013 !! tw: mentions of sh and depression, DO NOT read if sensitive.
,,Oh my god, Sunghoon get up!" Jay panicked looking around the people who was staring at them, placing his glass of wine down the table before grabbing Sunghoons arms for him to get out of the middle of the dance floor where he was laying at.
Sunghoon refused to get up, ,,wOnYoUnG i lOvE yOuUuUuUu" he shouted as he sat up.
Jay didn't have any choice but to drag Sunghoon out of the dance floor apologizing to everyone who was looking at them. ,,Ugh. Jake, can you like help me here for a second." Park groaned.
,,I'll call Mina." Jake said before grabbing Sunghoons phone that was on his pocket,his phone that had a clear phone case which showed his black Iphone 13 looking at the wallpaper of Sunghoons phone. He saw Wonyoungs silhoutte as his lock screen, then a text that popped at the screen, Please enter your pascode.
,,Jay whats Sunghoons password?" Jake questioned looking up from the phone to see Jay who was struggling to get Sunghoon up, ,,1234?" Heeseung who popped out of no where which startled Jake.
,,Geez you scared me." Sim mumbled, before trying out the passcode Heeseung recommended him. Incorrect password please try again. They tried multiple possible passwords but all they got was the same texts Incorrect password please try again. Jake gritted his teeth in frustration. ,,Try Wonyoungs birthday." Heeseung recommended. ,,How the fuck am I supposed to know what her birthday is." Jake stated.
Jay got up and placed Sunghoon at the ground signaling the two to take over, ,,Take care of Sunghoon I'll try." The two didn't say a word and assisted Sunghoon up the dirty cold marble floor. Park grabbed his own phone at the pocket and dialed a number.
,,Hello?" a sleepy voice answered the phone. It was a feminine voice, though it wasn't Wonyoungs. ,,Hi. Umm, Can I know what Wonyoungs birthday is?" Jay politely asked. The women on the phone groaned, ,,What? Do you like my friend or something? Even if you do I don't care. And cant that wait for tomorrow? Her birthday is like months ahead, you're disturbing someone who is slee-" Park cuts the feminine voice off. ,,I need to know Sunghoons password Yuna, I don't like Wonyoung." he sighs. ,,Ohhhh...Its August 31 2001..."
Shin, who was on the phone was indeed Yuna. ,,Thanks." Jay subconsciously smiled as Yuna hummed before ending the call. Jay cleared his throat before putting his phone down and realized two of his friends were watching him, staring blankly at him. Park rolled his eyes ,,Shut up." he groaned putting his phone down then grabbing Sunghoons.
Jay typed in the password, 83101...
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,,Oh my god Sunghoon you're so heavy!" Mina groaned in annoyance trying to carry her drunk brother off her back. ,,MinaAaAa?" Sunghoon called out his older sisters name... She hummed asking him to continue, ,,hoOwW dOo i gGeEtT rRiIdD oOfF mMyY fFeElIiNnGgS?"
The older Myoui sighed feeling bad for her younger brother who was miserable, she didn't want to answer him since she knew she would be wasting time knowing Sunghoon wouldn't remember a thing she would advice him.
Placing Sunghoon down the bed, Mina tucked him in the comfortable comforter. The bedsheets rustling as she wrapped the warm duvet on Sunghoon. She sat down the bed and caressed his hair before muttering, ,,I feel sorry for you.'' she sighs looking down at her lap her body facing the door but her face was looking at the younger who was sleeping. Her brother was always the type to keep his feelings to himself, even though he was hurting he kept his feelings inside and tried distracting himself by dating other girls and wasting his time on them. This was his way of revenge on his mother who left the three of them, him, his sister, and his father all alone for a new richer men.
Even though Mina knew that what he's doing was wrong, she couldn't stop Sunghoon from doing so, she didn't want the same thing that happened 5 years ago happen again today. Seeing her brother looking miserable hurts her and she didn't want to see him like that again... Five years ago of Sunghoon who locked himself in the basement and did not eat for twenty-five days. Five years ago Sunghoon who would hurt himself and blame himself for believing their mother was a good person. Five years ago Sunghoon who didn't sleep for days...
