am I to tell you"
"I..." I started but was cut short by Dean..
"I'm back.." He said with a smile..
Yay!!
"You can leave jaguar" he said to him..jaguar nod and excused himself..
"So..Selena..how is the food?" He asked..
"Good..it's delicious" I said with a forced smile..
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After breakfast..Dean left for work..which was great for me..because I can finally breath..
I was currently in the room..doing nothing but thinking..
How am I related to what jaguar wants?
What is really going on?
If I divorce Adonis..what will Dean gain?
Why did Adonis let me go?
Why did jaguar betray Adonis?
There are so many questions..that needs answers
I just hope I get them soon..
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I took a nap..and slept through the entire afternoon..
I woke up at dinner time..
I left the roomand went downstairs..the house was quiet as a grave yard..
Where is everyone?
I slowly walked around the house..no one in sight..
I stepped outside to the garden..to see candles lighting the way..with rose petals forming a path..
The fuck?
I walked..and kept on walking till I met a romantic setting..
A sheet was spread on the floor...with comfy pillows and some snacks..
And the setting was facing directly at the sea..
It looked honestly beautiful..it looked like a little picnic
Dean was standing in a black sweat pant and a black tanktop..honestly looking handsome..
"Selena.." He said with a smile..coming over..and held my hands..
"Dean..what is this?" I asked..
"A little special something..for my special lady" he said with a grin..
I smiled..
"Okay..but this wasn't needed" I said frankly..
"I know..I just wanted you to feel special"
Hmm..really special dude
"Thanks"
"Yeah..come on let's sit" he said leading me to the setting..and sat me down
He also sat down..
"This is beautiful" I said honestly..looking over to the sea..
"Yeah.." He said..I could feel his eyes on me..
"I feel like you would have me for dinner..if you keep looking at me like that" I said with a slight chuckle..
Need..to realse the tension..
He laughed..I joined..
"You are just too beautiful" he said..I looked over to him..
"I would love to have you..by the way" he said..somewhat seriously..
I just chuckled..
"You should have some cookies" he said..gesturing to the cookies served..
"Yeah..sure" I said picking one up and having a bite..
"Hmm..delicious"
He gave a slight chuckle..
We were silent..
And since his piercing eyes wouldn't leave me..I started to feel uncomfortable..
I was wearing a bumshort..so my laps were bare..and a tank top..so My shoulders too were bare..
And my hair was kinda messy..giving a hot bad bitch vibes..
Ohh boy
I'm for real provoking this man..
"So..How long have you been staying here?" I asked breaking the silence..
"For as long as I can remember..my father owned this mansion..passed it down to me..and I have been living here since I was 13" he said
"13?..he gave you this mansion when you were 13?" I asked suprised
He chuckled.."Yeah.. I have been living with my nanny..but she died when I was 18" he said softly..
They must have been close..
"I'm sorry" I said genuinely..placing a hand on his hand..
Really Selena?
"Ohh..don't be" he said with a smile..
"So..you have no siblings?" I asked..
"None.."
"Where is your father now?"
"He is dead..that's why I'm in control of the mafia" he said having a sip of his orange juice..
"Ohh..I'm sorry" I said again..
"Don't be..the motherfucker died having sex with a slut" he said annoyed..
"Ohh.." I mange to say..and started laughing...
It's actaully funny..
He joined..
Then we fell silent..
"Why did you marry Adonis?" He suddenly asked..
I glanced at him..and he had a serious expression..
"I was stupid..naive and gullible" I said..having a sip of water..
He chuckled..
"Then..do you love him?"He asked..
"Do I love him?..hmm.."I started..
Do I love him?
I don't think I do..I just got married to him..
And since his heart belongs to someone else..why should I love him?..
But..I do care for him..
"No" I stated..
He smiled..
"He is your husband..why don't you love him?"
"I'm don't know..maybe I do..maybe___erm..please can we stop talking about him?" I said..
"Sure..I'm sorry..it's a sensitive topic" he said..
"Hmm"
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We talked..and talked..
Dean is honestly not bad..he was fun to talk with..
Apart from the fact that he is a potential psycho who is obsessed with me..nothing is wrong with him..
He is not cold..like Adonis..
And he is funny..
And this late night picnic was really nice and considerate of him...
We were currently laughing about a funny adventure he had when he was a kid..
I was seated much more comfortably..my legs were crossed..his too..and we were facing each other..
The laughter died.. and he just stared at me..
"This is really nice" I said honestly..
He smiled in response..
It was honestly nice..I forgot all my worries..and everything..
For maybe two hours now..I haven't thought about Adonis..or Allison..
I have even forgotten Dean could be a psychopath..
It just a beautiful night..with a..friend
"So..have you ever been in love?" I asked him..
"Nope..not until a year ago" he said..
"I'm your first love?" I asked..surprised
"Yes..that's why you are really special to me" he said..holding my hands..
My heart soften
First love..
I smiled at him..
"Okay..Alright" I said..
I wanted to pick up a cookie..and it turned out to be the last one..
And Dean also wanted to have it..
I looked at him..he looked at me..
"I'm having that cookie" I said..
"No..I am" he stated
And it felt like we were having a cowboy glare at eachother..
I quickly picked it up..he tried..but I did first..
I gave him a cheeky smile..
"Look like I'm having it!" I said..
"No you don't" he said and with that he came at me..
I moved away..he still came at me..
"You seem ticklish.." He said with a grin..
And started tickling me..
And yepp I'm really ticklish..
I started laughing..
"St...sto..oppp" I mange to said between laughs..
"Give up the cookie!" He said with a chuckle..
"N..noo" I laughed and with that my back hit the floor..
And now..he was hovering over me..
Still tickling me..
I kept on laughing and laughing..
"O..okayyy..stopp..I give up!" I shouted..still giggling..and he did..
"Yeah..alright" he said and laughed..
I joined him again..
He stared straight into my eyes..
I looked up at him..his cute blue eyes..looking really majestic with the moon up ahead..
My eyes switched to his lips..
They seem soft..
I looked into his eyes again..
And he gave me a small smile..
Then I realised how close..we were..
Before I knew it..
His lips met mine..
My eyes were wide open..
What the?
His lips was hot..and soft..
He nibbled at my lips for quiet a while..before I started to give in..
I opened up for him..
Our tongues meeting..
I closed my eyes burning myself in the moment..
My hands went around his neck..one of them cupping his cheek..
He deepened the kiss..and I leaned in more..
The kiss was sweet..and somewhat passionate..
His hand went to my waist..
As much as this kiss was everything..something was lacking..
I didn't feel it..it was just a kiss..
What is wrong with me?
Why is this kiss so plain?
I kept asking myself..while Dean was all over me..
ADONIS!
I snapped my eyes open..
Oh my God!
What am I doing?
I pushed him off..he looked at me confused..
"How did I let this happen?"I asked no one in particular..
"Selena.." He started but I cut him off..
"This romantic setting..the back story..was this your plan all along?" I asked him
"No..it just happened" he said..
"FUCK!!" I yelled and stood up to leave..
"Selena.." He called behind me..
But I jut kept on walking away..
I reached the room and lock the door..
I went over and sat on the bed..
How did I let that happen?
What have I done?
I cheated
I fucking cheated on Adonis
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But isn't the dude cheating on you also?
Fuck!
I know Adonis cheated on me..and the kiss I just had with Dean isn't such a big deal..
But I just felt disgusted with myself..
How can I let him kiss me?
This is soo fucked up!..
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