Nixon couldn’t have taken it because he doesn’t even like it. I went back inside the house and looked around. I found Jaxon in the kitchen talking to another pack member.
“Um Jaxon did you take my Motorcycle?” I asked.
“No. I wouldn’t be that cruel to you.” He said.
“Well then who took it?” I asked no one in particular.
“I did.” I heard a voice say.
My body shook with anger and I almost lost it. I took deep soothing breathes and closed my eyes. I opened them back up and turned on my heels to face him.
“What did you do to my motorcycle?” I asked.
“I had it removed. I bought you something better.” He said smiling.
My body stood tense and I took deep breathes again for the second time of the day. I tried to convince myself that this was all a dream but that was a battle that wasted nothing but time.
“You did what?” I asked slowly.
“I had it removed and bought you something better.” He said.
Okay don’t get mad. Don’t get mad. It wasn’t his fault. Actually it was his fault. He shouldn’t have touched my things. I payed for that when I first became Alpha. And he took it away.
“Let me get this straight. You got what belonged to me and removed it? This bike that belonged to me and got me something better?” I asked.
He nodded slowly and I stared blankly at him. I desperately wanted to shift but the only people to see my wolf are my pack members my friends and rogues that didn’t become a part of my pack and they were dealt with.
“Where is it now?” I asked angrily.
“About to get crushed.” He said like it was nothing.
“Where?” I asked.
“At the junk yard about a few miles from here.” He said confused.
Without warning I burst out the house. I heard my name being called by various people but I ignored them and ran. I ran as fast as I could which was about 90 miles per hour. I’m sure that I was a blur to most and a very fast shape to others. I made it just as they were moving my “baby” to go get crushed.
“Don’t crush that!” I yelled at the man.
He turned around and looked confused.
“Why?” he asked.
“Because it belongs to me and I don’t want it crushed.” I said not even out of breathe.
“I’m sorry ma’am but my Alpha told me to crush it.” He said.
I pulled down the wall that showed my power and put it on full blast.
“Well I’m telling you not to crush it.” I said.
My voice was cold and held no emotion except anger. I saw him eve flinch back at my voice as a shiver ran up and down his spine.
“Yes Alpha.” He said.
I put my wall back up and smiled a sweet smile that would have anybody smile back. He looked taken back and smiled. I made sure that there was no trace of anger in my voice and that it actually sound melodic.
“Thank you. You are very kind.” I said walking out and walking towards my motorcycle.
I mounted it and rode back to the pack house. I can’t believe he tried to crush my bike. My face held a frown and it stayed.
“Onix wh- oh man please don’t do damage Alpha.”Robin said.
“Don’t worry. I’m just going to talk to this Alpha.” I said.
“Well let us go with you.” Jack said.
They followed me but I turned around.
“Alone.” I said.
“Oh man. He is about to see the bad side of Onix.” I heard Raven said.
“Dude he’s lucky if he still can walk after this. He signed a death penalty when he almost had her bike crushed.”Tiger said.
“I can still hear you.” I said as I was almost at the kitchen.
As I thought Jacob was standing there in the same spot.
“Let me speak with you Jacob.” I said.
I gave a fake smile that could be mistaken as a real flirtatious smile. He smiled walked behind me. I remembered the way to his office so when we got there I stepped to the side so that he could open the door.
I walked in and he closed the door. I turned on my heels and there was a glare on my face.
“How dare you?” I asked angrily.
“Huh?” he asked.
“Don’t huh me. Do I go around and touch your things? No so don’t go around touching mines. Let’s get one thing straight. I am only here because my fathers are making us be here and I will do as they say because they raised me. But I will not if you keep disrespecting me. Do not touch me or my stuff and keep your members in check. I will not be disrespected by an Alpha or a low rank.” I said.
“Sofia I only did it because my mate shouldn’t ride around in a dangerous thing like that. You are fragile.” He said.
“I told my name is no- okay you got me. I am Sofia but I am not the Sofia you know. I am not fragile and I have no feelings towards you. You missed your chance to be with me and I will not go back to the past no matter how my wolf acts. I will not be with you in this life. Maybe the next but not this one.” I said.