༊*·˚Five years ago
,,Sunghoon please come out of the basement" Jake asked aggressively knocking on the basement door but no one answered. Sunghoon and Minas dad who was too busy at work and worked for food. Heeseung joined Jake, ,,Sunghoon come and eat, theres Tiramisu!" he yelled, but as expected none answered. Jay walked towards the door pushing Jake and Heeseung aside. He was holding a hammer, ,,If you don't come out were breaking in.. I'm counting to three."
,,One...Two...Three!" Jay raised his arms about to break the door when Sunghoon opened it, his hair was all messed up, he looked underweight, dark circles under his eyes, his eyes red from crying, scars and blood on his arms, Minas eyes felt blurry, seeing her brother like this broke her heart in a million pieces pulling him into a tight hug not caring how un decent he smelled, Jay and Jake turned on the basement light and went downstairs.. They saw blades, scissors, knives, on the wood floor, everything looked disturbing. They started cleaning up the mess one by one.
Heeseung who looked at his friend in aww he couldn't help but also tear up by this. ,,Mina.." he whimpered before going un conscious, Mina quickly pulled out of the hug her eyes widening and calling over Jake and Jay who was on the basement. Rushing Sunghoon to the hospital..
a month later from 5 years ago - ,,
Sunghoon had obviously gone out of the hospital, sadly was too poor to get a therapist, but him and Mina were always out of the house visiting her bestfriends place- Jennie, to avoid depression. ,,Sunghoon you can go to Jungwons room if you're bored." Jennie smiles, while the boy just hums in response. He got up the couch and walked to the hallway, seeing four rooms...
He scratched his head in confusion but ended up opening the first door on the left, he entered the room and closed the door before walking towards the bed, he looked around the room and found it a bit girly.. Anyway he didn't mind...Few minutes later he saw a girl entering the room.. His eyes widened, as the girls did too.. ,,What are you doing in my room?" she asks, now the realization hit him, he entered the wrong bedroom. Sunghoon stood up ,,Oh.. I'm sorry... I must've entered the wrong bedroom..."
He walked towards the door but the girl blocked him, ,,I'm Wonyoung! Whats your name?" she asks tilting her head reaching out a hand, ,,Sunghoon.." he replied hesitatingly accepting her hand shake. Then Wonyoung pulled him to the bed and they both sat down. They talked for a while and played a game, ,,Raise your hand if you hate mint choco!" Sunghoon raised his hands, causing his sleeve to roll up.
Instead of Wonyoung frowning in disappointment, her face scrunched in worry, she grabbed Sunghoons arms, and looked at him... The boys smile fading before pulling his arms back, but Wonyoung grabbed it again holding it tighter this time. She pulled him into a hug ,,Everything will be allright. I promise.."
Wonyoungs presence were somehow comforting to Sunghoon. He felt safe around her, and hugged her back placing his hands on her back while Wonyoungs arms were wrapped around his waist. They stayed like that for a bit until Wonyoung broke it.
She got out of the bed and pulled out a yellow marker, before sitting back down on the bed infront of Sunghoon. ,,Give me your hand!" Wonyoung demanded, but ended up taking it anyways. She rolled his sleeves up looking at his scars.
,,It's healing... I'm 14 days clean.." he assured, ,,Still." Wonyoung hissed before caressing it. She placed his arms down and took the cap of the yellow marker off, before grabbing Sunghoons arms once again. She started drawing little shapes around the scars, stars to be specific. ,,What are you doing?" Sunghoon asked in confusion, but letting her draw on his scars.
Wonyoung didn't say anything and continued drawing stars all over his arms, when she was done she answered, ✧ ,,It's your message, that whatever that problem is, it's going to go away, if you let go of it and move on from it. Because life is like book chapters.. You can't move on to the next chapter if you keep on reading the same page.." ✧
She then, let go of his arms rolling his sleeves back up, before putting the cap of the yellow marker back on, ,,All good." she smiles
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HIIII sorry for angst todayyy lolll.
Anyways, if you're going through some any kind of
problems that may be hard to move on, it's just a
part of life. If you're seeing this its your sign to keep going with life and move on from whatever problem that is.
If that problem is something you have to go through, it will be fine, if you make it fine
its tough but it will be over soon, just be patient and work hard but dont forget to take care of yourself.
JUNGWON SPAAAAM
++++WONKII
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