march 14th
"now are you ready to sit down like the adult you are" kiara asked kai as they sat at the table in a restaurant.
instead of kai answering he mugged jay feeling betrayed which jay could understand. "why he here" kai said referring to jay.
"you know why. you gotta squash this wit him because it wasn't his fault" she tried to reassure. jay rolled his eyes tired of her saying that.
he get she was trying to help, but he didn't want her taking all the blame because he played a big part in it too.
kai sighed rubbing his hand over his blue satin durag. "so, i want to hear what you gotta say" kiara told kai.
"watchu mean?" kai raised an eyebrow at his younger sister avoiding looking at jay trying to ignore his entire existence which once again jay understood.
"are you still mad? tell me that then. you got questions? ask them. but we gotta get on the same page here" kiara told him.
kai looked between the two not even knowing where to start. "how far along you is" he asked his first question and kiara mentally celebrated seeing he was somewhat giving in.
now all she had to do was answer his questions.
"almost four months" she nodded looking down at her stomach noticing her bump was becoming more firm.
"so when was you gone tell me?" kai asked offended that she was this far along and had to find out on his own. "i wasn't. i was gonna let you figure it out" kiara answered.
if she wanted everything to go smooth she would need to be 100 percent honest.
"out of all people, why my bestfriend ki" kai shook his head in disappointment making her face fall. "because he was there in a time of need and i'd always had a crush on him" she sighed.
jay bit back his smirk learning this new information but he knew it wasn't the time to rub it in her face. he always suspected she had a crush on him but he didn't feel the same way so he never chose to bring it up.
"jay bro why you ain't tell me. you sat in my fucking face and let me talk to you about how i was worried about the way ki was acting and you played dumb" kai finally asked jay.
"cause. how would i have told you? i tried to be respectful afterwards and stay away from her outta my respect for you kai. but i couldn't so das on me" jay sighed
"that's why you kept asking if kira was around when-" jay cut kai off by nodding coming clean. "this whole time i thought you was avoiding her cause you ain't like her and it was the opposite"kai mumbled feeling stupid.
everything was right under his nose the whole time and he never figured it out.
"so..how many times y'all- you know" he cut his own self off and kiara bit her lip having flashbacks while jay smirked making kai grow disgusted.
"only like five times, including the quickie before we got here" kiara said making kai's jaw drop. "and y'all still fuckin bro what the hell!" kai whisper shouted. "hell yeah. we fucked last night before i came in the house" she admitted.
"jay you have a whole girlfriend" kai pointed at jay. "yeah. who basically forced me to ask her out , i'm finna break it off anyway. i already told her ion like her and she keep saying she can change me" jay shook his head.
"cause you like my sister...?" kai asked hesitantly "i think so" jay answered truthfully. he still couldn't figure out if he had feelings for kiara or if her having his baby influenced them.
regardless as of right now he was definitely feeling her, especially since she trusted him enough to open up about her trauma.
kai slowly nodded at his bestfriend knowing he had no authority over who his bestfriend could like. he just wished it was anyone but his sister, that made things so complicating.
"so um..." kai fiddled with his fingers "dad know?" kai asked finally ripping the bandage off:
before kiara could answer the waitress came asking for drinks.
"can i get a sweet tea with no ice please" kiara smiled nicely at the female. "of course, and you two" she looked at the males with a perky smile.
"sprite" they said in sync. she nodded writing it down before looking at kiara. "you are so beautiful it's like your glowing" she complimented.
"thank you so much you really pretty too" she returned the compliment. "friendly ass" jay mumbled shaking his head.
"that's not friendly it's decent manners get you some" she slapped his arm
making kai laugh at the two bickering thinking it was cute before he caught himself and straightened his face up.
"anyways, no dad doesn't know and im trynna hold off on him finding out cause i'm scared he might hurt me" she told him.
