Warning: This chapter contains an R18 scene. Read at your own risk.
[ CHAPTER 12 ]
LATISHA VALENTINE
The moment that Erwan woke up after they treated him, we left the house. We cannot take the risk of spending the night there for we know there will be enemies by dawn. Hindi ko na napansin kung saang lupalop napadpad si Magnus dahil hindi na siya bumalik, at mas lalong ayaw kong may dumagdag sa stress na nararamdaman ko.
We traveled farther east of Edinburgh. Sa sobrang kapal ng niyebe at ang pagbugso nito, halos hindi ko na maramdaman ang mga pisngi ko kahit nasa loob ako ng carriage na dala nila. From time to time, the Duke would use his breath to warm my hands and the tone of the room almost eradicated the cold.
Palagian ko rin naririnig si Blessime sa labas at ang walang tigil nilang bangayan ni Cyan. Napapansin na ng lahat ang relasyon ng dalawa at umarangkada na naman ang pang-aasar ni Wince. I felt relieved that they didn't change their approach to me after I've been gone for almost three months. Buong akala ko kasi ay nalusutan ko si Roshan sa plano, pero mas nauna pala siya sa akin.
Should I listen to Magnus and talk to him about my plan? Roshan already knows this is my second life, and I'm pretty sure he's troubled by it. Kahit hindi niya sabihin, nararamdaman ko ang pinapahiwatig ng mga titig at kilos niya. His shoulder seems stiff, and when he sighs it's too deep I could drown.
"Are you not cold?" I asked. Wala siyang ibang suot kundi ang kapa at manipis niyang royal suit. Tumaas ang kilay ko ng umiling siya. "Don't lie to me, your grace. You're paler, and look...your hair already freezes from the cold air."
"Then, are you warm?" he asked, which made me more confused. He breathes on my palms again before his amber orbs locked itself on my mine. "If you're warm, I am warm. I'm also used to the cold, so there's no need for you to worry."
I settled for his answer since I can't argue with him well. Pinagmamasdan ko na lang ang palagian niyang ginagawa kada lilipas ang dalawang minuto. He looked tired for some reason but he didn't show it when I'm looking at his face. He lost weight by how thin his slender fingers are.
"Aren't you mad that I left?" I asked.
"I let you leave," he replied and kissed my palm which made me feel even more warm.
"But you are mad," I insisted.
"I was," he quickly replied. Then lifted his head to look at my face. "But you're here now."
"Hindi ka ba magtatampo?"
The Duke's lips formed a smirk. "You want me to? What would you do if I'm sulking?"
"Wala," sagot ko. "Hindi ka naman matampuhin, seloso lang."
"Exactly, Latisha. I will do everything to understand you, but not the thought of you with someone else. I'll rip them to shreds."
Sinapak ko ng mahina ang kamay niya. Instead of feeling pain, he just widened his smirk that made me frown. Hinila niya ako para yakapin mula sa likod. I flinched when his arms circled around me, and I tried to hold my breath to flatten my stomach. it's not the time for him to know I've conceived an heir.
"Ako lang, Latisha," he whispered in my ears and I was astounded by how sullen his voice was. "Please, ako lang. Gawin mo ang gusto mong gawin. If you want to annihilate your own clan by your own hands, I will be there to support you. Anything you wish, wife. I will do as I might to uphold it, but I can't bear to see another man take you away from me. Hate me if you want, push me away, or even treat me like how I treated you before, just don't leave me for someone else."
I didn't speak and let silence be the answer. His embrace tightens but it's giving me enough space to breathe. Nanatili ako sa kanyang bisig hanggang hindi ko na namalayan na nakatulog pala ako. The only thing I remembered was his soft voice luring me to sleep and the warmth of his embrace that ease me.
Nagising lang ako sa isang malambot na kama, at hindi sana ako babangon ng maramdaman kong bumaliktad na naman ang sikmura ko. Dali-dali akong naghanap ng banyo sa kwarto at agad nilabas ang kung ano man ang nakain ko kahapon. Agad akong dinaluhan ni Blessime at hinagod ang aking likod ng walang sinasabi.
I felt like my body returned into a beaten state when I finished throwing up. My morning sickness is worse than me getting sick. I am sensitive as hell and I can't control my own emotions sometimes.
"Magpasalamat nalang tayo na umalis ang Duke kasama ang hinayupak niyang Commander, dahil kung hindi, malalaman nila ang sitwasyon mo," sambit ni Blessime habang tinutulongan niya akong bumalik sa kama. "Nasa maliit na bayan tayo, at lumabas ako kanina para maghanap ng manghihilot. May nakilala ako, at gusto kitang ipatingin."
