I pissed him off right? Well, I don't know. He was laughing and was happy.. And then he was on fire.
Was it being reminded of me? Excuse you bro but I meant every word when I said I would always love you. And he still loves me.
I can't be in a relationship with anyone when Hawk Moth is Akumatizing people. I can't love anyone, I can't be loved by anyone, it's annoying. I want to love and be loved.
It didn't work out with Chat, so maybe.... Adrien? Not as Viperion obviously because he totally hates me as him. At least he doesn't hate me as myself.
Even if I do move on, deep down I will still love Chat, because he was my first ever boyfriend, and actual relationship so I will love him forever.
Did I want my first time be with him? Maybe. Did I want to be the one to take his V-card? Possibly. Me wanting him to take mine? Absolutely.
Glad he was my first kiss at least. He was my first kiss, right? Well, I've kissed him more then once, I didn't keep track so I have no idea how many times we've kissed so I don't know which one was the first.
But it doesn't matter. All that matters was that he was my first kiss and kissing someone else will not change that. It really depends it that happens.
I am not ready to move on that quickly. Unfortunately I have School today.
"Jules? You ready?" She stepped out of her closet. "Yep. Let's go." We walk to School together every day.
*_*-~
I was walking towards my friends when Adrien just stared at me without blinking. "Hello? Earth to Adrien." I waved my hand in front of his face.
"W-what happened to your hair?" He stutterd. "My hair?" I repeated his question. I took some hair and out it in front of my face.
It was black. "Ah, must have forgotten to dye it this morning." I looked at Juleka and her hair was all black. We always dye our hair together, if I don't do it, she doesn't, and vise versa.
"What? Did you really think my hair was naturally blue?" He blushed from embarrassment. "Maybe..." He mumbled.
"No, our natural hair color is black." I said, speaking for Juleka too. Well, it was obvious for her since she only dyes her tips. I dye my whole head since I have shorter hair.
"I'm surprised you recognized me. This is the first time I've forgotten. Been dying my hair since I was ten. So it was blue when we first met." Juleka was nine when she began to dye hers.
Big brother inspiration am I right? We've always dyed it together from day one. Because when I said I was going to dye my hair she decided to do the same.
"Looks like you'll have to deal with my normal hair for today." I smiled. "You'll get used to it." I padded his shoulder. Adrien blushed deeper.
"Great." He breathed. Then walked away quickly. "From the way he acted around you, I'd say he likes you." I turned my head to Juleka.
"What?" She rolled her eyes. "He likes you. A lot. I can tell." She playfully elbowed his side. I watched as Adrien ducked into his classroom.
"I know you still love him. I get that, and it won't be easy to get over it, but maybe finding someone new will help you with that." She said and kissed my check, she took my hands and began to walk away. "Love you bro," She smiled. "Love you too, sis." Our hands separated and I went to my homeroom class.
Mrs. Clifford is my English teacher. My homeroom is English, how exciting.
"Attendance." She said. Going through the names, "Couffaine, Luka." I looked up from my desk. "Here." I called. All eyes were on me. I rolled mine.
"I forgot to dye my hair this morning, don't be so shocked." I said in a sassy manor and they all looked away from me.
Honestly, what's so surprising about my hair being black? I guess since I've been here for three years with my hair blue the whole time people who have been here the same time as me it would be strange for them.
Mrs. Clifford took the rest of the attendance and proceeded with the lesson. "Okay kids, book report time. It's a partner one. You'll choose a novel, summarize it and present it to the class." That's nice. Being pared up with someone I don't know.
And knowing Mrs. Clifford, she always chooses partners. In a hat, so in a way we choose them randomly.
"Hat time," She said in her singsong voice as she usually does. Everyone groaned and began going up one by one. So it works like this, if one person picks a name, they have to go to their partner and then their partner doesn't have to choose a name because their partner already picked them. So not everyone had to get up.
Once it was my turn I picked out a name.
Hazel Groves
That's just perfect. I don't hate her, she was in my homeroom last year and I'm pretty sure she has a crush on me. Sorry girl, but I'm gay.
"Luka!" She ran over to me because unfortunately we had to say our partners out loud so they know. Hazel had red hair. Green eyes, and is average height. Don't get me wrong, she's really pretty but not my type.