"so he-he um" kai stuttered "ki why you ain't tell me bout that bro" he asked. he had went through many emotions when she revealed what their dad had been doin to her.
it had made him sick.
"what would you do kai" she asked being realistic "ion know call the police? get you out of there?" he said the most smart choices.
"if you call the police he gone go to jail, me and kari still minors so where that put us? if you got me out of there who to say he won't start at doin it to kari? if you did get me out of there where would i go?" she asked making him stay quiet.
"exactly. too much stress. better off jus stayin quiet" she shrugged "see and that's yo problem right there. you think that if you bottle up yo emotions you helping other people but what about you." kai pointed out.
"okay." she said not wanting to argue as jay looked between the two.
"so...how long you known you was a-" he cut himself off cringing and jay stifled a laugh. to kai it was like he no longer knew anything about the female.
he was coming to terms with she wasnt innocent and she wasn't a little girl. "i don't know, i found out sometime last year though" she cleared her throat.
she had never talked about this with anyone. "the doctor said it was inherited by mommy but it was triggered from being sexually actively 'so young' so.." she put it in quotation marks because it wasn't by choice.
kai felt his chest ping being hurt. "kiara how about i jus kill him" kai suggested and kiara busted out laughing. "no kai don't" she tried to stop from laughing.
"he never home anyway and when he is, we're not so it shouldn't be that hard to hide...just til i can't no more" she shrugged.
"i been saving all the money from working too" she told him. "...or we can just kill him and keep the house" she mumbled and she smacked her teeth.
"drop it. i'm fine" she partially told the truth. "as long as you still not mad at me i am okay." she nervously bit her lip.
"i'm not mad at you kiara and i'm sorry for the shit i called you that wan' even right" he shook his head recalling last night.
"i'm sorry too, i was being extra to make you mad at me on purpose. i did not have to say all that shit , it was nasty" she laughed under her breath. "can say that shit again talm bout 'and we fucked over and over' blah blah blah fuck outta here" he mocked her with a lazy smile.
"it worked didnt it" she raised her eyebrows "cause those was the last words i said before you blew up" she shrugged as the waitress came back with their drinks.
kiara thanked her once again before she asked what they were having and they ordered before awkward silence took over again.
jay swiped over his bottom lip before looking at kai. "look man i wanna apologize" jay internally cringed. though he was sorry for the first time that was the only time he felt bad about it, and still then he only felt bad about her being his sister. nothing else.
"i was wrong to have sex..and get yo lil sister pregnant. and i was wrong to sit in yo face and act like i ain't know nothing when i did. i wasn't a good friend fa that " he shook his head admitting his wrongs.
"man i was doin to much anyway, i can't tell y'all who to be with. jus wish y'all woulda told me sooner" kai picked up his cup drinking out of it.
"then again now that i know you pregnant i can kinda see the lil bump too" he looked at her stomach. "it's a boy or a girl?" he asked and kiara couldve swore she heard him ask that but she may have just gotten mixed up.
"we find out in six days kai , chill" she laughed at her brother. "no because now that i'm over being mad at y'all sex crazy ass , i'm finna have a niece or nephew"kai cheesed.
"boyy you sound like kari, you know she the one who convinced me to keep the baby?" she asked. "kari knew before me?" kai asked offended.
"boy that girl knew the moment i found out, she always at the wrong place at the wrong time" kiara told her:
"so is notti big head ass" jay mumbled. "so whatchall want" kai asked and they looked at eachother.
"it's a boy" they told him together nodding.
"y'all just said y'all ain't know" kai looked at them weirdly. "yeah but notti and kari said it's a boy. so it's a boy" kiara shrugged.
"y'all go off anything they say" kai shook his head. "they know everything" jay said and kiara nodded co-signing with jay.
"you right bout that" kai nodded
march 20th
2:26 pm
clinic
"stoppp i'm not finna play with you justin" kiara smacked jay upside the head making him laugh.