I slowly shook my head before I cleared my throat. "I am fine, Blessime. Pahinga lang ang kailangan ko--"
"Latisha, ang tigas ng anit mo!" putol niya sa sinabi ko. She crossed her arms before jumping on the bed and looked at me eagerly. "You need to get checked, cousin. Nilalabas mo lang ang kinakain mo, hindi pa maayos ang tulog mo, at lalong ang lamig ng panahon para sa isang nagdadalang-tao na katulad mo. I am not expert on that field but by how I observed you, hindi lang isang pahinga ang kailangan mo."
"I am fine," I insisted.
"You are not," she replied. "Kapag hindi mo sinunod ang sinabi ko, I will inform the Duke about your situation myself. Gusto mo pangunahan na naman kita kagaya ng dati?"
Sinamaan ko siya ng tingin. "Dare and I will disown you. Kapag sinabi kong ayos ako, maayos ako. Sinabi mo na nga, hindi ka bihasa sa ganitong sitwasyon kaya huwag ka ng mangialam."
"Eto naman, ayan ka na naman sa ugali mong umiiba tuwing umaga," inis na sabi niya bago umalis ng kama. "May hinanda akong almusal, sana hindi mo ilabas 'yang pagkain para naman makakain din ang mga pamangkin ko."
"Salamat," mahinang sabi ko. "And would you please stop saying plural?"
She just frowned before she left the room. Hindi ko tuloy natanong sa kanya kung nasaan sa bayan kami, pero basi sa nakikita ko sa loob ng kwarto, isa itong matutuluyan. I ate what she made and I almost threw up again. Nawawalan ako ng gana kumain ng malaman kong may dinadala ako, at halos pilitin ko na lang talagang magkalaman ang aking tiyan para sa anak ko.
I didn't leave the room even when I wanted to. Masama ang pakiramdam ko at umiinit ang aking ulo. I just rested on the bed and lured myself to sleep so I could feel better quickly. Hindi ko na inalam ang mga ganap ng mga kasama namin, maski maki-chismis sa relasyon ng pinsan ko at ang Commander ng mga Knights.
Nagising lang ako muli ng may maramdaman akong kamay na humahaplos sa pisngi ko. It would be inappropriate if I say I don't recognize those touches since I felt it always on my skin in both my lives. Isang mainit na labi ang lumapat sa aking noo ng gumalaw ako.
"Wife," he whispered. Base pa lang kung gaano ka-lubog ang kama ay alam kong nakahiga si Roshan sa tabi ko. He pulled me into an embrace when I moved a little to get away from him.
"Your grace," mungkahi ko ng maramdaman kong mahigpit ang yakap niya. I pinched his arm to loosen his grip, but he ignored it. "Hindi ako makahinga sa yakap mo, Roshan!"
Napabuga ako ng hangin ng tumatawa siyang lumayo sa akin. I used my elbows to hoist my upper body and glared at him. Agad niyang pinalibot ang kanyang mga braso sa bewang ko kaya dumausdus ang aking katawan sa malapad niyang dibdib.
"Did I wake you?" he asked.
Napaismid pa ako. "Is that a question?"
"I purposely did that," he confirmed.
"Why so?" I asked, glaring at him with an infinite dagger for waking me up. Especially being welcomed by his casual attire and disheveled hair.
"I miss you," he softly said, then leaned forward to claim my lips but I hurriedly pushed him back to the bed that made him scornful. "Wife, I got busy on securing the parameter for us to stay safe in this town which allowed you to stray for a bit, but you didn't. I thought you would go with your cousin on the market today, but Laphel went with her. I wonder why my wife seems lethargic. Are you sick?"
"N-No," I said, trying to not sound like I was lying, but my throat was dry and that statement became a phrase he will never buy. I cleared my throat. "I mean, I just want to rest. It's cold outside anyway."
"Are you cold?" he asked softly, again. Huli na bago ko namalayan ang kamay niya na nasa bewang ko na naman at hinila ako palapit muli sa kanga. He breathed on my face and I mentally cursed how sultry his face was after a second went by. "I'll keep you warm if you like."
"I am fine--"
Naputol ang aking pagtutol ng siilin niya ang aking mga labi ng isang malambing na halik. Agad akong napapikit para damhin ang tamis na binigay niya at dahan-dahang pumalibot ang mga kamay sa kanyang leeg. His lips crawled into a smile when I initiated to deepen the kiss. I craved it, as I missed how he tasted.
"I missed you," he whispered between our kisses. Ramdam ko ang kanyang mga kamay na dumadaan sa damit ko para itaas ang bestida na suot ko ngayon. "I missed being inside you, wife. I missed your skin, your mounds, your healthy thighs. I missed your lips, and I craved your voice. Say yes, Latisha. Make love to me today, wife."
"No--fuck! What the! Roshan!" Nanlalaki ang aking mga mata ng magtama ang aming mga tingin. Isang nakakabanas na ngisi ang pinakawalan niya lang kahit alam niyang gusto ko na siyang sakalin.