If she was a guy, then that's a different story. She dragged me to a table. And sat way too close to me. Does this mean she's one of the people who don't know I'm gay and dated a male Superhero for like three and a half weeks? And that I still love him?
Some people know, and some people don't. If I'm not mistaken, she was out "sick" when Chloe accidentally announced I had a crush on him to the whole School so she has no idea.
It didn't make the News so only the School knows, no one outside knows so that's good. She also doesn't know we broke up.
"What book do you want to do?" Ah man, she's trying to flirt. She was batting her eyelashes and it was weird. "I know some good romance novels..." That's it, I need to say it.
"Do they involve the main character being a gay man because if so that's me." She backed away. She didn't look grossed out, just surprised. "Sorry, I didn't know. Did I make you uncomfortable?" I shrugged. "Sort of, but it's okay. You didn't know." She sat a distance away from me.
"How did you know?" I sighed. "Fell in love with my best friend.... We uhm.. Well, I broke up with him... He's, not doing so good. Still hurts. It was just a few days ago." She frowned.
"I'm sorry, you okay? Did he do something?" Can't say he did. Was it being a Superhero? Or the fact that Hawk Moth might've used it against us to get his Miraculous? Both? Yes.
"He didn't do anything wrong. It's... Complicated." I looked at her and she smiled. "What's his name?" Should I tell her it was Chat Noir? It wouldn't hurt, everyone knows about us anyways so it's fine.
"Don't know..." Her eyes widened. "You don't know his name?" She whispered. "Not his real one. It was Chat Noir." I confessed. "The Superhero? He was your boyfriend?" I nodded.
"He was your best friend?" Right, I told her I fell in love with my best friend. "He saved me multiple times and we ended hanging out for a long time. Then I felt something different. My heart beat faster when he talked to me, his smile made me lose my breath and his eyes, they were the most beautiful green I've ever seen in my life and then.. When we kissed for the first time I could feel fireworks in my stomach and it felt... Good."
Leaving out the part that our first kiss was in the rain and I ran away crying after because he apologized for it and said he liked me, without knowing Viperion is me.
Yes, I remembered our first kiss. How could I forget that? "Awe, that sounded beautiful. Do you wish it could've lasted forever?" She has a lot of questions, but I don't mind answering them.
"Yeah. I really loved him, and I still do... It was just too risky with Hawk Moth... He could Akumatize me and make me hurt him to get his Miraculous and I'm not doing that." She agreed.
"I get it, you don't want to hurt him." I smiled at her. She's not as bad as I thought she was. Hazel respects that I'm gay and stopped liking me.
"Did you like me last year?" I blurted. She blinked, then started laughing. "Not really. I mean, I thought you were cute but didn't bother trying to flirt with you because I didn't know you that well. Then we spent a year together. And now, I heard rumors that you were gay but I didn't believe them. And then you told me. So I'm one hundred percent sure now." She said.
"It was confusing at first. Maybe because I didn't even think about it until recently. I liked one of my best friends for years and then she told me she thought I was gay. After that I really thought about it, then I realized I was in love with Chat Noir. Guess I've always been gay, I just needed to open that door to know for sure." I explained.
"You have such good taste in boys. I know it didn't last long but how many people can get Chat Noir to be with them? He's like the hottest Superhero out of all of them. Next to Viperion of course, he's pretty hot too. But considering Chat dated you... Does that mean he's also gay?" She asked.
"Don't know. I never asked him. I didn't even think about it." It never occurred to me to ask Chat what his sexuality was. Whoops, guess I'll never know.
"You might know, one day." She turned away to take something out of her bag.
"We really should pick a book. I stopped by the Library and picked a few. Most of them are romance, but there's others that aren't." She placed a pile of books in front of her.
At least five. Then she got out more. So there are ten in total. "What options do we have then?" She took the book from the top of the pile.
"It's called 'The Notebook' it's very popular." I rolled my eyes. "That one's too cheesy. I watched the movie and read the book. Twice, actually, my sister forced me to watch it with her and then read the book. She was twelve, I was thirteen. One year later she wanted to watch it again and deja vu." I said. She giggled.
"Nice sister dude," She laughed. "Yeah. She's my sister, my best friend. We did everything together when we were little. Like two peas in a pod."
