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S-sunshine Harem? THE HELL YOU MEAN?!
(!The few following scenery are not meant to put Filipino people in a bad view the following scenes of Philippine's past are just apart of the story and are not historically related and is not to put the Martial law, kkk and few other in bad light!)
(!I repeat the following scenery are not historically related about KKK, Martial law and few others!)
(!The following scenes are not meant to put the country in a bad light remember this is both fictional and historically correct and these are the moments that are not true!)
(Sneak peak of Philippine's past)
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Philip felt wrong----- No he felt fearful he felt so sick he feel like in danger, he shiver as he silently sobs with tears in his eyes the pounding headache takes over his body as he gripped heavily his hair
He leans on his desk sitting on his office chair shaking as he then started to sob lowly and slowly becoming loud as pain takes over his body which alerted the others
His floormates began to panic and try to comfort Philip who kept screaming and sobbing his skin becoming pale as his body heats up
He kept hearing voices and having visions making him go insane, it has been longer than 20 years since it happened with him being unprepared made him so vulnerable
His sight became blury as he stared at the people infront of him asking what does he need or is he okay like hell hes okay, he began to taste something sour in his mouth before then realizing its blood when it began to flow out
Philip's body heating up and turning pale, screaming and crying in pain and agony, blood coming out of his mouth made his floormates panic
The others went to get medical kits, some went to call the people that might help and some few others called mr WHO, he felt his own life flash before his eyes as voices began to take over
" ----ip?!.. "
" Hah.. ah.. " he felt himself collapse unable to form any words as the person infront of him and the other floormates began to surround him
" -----p!! s--y awa-e! "
His vision went dark as the loud panic voices pf the people surrounding him began to fade completely, he was awake but he wasn't hes at work but yet his at this dark place its cold its cold just like that last 333 years of what both that two men did
" Im not sure what happened.. but if his health does not get any better ot becomes worst we might have to bring him to a hospital " WHO says clicking his pen before continuing to write down on the clipboard as ASEAN and other ASEAN members waited on the chairs and some other friends of Philip so did came
" Is he alright? " ASEAN asks worried as WHO looks at him " His body is still heating up and he seems weak, has anyone noticed him being odd during work earlier? " There was silence before a voice began to speak
" He came to work looking uneasy and for a few months ago during the work festival I found him look shocked before suddenly having an outburst and became short tempered out lf the blue.. " Malaysia says raising his hand abit looking at WHO and ASEAN before two other ones speaks out
" Me and Taiwan once found him in the storage room... he seemed hesitant and as if he was loosing his mind before suddenly becoming all happy as if he were pretending and putting up an act.. " Belgium says as Taiwan nods
" Its like hes afraid of something I found him in the park once reading a book looking far in the distance at somebody when I asked what he was doing he just looked back where he was just looking before looking panicked " more confession was said each after each
" Okay then.. perhaps something might have spark a memory in him then? perhaps a person he met that wasn't so good with him? " There was silence before then WHO began to write
" Okayyy....~ ASEAN and other parent figures of Philip can be the only to visit Philip therefore his boyfriend aswell which is.. uhh- " ASEAN then caught off WHO's sentence " Russia.. its Russia and its unofficial blessing "
WHO states at ASEAN wide eyes in shock before finally speaking again " Since uhm.. are you sure?!... when will be the blessing? " ASEAN then speaks sternly " its in 2 weeks and yes! im am sure.. why? is there something wrong. "
WHO shakes his head in fear " N-no! " ASEAN then glares at Mr WHO before scoffing " I thought so.. " ASEAN then sighs before then walking towards the entrance of Philip's room " Im going to check up on him. "
WHO stares at ASEAN closing the door behind him with a loud shut before turning to look at the others " Ill be telling updates on when you guys can visit and how he will be doing but for now only I can say is that hes not really doing great you guys can continue work now or go home "
They all nodded at him before getting up and walking out of the hallway as WHO watch there figure slowly getting smaller till it Dissappears
WHO then nervously look at his clipboard as he began to mumble the words hes writing as he writes at a fast pace before the taking that piece of paper and taking it out before walking inside the room to give it to ASEAN and walk out
" Hng.. mhm... " ASEAN looks over at Philip who stirred in his sleep going in and out of conscious making him walk over and sit right next to him checking his temperature
" Still hot.. " he mumbles as Philip finally gained conscious but his vision were blurry making him frustrated as he didn't have the energy to do much
His vision then bit by bit became clearer as he then recognized the person infront of him " ..pa....pa? " Philip reached out his shaking weak hand which ASEAN held and putting it on his cheek
