Today's weather is changeable. At noon, the sun is bright, but in the afternoon, the sky is already dark, like a big curtain covering the sky in darkness, and the wind and rain are about to come.
Due to the weather, there were no people in the cemetery. A deceased person was buried under the rows of tombstones. Perhaps those people had a wonderful and vivid life, and the heaviest was turned into a handful of losses.
Life is like that, capricious.
Su Linshen told Pei Yuzhou about Su Tang's cemetery and then left.
In the cemetery, Pei Yuzhou, supported by his mother, struggled to walk in front of the rows of tombstones. The man's footsteps were a little unsteady, his face was frighteningly pale, and his red and tired eyes were searching the cemetery.
In the end, his eyes settled on a tombstone in the corner. It was a newly built tombstone. There was still a fresh bouquet of flowers in front of the tombstone. The four characters, "Su Tang's Tomb," were engraved on the tombstone. A black and white photo of a handsome and lovely young man with a shy and cute smile on his face, even a little childish.
When he saw Su Tang's tombstone, Pei Yuzhou's heart felt as if thousands of sharp needles had been stabbed into his heart, and his chest felt a dull pain, almost suffocating
"Su Tang..." Pei Yuzhou pushed away Mother Pei's hand, walked to the tombstone step by step, knelt down with a plop, stroked Su Tang's photo with trembling hands, and traced his facial features in detail.
Mother Pei stood quietly behind him. The corners of her eyes were already moist.
"How could this be, how could it be..."
Originally, Pei Yuzhou was still holding on to a glimmer of hope. He didn't believe that Su Tang left so easily. At the moment of Tang's tombstone, the little hope left in the man's heart also collapsed.
Su Tang really left him forever, but in just three days, Pei Yuzhou's world changed drastically.
Jun Ziyan passed away, and he accepted it calmly.
But in the face of Su Tang's departure, Pei Yuzhou felt that he was going crazy. What kind of feeling was that, like someone took a knife and cut a piece of flesh from your chest alive, and there was a piece of flesh in the heart? Bloody, bloody pain.
"Baby bear, why don't you wait for me..." Pei Yuzhou tightly grasped the cold tombstone, his knuckles turned white, tears streaming down his face silently, his hoarse and tired voice was full of pain and despair: " Obviously all the bad things we have done are coming to an end, we will be together soon, didn't we agree that we will always be together..."
"Go to the beach to watch the sunset in summer, and go skating in New Zealand in winter... I will take You eat all the delicacies in the world, and I want you to be the happiest baby bear..."
The sky became more and more gloomy, and the light rain fell, which wet the man's hair and clothes, adding to the sad scene. A little sad.
"Baby bear, you must be punishing me. Look, even God is scolding me."
Pei Yuzhou twitched the corners of his mouth, trying to laugh, but tears couldn't stop falling. He looked up and laughed while crying, Like crazy, he slapped himself frantically, and the clear slap sounded in the quiet cemetery, accompanied by the man's desperate sobs
"It's all my fault, it's all my fault..."
"I'm just a fool, a self-righteous fool!"
"I was wrong, I was really wrong, I beg you, don't do this to me. Can you make a joke, Tangtang? Will you come back?" The man knelt on the ground, kowtowing his head in front of the tombstone, blood staining the rain.
"Son, don't be like this, I begs you, don't hurt yourself like this..." Mother Pei also started to cry. She hugged the irrational Pei Yuzhou tightly in her arms and said with a sob: "Trust Su Tang... He doesn't want to see you like this, he will feel bad, even if it's for him, you can't treat yourself like this..."
Pei Yuzhou froze for a moment, when he looked up, his forehead was already blood red, and the blood dripped down his forehead, blurring his vision, and he covered his head in pain, "No, Su Tang hates me, he said I will never forgive me in this life!"
"Why is he the one who died and not me!"
"I am the one who deserves to be damned! I should die, I should die!"
"Pei Yuzhou, please be sober, please!" Mother Pei said. He slapped his son on the face, cried and shouted loudly: "Su Tang is dead, don't you want to die with him? Do you think Su Tang can feel at ease by doing this? Do you think he hopes? See you looking for life and death like this!"
Pei Yuzhou was stunned.
Mother Pei felt distressed when she slapped her, she hugged Pei Yuzhou tightly into her arms, and cried, "Mom knows you are sad, hurt, and mother is also sad, but you can't hurt yourself, you know that? "
Pei Yuzhou lowered his eyes, clenched his fists tightly, and remained silent.
"Mom, Su Tang is dead, and my heart is also dead."
...
The light rain continued to fall, and in another corner of the cemetery, the "dead" Su Tang was sitting in a wheelchair with a pale face, Looking expressionlessly at Pei Yuzhou who was kneeling in front of the tombstone in the distance, his hands were tightly grasping the armrest of the wheelchair.
Ling Xiao stood behind him, holding an umbrella, shielding Su Tang from the falling rain. He lightly patted Su Tang's slightly trembling shoulder, "Su Tang, have you really decided? Can you let him go?"
"Yes." Su Tang nodded, with a trace of struggle in his black and white eyes, then he turned his gaze away from the man in the distance and said softly, "Let's go."
"Okay."
Ling Xiao pushed Su Tang, who was in the wheelchair, turned around and left.
Don't look back. There is nothing to be attached to.
The former Su Tang was dead, in the car accident three days ago, and the Su Tang who loved Pei Yuzhou was also dead. As for Pei Yuzhou, he never wanted to see him again.
Su Tang looked at the road in the distance, the struggle in his eyes gradually faded away, his eyes became firm and decisive, his clear eyes were calm and without waves, and there was a faint coldness in the depths of his pupils.
From this moment, he will start a new life.
——
Pei Yuzhou suddenly felt a gaze staring at him. It was a wonderful and familiar feeling, but when he looked up, there were only empty tombstones around him, not even a single figure.
Is it Su Tang?
Su Tang... Su Tang is dead. He will not appear again.
"Son, what are you looking at?"
"It's nothing..." Pei Yuzhou sat down in a daze, looking at the photo on the tombstone with blank eyes, "Mom, you go back first, I want to stay here with him."