"I wish I was that close to my brother. But unlike you and your sister he's six years older than me. Got married last year and I'm going to be an aunt in five months." She smiled proudly.
"My first nephew. And niece. It's twins." She looked so happy. "How do your parents feel?" I asked. "Oh they are so excited. Having two grandkids at once? Glad they're not expecting any from me for another seven years." She snorted.
"It's a bummer my parents won't be getting any biological kids.." She frowned. "You don't know that." She stated. I gaped at her.
"Do I look like I can get pregnant?"
She rolled her eyes. "No, but if magical jewels exist it might as well be possible." I hate that she's right. "But I don't want to be the one to test that theory." I declared.
Hazel looked me up and down. "Yeah I don't think that's possible, you're way to much of a bottom." I dramatically gasped.
"Excuse me? I am not a bottom." She scoffed. "Have you seen yourself? There isn't a guy in this entire City that would be more of a bottom then you." I crossed my arms.
She looked so sure and then her face changed like she thought of something. "Oh wait! There is! But I don't know if he's..." She was in deep thought. "Who?" I asked. "Adrien Agreste." My jaw dropped.
"Adrien?" She nodded. "You know him right?" I nodded slowly. "He's one of my closest friends. I've known him for like five years."
She smirked. "Well if anyone's more of a bottom then you it's him. Do you know if he's gay?" I have no idea. "I think so.. I mean does it count if he became all flustered when he saw me for the first time?" She gave me a look.
"Definitely. But gay isn't the only sexuality you know. He could be bi, or whatever. We won't know unless we ask him." She shrugged.
The bell rang. "And we still haven't picked a book." I sighed. "I got one, I'll tell you tomorrow. Trust me, it's really good." She packed her books away.
"Bye Luka!" She waved. "Later Hazel!" I called after and began to pack my things.
I left the classroom and headed to Math, the one class I have with Chloe. She was already there. Talking to Miles. Her "fake" boyfriend.
I walked through the door and stood in front of them, waiting until they noticed I was there. Chloe noticed me first and I watched as she lightly kicked Miles' foot to get his attention.
His eyes looked to the side and noticed me. "Oh! Hi Luka." He looked nervous. Good. He should be. "If you're going to continue to be Chloe's pretend boyfriend or whatever, I got to set up some ground rules. Most importantly, if you do anything, I repeat, anything, that causes to her show up at my doorstep crying in the rain because she just got her heart broken I will end you. Got that?" He nodded quickly.
"Good. Second, you have to make sure you treat her with all the respect she deserves. Chloe is like the second sister I never had and she means a lot to me. Treat her how I do. Give her flowers if you need to. Sunflowers, those are her favorites. She loves chocolate, any kind, doesn't matter as long as it's chocolate." He nods again.
"And finally, if you do end up falling in love for real... I expect to be the godfather of your children." I whispered that part into his ear so Chloe couldn't hear me.
I sat down at my seat and Chloe began to scold me. "The heck man?" She scowled. "I only told him the consequences if he broke your heart." I said casually. She glared at me.
"We're not dating for real. It's only going to last for another two weeks and I'm not going to fall in love with him." She looked away, but I could definitely see her red face, no doubt about that.
"You're not going to fall in love with him because you've already fallen in love with him."
Her blush deepened. "He's so sweet, and kind. It's not my fault." She defended herself. Chloe rested her chin in her hands. "Have you... Found someone else? I don't expect you to, it's too soon, I understand if you want to take your time." She smiled.
Should I move on? Eventually yeah, if I do, I will still love him. But my new boyfriend won't ever know I'm still in love with my Ex-boyfriend...
Still have to get used to calling him that.
*_*-~
"I know it's a little early for a patrol, but I want to take a look before it gets dark." It was my turn to patrol the City tonight, I just got home from School and Juleka is helping my Mom with something.
"SASS, SCALES SLITHER!"
I snuck out my window and jumped from one building to another, just looking around like I usually do at night. This time I just have more light.
"Nathalie, why does he always do this? Every time I need to talk to him he's always busy!"
It was coming from around the corner. I took a peek and I saw him, Adrien was on the phone, and he didn't look happy. "Fine. Whatever, tell him I won't bother him about anything ever again if he's too busy to give a damn anyway!" He angrily hung up.