" Are you okay dear? do you need anything? " Philip then began to tear up as he sniffles making ASEAN frown " hurts... h..e.. ah... I.... had one... again " Philip felt like the air being sucked out of him as he began coughing making ASEAN worry more
" Vision?.. " Philip whimpered as he nodded " I don't wanna die!... " ASEAN frowned as Philip shakes his head slowly repeating ' I don't wanna die '
ASEAN takes out his phone then chatting someone before putting his phone away and looking at Philip " Hey hey! I promise you wont die okay? do you want anything?---- "
Philip felt suffocating as he felt a lump growing in his dry throat wanting to say something but wasn't able to say much and decided to say what he needed for now " Water!..... "
ASEAN nodded before getting up and walking out of the room as Philip look up at the ceiling thinking and wondering what has gotten him here
He saw his very own death flashed before his eyes " He'll... kill me... " he then gripped the blanket tight " Ill make.. sure!...to turn the table then..... " he smirks as he then close his eyes " Uno reverse back bitch. "
" Are you sure your okay? " Russia says stopping Philip from walking up the stairs as Philip then smiles at Russia " Rusk.. I promise I am! see look at me energetic and free as a free man that has no kids and got divorce! " Philip exclaims twirling in the process
Russia sighs before holding Philip's hand tight " Use the elevator. " Russia then walks but then stops by Philip who blankly stared at Russia back as he use his foot stopping him from continuing
" I want to use the stairs for exercise! " Russia scoffs " Exercise my ass " He says before then pulling Philip against him then carrying him in bridal style as he walks towards the elevator " H-hah?! oi! put me down! "
" RUSSSSSKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIII! "
" Hmph! " Philip lets out a grumpy sound Russia just ignores it completely unfazed, even though the couple tend to be sweet there are some few times when one disagree with the other resulting into a fight or an argument which is always about the other's health
Philip stared at the ground as he kept a space between him and Russia, everytime Russia attempts to touch Philip or get close he'd push himself against the wall further and moving away
Russia sighs at Philip's stubbornness " Why do you not like being taken care of? I just wanted to take care of you for that time aswell remember? " Philip raised a brow then remembers the time Russia fainted at the stairs and Philip was the one who watched and took care of him before Philip had 'Confessed'
Philip stayed silent before opening his mouth to speak " Father said im a Filipino so I should stay strong.. " Russia looks over at Philip and hums in response " It would be a shame if my own brothers were strong and brave and so was my parents just for me to be so imperfect and a coward "
Philip's eyes darken as he remembered all of the unpleasant memories " Your a filipino... you should be better than anyone else he said... " Philip bit his lip as he remembers his father comparing him to other children yelling at him why cant he just reach his expectations when what hes asking for is just 'simple'
Philip uneasily looks at Russia " In my country at a young age its normal to think that either that you are worth something.. or useless. " Russia stared back at Philip unable to say anything
When he finally found the words to say he open his mouth to speak when-------
" -----ca will be fine with it! yeah yeah don't worry im sure of it " Australia says to another countryhuman which was Canada who steps in the elevator with him
" Oh! Maple is that you?! I heard what happened are you okay? " Canada says rushing towards Philip whose darkened eyes changed into a surprised one
" Yeah don't worry im fi- " " Maple?! " Russia says his eyes widened in shock " Yeah? ive been calling Philip that since me and him first met! " Canada beamed as Russia looked like he was about to burst in flames
Russia opened his mouth to say something but was caught off by Philip who held his hand with his other and patting him on the shoulder with his other free hand
Russia growls at Canada who pretended to not notice as he kept talking to Philip with Australia also jumping onto there conversation
" Its been so long since weve met Maple! you and Russia seemed to be good friends- " Canada was then caught off by Russia who looks at him with a glare " For your correction.. Boyfriends. "
Canada looks at Russia wide eye looking like as if hes been shattered into pieces, he then looks at Philip wide eyes " Wait really?! " Philip smiles at Canada and nods
Both Australia and Canada had an uneasy look " has your presidents- " Philip put a hand on Canada's and look ta him in the eyes " Don't worry it all had been settled~ the Blessing is in 13 days! "
Philip beamed as Russia looks at the two with a smug look as Australia and Canada looks at the couple then at each other with a sweated look
The two looks back at Philip again and decided to keep talking to him about things and catch up on each other about what has happened while asking if hes okay if he needs anything
The elevator then stops at Philip's floor, Philip walks towards Russia and kiss him on the cheek whispering a sorry to him as he then steps out waving at the three with a big smile " See you guys later at lunch! "
Russia waved back with a blank blushing face as Australia and Canada waved back with a sour smile as the elevator door closes
Philip hums as he walks towards his office which he was soon bombarded by his floormates asking of hes alright which he responded with the usual 'im okay' before continuing his work
Not knowing that the man was stalking him or did he?