"I told you, I hate how this dress hides my food," he uttered as he threw the piece of my clothes he ripped. Napahiyaw na naman ako sa gulat ng hatiin niya ang bestida ko. "I asked your cousin to buy you a new dress, don't worry."
"Roshan--" Sinalubong ng kanyang mga labi ang akin at agad na nangibabaw sa akin. I heard a continuous ripping of clothes which resulted in me groaning and pushing him away. "Ako na, ang tarantado mo talaga! Lahat na lang ng damit ko, sinisira mo!"
Rinig ko ang kanyang tawa na siyang mas nagpainis sa akin. Although, I don't really hate him but my mind beg to not be disturbed. Roshan moved a little to help me undress and before my clothes even detached from my body, he brushed his lips and nibbled my skin.
Napukos tuloy ang utak ko sa sensasyon na binigay niya kaya hindi ko na namalayan na siya na ang nag-alis ng damit ko. It is always easy for him to undress me whenever he likes and I hate myself for giving in, not minding the embarrassment that comes right after.
"Shhh, wife. Don't be loud, we're not at home," he whispered in my ear while his hands were busy playing with my mounds. Bumalik ang kanyang mga labi sa akin at halos mawalan na rin ako ng hangin bago siya umalis sa ibabaw ko. "Enough foreplays, I waited for three months for this. And this time I'm not going to let you walk away right after."
Hindi umiwas ang tingin ko ng ibaba ni Roshan ang pangbaba niyang suot. Agad na kumawala ang kanyang lumalaking ari na parang eksayted nang makita ako. Napamaang ako sa laki at haba nito dahil hindi naman ganoon katindi ang mukha nito dati.
"Why did that punk get so big? Are you going to break my pelvic, Roshan?" hindi makapaniwala na tanong ko sa kanya. Agad akong bumangon subalit mabilis niya akong hinawakan. "Don't you dare put that inside me!"
He let out a hoarse chuckle. "Maybe it missed you, and he's so excited to be inside you."
"Shut it, ayoko ko!" asik ko. Sinapak ko ang balikat niya, subalit hindi talaga siya natinag. I looked back again on his erected manhood and I gulped twice. "Piste, malaki talaga siya ngayon!"
"Latisha, this thing went inside you multiple times already. Ngayon ka pa magmamaktol sa laki, when it already penetrated you before? Don't worry, I'm not the one who's going to push inside, anyway."
"What?" takang tanong ko.
"Ride me," he seriously said. My mouth gape upon hearing his request. Hindi ako makapagsalita dahil una sa lahat, hindi ko alam ang sasabihin ko. "I missed you, but I want to know if you missed me too."
"I miss you, your grace," walang pag-aalinlangan na saad ko sa kanya ng deretso. Napilitan akong ngumiti dahil hindi tumalab ang sinabi ko. I have no choice but to take a deep breath before I hoist my body up, and while doing it, I never leave his gaze.
"I missed you, your grace," I uttered again. I planted a soft kiss on his lips while I positioned myself on his lap. Both of his hands were on my waist, supporting my foundation before I locked my wet center on the tip of his manhood.
"I missed you," he whispered when we broke our kiss, then buried his face on my neck, and started sucking my skin. I bit my lower lip when I slowly let his head enter inside. I could feel my hole adjusted to his big manhood the moment Roshan gripped my waist as if he also felt the contraction.
Napabuga ako ng hangin dahil sa sakit na nararamdaman ko. It's not my first time but his bulge can truly break my vagina. Dahan-dahan akong nagtaas-baba sa pagkalalaki niya at ramdam na ramdam ko ang epekto nito sa asawa ko.
He cursed loudly as his arms circled on my naked back and pulled me in for a kiss. My slow movement is making him impatient but I like how he grasped my skin like he's begging.
"You're too tight, wife," he murmured in my ear right after we heard his chest let out a rumble. I circled my arms around his nape to gather support when my movement began to double.
"Roshan," I moaned. My mouth gape as my throat went dry. Nagsabay ang aming tempo, pati ang bawat pagbuga ko ng hangin ay sinasabayan ni Roshan.
Unti-unti akong tumigil dahil naubusan na ako ng lakas. The moment I conceived made my endurance depleted. Niyakap na lamang ako ng aking asawa ng bumagsak ang katawan ko sa kanya.
"What's wrong? We're not there yet, wife."
"I'm tired," saad ko.
"Alright," he said as he kissed my shoulder. He gently pushed my back on the bed before lifting my leg and let it rest on his shoulder. Hindi niya nilabas ang kanyang ari sa bukana ko kaya't impit akong napaungol sa ginagawa niya.
"Ready?" he suddenly said.
"May choice ba akong humindi?" nakangising sabi ko.
"Don't tease me, wife."
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