"You're the closest to heaven, that I'll ever be."
—Goo Goo Dolls
He looks at me surprised
"Did I say something weird?"
"No, I just don't think you can start a war."
"Watch me do it" I say. I kick him and leave. I feel too much power. I feel that I can do everything. Suddenly I feel a wave of energy pass through my hands.
The Mafia Queen will be reborn
Yes, I mean I am strong
Now I don't need to hide. I get into the car and start running. I open the top of the car and my hair is blowing.
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We were in Apollo's Lamborghini and we had very loud music. He opened the back of the car making the cold and strong wind to blow my hair. I was enjoying it and laughing. Apollo looked me deep in the eyes and laughed too.
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this memory came to my mind
Oh London, I miss you.
As soon as I arrived at the mansion, I knock on the door and a maid opens for me. She looks at me worriedly in the eyes, as if she is warning me about something.
''I can't believe my eyes'' a girl with brown hair and green eyes looks at me and is speechless. She hugs Apollo
"Apollo, we'll talk in the evening" she says and comes close to me. I look at him murderously, jealously, hostilely.Apollo who's her
''I can't believe you're here, Ramona,'' she says and hugs me. I feel confused. What's all this?
"Ah yes, Sofia-" Apollo goes to say
''Sofia? Is that what he calls you?'' the girl says and laughs.
"From here my sister, Athena"
ATHENA?
ATHENA?
MY BEST FRIEND?
MY CHILDHOOD BEST FRIEND?
I look at her more carefully, she's the same as Apollo. The complete opposite of Brad. I look at each other.
"I'm the older sister if you don't remember"
here's something I didn't know
"Cool" I say and hug her tightly
I do not know what to say.
''We need to talk'' he says and points to Apollo discreetly.
"Yes, I didn't see you, after all I'm going to do some work, I'll let you make up for these 7 years in one afternoon" he says and laughs
"Asshole" I say and throw a pillow at him. He leaves.
"So tell me what's going on with my little brother?"
''I do not know''
I really don't know
My choices and thoughts are in an absolute mess. I feel sidelined. I feel alone. A thousand things were going through my mind every moment.
"I really don't know, It's like in that moment, the whole universe existed just to bring us together."
"I understand" she says and smiles at me. She gives me a hug
"I think you should talk to him, clear some things up"
''Do you think?''
"You're already gone" she says .
We talked,laughed for about 3 hours.In the end she pushed me to talk to Apollo.
Deep breaths. I won't say anything bad to him. Don't worry. You are strong. You have everything. I knock confidently on the door.
"Come in love" he says and I open it
"How did you know it was me?"
"Only you knock on the door so hard and bitchy" I smile
"So what did you want?"
''I really want to clear some things up'' He looks at me and his eyes shine.
When I hear his voice, the sun is shining.My soul is happy,he brings me joy
''Like what''
"Apollo, what are we?"
''People''
"The two of us I mean"
''How are you feeling love?''
''I saw that you were perfect, and so I loved you. Then I saw that you were not perfect and I loved you even more." he laughs
''I need you like a heart needs a beat'' he gets up and sits on the opposite chair. He looks me deep in the eyes.
"If I know what love is, it is because of you, My soul and your soul are forever tangled." I am enchanted by his words. I just look at his lips and wait for the next poetic phrase he will say.
''Sofia''
"it's me and you"
"the universe wants us together"
"in every life you will be my soulmate"
''We are inseparable and that will never change'' My eyes looked down. I feel happy, I don't want to lose him. I raise my head and see him waiting for an answer.
"Apollo, I agree, we will never be separated". He pulls me on top of him and kisses me. More passionately than ever. So warm. So calm. No fuss.
He is completely mine, my hell boy.
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We are at dinner at the mansion.
''I will soon start a war against the Kitters.'' i say and he looks at me wildly
"You know this is hard, right?"
