Lost Star~Ateez OT8

New Star

Kiss My Wounds

Rhea POV
My eyes fluttered open and I saw the boys sitting in chairs around my bed, Yeosang still laying beside me. I looked at him and he was looking at me with puffy eyes. I started caressing his cheek again, kissing him on his forehead and smiling warmly at him. I looked over and saw Wooyoung sitting against the back corner on the right
Callie sitting in Changbins lap, they all sat in a row against the left wall
*I don’t want to be here anymore. Callie are we going to my apartment or yours?* Heartbreak in her eyes
*Rhea babe were not in America anymore. We’re in Korea. I know you’re confused and scared and it’s okay. We’re all here for you. But, you were living with Ateez, and I live with Stray Kids* - Callie
I’m so confused and sad right now. I desperately want to remember. How long was I living with them for? How long have we been here? Why was I living with them? What’s with these marks all over my body? What if I never remember anything?
*Where am I going to go now? And you never told me. Why do I have these marks all over me and what’s with that weird scar, it’s still pink and that means it happened recently* my voice shaking and I stuttered my words out
*You can go where you want Rhea. If you want to stay with me at Stray Kids house you can. Or if you want you can go home with Ateez, it’s entirely up to you. As for the marks on your body and the scar. I’ll tell you about it later. When it’s just the two of us okay?*
I nodded slowly. I felt Yeosang tighten his arm around me when Callie said I could go home with them. Why do I have the strong urge to go with them. I lifted his face up gently by his chin and looked into his eyes
*Where was I sleeping when I was staying with you guys*
His eyes slightly went wide for a brief moment. And he just looked into my eyes, so sad. His hand resting on my cheek
*You slept wherever you wanted to, in one of our rooms* his voice quiet
I feel so shocked right now. I’m so lost and confused and I don’t know what to do. I just know I want to get out of this hospital.
I looked back at Callie telling her I wanted to go and asked if I had a spare change of clothes
Yunho lifted a small bag and placed it on the foot of my bed. I sat up and looked over at the boys on my left unsure how to ask them if I can get by. So I just crawled to the end of the bed and crawled over the weird plastic part of the hospital bed and grabbed the bag. I heard a couple giggles and turned to see who it came from but I couldn’t figure it out. There’s so many people in here. Did I just make a fool of myself. I grabbed the bag and went to the bathroom to change. But I don’t recognize the clothes I pulled out of the bag. When did I get these? It’s cute. But when the fuck did I get it. I guess I’ll just have to roll with things for now. And hope to hell I get my memory back. I don’t want to forget the memories and time I’ve spent with Ateez. However long that may have been.
God damn it. The scar is showing through part of my shirt, the hickeys on my chest visible now. I walked out and saw the shocked and concerned looks on their faces. The members of Ateez all looked at Hongjoong and he gave them a small smile. I wonder what that’s about. I’ll ask after
*Callie. I think I want to go home with them. If that’s where I was living before. Maybe it’ll help me to remember if I go back there. But is it okay if I call you everyday? Maybe video call? Im still so terrified right now* my voice quivering as I spoke
*Whatever you want babe, I’m always here for you. We can call each other every day, and video call. I’ll be here with you every step of the way* - Callie
I nodded to her. And they all rose from their spots. Hongjoong coming over to me, cautiously looking into my eyes as he slowly lowered himself downward trying to pick me up, and I stepped back a little and just looked at him confused. His face sad from my response. But I gave him a big toothy smile. I don’t know what came over me, I turned him around and pushed his shoulders down a little. And I jumped on his back giggling. I could feel some chuckles coming from him as he lifted me further onto his back, wrapping his arms around my legs.
I can hear Callie saying something to Yeosang but I can’t make out what she’s saying. Oh well. I guess I don’t need to concern myself with it. He carried me on his back and towards the parking lot where I saw an assortment of fast expensive cars. The guys all splitting into two and walking to the cars. Hongjoong brought us over to this glossy black Lamborghini, Yeosang appearing beside us and he opened the door and climbed into the back, Hongjoong carefully set me down into my seat without actually taking me off his back. I settled into my seat and buckled myself up. He got into the drivers seat, started the engine and fiddled with the controls, saying he was connecting my phone to the Bluetooth
I looked at a bag I’ve never seen before. And pulled out a phone that isn’t mine. And just for the hell of it I tried my fingerprint and it unlocked. What the fuck. I brought up the menu screen and swiped until I found Spotify. Playing slipknot first. I looked over at him and then back at Yeosang to make sure it was okay. But their eyes were a little wide and they looked kind of shocked. Maybe I should change it. I scrolled through my playlist finding one titled Mellow, clicked on it and started playing Guns N Roses instead. I kept it mellow for the rest of the drive. Locking my phone. I looked out the window the whole time we drove back to the house. I can’t believe how beautiful it is here. Even as the sky is turning to dark, a beautiful night sky. I swear I’m going to end up with a heart problem because it won’t calm down and I just feel so nervous being with them.
Hongjoong cautiously moved his hand hovering over my thigh, is this normal? I pushed his hand down onto my leg.
And a flash came into my head. Of a garter I’ve never seen before on my leg, with his hand resting on it. I stared at his hand for a moment. And continued looking out the window. That was weird.
We arrived in front of this big house. Hongjoong got out and came over to my side and opened the door and held his hand out for me making me blush. I gladly accepted his hand and let him pull me out of the car. He held on to my hand, Yeosang getting out of the car and he held my other hand as we walked into the house.
Stepping through the door, it was so big, this is really where I live now?
*If it’s okay. I would like to change if I have any clothes here. Please?*
Hongjoong nodded at Yeosang and he walked me up the staircase, as I rounded the corner I saw eight rooms. He lead me to what I’m assuming is his room and sat me down on the bed. I looked around, it’s so neat and tidy in here, it smells so nice. He’s so adorable, he’s been clinging to me the entire time. He walked over to me with his shirt and a pair of sweats.
*Are you sure it’s okay for me to wear this?* My voice hesitant and shaky
*Of course sweetheart* I had a huge smile on my face. Feeling excited. I stood up and started changing. He left the room for a moment to give me some privacy. I stripped off my clothes and put his on. It’s big on me but so comfy. I’m not sure what made me say his name like this but I did anyway
*Yeosangie* he came back in and had this huge grin on his beautiful face. He walked over to me slipping his hands onto my waist and gazing into my eyes. I’m unsure of what to do so I slowly put my hands on the back of his neck and just looked at him too. He gently pushed me back into the bed, laying me down and covering me up, kissing my forehead. Going to shut the door and turn the light off. He came back to the bed and crawled in beside me, holding me against his chest, breathing in his wonderful scent, feeling his rapid heartbeat beneath my right hand. My eyes started to get heavy. And I fell asleep in his embrace