Philip smiles at UN who checks him if hes alright as he politely sits on the sofa with a soft smile reassuring him that hes fine and no need to be worried
" I almost forgot to mention! " Philip smiles and raise a brow at UN eyes filled with curiosity " America wants to visit you today and to talk to you! "
Philip's eyes darkened abit before blinking returning into his before happy state which did not went unnoticed by UN " Is there something wrong? " Philip pursed his lips and shakes his head putting hands up " No sir! just thinking about something "
UN smiles nudging Philip " No need to be polite and professional around me bud how many times do I have to tell you that? " Philip smiles softly at UN's playful intents
UN then takes out 3 huge cups of coffee and a chocolate coffee flavored bar, which made Philip's eyes spark and drool at the sight of all the coffee
(I tend to put some of my habits, addiction and traits on all of my Countryhuman Philippine AU/stories and stuff)
" I know how much you love coffee and since you've been having a bad time right now including the.. incident and an argument you and Russia have been having I decided to put aside how unhealthy tons of coffee a day could be " Philip hums in delight as he bites into the coffee flavored chocolate bar drinking coffee aswell while tanking UN
UN then walks away standing right infront of the door holding th knob then turning at Philippines and smiles as he wave goodbye " Ill be heading off now! " Philip waves back UN who then close the door behind him
Philip looks both of his drink and chocolate bar as he thinks ' Maybe I should apologize to Rusk? I should set up a sorry type of gift? ' he began to softly chew on his chocolate bar ' No! that would be too cheesy... maybe a set up date? maybe not at a restaurant... maybe I should set up one at my balcony I have a good mountain and forest like view there! '
Philip softly chew his Chocolate bar while having an unsure look that made the sight of him eating the chocolate bar as it makes it look like it was the first time he has eaten chocolate
Drowned in his thoughts he didn't notice someone opening the door then closing it behind them then walking towards Philip and sitting right next to him
' What should I cook...~ maybe something not too fancy! I should make it Romantic instead! ' Philip kept a blank look while he was dying inside trying to figure out a good set up dinner for Russia when all the sudden he hears a voice calling out his name from beside him
He snaps his head at his side to see no other than America smirking at him then with a gentle evil smile " Hello there cute little psychopath " Philip shriek jumping abit as he moves away from America who giggles
" I figured that I didn't have such.. proper meeting with you~ so I decided to let go and say sorry! " Philip's face crunched up as America held his hand out for a hand shake " Huh?! after you literally beaten me up in my office making me look vulnerable infront of my own future husband?! no way!!! "
America felt anger rushing through his veins when he heard Philip call Russia his future husband " You know.. straight up telling me your fantasy crush about Russia and liking him just because he saved you is not a good idea? " Philip stares at America with a confused look
" What do you mean?.. me and him are gonna have a blessing in almost 2 weeks--- " America's glasses shatters as he hears about the blessing as he gripped on the couch
" Oh is that so.. then congratulations!.. " America manage to fake his bright impression well which was luckily passed off by Philip who didn't noticed and just smiles
" Sooo.. so far no problems with you two then? " America says with a fake beaming smile which soon fade away when he saw Philip's reaction making him feel shattered to see Philippine make such a look
Philip pursed his lips and frowns " Well one.. Just a small simple argument not huge at all " America then made a sympathy look but underneath he was smiling in victory
America takes some few things from a plastic bag then hands it out to Philip who looks over to see a vintage designed book and vintage stickers along with a vintage pen (Vintage all like a goddamn cherry on top)
Philip's eyes widen with spark and happiness but before moving away from America who raised a brow " I thought were fine now? " America says putting down the Vintage items and pushing it towards Philip who looks down on it
" I may have pet my guard down just now dor abit.. but I aint letting it down again! " Philip says with his strong high pride as America huff
" Oh please! im literally being nicer and sweeter than Russia who literally made an argument with you! plus way I treat you right now makes a better boyfriend than him... " He mumbled the last words as Philip tilted his head keeping his guard up " Hah? "
" Nothing! nothing.. I remembered how you used to love poetry, so I bought you this and since you love Vintage style.. " America says softly as Philip stares at the items then at America then back at the items
He shakily and hesitantly reach out his hand and pulled it towards him before then checking the items out squealing abit in happiness which America laughed at while Philip then calmed himself down as he blushed in embarrassment
" You make good poetry to be honest.. that's why I even kept the poetry book you made for me before " America says keeping a calm composure as Philip hums checking out the items
It then clicks in Philip head who then looks at America wide eyes in amazement " W-wait! you... kept it?! " America smiles at Philip and nodded " It was a good poetry boom! my favorite one was the reverse 2 person view poetry that made me feel such emotion reading it "
Philip then had a look of surprise as America takes out a book that had the title ' Poetry of Philip ' Philip looks with widen eyes as America flips through the page and stops at a certain page
" This one! " America then stares at the book with a smile before looking up at Philip and handing it to him who backs away abit before hesitantly taking the book and examining it, he then felt nostalgia after seeing the poem " Oh.. I remember this~ "
" Don't Leave
Just as what you expect me to say
But!
