Madison's POV
"Mommy... Mommy wake up" I heard a soft voice call out. Instantly knowing it was Lily.
I tried opening my eyes but my body was so exhausted, I have been stressed and worn myself out these past couple months. This is the first time in months that I have had a good sleep and my body can't seem to wake up.
"Princess, lets leave mommy to get some sleep. Her holiday must have been really tiring" I heard his voice softly say to Lily.
"but I wont to have fun as a family today, you even said that you miss momm-" she was cut off.
"come on Lily" his voice seemed rushed and panicked. I kept my eyes closed and let the soft duvet cuddle my body.
Did he tell her he misses me?
He couldn't miss me?! We only had sex with each other a few times? We didn't even have a friendship, well I wouldn't call it a friendship. He would just call me when he was drunk or high and ask for me to "have some fun". How is that a friendship?
He probably only said that for Lily's sake.
I know that Jason doesn't see me in anyway but the mother of his child.
+++++
Omniscient POV
Madison couldn't stop thinking about the situation she was in. She still didn't know if she could trust Jason.
She couldn't understand how Lily was so calm around him. She seemed as if she felt safe with him but how can a 4 year old girl feel safe with a murderer?
"let's just give him a chance" Lily's soft words repeated in her head over and over again.
Could she trust Jason?
Madison wondered why Jason would say that she was on a holiday instead of saying something like "your mother doesn't want you anymore" or something harsh to Lily. He told her that he missed me just to keep her happy. Maybe he was telling the truth when he said he wanted to bring Lily back home to me.
Madison's soon let sleep consume her and Lily grew restless waiting for her to wake up.
Lily asked Jason to go and get her mommy for her so they could play together and Jason hesitantly agreed.
As he was walking up to Lily's room where a sleeping Madison was his heart rate started to accelerate. He gets nervous being around Madison now because of her gorgeous features that have matured in the past 4 years. He knows if he does one thing wrong than Madison will take Lily away from him. He needs to remain calm and that can be hard for Jason.
He slowly walked into his daughter's room with a soft knock. His gaze fell upon the sleepy beauty herself, Madison.
His breathing became heavy as her sleeping face became clearer the closer he got to her. He went to shake her shoulder lightly but stopped himself.
He kneeled down so there faces were level and studied her closely.
Jason couldn't help but smile at the sight before him, He truly believes that Madison developed into a beautiful woman. Her strong cheek bones bring out her long eyelashes. Her plump pink lips part slightly as her long blonde hair is spread out behind her, except for a few strands dangling over her face.
Jason lift his hand up to brush the hair out of her face. An electric feeling runs through his hand as his skin comes in contact with hers.
He couldn't help but stare at the beautiful women he created his child with.
"I'm sorry Maddie" he whispered, and he was. He was sorry for ever using her for sex, sorry for becoming such a bad guy she felt like she had to keep her daughter hidden, he was sorry for taking Lily away from her. He was truly sorry for once.
"I'll fix this" he added softly. He feels like he need to help Madison raise their daughter. Together.
Madison's face crumpled up slightly and Jason knew she was having a bad dream. She had a bad dream one time she was sleeping at Jason's and had to explain to him about her dreadful child hood.
An idea quickly clicked in his head and he was soon softly blowing cool air onto her cheek while running his fingers up and down her jawline. This is the only way he could calm her down from her horrid dreams.
Madison's face soon relaxed and she let out a sigh of content.
He smiled to himself a warm feeling filling up the space his heart sits. "What are you doing to me?" he whispered to himself, as realisation struck him.
I don't even know this girl. What am I doing? He thought to himself. Taking a step away from the beautiful girl.
"Madison... Madison wake up!" He said harshly, pushing her shoulder.
Madison jolted out of bed with a small gasp as her eyes met the cold glare of Jason's.
Madison's POV
His gaze created an uneasy feeling in my stomach.
"Lily wants you to get up" he said quickly and stormed out of the room.
What's his problem?!
'He is a murderer Maddie' my subconscious replied to me softly. I shivered at the statement and slowly peeled the duvet off her warm body.
"Mommy!" I heard Lily scream and my instincts kicked in, I raced down to the kitchen and could see Lily in Jason hold.
"Lily?" I said breathlessly "what's wrong?" I said quickly eyeing off Jason's bare back.
Has he been shirtless this whole time?
"Daddy is making our favourite!" she says excitedly, clapping her hands. Looking back over to Jason I see his back muscles flex as he cooks what I'm guessing to be French toast.
My breath got caught in my throat as I watched his muscles flex. Chewing on my lip between my teeth as I took in all of his tattoos, my biggest weakness when it comes to guys. I was to mesmerised to realise Lily was looking at me with an evil little smirk on her face until she began to whisper into Jason's ear.
"Lily! Who taught you that word?" he said quickly looking at Lily with disbelief.
"Josh did, I caught him looking at Jess like that and he told me what it was all about!" she said while giggling "mommy likes daddy, mommy likes daddy" she chimed as she looked between us.
"what?" I asked in disbelief.
"you were looking at daddy lustfully, that means you love daddy!" she said happily. My eyes bulged out of my head at her statement.
"Lily, t-that's not true" I said quietly, looking to the floor as Jason turned to face me. "Mommy and daddy don't like each other" I added without thinking. Her gasp made me realise what I just told her.
"w-what do you mean? Daddy's and Mommy's are supposed to love each other" her voice was weak and quiet as she starred at me with disbelief.
"I... I didn't mean it like that Lily" I am so baffled with what to say to her "mommy and daddy don't like each other but I never said we don't... I never said we don't love each other..." I forced out.
I can't live watching my baby be hurt and I know that her hearing that we don't like each other will break her fragile heart.
Jason gave me a shocked looked mixed with something else but it was soon hidden in his cold stare.
"so daddy and you love each other?" she asked quietly, sniffling and resting her head on Jason's shoulder. He tensed slightly and I gazed at him for help. Begging him with my eyes to say something and help me.
A small smile found its way to his face "of course we do Lily" he said softly, never breaking eye contact with me.
Oh fuck... What have we done?
_______________________________________
EEEERRRR MMAAAAHHHH GAAAWWWWDDDD
Now what are they going to do? Lily thinks they love each other!
They are going to have to act like it now! Oh no... ;)
Im sorry that it took me a week to update guys, I updated yesterday and today for you! I hope that's enough!
I may even give you guys another update later on tonight!!! MAYBE!
HEHEHE love you guys!
xoxo - Bella