So..yeah..I kissed him
I kissed Machavelli..
Violating my rules..
Rule 2# don't get too attached..
I got really attached..to him..to his scars..
Like I had so many chances of running away yesterday..but I didn't..why?..I don't know..
Rule3# don't let him touch you sensually..and don't kiss him..Never ever..
I already did..
I kissed him hard..and i love every bit of it..
Rule4# don't get attracted to his perfect body..soft lips..beautiful grey eyes ever again..
Okay..maybe rule 4 was already gone..the moment I made it..
Anyway..
I literally don't know how to face him..
And it's not like that was our first kiss..then.. why am I so concerned about it?
I didn't sleep a wink..last night..
My mind was on the kiss and him..
Where the fuck is the hate..I have for him?
It's like..it reduced..like it's
I don't even know..
And it's just been..two weeks..and this already happened..I can't belive myself..
But maybe..just maybe..it's okay..
God Selena!
Anyway..
I'm currently in the dinning room with Deigo and ivy..having breakfast..
"Oh my God..what happened Selena?..you look like you didn't sleep a wink" ivy said..
"No..I slept..I just uh..my body was aching from all the fighting and running" I lied..
"We are so sorry Selena" Deigo said apologetically..
"Yeah..Selena..we are"ivy said this time
Are this people for real?
We freaking barely survived together..
"Guys..why are you apologising?..we survived together..so stop it please" I said..
They smiled in response..
"You wouldn't have been in this situation..it's my fault" ivy said..
My God..this people..
"No ivy..if it wasn't for your brother..I would have never met you..it's was my job to help my amazing sister in law" I said with a smile..
She smiled back..in response..
And we kept on eating..
I plan to eat as fast as I could..so I would crawl back into the room..and never have to face him..
As if right on cue..he appeared..
Ohh God
"Good morning.." He greeted everyone..then sat beside me..
No..Why?!
Why?..
Someone please save me..
"Morning bro" ivy said..
"Morning Adonis.." Deigo said..
I knew..it was my turn to at least acknowledge his presence..
I didn't even look up from my food..
Then he suddenly kissed my cheek..
Okay..where is the whole..don't kiss my cheek again?
"Good morning Selena" he whispered in my ears..
I smiled awkwardly
Is this guy insane?!.
Deigo and ivy stared at us in shock..
"Okay..okay..so when did this happen?" Ivy asked..
"Yeah..when?" Deigo asked too
"What happened?" I said..acting like I don't know what they are talking about..
"Ohh please Selena..when did soft morning kisses on the cheek happen?..and the whole whispering" She asked with a taunting smile..
"You don't need to know ivy" Adonis said..having a bite of an apple..
"It's non of your business bro..my amazing sis in law here will tell me..gist me later okay?" She said with a wink..
"Yeah..sure" I said..
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We all ate in silence for a while until Adonis broke the silence..
"Pack up..we are going back to Italy today Selena" he said to me..
"What?!..we are going back to the luxurious cage?" I asked him..
"Yeah..the cage" he replied..
"Why?..I mean we are in Paris..we haven't gone sightseeing..like we should visit the Eiffel Tower..this is the city of love..let's enjoy it" I said..
"We can't Selena..remember Mr Fernando Is gonna look for us.." Deigo said this time..
"And our mansion..is like really noticeable" ivy said..
They are right..
"Fine..." I said..and stood up..to go and pack..
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It was noon..when we decided to head back to Italy..
My beautiful..luxurious cage..
We were on our way to the helicopter landing pad..inside the limo..
"So..nobody Is gonna tell me about the thing..I risked my life for?" I asked breaking the silence of the car..
"Exactly" Adonis replied..
I scowl at him..
Gosh..i hate this..
After a thirty minutes drive..we eventually arrived at the landing pad..
The private jet waiting..
Deigo and ivy already entered the jet..
Adonis was climbing up the stairs when I stopped him..
"Machavelli.." I called him..
He turned back and came back to me..