He's mad. What if Hawk Moth tries to Akumatize him? I looked past Adrien and saw something. Or maybe he got to someone else.
Shit. I ran out from behind the wall and tackled Adrien to the ground. My eyes were shut, and when I opened them, Adrien was under me.
We were also surrounded by... A cage. A closed one, that has no open bars to the outside. Adrien saw me and shoved me off him.
"Why'd you do that?!" He demanded. "I didn't want you to get hurt. You were in his path and I had no idea he was going to trap us in a cage."
Adrien sat up and looked around. "Great! Now I'm stuck in here with you!" He snapped. Of course he still hates me. I don't blame him, I would hate me too.
I sighed and moved back towards him. He looked at me, Adrien's face was filled with hurt. He avoided eye contact. "Can't you use your power or something?"
I bit my lip. "This is a magic cage, you think going back in time a few seconds will get us out of here?"
He didn't speak, I was about to talk again where there was a loud noise.
"I underestimated your intelligence. You're right, using your power would've been useless. If you did use it, your five minutes would be up and your identity would be revealed to both me... And him."
There was a speaker. And a camera. Obviously. "I can't stay like this forever. Sass will get exhausted." I said that loud enough for only Adrien to hear.
He rolled his eyes. "And?" Does he not care? "I can't let anyone know who I am." He stood up. "Of course not. You don't want anymore mistakes to be made, right?" I stood up too.
"You're still mad about that?" He gritted his teeth. "Wouldn't you be? I was in love with you and you said it was a mistake... What if the person you loved said that to you? Wouldn't you still be broken and angry because you let yourself fall in love with them?" I watched a tear fall down his cheek.
I slowly lifted my finger and wiped it away. His eyes were closed and the tears still fell. "You were the first person I fell in love with..." Then he changed his words. "For real. I liked one of my friends, but it was just a crush and she didn't like me back. It was you who I actually fell in love with and you broke my heart."
Silence. I didn't speak. What could I say?
"Ugh. You two are driving me crazy. How long do I have to sit here and wait until you transform back?"
Adrien is wearing a jacket. My hand made its way to his shoulder. "What are you doing?" He hissed. "I need to borrow this." He scoffed and took it off.
"It's too high up. You won't be able to reach it." That gave me an idea. "I'll lift you up, get on my shoulders." He shook his head. "No way!" I groaned.
"We don't have time for this! Just do it!" I demanded and he finally gave in. I got on the ground and he hesitantly climbed on top of my shoulders.
Adrien was surprisingly very light. I took hold of his ankles and stood up. His hands gripped my hair. "I swear if you drop me!" He growled.
"Maybe if you didn't pull my hair!" But that just made him pull harder. My hands flew up to my hair and I took hold of his hands.
I placed them on his legs and held them there with mine. "I'm not going to drop you, alright? You need to trust me." He went quite. I could hear his breathing slow down.
"Do you trust me?"
"Yes.." I let go of his hands and held his legs tight. I began to walk around the cage, trying to find the camera. "Do you see it?" I asked. "Got it!" He said. He took his jacket and tried to cover it.
"Hey! What do you two think you're doing?! That's cheating!"
I ignored it and got closer so Adrien could tie his jacket around the camera.
I moved across the cage. "Where are you taking me?" Adrien questioned.
"I want you to get rid of the speaker. His voice is driving me crazy and I don't want to hear it anymore." I answered. His hands took hold of the speaker.
"Don't you dar-"
He pulled and it came off. But Adrien lost his balance and began to fall. I was quick and got under him so he would land on top of me.
When I opened my eyes to look at him, his face was so close. There was a pain in my leg. I must've landed on it wrong.
Adrien's eyes were closed and he was leaning in closer. My leg is killing me. "Wait!" He stopped. His eyes opened. Before he could speak I put my arms around his back and pressed him closer to me.
I lifted myself up and freed my leg. Much better. "I was crushing my leg. I needed to free it..." I stopped. Smirked and made eye contact with him. "You can kiss me now, I mean, if that's what you were going to do." I told him and his face turned red.
"Shut up."
I laughed. When I stopped, Adrien was still looking at me. He was still laying on my chest too. I put my hand on his face. "You want me to do it?" His cheeks turned more red and he slowly nodded.