Well no
I hate you is what I tell myself
I love you?
Id be lying to myself if I said that.
I love you
No
I LOVE the beach
I love you
No
I LOVE Art
I love you
No
I LOVE Coffee
Now...
Read from bottom to top "
Philip smiles as he finished reading his old poet " It was confusing yet my best out of all works ive done.. " America smiles and looks down
" Even though I never get tired reading it over and over again.. " Philip hums as he looks up at America " I miss you making new poets for me day after day each time we met "
Philip smirks and raised a brow " Is that so? is the world power saying they love my work~? " America scoffs " Don't get too cocky! " Philip sighs closing the book before sliding the poet book back to America
" Fine I will but.. I swear if you try to kill me again ill rip out your vital organs through your ears! " Philip says sternly pointing at America who then raise his hands " Okay okay! jeez.. "
Philip smiles as he then opens the book as he began writing a poem holding his guard up while America talks about things, America is very aware of Philip brain for some reason tends to multi task and is listening but is doing 2 tasks at the same time
' Choices is the most important thing in life
But you made me hate it
I love you so much
I love your smile
I love your personality
I love your talent
I love you so much that it hurts
Yet reality has hit me with a metal baseball bat
That no matter what there shall be choices
I wanna be your one
I want you to love me the way I do
Loving you made me realize something
None of this choices is what I want
What I wanted is outside of these choices
But you wanted inside the choices
¿Friends or Strangers? '
Philip smiles as he then kept nodding at America who talks on and on about how much he hates China and how everytime he looks at China he feel his skin crawl underneath and as if bunch if spiders are about to rip his guts open and crawl out of him
" To be honest! I thought China was dating you " Philip frowned in confusement looking up at America from his book " Wait what? what make you think that? "
America then had a look of confusement " Dont you.. know? " Amwrica's eyes widen when Philip shakes his head as he secretly sighs in relief
" About many coutnryhumans actually having a crush on you? " Philip rolls his eyes " Oh please! how would even like me? other than Ruski~ " Philip beamed as America felt his skin crawl
" China confessed liking you during a party for all strongest countries. " Philip's smile faded into a shock one his jaw dropping to the floor " We've overheard Taiwan arguing to China and had accidently confessed liking you too during the argument "
Philip's eyes then widens as America continued " Canada was jealous the fact they think you and China are in secret relationship he tried to make you and him seem like sweet adorable ones when together by calling you Maple infront of Australia but in the end they two ended with a bigger surprise "
Philip then hears ringing in his ears a she process everything that he just heard " I heard about that they found out you were dating a dangerous country and I assumed it was China? but just earlier you told me it was Russia "
" And.. others have caught Finland stalking you few times in the cafeteria, and Singapore has told everyone in the ASEAN party meeting that Vietnam and Brunei wouldn't stop fan boying over you "
America paused when seeing Philip looking like hes about to have a mental breakdown " What the fuck have been people thinking about me.. " America then had a confused look
" Im suppose to be Mister Perfect! not Mister Harem! " America held a hand in his mouth to stop himself from laughing " B-but its fine! its fine its fine its fine its fine its fine!-- its just 6 of them! "
America smiled looking at Philip whose back was turned to him while rambling about more and more things ' There are more than 6.. ' America holds himself from telling Philip
" Oh god! my own bestfriends fucking--- I need fresh air! " Philip walks towards the door holding knob before America calls out to him " Wait! "
Philip turns to America who held out the items " Let's go to the nearby cafe then? im sure you'd love to try out there coffee while drinking this aswell... " America says looking down to the last huge cup of coffee then staring at the two empty huge cups of coffee
Philip smiles and hums as America then walks beside him but making a space between him aswell making him sigh in relief " I they have coffee flavored boba! "
" You forgot the straws idiot.. " Philip says as America chuckles
Art by me! :3