''We will try''
"Who are we? I never accepted"
"Apollo come now, you don't want us to destroy them once and for all"
"I'll think about it" I give him sweet eyes
"I will find my memories"
"deal" he says without even thinking.
I hug him and sit down again.
''Can you tell me some things about then?''
''Hmm yes''
''Sofia, you were very cruel. I loved you for that, because we were the same. You didn't care about anything but yourself. Me too. You manipulated a lot of people, you told them lies and you are the 2nd among the Mafia's murder records. ''
"Who's the first?"
"me of course"
"You? I find it unlikely" he raises his eyebrow and clenches his jaw
''Yes why''he gets playfully angry
"Because you are very kind"
"With you, May God have mercy on my enemies, cause I won't."
"Tough, love that style"
''What will we do with our siblings?''
"Winners don't compete with hoes love"
"Bad, I don't care, it's time for justice, you're strong and you've done it all by yourself, I just have to get ready"
"I am who I am because of you. You are every reason, every hope, and every dream I've ever had."
"And romantic? I love that so much."
. "Take my hand, take my whole life too. For I can't help falling in love with you."
"Stop that bro,im blushing hard" I say and make a face of disgust.
"Why don't you like what I say?"
"I like them, I find them extremely philosophical and poetic"
"Fine, I'll tell you usually then"
"Fantastic" I say and roll my eyes.
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First day I'm with Apollo. I'm so happy. How could I forget such things. Our love was never lost. If not reciprocated, it will flow back and soften and purify the heart. If we didn't meet that day AGAIN, I wouldn't know who I am? I wouldn't even know about my sister. I love him. A wave of energy goes through me again.
Black out.
Passed out.
Silence and calmness
*******
"Ramona"
"Jaxon"we shake hands
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"I will never stop trying. Because when you find the one... you never give up."
"We'll never be together Jaxon, don't try"
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"I told you that I like him, damn it and you kissed him you piece of shit" says Isabella, I give her a slap
*****
Suddenly a vision. A memory.This time I see from Apollo's point of view
"Hide, she will see us" who is he talking about?
He is on a well-known street. He is with 3 men. Axel and one more.
"Come on, we can't watch her every day, you have to get to meet her again." says Axel, I can hear the voices vaguely. A girl appears and slides down.
I AM
I AM THE GIRL
They all come from above me
"My chance to meet her again"
"Come on lucky little baby" says Axel and they lift me up.
"welcome to hell and chaos love"
They put me in a car. I never knew what happened that day. Apollo leaves me on the couch. He turns on my cell phone
"Still the same code" he says and opens it. He finds my social media. Then I wake up.
"Don't be afraid" he told me. I didn't answer him, I just looked at him.My reflection there was a quiet girl.
"do I have anything on my face?" he said letting out a laugh.At te hearing of that sentence memories of humor and fun came through my mind
"no" I said quietly and continued to study his face and his gaze.What the hell was i doing?
"You have something anyways.." he said pointing to my leg.The big wound.Teribble memories
"I'm sorry but I don't know you and I have to go, they'll be angry with me if they see that I'm gone for so many hours" I said and got up.I grabbed my things and headed to the door.NO.DON'T FUCKING LEAVE.
"You can stay if you want" he told me before I left.He let out a warm smile.Apollo.
"How come you say that to someone you don't know?"i said staring at him.What the fuck
"I don't know you, the truth is this"he rolled his eyes and laughed.Oh yeah.He knew.
" but while you were sleeping you were quite calm and you looked good,i want to help you"he said coming near me with slow steps.I knew he was familiar.
"I'm sorry but I can't my father will kill me" I said and all the bad memories just collapse with my eyes.
"Why you telling that?"
"nothing nothing nevermind" I said lowering my head.
"Thank you anyway for helping me" I said and left.
I see Apollo lowering his head as soon as I leave. He sits and runs his hand through his hair.
"What am I going to do with you?" he says and says again