Before I knew it I was smashed against the wall. My back made a cracking sound as it came in contacted with the wall.
“You are mine. You will always be mine. And you will love us.” He said.
Now I don’t know if it was him or his wolf talking and right now my wolf was on the verge of coming out. Not in that good want to jump him where he stands kind of way but that want to give him a piece of my mind kind of way.
“Oh yes Jacob. Order an Alpha what to do. As you can see you can’t order me around anymore. I’m through with you.” I said.
“How can you ignore the bond that we share?” he asked.
“I should ask you the same thing five years ago. This reminds me this is familiar. Remember when you rejected me. You slammed me against the wall just like this.” I said angrily. Hate sunk through each and every word.
‘Sofia remember you are the daughter of the moon. Half in darkness and I light. You are letting your dark side show too much and it its taking over.’ My wolf said.
‘I’ve waited too long to do this I won’t let it take over.’ I said.
“I’m sorry Sofia. I really am. Please forgive me.” He said.
“I did forgive you. That is why I feel nothing for you. I don’t even feel hate anymore. You just will have to learn a few lessons. You can’t always get what you want and you don’t know what you have until you lost it. Well you lost me and you can’t get me back.” I said.
His eyes went wide and there was so much guilt and sadness that I couldn’t look at him in the eyes.
It wasn’t supposed to happen like this I wasn’t suppose to feel for him within two days time. Well hell Adam and Eve wasn’t supposed to eat that stupid fruit but they did.
“Please Sofia don’t do this. Tell me that I have another chance to make it up with you. Tell me that you have feelings for me and that I can make you fall in love with me.” He said sadly.
“I can’t.” I said.
It came out in a whisper and it felt like my wolf wanted to howl out in pain but she didn’t.
“Please.” He begged and I looked up to see him crying.
That caught me off guard and I couldn’t believe it. He was actually crying. Never in my life did I see him cry and now he was crying in front of my eyes. My heart was slowly breaking and it hurt.
I didn’t think it would be this hard and painful. But pain. I thought I could handle that. I can handle pain but internal pain I only endure once and it felt like I almost died.
“Please Sofia. I don’t care if you go back to hating me and cursing me out but please don’t do this. Tell me I have a chance to spend the rest of my life with you.” He said.
“Did you give me a second chance? Did you think back at what you did you me or how I feel?” I asked.
“Please I told you I was dumb and careless. But now I care about you and my pack.” He said.
I searched for a lie that I knew was within those words but it wasn’t there. But I refused to believe what he said.
“No you only want me because I am an Alpha that is stronger and better than you. I will not put my pack through that. I will train your pack members tomorrow and the other two days but after that I will go back to my territory. That is it.” I said and walked away.
“I won’t just let you leave me Sofia. I will fight fir you until the end of time. We will be together or I will die trying to be with you.” He said before I closed the door. I stood there in shock as I couldn’t breathe.
He said that he would fight for me. That he won’t let me go. Does he really love me? Does he only want me for me? No because if he did he would have accepted me five years ago.
If I’m so right though why do I feel so bad and wrong? Why do I feel like crap and an emotional wreck? Could it be that the bond is strengthen and we are really meant to be? Does karma seriously want to play this game with me? I am a strong female and I have a pack to think about and I must think about my pack’s safety.
If I get into a relationship with another person I will feel wrong. If I get into a relationship with him there is a chance that I will get pregnant and I won’t be able to do my Alpha duties. But to have pups and not just any pups his pups has always been my dream. Not his pups but the pups of my mate.
Ugh this can’t be happening. The bond is getting stronger. No not this. I can handle this. Why am I even sweating it?
‘Because you know that either way you will be with him.’ My wolf said happily.
‘Who asked you?’ I asked her.
‘Your mind.’ she said.
This just can’t be happening!!!!!!!!!
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Wow I’m on the role. I got two chapters in one day. Thank god for half days. (wipe forehead) I hope you liked it.