"not my fault you lazy, we gotta be in there in four minutes" jay said "okay so finish your task peasent" kiara ordered making jay laugh more.
"i'm not finna play with you stupid!" she yelled letting her voice take over jays car that they were currently sitting in.
"okay imma stop playing" he smiled and she let her head back as he held the vine of grapes over her mouth letting her bite one.
"mhm, now that's what i'm talking about" she said copying that one tiktok sound smacking on the grape. "is you done" he raised his eyebrows.
"yessss let's go find out what our baby is ! woo!" she punched the air "you annoy me" jay mumbled pulling the keys out the ignition.
"you love it. come on woo!" she did it again letting him know she was doing it on purpose to annoy him.
they got out the car going in into the doctors office and kiara went to the desk while jay stayed back slightly. she told them her name and her 2:35 appointment letting them know to sit and she would be there shortly.
the two sat and kiara replied to messages while jay stared ahead.
"ki ian break up with india" jay came clean making her look up from her phone staring at him for a second and shrugging looking back down at her phone.
"youn care?" he asked "you not my man, you jus my baby daddy" kiara stuck her tongue out before bust out laughing.
"i find my own self funny" she caught her breath. "nah foreal though ion care, not my business. i just can't fuck you no more" she said hurting his feelings.
"even though i love sex" she frowned. "watchu mean we can't fuck bro" he mugged "you sound delusional, i let it slide the few times but if you know you don't wanna be with her why would you stay with her and still fuck on me, if you can break up with her and still fuck on me freely..." kiara furrowed her eyebrows.
jay stayed quiet "exactly, so what ever reason you decided on not breaking up with her is the same reason we can't fuck no more" she shrugged and jay attempted to speak before being called in the back.
they walked back getting situated in the room while jay stayed quiet thinking about what kiara just said, and kiara answered questions being asked.
"okay you know the drill, it's gonna be cold ms girl" ms cheryl played with kiara. "okay" she giggled not even worrying about jay.
cheryl squeezed the gel on grabbing the transducer, "and y'all looking for the gender today right?" she asked placing it on her stomach.
"yup" kiara nodded and the heart beat was heard snapping jay out of his thoughts looking at the screen.
kiara gasped "what?!" jay panicked seeing her sad looking at the screen.
"you gave him a big head!". she mumbled side eyeing him. "really kiara" he dead panned her making ms cheryl laugh.
"okay..." she trailed off "that's the face, look at the lil puffy cheeks" cheryl cooed. "cant say he got that from me, look at all this" jay put his hand infront of his face.
"he probably got it from me not gone lie, i'll take the blame for that one" kiara nodded "y'all keep saying he y'all
must be real confident what if it ain't a boy" cheryl chuckled moving the transducer lower.
"i'll flip tables" kiara nodded truthfully "okay and...it looks like it's a girl!" cheryl smiled.
they both shot her daggers "stop that, i was kidding, look" she pointed at the genatalia "it's a boy congratulations...don't flip my stuff" cheryl mumbled.
"ms cheryl hush and go get the pictures for the ultrasound ! go go!" kiara rushed her. "okay" she laughed "you get cleaned up" cheryl grabbed her clip board.
she walked out leaving the two. jay grabbed a paper towel wiping her stomach. kiara pulled her shirt down getting off the table.
"we havin a boyyyy ! a boyyyy" she broke out dancing making jay shake his head. "what's wrong wit you" she frowned at him.
"nothing" he shook his head walking out.
"not my fault you got a big head" she mumbled.
purrr i wanted to make kai fight jay but i'm real sick and lazy rn, y'all lucky y'all even got a chapter.
jay on his period 🙄
they havin a boyyyyyyy i wanted to give them a girl but i did a girl for melmel and dd so i should switch it up😂
time jump next chapter.
thoughts and predictions?
also, i'm ending hidden in like two or three chapters but i might release the one in my drafts, its another dd book and the mc is not melmel 😭
MYA OUT🫡