"What?" He asked..
"Can you do me a favour?" I asked him..
"If I'm capable.." He said..
We both know..he is more than capable.. in doing anything..
"Well..since we are going back to Italy..I was thinking..if you would let me explore the city..and not stay locked up in your mansion" I said..with a cheeky smile..
"Did you see what happened by letting you out of the mansion?" He asked..
"Uh..yeah..I know..I almost died and everything..but please..ivy will protect me..she is a really good fighter" I said trying to convince him..
"I..." He started but I cut him off
"If you like order all your bodyguards to follow me..please" I said..and he smirked..
"I...."I trailed off when he kissed me..on the lips..
Oh not again?!..
He realsed me..
"I will let you go sometimes" he said and with that..he turned around..and entered the jet..
I just stood there..
A blush crept up my cheek..
No go back!..
Get back..
He kissed me again.. and I didn't stop him..
I'm so sorry Rule 3..
I entered the jet..and we took off..
This time..I made sure to sit with ivy..
She was grinning ear to ear..
"What?.." I asked her..
"Nothing much..just that my brother over there gave you a morning kiss on the cheek..and now he kissed you" she said..
I rolled my eyes..
"So..are you guys back to a thing?" She asked..
"Of course not.." I said almost immediately..
"Okay..if you say so" She said and I rolled my eyes again..
We were queit for a while..
"Oh come on..just tell me..please..pretty please" She said..with a puppy eyes
"Alright fine.." I said with a sigh..
So..I told ivy everything..how we kissed..and up to this point..
"Wow..you guys are actually romantic..you will definitely go back to being a thing" She said with a smile..
Is ivy right?
I definitely can't let that happen..
But..why does it feel like a part of me..wants to go back to him
God..this so ridiculous..
I can't fall for him..again
I must not..
But..I know deep down..I'm still tied to Adonis..
And..why do I feel like..it's not bad?
Why do I feel like..I want it?
Okay..this might be bad..
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After a two hours flight..we reached Italy..
We went back to my luxurious cage..
When we arrived..Mona and the maids..were waiting by the door..
"Welcome back boss" She said with a same old smile..
Adonis simply nod and entered..
"Hey Monaa" I said..giving her a hug..
"I missed you Selena" She said..
It's just been a day..
Anyway..we proceeded inside..
I went to the living room..and was greeted with difference faces..
"Welcome..boss" they all said in unison..
They were roughly 30 people..
"And who are these?" I asked Ivy..
"They are all in the Mafia..they came to welcome Adonis" She said..heading over and greeting them..
Okay..
I just stood there awkwardly..in my navy blue short gown..
Ivy and deigo was coversing with some people..
Adonis was clearly busy too..
So..I just decided to head to my room..
I turned back to leave..
"Selena.."Adonis called..
"Hola.." I said awkwardly..
"Where are you going to?" He asked
"Well..I don't belong here..so I'm heading to my room.." I said..he ignored him..
And took me by my waist..turning around to the crowd..
"Humm..what are you doing?" I asked..he ignored me again..
"Guys..this is my wife..Selena" he announced..
I can feel my head swelling..
Why do I feel kinda happy..
I feel special?
"Hey.." I said awkwardly
"It's finally nice to meet you" a guy said..
Then a lady..and another.. until they all greeted me..
"What the fuck was that?" I asked him..
"I introduced you..to your new family" he said..
Family?
"So..you guys are like a family here?" I asked him..
"Yeah..pretty much" he said sipping his drink..
I smiled..
Family..I like the sound of that..
I mingled around..get to know more of them...
They all seem nice..though they are definitely dangerous people..
I needed to use the bathroom..so I went upstairs..then a couple more steps..
To Adonis's room..
After I was done..I cane out of the bathroom..
And then I saw Adonis..
"What..." I trailed off..
Because he walked over to me..and crash is lips into mine..
I opened up for him..closing my eyes..
He kissed me..hard..and I kissed him back..