I moved my hand to the back of his head. I moved it towards me and kissed him softly. He kissed me back. His lips were soft. Very soft.
He pulled away to get off me and sit up properly. He was flushed. I did the same, getting up in the process. I extended my hand to help Adrien up and he took it.
I lifted him off the floor and pulled him in for another kiss. I moved forward and he followed me, not breaking the kiss. I opened my eyes and saw the wall behind him.
I removed my lips from his and brought them to his ear. "Up." I whispered. He opened his eyes. I placed my hands on his ass to support him while he jumped and wrapped his legs around my waist.
I closed the gap between him and the wall and pressed him against it, I continued to kiss him.
I felt his fingers tangle through my hair. This time it didn't hurt when he pulled on it, instead it felt good.
But not as good as kissing Adrien like this. It felt so fucking good to kiss him.
My lips moved from his mouth to his jawline and I trailed kisses to his neck. I had no control of myself as I bit his neck with my teeth.
I could hear whimpers coming from him as I sucked the skin and left marks. I kept doing that until Adrien fell silent. I was too busy to notice what was happening around me.
"Hey! Stop it!" His voice was quite but demanding. "Quite it!" One of his hands left my hair and jabbed into my side. Wincing in pain I left his neck to face him.
"Turn around you idiot." Before I did I could see there was no longer a wall behind him. Oh. We were busted. I turned around slowly, Adrien had detached himself from me and we both faced them.
My teammates... Ladybugs face matched her suit, she was shaking her head and had her arms crossed. Queen Bee was red as a tomato with her hands covering her mouth to try and stop herself from laughing.
Carapace was hiding behind his shield and Rena was constantly hitting her forehead with her hand with a blushing face. But Chat wasn't there...
Why wasn't he with them? Doesn't matter right now, what matters is how embarrassing and awkward this situation is. I thought I had other situations that were very awkward, but this one just busted to the top of that list.
I don't know how long they were there... But they definitely saw the last part. My teammates, my friends just watched me give Adrien Agreste a fucking hickey! I'm never going to get over this.
"Uh.. Hi?" I didn't know what to say. When Ladybugs face went back to normal, she cleaned her throat. "Just take your horny as fuck asses somewhere else please." That's when Queen Bee finally let go and laughed like mad.
It was now my turn to go completely red. Adrien was my matching tomato. I heard more laughter. It was coming from Rena. Queen Bee was still laughing. Carapace joined in.
Ladybug turned to them. "Guys it's not funny." She scolded. "But we caught them! If we had come any later who knows what we would have interrupted." Queen Bee laughed harder.
The heat on my face spread to my entire body. I could feel heat coming from next to me. It was Adrien. His entire body was red.
"I'm leaving now!" He shouted and began to walk, then his pace quickened and he ran. When he was finally out of sight I calmed down.
"S-sorry you guys had to see that..." I apologized. "No worries, just find somewhere private next time. No one likes getting interrupted." Ladybug winked.
Then she left. Queen Bee walked over to me. "The next time I see you, I'll be half hoping you're still a Virgin and the other hopes you'll have lost your V-card and have taken Adrien's along with you." She also winked and left me speechless.
Carapace and Rena also made their leave. My brain was trying to process all what had happened. I shook my head to clear my mind.
I decided to just go home and relax.
*_*-~
"When you said you were going to make him fall for your alter-ego, I almost didn't take you seriously."
"Hey, it wasn't Adrien I said I was going to make fall for me as Viperion, it was Chat Noi-" Hold on. How did Sass know about that? I thought it, I never said it out loud.
"Sass, can you read minds?" He smiled. "I'm the only one." I immediately tried to clear my thoughts of anything embarrassing or perverted.
Then I heard laughter. Sass was laughing. "I'm just hissing with yah. You said it out loud without noticing, it was quite, but since I was so close to you I could hear it."
One conclusion hit me, Sass made a snake pun. That means, I know he said it, but... Now it's all clear, my conclusion;
Sass has a sense of humor.
~-*_*
It takes me so damn long to write these. I know it's taking forever, but I'm still giving all my free time to write this book because I want to finish it so badly. I will, because once it's summer I'll have so much time. Then I'll be done this and I can continue writing my other books. But one thing, after this one, I want you guys to be the one to choose what book I contribute to finishing next! Please? Thanks! Bye!
~A