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📍Therapy Session
Weeks has passed and Sincere has been trying to do right & going to therapy since the death of his brother and his issues with Giovanni . But today was different for his therapy , he was told that his wife needs to be at this particular session , so they can become better as one for this relationship and kids .
" Are you close to the place ? Ima wait for you so we can walk in together " he asked Giovanni on the phone .
" I'll be there, you don't have to wait for me . Go sign in for your therapy" she blankly told him. She haven't been around him or communicated with him since everything happen.
Giovanni been keeping her word with Sincere, not being able to communicate with directly or being able to physical touch him as been hard but she had to show him that she was tired of being easy.
Sincere disregarded what Giovanni said and stayed outside to wait for her so he could feel her aura before their session.
He was beating hisself up about it and was taking drugs heavy like no others such as lean and percs.
10 Minutes Later
Giovanni pulls up at Associates at Peach Park where their session would be held. Once she got out the car she was met with Sincere at the front of her car .
"Hey babygirl " Sincere greeted her as she was walking towards him.
" Hey Sin" she kept walking pass him and he felt the tension and he didn't want to start anything right before talking with the therapist.
Sincere walked in with Giovanni and told the receptionist his name and went to sit by Giovanni.
" So how long as you been coming here Sin?" Giovanni asked as they was waiting for his name being called
" 2 weeks after everything went down.I just wanted to get better for you and the kids. I miss my family a lot G" he furrowed his eyebrows at her
" That's good Sin. I'm glad you're doing better and we miss you too but I can't let you come back as of yet" Giovanni told him
" Why? I'm been away from my kids & you for way too long for my liking. I'm trying my hardest" he stated before they were called to the room where they'll be
" we'll finished this later" they got up and followed the nurse into the room.
" Welcome Sincere & you must be Giovanni . I heard so much about you and happy you're here with us . My name is Alyssa by the way". She shook Giovanni hand
" Nice to meet you as well" once they was done introducing themselves , the couple got situated on the couch ready for this session to start
" So today I would to start off with your true feelings about each other and what you'll like to change about one another".
" So I would like to start with Giovanni. I would like for you to turn to Sincere and let him know how you feel about him before letting him know the changes".
Giovanni turned to Sincere in a comfortable position, thinking about the first time that I had their first date , their kids, wedding and her first heartbreak.
"Well I love Sincere to death. I will always love this man; he became my best friend. I fell in love with him being a parent to Willow, he taught me how to be a better woman. From our first date to having our kids together I learned how to take accountability. I don't want to lose him but I also don't wanna be a doormat. I wanna be able to love him without trying to hurt myself because of the pain he keep causing. I don't want to hate him because if I hate him it's not going to be good for either one of us . Sincere is a good man but sometimes I feel like this rap shit and fame gets to him and he thinks he so untouchable. He cheated on me three times and I don't think he even thought about his family . How can you cheat on your wife not only that but I was pregnant at the time" she took a deep breath before she finished .
" I don't wanna be the toxic couple who takes everything to the internet but that's what it's becoming. I let others gets me to the point where I would cuss him out on live even if he's in the same house or if he's not there . I don't want the kids to be in the middle of the arguments but they are. I shouldn't have to cry myself to sleep but I do because if I have him in my face at that time , I would be in jail. I love him enough to give him space to finish working on hisself before coming back home with our kids" .
" I'm proud of him for taking the change to become better by coming to therapy but it's not enough for me . When he's able to let go of trying to be an bachelor or finding girls from his shows to sleep with him then I can truly come back home but not now . I just need a little bit more time to truly feel like it's not just a temporary thing".
Giovanni bit her lip to keep the tears from falling down her face. She hates the fact that he gets her so vulnerable. She wanted to be in his arms so bad but she can't let him in right now .
Sincere furrowed eyebrows because he felt the hurt , seen the hurt that he truly caused his wife. He always thought he was able to get her back so fast but once she told her side , he realized she was slowly giving up .
" your turn" he nodded his head
" First and foremost, I would like to apologize for truly hurting you over the past months. I took your trust and ran with it without a care in the world. I kept doing stupid shit without realizing your pain and tears. I love you too death and I can't lose you . I will continue to do what's right for you but mainly the kids" he grabbed her hand and squeezed it.
" I love every single thing about Giovanni. The first day we went to the beach and just talk about life made me fall for her more. I love how down to earth she is , her protective ways, her laugh. I love the way she was able to adapt to Willow and raise her as her own.I would be a fool to let her go and let someone else pick her up off her feet. The moment I said I do should have been the moment were I let go of my sneaky ways . I can admit that the drugs I take has a big influence on me , so I'm letting them go . It's gone be hard but I'm going to do what I can in order to have my wife home . I wanna be able to lay with her and tell her all about my days as I listening to hers. I been beating myself up because of my wrongdoing".
He lean his head down as his eyes began to water. He looked her in her eyes before he spoke again .
" I will do everything in my power to treat you better, show you the man that fell in love with you . Showing you that I care about your feelings. Showing you that I can be your happy place again before I actually lose you because of my foolish ways".
" The changes runs in the both of us . I know that I have to take accountability of owning up my mistakes. But I hate when you explode before talking anything out . I don't like she argue all on social media when someone come on there talking shit or if we've arguing she'll go on social media to cuss me out like a dog.".
" I want better for the both of us so I'll continue to open up more about my feelings. I want to be able to see my kids everyday. I wanna be able to love on you without being push away. Ion wanna lose you at all , I hate that I can't touch you but I'll get my act together. I meant every word, even if you don't think so , i do".
So sincere what she is saying that she is losing trust in you , with the cheating and not caring is what's breaking her. I can tell and I know you can tell that the love for you is strong but the more you go out and do you , the more she going to beginning to leave piece by piece . She's scared of letting you back in like the first time she met you . She scared that the moment she forgive you will also be the moment were you crush her heart again.
Also Giovanni , you have to give him a chance to prove to that he changed. Don't completely ignore the fact that he's doing therapy for the first time in his life , he's able to become vulnerable by letting his emotions out . He's taking a new step in his life to be better for you and your family . Be able to praise him on his small steps but also be firm with him as well.
I would like for the both of you to start doing date nights . I feel like y'all are so in tune with other things but not as much of your relationship. It's okay to take a trip for a weekend or start from the beginning where the connection came about . Revisit the first date , remember the small things that put a smile on your face.
" I would like to see y'all again in a month but Sincere I'll see you next week on Wednesday. Have a good day and don't forget what I told you" Alyssa told them before they head out.
Before they went separated ways and got in their cars , Giovanni stopped Sincere & gave him a hug and acknowledged him for his growth.
" I'll meet you at the house with kids so they can see you because they missed you like hell".