My hands went around his neck..his hands were on my waist..
I deepened the kiss..
It was filled with pure desire..
And..I wanted more..
Wait!!!..
Okay..Good bye rule 3..
See you in the afterlife..
Then he realsed me..I slowly opened my eyes..and looked at him..
He smirked..we were still close..
"Wh..why did you kiss me?" I asked..still flattered from the kiss..
"Because..I missed your lips" he said..while placing a finger on my lips..
I blushed hard..
I'm a lost case..aren't I?
He grinned at me..then removed his hands on my waist..
"Come back to the party" he said..and turned to leave..gave me one more glance and left..
And I was still blushing..
Selena!
How did I let that happen again..and again..
And why did I love it so much?..
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After I calmed down..i head back to the party..
Wait..when did it even become a party?
Anyway..
The party was fun..
I got to know more and more about my new family..
Adonis was beside me right now..
"So..do you want a drink?" He asked me..
"You know I don't drink..right?" I said..
"I do..I just want you to try" he said..
I chuckled..
"No..I won't.." I said
"Fine.." He said..
Then ivy came to pull me..to a small dance circle they created..
"No..please no" I said..
"You have to..cheer for her guys" She said..
"Ivy.." I started but was cut off by the cheering..
"Go Selena..go Selena..go..go" they cheered..
"Fine.." I said and started dancing..
I'm not much of a dancer but I know my moves..
Adonis was watching with a smirk plastered on his face..
I smiled at him..
I danced for a while and finally stopped..
"That was fun.." I said standing beside him..
"Yeah.." He said..
Then one of his guards called him..he excused himself..
Then I was standing alone..watching ivy dance..
I smiled..
"Hi there" a voice said..I turned to see..an Asian looking guy..he has great eyes.. he seems cute..
"Oh hi.." I said with a smile..
"I'm Zach.." He said stretching out his hand for a handshake..
"Oh..Selena" I said talking his hand..
"You are gorgeous.." He said with a shy smile..
Oh so cute..
I smiled at him.."Thank you.." I said..
"I..." He started but was cut off by someone..
"Back off Zach..she is boss's wife" a girl commented and walked off..
"I'm sorry..I didn't know" he said apologetically..
"Uh..it's okay.." I started but before I could finish..he already hurried away..
Okay.. weird..
I noticed the table..where the drinks are placed is empty..and Mona and the maids are already busy..
So I decided to get more drinks..I was holding a two beer bottle..
When I went back to the living room..
Standing beside ivy..
I saw them..
I thought maybe I was seeing things..but it was clear..
I saw Adonis and another woman kissing..
Wait..kissing?
My mind couldn't process..
"Selena..." ivy started but I cut her off..
"Who is that?.." I asked..
"Se.." she started but I cut her off..
"Who is she?.." I asked again..
"That's..erm..Allison.." she said..
I just stared at them kissing..
"Adonis's Girlfriend.." Deigo said this time..
And it felt like..the floor should open up and swallow me whole..
Girlfriend?!
A girlfriend?!!..
Adonis as a girlfriend?!..
I was already dieing inside..
But what killed me more..was when they stopped kissing..
And..and
It was that same woman..I saw him with the day I left him..
The one at the packing lot..
Oh my God!
I started shaking..
I dropped the bottles..drawing attention..
Adonis stared at me..
"No..i can't.. " I said..and turn to leave..
"Selena!...." ivy called behind me..
I just kept on running..
I ran upstairs fast..
I entered the room..
Then the tears started coming..
I can't belive he has a girlfriend..
It's okay..if he has..but that same woman..
It hurts..more than anything..
I thought the kiss..I thought we might as well go back to the way we were..
The fact that..it was that same woman..makes me question everything..
What was our marriage?..
He has been cheating!..
Of course he played me..
He played me throughout our marriage..
I should have never let him kissed me..
I should have never let my guard down..
Maybe it wouldn't hurt this much..
I still hate him..
I fucking do..
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